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Lyrical Ballads, with Other Poems, 1800, Volume 1

LOVE

  All Thoughts, all Passions, all Delights,  Whatever stirs this mortal Frame,  All are but Ministers of Love,    And feed his sacred flame.  Oft in my waking dreams do I  Live o'er again that happy hour,  When midway on the Mount I lay    Beside the Ruin'd Tower.  The Moonshine stealing o'er the scene  Had blended with the Lights of Eve;  And she was there, my Hope, my Joy,    My own dear Genevieve!  She lean'd against the Armed Man,  The Statue of the Armed Knight:  She stood and listen'd to my Harp    Amid the ling'ring Light.  Few Sorrows hath she of her own,  My Hope, my Joy, my Genevieve!  She loves me best, whene'er I sing    The Songs, that make her grieve.  I play'd a soft and doleful Air,  I sang an old and moving Story —  An old rude Song that fitted well    The Ruin wild and hoary.  She listen'd with a flitting Blush,  With downcast Eyes and modest Grace;  For well she knew, I could not choose    But gaze upon her Face.  I told her of the Knight, that wore  Upon his Shield a burning Brand;  And that for ten long Years he woo'd    The Lady of the Land.  I told her, how he pin'd: and, ah!  The low, the deep, the pleading tone,  With which I sang another's Love,    Interpreted my own.  She listen'd with a flitting Blush,  With downcast Eyes and modest Grace;  And she forgave me, that I gaz'd    Too fondly on her Face!  But when I told the cruel scorn  Which craz'd this bold and lovely Knight,  And that be cross'd the mountain woods    Nor rested day nor night;  That sometimes from the savage Den,  And sometimes from the darksome Shade,  And sometimes starting up at once    In green and sunny Glade,  There came, and look'd him in the face,  An Angel beautiful and bright;  And that he knew, it was a Fiend,    This miserable Knight!  And that, unknowing what he did,  He leapt amid a murd'rous Band,  And sav'd from Outrage worse than Death    The Lady of the Land;  And how she wept and clasp'd his knees  And how she tended him in vain —  And ever strove to expiate    The Scorn, that craz'd his Brain  And that she nurs'd him in a Cave;  And how his Madness went away  When on the yellow forest leaves    A dying Man he lay;  His dying words – but when I reach'd  That tenderest strain of all the Ditty,  My falt'ring Voice and pausing Harp    Disturb'd her Soul with Pity!  All Impulses of Soul and Sense  Had thrill'd my guileless Genevieve,  The Music, and the doleful Tale,    The rich and balmy Eve;  And Hopes, and Fears that kindle Hope,  An undistinguishable Throng!  And gentle Wishes long subdued,    Subdued and cherish'd long!  She wept with pity and delight,  She blush'd with love and maiden shame;  And, like the murmur of a dream,    I heard her breathe my name.  Her Bosom heav'd – she stepp'd aside;  As conscious of my Look, she stepp'd —  Then suddenly with timorous eye    She fled to me and wept.  She half inclosed me with her arms,  She press'd me with a meek embrace;  And bending back her head look'd up,    And gaz'd upon my face.  'Twas partly Love, and partly Fear,  And partly 'twas a bashful Art  That I might rather feel than see    The Swelling of her Heart.  I calm'd her Tears; and she was calm,  And told her love with virgin Pride.  And so I won my Genevieve,    My bright and beauteous Bride!The MAD MOTHER  Her eyes are wild, her head is bare,  The sun has burnt her coal-black hair,  Her eye-brows have a rusty stain,  And she came far from over the main.  