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That Girl Montana
Lyster came over and sat beside her by the window.
“’Tana,” he said, and looked at her with kindly directness, “can the Art study give you that which you crave, and which money can not buy?”
Her eyes fell to the floor. She could not but feel sorry to go against his wishes; and yet —
“No, it can not, entirely,” she said, at last. “But it is all the substitute I know of, and, maybe, after a while, it will satisfy me.”
Miss Seldon took Margaret from the room on some pretext, and Lyster rose and walked across to the other window. He was evidently much troubled or annoyed.
“Then you are not satisfied?” he asked. “The life that seemed possible to you, when out there in camp, is impossible to you now.”
“Oh, Max! don’t be angry – don’t. Everything was all wrong out there. You were sorry for me out there; you thought me different from what I am. I could never be the sort of girl you should marry – not like Margaret – ”
“Margaret!” and his face paled a little, “why do you speak of her?”
“I know, if you do not, Max,” she answered, and smiled at him. “I have learned several things since I came here, and one of them is Mr. Haydon’s reason for encouraging our friendship so much. It was to end any attachment between you and Margaret. Oh, I know, Max! If I had not looked just a little bit like her, you would never have fancied you loved me – for it was only a fancy.”
“It was no fancy! I did love you. I was honest with you, and I have waited patiently, while you have grown more and more distant until now – ”
“Now we had better end it all, Max. I could not make you happy, for I am not happy myself.”
“Perhaps I – ”
“No, you can not help me; and it is not your fault. You have been good to me – very good; but I can’t marry any one.”
“No one?” he asked, looking at her doubtfully. “’Tana, sometimes I have fancied you might have cared for some one else – some one before you met me.”
“No, I cared for no one before I met you,” she answered, slowly. “But I could not be happy in the social life of your people here. They are charming, but I am not suited to their life. And – and I can’t go back to the hills. So, in a month, I am going to Italy.”
“You have it all decided, then?”
“All – don’t be angry, Max. You will thank me for it some day, though I know our friends will think badly of me just now.”
“No, they shall not; you are breaking no promises. You took me only on trial, and it seems I don’t suit,” he said, with a grimace. “I will see that you are not blamed. And so long as you do not leave America, I should like you to remain here. Don’t let anything be changed in our friendship, ’Tana.”
She turned to him with tears in her eyes, and held out her hand.
“You are too good to me, Max,” she said, brokenly, “God knows what will become of me when I leave you all and go among foreign faces, among whom I shall not have a friend. I hope to work and – be contented; but I shall never meet a friend like you again.”
He drew her to him quickly.
“Don’t go!” he whispered, pleadingly. “I can’t let you go out into the world alone like that! I will love you – care for you – ”
“Hush!” and she put her hand on his face to push it away; “it is no use, and don’t do that – try to kiss me; you must not. No man has ever kissed me, and you – ”
“And I sha’n’t be the first,” he added, shrugging his shoulders. “Well, I confess I hoped to be, and you are a greater temptation than you know, Miss Montana. And you ought to pardon me the attempt.”
Her face was flushed and shamed. “I could pardon a great deal in you, Max,” she answered; “but don’t speak of it again. Talk to me of other things.”
“Other things? Well, I haven’t many other things in my mind just now. Still, I did see some one down town this morning whom you rather liked, and who asked after you. It was Mr. Harvey, the writer, whom we met first at Bonner’s Ferry, up in the Kootenai land. Do you remember him?”
“Certainly. We met him afterward at one of the art galleries, and I have seen him several times at Roden’s studio. They are great friends. He looked surprised to find me there, but, after I spoke to him, he talked to me a great deal. You know, Max, I always imagine he heard that suspicion of me up at the camp. Do you think so?”
“He never intimated it to me,” answered Max; “though Haydon nearly went into spasms of fear lest he would put it all in some paper.”
“I remember. He would scarcely allow me breathing space for fear the stranger would get near enough to speak to me again. I remember all that journey, because when I reached the end of it, the past seemed like a troubled dream, for this life of fineness and beauty and leisure was all so different.”
“And yet you are not contented?”
“Oh, don’t talk of that – of me!” she begged. “I am tired of myself. I just remembered another one on the train that journey – the little variety actress who had her dresses made to look cute and babyish – the one with bleached hair, and they called her Goldie. She looked scared to death when he – Overton – stopped at the window to say good-by. I often wondered why.”
“Oh, you know Dan was a sort of sheriff, or law-and-order man, up there. He might have known her unfavorably, and she was afraid of being identified by him, or something of that sort. She belonged to the rougher element, no doubt.”
“Max, it makes me homesick to think of that country,” she confessed. “Ever since the grass has commenced to be green, and the buds to swell, it seems to me all the woods are calling me. All the sluggish water I see here in the parks and the rivers makes me dream of the rush of the clear Kootenai, and long for a canoe and paddle. Contrive something to make me forget it, won’t you? Make up a party to go somewhere – anywhere. I will be cavalier to your lovely little aunt, and leave you to Margaret.”
“I asked you before why you speak of Margaret and me in that tone?” he said. “Are you going to tell me? You have no reason but your own fancy.”
“Haven’t I? Well, this isn’t fancy, Max – that I would like to see my cousin – you see, I claim them for this once – happy in her own way, instead of unhappy in the life her ambitious family are trying to arrange for her. And I promise to trade some surplus dust for a wedding present just as soon as you conclude to spoil their plans, and make yourself and that little girl and your aunt all happy by a few easily spoken words.”
“But I have just told you I love you.”
“You will know better some day,” she said, and turned away. “Now go and pacify your aunt, won’t you? She seemed so troubled about the modeling – bless her dear heart! I didn’t want to trouble her, but the work – some work – was a necessity to me. I was growing so homesick for the woods.”
