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Ещё одна проблема – развод. Натали до сих пор не была разведена, хотя они с мужем давным-давно в силу сложившихся обстоятельств жили отдельно. Сначала она и не думала разводиться – ведь она всё равно продолжала любить его, сердце было занято, и такая простая формальность, как развод на бумаге, ничего бы не изменила – она бы по-прежнему ощущала себя связанной с ним и замужней. Но шли годы, и постепенно живое чувство к нему сошло на нет, остались одни воспоминания, и тогда Натали захотелось освободиться, но не хватало последнего толчка. Вот Амир её и «подтолкнул»…
Впрочем, долго сердиться на него было невозможно… Он умел быть и настойчивым, и нежным, и заботливым, и забавным.
[22.10.201* 13:55:20] Amir: i love you baby, now just show me your pretty face, i wana kiss you
Natalie: I am hungry, so you have to wait a bit now
Amir: honey just few seconds, can’t wait to see my princess! please, then i will wait, you eat and we will talk
Natalie: ok, after I have my meal you will have your few seconds
[22.10.201* 13:56:51] Amir: ok i am waiting; (
[22.10.201* 14:05:40] Amir: knock knock
Natalie: well, I am here
Amir: ok start webcam
*** Call to Amir, duration 00:51. ***
Amir: can i kiss your lips?
Но она быстро сбавила градус его романтизма рассказом об утреннем разговоре с мамой и той буре, который вызвал в её душе этот разговор. Амир слушал внимательно.
Amir: oh
*** Call ended ***
Amir: what did you talk to your mother? what she said, tell me in detail?
*** Call to Amir, duration 00:48. ***
Amir: ok so it means she is ready now for our marriage? well i love you a lot and i am not using you, first i will marry you and then i will touch you, my love is pure for you
Natalie: at first she was in doubts and told me such silly things! I told her that if she does not agree with my marriage I just will leave right from K?ln without coming home
Amir: yes, you are right
Natalie: and then in the evening I spoke to my son in more peaceful tone and explained him the matter in details and told about your attitude to me and asked him to talk to granny…
Amir: that’s nice
Natalie: and then he told my parents have just to accept… they know me, Amir, if I have decided something nothing in the world can stop me, only God alone, if He wishes… now you can talk :)
Amir: well i just wana tell you that my love is pure for you. If you want i can marry you right now, i don’t have any problem, i want to spend my whole life with you and just you, because you are mine
Natalie: I wanted to ask you about the marriage
Amir: ok ask
Natalie: in which way is it going to be? do i need some documents or anything? how it will be, tell me a bit, I can?t imagine
Amir: nothing, not really, you don’t need anything, we will go to court and in the presence of judge we will sign marriage deed
Natalie: but then strictly speaking they don?t need my divorce paper?
Amir: well yes it’s necessary to have divorce papers
Natalie: then we may have a problem here again… I asked one of my friends from my place to know the matter
Amir: what is the problem?
Natalie: and she told if both spouses live in Estonia, then no problem, but if one of them is somewhere then I have to take divorce through court and they will search him and ask his agreement… and I doubt he will help us
Amir: so what is the problem then?
Natalie: TIME, baby, time! It can be endless process!
Amir: well let me check the process here in the court and all requirements, i will tell you tomorrow
Natalie: well, here is another variant as well: I can talk to some of my friends from Raval Pindi (cause my ex-husband lives there)
Amir: ok so you think your friends will help you?
Natalie: and ask them to contact him that we don?t waist our time and maybe he will send his agreement right now and then it can be faster… why not? I will try at least!
Amir: that’s cool because we both are going to marry in different country so i think rules will be different, maybe there is no need of these things
Natalie: so I want you to know all the matter in details and tell me what I need or have to do, I don?t like to waist our time in vain and wait and wait without end
Amir: yea, sure love, i don’t want to wait either, i want you in my life as soon as possible
Natalie: next question: how do you plan to spend your weekends after marriage? in the same manner like now? going out with your friends?
Amir: of course not, it will be me and you only
Natalie: :) sometimes you can be with them, why not! if I won?t mind for the moment! :)
Amir: honey obviously if i I’m with them, i will take you with me, too
Natalie: hm… but see it is a bit strange for me too, not only for my mom and sis… can?t you find appropriate girl in your country? why me?
По правде говоря, выбор Амира не очень удивлял Натали. Она привыкла к повышенному вниманию мужчин, и молодых особенно, поскольку мужчины в возрасте заняты своими проблемами, у них в большинстве случаев есть семьи, дети, обязанности, и часто нет времени, сил и настроения глазеть по сторонам, тогда как молодые мужчины в силу своего возраста и биологических потребностей находятся в поиске, часто настроены романтично, и реакция на красивую женщину рядом возникает легко, сама собой, безо всяких ухищрений со стороны самой женщины.