She has a baby on her arm,  Or else she were alone;  And underneath the hay-stack warm,  And on the green-wood stone,  She talked and sung the woods among;  And it was in the English tongue.  "Sweet babe! they say that I am mad,  But nay, my heart is far too glad;  And I am happy when I sing  Full many a sad and doleful thing:  Then, lovely baby, do not fear!  I pray thee have no fear of me,  But, safe as in a cradle, here  My lovely baby! thou shalt be,  To thee I know too much I owe;  I cannot work thee any woe."  A fire was once within my brain;  And in my head a dull, dull pain;  And fiendish faces one, two, three,  Hung at my breasts, and pulled at me.  But then there came a sight of joy;  It came at once to do me good;  I waked, and saw my little boy,  My little boy of flesh and blood;  Oh joy for me that sight to see!  For he was here, and only he.  Suck, little babe, oh suck again!  It cools my blood; it cools my brain;  Thy lips I feel them, baby! they  Draw from my heart the pain away.  Oh! press me with thy little hand;  It loosens something at my chest;  About that tight and deadly band  I feel thy little fingers press'd.  The breeze I see is in the tree;  It comes to cool my babe and me.  Oh! love me, love me, little boy!  Thou art thy mother's only joy;  And do not dread the waves below,  When o'er the sea-rock's edge we go;  The high crag cannot work me harm,  Nor leaping torrents when they howl;  The babe I carry on my arm,  He saves for me my precious soul;  Then happy lie, for blest am I;  Without me my sweet babe would die.  Then do not fear, my boy! for thee  Bold as a lion I will be;  And I will always be thy guide,  Through hollow snows and rivers wide.  I'll build an Indian bower; I know  The leaves that make the softest bed:  And if from me thou wilt not go.  But still be true 'till I am dead,  My pretty thing! then thou shalt sing,  As merry as the birds in spring.  Thy father cares not for my breast,  'Tis thine, sweet baby, there to rest:  'Tis all thine own! and if its hue  Be changed, that was so fair to view,  'Tis fair enough for thee, my dove!  My beauty, little child, is flown;  But thou will live with me in love,  And what if my poor cheek be brown?  'Tis well for me, thou canst not see  How pale and wan it else would be.  Dread not their taunts, my little life!  I am thy father's wedded wife;  And underneath the spreading tree  We two will live in honesty.  If his sweet boy he could forsake,  With me he never would have stay'd:  From him no harm my babe can take,  But he, poor man! is wretched made,  And every day we two will pray  For him that's gone and far away.  I'll teach my boy the sweetest things;  I'll teach him how the owlet sings.  My little babe! thy lips are still,  And thou hast almost suck'd thy fill.  – Where art thou gone my own dear child?  What wicked looks are those I see?  Alas! alas! that look so wild,  It never, never came from me:  If thou art mad, my pretty lad,  Then I must be for ever sad.  Oh! smile on me, my little lamb!  For I thy own dear mother am.  My love for thee has well been tried:  I've sought thy father far and wide.  I know the poisons of the shade,  I know the earth-nuts fit for food;  Then, pretty dear, be not afraid;  We'll find thy father in the wood.  Now laugh and be gay, to the woods away!  And there, my babe; we'll live for aye.

