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Amir: i don’t have any problem with it, you can always behave like a child
Natalie: ok, we will see… don?t wanna take a rest?
Amir: no, today i am with you whole night
Natalie: oh, no! I can?t sit by comp whole night! And I didn?t sleep well… because of you by the way!
Amir: i don’t know, you have to stay with me tonight
Natalie: no, I haven’t :)
Amir: ok
Natalie: so I just think it is enough for today…
Amir: ok
Natalie: bye!.. Amir? will you tell me good bye?
Amir: no, because i don’t want you to go… if you want to go just leave, i will not say bye
Natalie: it is not good, at first… at second I will be on facebook, will put marks for you where there are my dresses or something, but not all my clothes are there, only some part.
Amir: ok
Natalie: i’m tagging you on the photos, so you can easily see it in your profile, but then, if you want, may delete… as you wish
Amir: no problem, i will keep it
Natalie: you at first see photos, and then decide :) you can easily take away which one you want
Amir: ok, i got one, put more
Natalie: i do! :) have you seen my video Summer Wine? here was a skirt I also made myself (and there I was dancing in it) my comp now work very slowly, so can?t wait! maybe will do the next time… are you here?.. and you know what I think about this your show?.. there are a lot of beautiful women as a rule;)
Amir: hahahahahha models!..
Natalie: well, so how about these women?
Amir: good
Natalie: yes, see that?s why you completely forgot about me yesterday! here is the question: are you loyal? it is rather different in Islam and in your world as compare to mine
Amir: honey, what kind of question is this?
Natalie: normal question! just want to know about you more, that?s all
Amir: well you are the last girl in my life
Natalie:;))))))))))))))))))))) that will be really funny!
Amir: so smile if it’s funny
Natalie: I do!
Amir: good for you… i love you, miss you sweetheart
Natalie: Amir… remember about the time, too… if you want to talk then talk about something else… if we meet then we can speak a lot about our feelings whenever we want… now it is just not wise
Amir: ok, what you want to talk about? i wana see you
Natalie: i don?t want! it is evening, I feel tired… next time and look – I also want to see you and to hear you, but you don?t give me the chance
Amir: ok, so what do you want to talk about? you didn’t tell me about your family, your parents, siblings
Natalie: I have one sister, who now lives in America, North Carolina
Amir: waooo good
Natalie: and she doesn?t want me to marry again to a Muslim guy but I don?t listen to her much
Amir: so were you married with Muslim before?
Natalie: yes, and he was very good to me, but it happened we parted by destiny, you may say, and my family took it very hard because they all love me a lot
Amir: yea i understand… well i am not a typical person, i am a different kind of person, you are very close to me
Ах, от его слов веяло таким теплом, что никакое расстояние не могло его развеять. Щёки горели, сердце сладко и учащённо билось в груди. Вопреки всем своим усилиям сопротивляться зарождающемуся чувству она не могла.
Natalie: I see that and must say I like you more and more
Amir: thanks my love, you are the precious ever thing for me that i never wana loose, i would rather prefer to lose my life before losing you
Natalie: oh, Amir, don?t be in hurry again.
Amir: :( can you be romantic for some time?
Natalie: I am romantic, but not on i-net! :) I just keep myself; when we meet in reality then you will see if I am romantic or not! then you will ask maybe: don?t be SO romantic, plz!
Amir: really… i am waiting for that moment
Natalie: have I told you I write books? novels? so how can I be not romantic!? :)
Amir: really? That’s nice, i wana read them
Natalie: yes, it is one of my most favorite activities, they are in Russian…
Amir: impressed!.. What was the name of your husband and where he was from?
Natalie: he was from Pakistan, but we met in Kiev, his name was Ajaz
Amir: why did he leave you?
Natalie: he didn?t want to leave me… may I not tell you now? Later, when we meet and if you still want to know
Amir: honey i want to know
Natalie: but didn?t you tell me just some days ago you don?t want to know anything about my past?
Amir: yes, i just don’t wana do same and loose you
Natalie: he was so nice to me and we loved each other. I was very happy with him, it was the happiest time in my life… but in general it was rather hard time, when Soviet Union collapsed
Amir: yea, i know, so are you originally RUSSIAN?
Natalie: he wanted us to move to Germany… yes, I am half Russian and half Ukraine from my Mother side
Amir: ok then?