На фейсбук дело обстояло ещё «хуже»: у Натали было много друзей мужского пола, которые постоянно атаковали её своими сообщениями, комментариями и комплиментами, стоило ей появиться на сайте. И всё это происходило под носом у Амира, доставляя ему немало неприятных переживаний, которые он предпочитал скрывать от Натали, хотя не всегда удавалось.
С другой стороны, она понимала, что серьёзные намерения, с его стороны, если таковые имеются на самом деле, вызывают некоторое недоумение, хотя сама она склонялась к тому, что: ну, вот так случилось, она понравилась парню, ему нужен был выигрышный козырь – и он сделал предложение. Это так необычно, романтично, немного безумно… Но когда ещё и совершать подобные безумства, как не в молодости? Когда ещё влюбляться так, чтобы не брать в расчёт то, что обычно берётся в расчет?.. Одним словом, ей казалось, она его понимает, но пусть скажет и сам.
И он сказал.
Amir: well it’s all about like and dislike… i saw you and felt something, i have a lot of girls around me – never felt like that
Natalie: hm, maybe… but you became «strange» right from the start…
Amir: yes, it seems strange but when we meet everything will be normal, won’t it?
Да, это то, о чём она и сама размышляла: в конце концов, они ничего не делают, просто разговаривают. И договариваются о встрече, которая призвана решить всё остальное.
Natalie: you know what?… at first I thought it was Adnan who somehow used another?s person profile to speak with me that was my «suspicion» and that?s why I deleted you at first because normally men just can?t speak with me a lot
Amir: i understand
Natalie: they want but can?t! Only he can… and now you
Amir: thanks for that, it’s destiny and you are mine
Natalie: :) great! I also like to do all things together… but not all the time, so be ready for that!..
Amir: i am ready my princess, i am all yours now, i am your ROBOT so you have control in your hand
Natalie: NOOOOOOOOOOOO! What are you saying! I don?t like it at all, Amir! Hope it was a joke!
Amir: yea;)
Natalie: well, don?t make me to be afraid! For me freedom is a main human property and value so I don?t like to have control over you! I hate it!
Amir: i know princess, i was joking
Natalie: for Christians here is such a rule: they become as one soul in two bodies, man?s body belongs to his wife and wife?s body belongs to her husband
Amir: yea, i promise that i will obey this, my body is only for you
Natalie: yesterday I wanted to run in evening and I did, but air was SO cold that I had some problem with my throat
Amir: take care of yourself love!.. so what you will do now? because i have to meet someone on coffee
Natalie: ok, go! I will have my dinner!
Amir: give me a kiss
Natalie: and who will come?
Amir: there is a girl, she is handling all media work for fashion show so ask me to meet and discuss something
[22.10.201* 18:49:56] Amir: you there?
[22.10.201* 22:27:13] Amir: hi
Amir: well i told you it’s my communication and media person who is helping me in fashion show, she was asking for a meeting so i was there
Natalie: oh, it was she! look, baby, I can be jealous!
Amir: don’t be because she is nothing as compare to you and in fact i don’t want to compare you with anyone because none is like you
Natalie: thanks… ok, in any case… I’m glad you are back, but want to sleep already :)
Amir: i don’t want to sleep because you are not with me
Natalie: you know yesterday it was good we hadn?t talk and I had a good night sleep at last!;)
Amir: hahahahahaha really?
Natalie: yes, really, was happy to sleep in peace!
Amir: so when we can sleep together?
Natalie: when I come and we get married, you know, why are you asking such a question?
Amir: just because i love you…
Natalie: well, Amir, good night!
Amir: you are forgetting something… three words
Natalie: ok :) I LOVE YOU!!!! and will miss you till we meet!
Amir: thanks i love you too and miss you a lot! take care princes, i will talk to you tomorrow
Natalie: ok! bye! kisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Amir: byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kisssssssssssssssssssss
Natalie: mine was longer! :))
Amir: hahahahahha yes it was; (
Natalie: Amir, don?t cry!!!
Amir: :) i am happy;)
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ЦЕРКОВЬ
В самый же первый день своего пребывания в Кёльне, ещё до поездки в магазин, когда пили с Мери чай на кухне и не спеша знакомились друг с другом, Натали сказала Мери, что она православная христианка. Мери непроизвольно состроила на секунду неприязненную гримасу, но тут же привела лицо в порядок.
– Мы – евреи, – сказала она просто.