THE ANCIENT MARINER,

A POET'S REVERIE

ARGUMENT

How a Ship, having first sailed to the Equator, was driven by Storms, to the cold Country towards the South Pole; how the Ancient Mariner cruelly, and in contempt of the laws of hospitality, killed a Sea-bird; and how he was followed by many and strange Judgements; and in what manner he came back to his own Country.

The ANCIENT MARINERA POET'S REVERIE

I

  It is an ancient Mariner,    And he stoppeth one of three:  "By thy long grey beard and thy glittering eye    Now wherefore stoppest me?"  "The Bridegroom's doors are open'd wide    And I am next of kin;  The Guests are met, the Feast is set, —    May'st hear the merry din."  But still he holds the wedding guest —    "There was a Ship, quoth he – "  "Nay, if thou'st got a laughsome tale,    Mariner! come with me."  He holds him with his skinny hand,    Quoth he, there was a Ship —  "Now get thee hence, thou grey-beard Loon    Or my Staff shall make thee skip."  He holds him with his glittering eye —    The wedding guest stood still  And listens like a three year's child;    The Mariner hath his will.  The wedding-guest sate on a stone,    He cannot chuse but hear:  And thus spake on that ancient man,    The bright-eyed Mariner.  The Ship was cheer'd, the Harbour clear'd —    Merrily did we drop  Below the Kirk, below the Hill,    Below the Light-house top.  The Sun came up upon the left,    Out of the Sea came he:  And he shone bright, and on the right    Went down into the Sea.  Higher and higher every day,    Till over the mast at noon —  The wedding-guest here beat his breast,    For he heard the loud bassoon.  The Bride hath pac'd into the Hall,    Red as a rose is she;  Nodding their heads before her goes    The merry Minstralsy.  The wedding-guest he beat his breast,    Yet he cannot chuse but hear:  And thus spake on that ancient Man,    The bright-eyed Mariner.  But now the Northwind came more fierce,    There came a Tempest strong!  And Southward still for days and weeks    Like Chaff we drove along.  And now there came both Mist and Snow,    And it grew wond'rous cold;  And Ice mast-high came floating by    As green as Emerald.  And thro' the drifts the snowy clifts    Did send a dismal sheen;  Nor shapes of men nor beasts we ken —    The Ice was all between.  The Ice was here, the Ice was there,    The Ice was all around:  It crack'd and growl'd, and roar'd and howl'd —    A wild and ceaseless sound.  At length did cross an Albatross,    Thorough the Fog it came;  As if it had been a Christian Soul,    We hail'd it in God's name.  The Mariners gave it biscuit-worms,    And round and round it flew:  The Ice did split with a Thunder-fit;    The Helmsman steer'd us thro'.  And a good south wind sprung up behind.    The Albatross did follow;  And every day for food or play    Came to the Mariner's hollo!  In mist or cloud on mast or shroud    It perch'd for vespers nine,  Whiles all the night thro' fog-smoke white    Glimmer'd the white moon-shine.  "God save thee, ancient Mariner!    From the fiends that plague thee thus – "  "Why look'st thou so? – with my cross bow    I shot the Albatross."

II:

  The Sun now rose upon the right,    Out of the Sea came he;  Still hid in mist; and on the left    Went down into the Sea.  And the good south wind still blew behind,    But no sweet Bird did follow  Nor any day for food or play    Came to the Mariner's hollo!  And I had done an hellish thing    And it would work e'm woe:  For all averr'd, I had kill'd the Bird    That made the Breeze to blow.  Nor dim nor red, like an Angel's head,    The glorious Sun uprist:  Then all averr'd, I had kill'd the Bird    That brought the fog and mist.  'Twas right, said they, such birds to slay    That bring the fog and mist.  The breezes blew, the white foam flew,    The furrow follow'd free:  We were the first that ever burst    Into that silent Sea.  Down dropt the breeze, the Sails dropt down,    'Twas sad as sad could be  And we did speak only to break    The silence of the Sea.  All in a hot and copper sky    The bloody sun at noon,  Right up above the mast did stand,    No bigger than the moon.  Day after day, day after day,    We stuck, nor breath nor motion,  As idle as a painted Ship    Upon a painted Ocean.  Water, water, every where    And all the boards did shrink;  Water, water, every where,    Nor any drop to drink.  The very deeps did rot: O Christ!    That ever this should be!  Yea, slimy things did crawl with legs    Upon the slimy Sea.  About, about, in reel and rout    The Death-fires danc'd at night;  The water, like a witch's oils.    Burnt green and blue and white.  And some in dreams assured were    Of the Spirit that plagued us so:  Nine fathom deep he had follow'd us    From the Land of Mist and Snow.  And every tongue thro' utter drouth    Was wither'd at the root;  We could not speak no more than if    We had been choked with soot.  Ah wel-a-day! what evil looks    Had I from old and young;  Instead of the Cross the Albatross    About my neck was hung.