Natalie: he wanted us to come to Germany and I didn?t want go here at first… it took a lot of time to make my documents, we even couldn?t wait and he bought passport with visa for me, but then Germany was closed for Pakistani ppl… so we moved to my parents… and I wanted a baby then, same like now… he told me it was not right time, but I insisted… there was no work for us in Estonia and other problems with visa for him… my parents wanted us to go to Pakistan, they thought we would be fine there… so they made him leave but he didn?t want to leave me… cried and told he couldn?t live without me.. but I was SO sure in him and in his love. I forced him to go and he promised to come back after three months and take me with a baby… but never came back. His relatives had a bride for him already… so… sad story, you see
Amir: very bad, he should not do that! If his relatives were having bride for him why he did this to you?
Natalie: well, let’s leave the topic; it is still very painful to me, especially because of my son
Amir: i am sorry honey, i will never talk about it again because i wana see you happy forever, smiling
Natalie: you know what is funny here? That he told me the same thing!..
Amir: hahahhahaha waooo… well i mean it, he just told you and i want to prove it, wana meet you as soon as possible
Natalie: no, Amir, he didn?t just say… otherwise I couldn?t love him for so many years, I didn?t want even to marry again… but at last it has stopped… my love for him
Amir: so you wana marry now?
Natalie: I want to have a baby… how can I do it without your help?;)
Amir: yea, you are right;) so now it depends on Mary and her husband, i will receive your passport to do my part then you will come here and we will plan our baby
Natalie: after Christmas… will you come here before? I want to see you first
Amir: i can’t promise that i will come there
Natalie: and before you told you could…
Amir: i would try that’s what i said
Natalie: so if you won?t come I can?t come too, because I have never seen you… Honestly I’m just afraid!
Amir: i am not an animal, so don’t be afraid
Natalie: yes, but in normal way we have to meet at first
Amir: yea, that’s what i am saying: you can come here, i have work here, hard to take leaves, from here, come meet me, and we will have fun here
Natalie: Amir, it is strange for me now. How can I trust you if just some days ago you?ve told: I can come, I have no any problem! And now you are telling me this… no, I can?t come in this way
Amir: honey i am not saying i can’t come but it will take time, you know visa process and everything, whereas i can arrange for you in some days, that’s why i was saying that
Natalie: but we have the time! more than 2 months! I won?t come earlier in any case!
Amir: i can wait 2 months
Natalie: you can wait, OK, but I would like you to come here on Christmas, we will see each other and then we will know if we want and can be together… I am not mad, Amir! I can?t come to unknown person!
Amir: ok i will tell you about it soon
Natalie: not just tell, but try to do, if you are serious… but I doubt it again… you so easily have changed your mind!
Amir: i don’t, i am in love with you, that’s why i am here with you from last one week, sharing everything with you
Natalie: I can?t take your love seriously now, before we see each other… it is not so real for me, so plz if it is really important for you, do as I ask
Amir: yes, i am coming, to prove my love i am coming to you, to prove that whatever i said is true, i want to spend my whole life with you
Natalie: ok, thanks… we will see. Now good night!
Amir: but if i would be having any problem in visa process, you have to help me out
[18.10.201* 22:19:17] Natalie: ok, now tell me good night! :)
Amir: i love you Natalie, take care honey, good night
Выйдя из скайпа и выключив компьютер, Натали какое-то время сидела неподвижно в тишине, прислушиваясь к себе. Да, он быстро меняет решения… но почему-то она не в силах противиться… Пока говорили, и ей удалось высказать все свои сомнения, что поехать к нему вот так, вдруг, казалось невозможным, но теперь в глубине души она чувствовала, что верит ему и готова действовать так, как он просит.
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САМАЯ ЛУЧШАЯ ДИЕТА
В этот день, как и в этот весь октябрь в Кёльне, Натали чувствовала себя, как переполненный сосуд: энергия счастья, радость жизни сочились из всех её пор. Она помолодела, расцвела, похорошела. Да, «я тебя люблю, моя принцесса» на завтрак, обед и ужин – самая лучшая целебная диета в мире, которая воистину способна творить чудеса.
Натали не могла сдержать напор своих чувств, она подошла, пританцовывая, к ноутбуку и напечатала: «You know how to win a woman! :) miss you today a lot!»
Скайп молчал. Амир обычно не отвечал ей в рабочее время – только в обеденный перерыв или вечером, после работы, и это ей нравилось – мужчина должен быть занят делом и серьёзно относиться к нему. Это вызывает уважение.
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MADE OF FIRE