III

  So past a weary time; each throat    Was parch'd, and glaz'd each eye,  When, looking westward, I beheld    A something in the sky.  At first it seem'd a little speck    And then it seem'd a mist:  It mov'd and mov'd, and took at last    A certain shape, I wist.  A speck, a mist, a shape, I wist!    And still it near'd and near'd;  And, as if it dodg'd a water-sprite,    It plung'd and tack'd and veer'd.  With throat unslack'd, with black lips bak'd    We could nor laugh nor wail;  Thro' utter drouth all dumb we stood  Till I bit my arm and suck'd the blood,    And cry'd, A sail! a sail!  With throat unslack'd, with black lips bak'd    Agape they heard me call:  Gramercy! they for joy did grin  And all at once their breath drew in    As they were drinking all.  See! See! (I cry'd) she tacks no more!    Hither to work us weal  Without a breeze, without a tide    She steddies with upright keel!  The western wave was all a flame,    The day was well nigh done!  Almost upon the western wave    Rested the broad bright Sun;  When that strange shape drove suddenly    Betwixt us and the Sun.  And strait the Sun was fleck'd with bars    (Heaven's mother send us grace)  As if thro' a dungeon grate he peer'd    With broad and burning face.  Alas! (thought I, and my heart beat loud)    How fast she nears and nears!  Are those her Sails that glance in the Sun    Like restless gossameres?  Are those her Ribs, thro' which the Sun    Did peer, as thro' a grate?  And are those two all, all her crew.    That Woman, and her Mate?  His bones were black with many a crack,    All black and bare, I ween;  Jet-black and bare, save where with rust  Of mouldy damps and charnel crust    They were patch'd with purple and green.  Her lips were red, her looks were free,    Her locks were yellow as gold:  Her skin was as white as leprosy,  And she was far liker Death than he;    Her flesh made the still air cold.  The naked Hulk alongside came    And the Twain were playing dice;  "The Game is done! I've won, I've won!"    Quoth she, and whistled thrice.  A gust of wind sterte up behind    And whistled thro' his bones;  Thro' the holes of his eyes and the hole of his mouth    Half-whistles and half-groans.  With never a whisper in the Sea    Off darts the Spectre-ship;  While clombe above the Eastern bar  The horned Moon, with one bright Star    Almost between the tips.  One after one by the horned Moon    (Listen, O Stranger! to me)  Each turn'd his face with a ghastly pang    And curs'd me with his ee.  Four times fifty living men,    With never a sigh or groan,  With heavy thump, a lifeless lump    They dropp'd down one by one.  Their souls did from their bodies fly, —    They fled to bliss or woe;  And every soul it pass'd me by,    Like, the whiz of my Cross-bow.

IV

  "I fear thee, ancient Mariner!    I fear thy skinny hand;  And thou art long and lank and brown    As is the ribb'd Sea-sand."  "I fear thee and thy glittering eye    And thy skinny hand so brown – "  "Fear not, fear not, thou wedding guest!    This body dropt not down."  Alone, alone, all all alone    Alone on the wide wide Sea;  And Christ would take no pity on    My soul in agony.  The many men so beautiful,    And they all dead did lie!  And a million million slimy things    Liv'd on – and so did I.  I look'd upon the rotting Sea,    And drew my eyes away;  I look'd upon the ghastly deck,    And there the dead men lay.  I look'd to Heaven, and try'd to pray;    But or ever a prayer had gusht,  A wicked whisper came and made    My heart as dry as dust.  I clos'd my lids and kept them close,    Till the balls like pulses beat;  For the sky and the sea, and the sea and the sky  Lay like a load on my weary eye,    And the dead were at my feet.  The cold sweat melted from their limbs,    Nor rot, nor reek did they;  The look with which they look'd on me,    Had never pass'd away.  An orphan's curse would drag to Hell    A spirit from on high:  But O! more horrible than that    Is the curse in a dead man's eye!  Seven days, seven nights I saw that curse,    And yet I could not die.  The moving Moon went up the sky    And no where did abide:  Softly she was going up    And a star or two beside —  Her beams bemock'd the sultry main    Like April hoar-frost spread;  But where the ship's huge shadow lay,  The charmed water burnt alway    A still and awful red.  Beyond the shadow of the ship    I watch'd the water-snakes:  They mov'd in tracks of shining white;  And when they rear'd, the elfish light    Fell off in hoary flakes.  Within the shadow of the ship    I watch'd their rich attire:  Blue, glossy green, and velvet black  They coil'd and swam; and every track    Was a flash of golden fire.  O happy living things! no tongue    Their beauty might declare:  A spring of love gusht from my heart,    And I bless'd them unaware!  Sure my kind saint took pity on me,    And I bless'd them unaware.  The self-same moment I could pray;    And from my neck so free  The Albatross fell off, and sank    Like lead into the sea.

V

  O sleep, it is a gentle thing    Belov'd from pole to pole!  To Mary-queen the praise be given  She sent the gentle sleep from heaven    That slid into my soul.  The silly buckets on the deck    That had so long remain'd,  I dreamt that they were fill'd with dew    And when I awoke it rain'd.  My lips were wet, my throat was cold,    My garments all were dank;  Sure I had drunken in my dreams    And still my body drank.  I mov'd and could not feel my limbs,    I was so light, almost  I thought that I had died in sleep,    And was a blessed Ghost.  And soon I heard a roaring wind,    It did not come anear;  But with its sound it shook the sails    That were so thin and sere.  The upper air burst into life    And a hundred fire-flags sheen  To and fro they were hurried about;  And to and fro, and in and out    The wan stars danc'd between.  And the coming wind did roar more loud;    And the sails did sigh like sedge:  And the rain pour'd down from one black cloud    The moon was at its edge.  The thick black cloud was cleft, and still    The Moon was at its side:  Like waters shot from some high crag,  The lightning fell, with never a jag    A river steep and wide.  The loud wind never reach'd the Ship,    Yet now the Ship mov'd on!  Beneath the lightning and the moon    The dead men gave a groan.  They groan'd; they stirr'd, they all uprose,    Nor spake, nor mov'd their eyes:  It had been strange, even in a dream    To have seen those dead men rise,  The helmsman steerd, the ship mov'd on;    Yet never a breeze up-blew;  The Mariners all gan work the ropes,    Where they were wont to do:  They rais'd their limbs like lifeless tools —    We were a ghastly crew.  The body of my brother's son    Stood by me knee to knee:  The body and I pull'd at one rope,    But he said nought to me.  "I fear thee, ancient Mariner!"    "Be calm, thou wedding guest!  'Twas not those souls, that fled in pain,  Which to their corses came again,    But a troop of Spirits blest:"  "For when it dawn'd – they dropp'd their arms,    And cluster'd round the mast:  Sweet sounds rose slowly thro' their mouths    And from their bodies pass'd."  Around, around, flew each sweet sound,    Then darted to the sun:  Slowly the sounds came back again    Now mix'd, now one by one.  Sometimes a dropping from the sky    I heard the Sky-lark sing;  Sometimes all little birds that are  How they seem'd to fill the sea and air    With their sweet jargoning.  And now 'twas like all instruments,    Now like a lonely flute;  And now it is an angel's song    That makes the heavens be mute.  It ceas'd: yet still the sails made on    A pleasant noise till noon,  A noise like of a hidden brook    In the leafy month of June,  That to the sleeping woods all night,    Singeth a quiet tune.  Till noon we silently sail'd on    Yet never a breeze did breathe:  Slowly and smoothly went the Ship    Mov'd onward from beneath.  Under the keel nine fathom deep    From the land of mist and snow  The spirit slid: and it was He    That made the Ship to go.  The sails at noon left off their tune    And the Ship stood still also.  The sun right up above the mast    Had fix'd her to the ocean:  But in a minute she 'gan stir    With a short uneasy motion —  Backwards and forwards half her length    With a short uneasy motion.  Then, like a pawing horse let go,    She made a sudden bound:  It flung the blood into my head,    And I fell into a swound.  How long in that same fit I lay,    I have not to declare;  But ere my living life return'd,  I heard and in my soul discern'd    Two voices in the air.  "Is it he?" quoth one, "Is this the man?    By him who died on cross,  With his cruel bow he lay'd full low    The harmless Albatross."  "The spirit who 'bideth by himself    In the land of mist and snow,  He lov'd the bird that lov'd the man    Who shot him with his bow."  The other was a softer voice,    As soft as honey-dew:  Quoth he the man hath penance done,    And penance more will do.

VI

FIRST VOICE  "But tell me, tell me! speak again,    Thy soft response renewing —  What makes that ship drive on so fast?    What is the Ocean doing?"SECOND VOICE  "Still as a Slave before his Lord,    The Ocean hath no blast:  His great bright eye most silently    Up to the moon is cast – "  "If he may know which way to go,    For she guides him smooth or grim,  See, brother, see! how graciously    She looketh down on him."FIRST VOICE  "But why drives on that ship so fast    Without or wave or wind?"SECOND VOICE  "The air is cut away before,    And closes from behind."  "Fly, brother, fly! more high, more high,    Or we shall be belated:  For slow and slow that ship will go,    When the Mariner's trance is abated."  I woke, and we were sailing on    As in a gentle weather:  'Twas night, calm night, the moon was high;    The dead men stood together.  All stood together on the deck,    For a charnel-dungeon fitter:  All fix'd on me their stony eyes    That in the moon did glitter.  The pang, the curse, with which they died,    Had never pass'd away;  I could not draw my eyes from theirs    Nor turn them up to pray.  And now this spell was snapt: once more    I view'd the ocean green,  And look'd far forth, yet little saw    Of what had else been seen.  Like one, that on a lonesome road    Doth walk in fear and dread,  And having once turn'd round, walks on    And turns no more his head:  Because he knows, a frightful fiend    Doth close behind him tread.  But soon there breath'd a wind on me,    Nor sound nor motion made:  Its path was not upon the sea    In ripple or in shade.  It rais'd my hair, it fann'd my cheek,    Like a meadow-gale of spring —  It mingled strangely with my fears,    Yet it felt like a welcoming.  Swiftly, swiftly flew the ship    Yet she sail'd softly too:  Sweetly, sweetly blew the breeze —    On me alone it blew.  O dream of joy! is this indeed    The light-house top I see?  Is this the Hill? Is this the Kirk?    Is this mine own countrée?  We drifted o'er the Harbour-bar,    And I with sobs did pray —  "O let me be awake, my God!    Or let me sleep alway!"  The harbour-bay was clear as glass,    So smoothly it was strewn!  And on the bay the moonlight lay,    And the shadow of the moon.  The rock shone bright, the kirk no less:    That stands above the rock:  The moonlight steep'd in silentness    The steady weathercock.  And the bay was white with silent light,    Till rising from the same  Full many shapes, that shadows were,    In crimson colours came.  A little distance from the prow    Those crimson shadows were:  I turn'd my eyes upon the deck —    O Christ! what saw I there?  Each corse lay flat, lifeless and flat;    And by the Holy rood  A man all light, a seraph-man,    On every corse there stood.  This seraph-band, each wav'd his hand:    It was a heavenly sight:  They stood as signals to the land,    Each one a lovely light:  This seraph-band, each wav'd his hand,    No voice did they impart —  No voice; but O! the silence sank,    Like music on my heart.  But soon I heard the dash of oars,    I heard the pilot's cheer:  My head was turn'd perforce away    And I saw a boat appear.  The pilot, and the pilot's boy    I heard them coming fast:  Dear Lord in Heaven! it was a joy,    The dead men could not blast.  I saw a third – I heard his voice:    It is the Hermit good!  He singeth loud his godly hymns    That he makes in the wood.  He'll shrive my soul, he'll wash away    The Albatross's blood.

VII

  This Hermit good lives in that wood    Which slopes down to the Sea.  How loudly his sweet voice he rears!  He loves to talk with Mariners    That come from a far countrée.  He kneels at morn and noon and eve —    He hath a cushion plump:  It is the moss, that wholly hides    The rotted old Oak-stump.  The Skiff-boat ner'd: I heard them talk,    "Why, this is strange, I trow!  Where are those lights so many and fair    That signal made but now?"  "Strange, by my faith!" the Hermit said —    "And they answer'd not our cheer.  The planks look warp'd, and see those sails    How thin they are and sere!  I never saw aught like to them    Unless perchance it were"  "The skeletons of leaves that lag    My forest brook along:  When the Ivy-tod is heavy with snow,  And the Owlet whoops to the wolf below    That eats the she-wolf's young."  "Dear Lord! it has a fiendish look – "    (The Pilot made reply)  "I am a-fear'd." – "Push on, push on!"    "Said the Hermit cheerily."  The Boat came closer to the Ship,    But I nor spake nor stirr'd!  The Boat came close beneath the Ship,    And strait a sound was heard!  Under the water it rumbled on,    Still louder and more dread:  It reach'd the Ship, it split the bay;    The Ship went down like lead.  Stunn'd by that loud and dreadful sound,    Which sky and ocean smote:  Like one that hath been seven days drown'd    My body lay afloat:  But, swift as dreams, myself I found    Within the Pilot's boat.  Upon the whirl, where sank the Ship,    The boat spun round and round:  And all was still, save that the hill    Was telling of the sound.  I mov'd my lips: the Pilot shriek'd    And fell down in a fit.  The Holy Hermit rais'd his eyes    And pray'd where he did sit.  I took the oars: the Pilot's boy,    Who now doth crazy go,  Laugh'd loud and long, and all the while    His eyes went to and fro,  "Ha! ha!" quoth he – "full plain I see,    The devil knows how to row."  And now all in mine own Countrée    I stood on the firm land!  The Hermit stepp'd forth from the boat,    And scarcely he could stand.  "O shrieve me, shrieve me, holy Man!"    The Hermit cross'd his brow —  "Say quick," quoth he, "I bid thee say    What manner man art thou?"  Forthwith this frame of mind was wrench'd    With a woeful agony,  Which forc'd me to begin my tale    And then it left me free.  Since then at an uncertain hour,    That agency returns;  And till my ghastly tale is told    This heart within me burns.  I pass, like night, from land to land;    I have strange power of speech;  The moment that his face I see  I know the man that must hear me;    To him my tale I teach.  What loud uproar bursts from that door!    The Wedding-guests are there;  But in the Garden-bower the Bride    And Bride-maids singing are:  And hark the little Vesper-bell    Which biddeth me to prayer.  O Wedding-guest! this soul hath been    Alone on a wide wide sea:  So lonely 'twas, that God himself    Scarce seemed there to be.  O sweeter than the Marriage-feast,    'Tis sweeter far to me  To walk together to the Kirk    With a goodly company.  To walk together to the Kirk    And all together pray,  While each to his great father bends,  Old men, and babes, and loving friends,    And Youths, and Maidens gay.  Farewell, farewell! but this I tell    To thee, thou wedding-guest!  He prayeth well who loveth well    Both man, and bird and beast.  He prayeth best who loveth best    All things both great and small:  For the dear God, who loveth us,    He made and loveth all.  The Mariner, whose eye is bright,    Whose beard with age is hoar,  Is gone; and now the wedding-guest    Turn'd from the bridegroom's door.  He went, like one that hath been stunn'd    And is of sense forlorn:  A sadder and a wiser man    He rose the morrow morn,LINESWritten a few miles above TINTERN ABBEY, an revisiting the banks of the WYE during a TourJuly 13, 1798  Five years have passed; five summers, with the length  Of five long winters! and again I hear  These waters, rolling from their mountain-springs  With a sweet inland murmur.5 – Once again  Do I behold these steep and lofty cliffs,  Which on a wild secluded scene impress  Thoughts of more deep seclusion; and connect  The landscape with the quiet of the sky.  The day is come when I again repose  Here, under this dark sycamore, and view  These plots of cottage-ground, these orchard-tufts,  Which, at this season, with their unripe fruits,  Among the woods and copses lose themselves,  Nor, with their green and simple hue, disturb  The wild green landscape. Once again I see  These hedge-rows, hardly hedge-rows, little lines  Of sportive wood run wild; these pastoral farms  Green to the very door; and wreathes of smoke  Sent up, in silence, from among the trees,  With some uncertain notice, as might seem,  Of vagrant dwellers in the houseless woods,  Or of some hermit's cave, where by his fire  The hermit sits alone.                         Though absent long.  These forms of beauty have not been to me,  As is a landscape to a blind man's eye:  But oft, in lonely rooms, and mid the din  Of towns and cities, I have owed to them,  In hours of wariness, sensations sweet,  Felt in the blood, and felt along the heart,  And passing even into my purer mind,  With tranquil restoration: – feelings too  Of unremembered pleasure: such, perhaps,  As may have had no trivial influence  On that best portion of a good man's life;  His little, nameless, unremembered acts  Of kindness and of love. Nor less, I trust,  To them I may have owed another gift,  Of aspect more sublime; that blessed mood,  In which the burthen of the mystery,  In which the heavy and the weary weight  Of all this unintelligible world  Is lighten'd: – that serene and blessed mood;  In which the affections gently lead us on,  Until, the breath of this corporeal frame,  And even the motion of our human blood  Almost suspended, we are laid asleep  In body, and become a living soul:  While with an eye made quiet by the power  Of harmony, and the deep power of joy,  We see into the life of things.                                  If this  Be but a vain belief, yet, oh! how oft,  In darkness, and amid the many shapes  Of joyless day-light; when the fretful stir  Unprofitable, and the fever of the world,  Have hung upon the beatings of my heart,  How oft, in spirit, have I turned to thee  O sylvan Wye! Thou wanderer through the woods,  How often has my spirit turned to thee!  And now, with gleams, of half-extinguish'd thought,  With many recognitions dim and faint,  And somewhat of a sad perplexity,  The picture of the mind revives again:  While here I stand, not only with the sense  Of present pleasure, but with pleasing thoughts  That in this moment there is life and food  For future years. And so I dare to hope  Though changed, no doubt, from what I was, when first  I came among these hills; when like a roe  I bounded o'er the mountains, by the sides  Of the deep rivers, and the lonely streams,  Wherever nature led: more like a man  Flying from something that he dreads, than one  Who sought the thing he loved. For nature then  (The coarser pleasures of my boyish days,  And their glad animal movements all gone by,)  To me was all in all. – I cannot paint  What then I was. The sounding cataract  Haunted me like a passion: the tall rock,  The mountain, and the deep and gloomy wood,  Their colours and their forms, were then to me  An appetite: a feeling and a love,  That had no need of a remoter charm,  By thought supplied, or any interest  Unborrowed from the eye. – That time is past,  And all its aching joys are now no more,  And all its dizzy raptures. Not for this  Faint I, nor mourn nor murmur: other gifts  Have followed, for such loss, I would believe  Abundant recompence. For I have learned  To look on nature, not as in the hour  Of thoughtless youth, but hearing oftentimes  The still, sad music of humanity,  Nor harsh nor grating, though of ample power  To chasten and subdue. And I have felt  A presence that disturbs me with the joy  Of elevated thoughts; a sense sublime  Of something far more deeply interfused,  Whose dwelling is the light of setting suns,  And the round ocean, and the living air,  And the blue sky, and in the mind of man,  A motion and a spirit, that impels  All thinking things, all objects of all thought,  And rolls through all things. Therefore am I still  A lover of the meadows and the woods,  And mountains; and of all that we behold  From this green earth; of all the mighty world  Of eye and ear; both what they half create,6  And what perceive; well pleased to recognize  In nature and the language of the sense,  The anchor of my purest thoughts, the nurse,  The guide, the guardian of my heart, and soul  Of all my moral being.                         Nor, perchance,  If I were not thus taught, should I the more  Suffer my genial spirits to decay?  For thou art with me, here, upon the banks  Of this fair river; thou, my dearest Friend,  My dear, dear Friend, and in thy voice I catch  The language of my former heart, and read  My former pleasures in the shooting lights  Of thy wild eyes. Oh! yet a little while  May I behold in thee what I was once,  My dear, dear Sister! And this prayer I make,  Knowing that Nature never did betray  The heart that loved her; 'tis her privilege,  Through all the years of this our life, to lead  From joy to joy: for she can so inform  The mind that is within us, so impress  With quietness and beauty, and so feed  With lofty thoughts, that neither evil tongues,  Rash judgments, nor the sneers of selfish men,  Nor greetings where no kindness is, nor all  The dreary intercourse of daily life,  Shall e'er prevail against us, or disturb  Our chearful faith that all which we behold  Is full of blessings. Therefore let the moon  Shine on thee in thy solitary walk;  And let the misty mountain winds be free  To blow against thee: and in after years,  When these wild ecstasies shall be matured  Into a sober pleasure, when thy mind  Shall be a mansion for all lovely forms,  Thy memory be as a dwelling-place  For all sweet sounds and harmonies; Oh! then,  If solitude, or fear, or pain, or grief,  Should be thy portion, with what healing thoughts  Of tender joy wilt thou remember me,  And these my exhortations! Nor perchance,  If I should be, where I no more can hear  Thy voice, nor catch from thy wild eyes these gleams  Of past existence, wilt thou then forget  That on the banks of this delightful stream  We stood together; and that I, so long  A worshipper of Nature, hither came,  Unwearied in that service: rather say  With warmer love, oh! with far deeper zeal  Of holier love. Nor wilt thou then forget,  That after many wanderings, many years  Of absence, these steep woods and lofty cliffs,  And this green pastoral landscape, were to me  More dear, both for themselves, and for thy sake.
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