After she was left alone, she drew a letter from her pocket, one she had got in the morning mail, and read over again the irregular lines sent by Mrs. Huzzard.
“I got Lavina to write you the letter at Christmas, because I was so tickled with all the things you sent me that I couldn’t write a straight line to save me; and you know the rheumatiz in my finger makes it hard work for me sometimes. But maybe hard work and me is about done with each other, ’Tana; though I’ll tell you more of that next time.
“I must tell you Mr. Harris has got better – can talk some and walk around; can’t move his left arm any yet. But Mr. Dan sent for two fine doctors, and they tried to help him with electricity. And I was scared for fear lightning might strike camp after that; but it didn’t. Lavina is here still, and likely to stay. She’s a heap of company; and she and Captain Leek are better friends than they was.
“There is a new man in camp now; he found a silver mine down near Bonner’s Ferry, and sold it out well. He was a farmer back in Indiana, and has been on a visit to our camp twice. Mr. Dan says it’s my cooking fetches him. Everything is different here now. Mr. Dan got sawed lumber, and put me up a nice little house; and up above the bluff he has laid out a place where he is going to build a stone house, just as if he intends to live and die here. He doesn’t ever seem to think that he has enough made now to rest all his days. Sometimes I think he ain’t well. Sometimes, ’Tana, I think it would cheer him up if you would just write him a few lines from time to time. He always says, ‘Is she well?’ when I get a letter from you; and about the time I’m looking for your letters he’s mighty regular about getting the mail here.
“That old Akkomi went south when winter set in, and we reckon he’ll be back when the leaves get green. His whole village was drunk for days on the money you had Mr. Seldon give him, and he wore pink feathers from some millinery store the last time I saw him. But Mr. Dan is always patient with him whether he is drunk or sober.
“I guess that’s all the news. Lavina sends her respects. And I must tell you that on Christmas they got some whisky, and all the boys drank your health – and drank it so often Mr. Dan had to give them a talking to. They think a heap of you. Yours with affection,
“Lorena Jane Huzzard.“P. S. – William McCoy is the name of the stranger I spoke of. The boys call him Bill.”
CHAPTER XXVI.
OVERTON’S WIFE
A few hours later, ’Tana sat in a box at the theater; for the party she had suggested had been arranged, and pretty Miss Margaret was radiant over the evening planned for her, and ’Tana began to enjoy her rôle of matchmaker. She had even managed to tell Margaret, in a casual manner, that Miss Seldon’s idea of a decided engagement between herself and Max had never a very solid foundation, and now had none at all. He was her good friend – that was all, and she was to leave for Italy in a month.
And Margaret went up to her and kissed her, looking at her with puzzled, admiring eyes.
“They tried at home to make me think very differently,” she said. “But you are a queer girl, Miss Montana. You have told me this on purpose, and – ”
“And I want to hear over in Italy that you are going to make a boy I like very happy some of these days. Remember, Margaret, you are – or will be – a millionairess, while he has not more than a comfortable income; and boys – even when they are in love – can be proud. Will you think of that?”
Margaret only blushed and turned away, but the answer was quite satisfying to ’Tana, and she felt freer because her determination had been put into words, and the last bond connecting her with the old life was to be broken. Ever since the snows had gone, some cord of her heart-string had been drawing all her thoughts to those Northern hills, and she felt the only safety was to put the ocean between them and her.
The home Mr. Seldon had offered her with his sister was a very lovely one, but to it there came each week letters about the mines and the people there. Mr. Seldon had already gone out, and would be gone all summer. As he was an enthusiast over the beauties and the returns of the country, his letters were full of material that she heard discussed each day. Therefore, the only safety for herself lay in flight; and if she did not go across the ocean to the East, she would surely grow weaker and more homesick until she would have to turn coward entirely and cross the mountains to her West.
Realizing it all, she sat in her dainty array of evening dress and watched with thoughts far away the mimic scene of love triumphant on the stage before her. When, on the painted canvas, a far-off snow-crowned mountain rose to their view, her heart seemed to creep to her throat and choke her, and when the orchestra breathed softly of the winds, music, and the twittering of birds, the tears rose to her eyes and a great longing in her heart for all the wild beauty of her Kootenai land.
Then, just as the curtain went down on the second act, some one entered their box.
“You, Harvey?” said Max, with genuine pleasure. “Good of you to look me up. Let me introduce you to my aunt and Miss Haydon. You and Miss Rivers are old acquaintances.”
“Yes; and that fact alone has brought me here just now,” he managed to say to Lyster. “To confess the truth, I have been to see Miss Rivers at her home this evening, having got her address from Roden, and then had the assurance to follow her here. You may be sure I would not have spoiled your evening for any trivial thing, but I come because of a woman who is dying.”
“A woman who is dying?” repeated ’Tana, in wonder. “And why do you come to me?”
“She wants to see you. I think – to tell you something.”
“But who is it?” asked Lyster. “Some beggar?”
“She is a beggar now at least,” agreed Mr. Harvey – “a poor woman dying. She said only to tell Miss Rivers, and here is a line she sent.”
He gave her a slip of paper, and on it was written:
“Come and take some word to Dan Overton for me. I am dying.
Overton’s wife.”She arose, and Margaret exclaimed at the whiteness of her face.
“Oh, my dear,” sighed Miss Seldon, “you know how I warned you not to give your charities individually among the beggars of a city. It is really a mistake. They have no consideration, and will send for you at all hours if you will go. It is so much better to distribute charity through some organization.”
But ’Tana was tying her opera cloak, and moving toward the entrance.
“I am going,” she said. “Don’t worry. Is it far, Mr. Harvey? If not, perhaps I can be back to go home with you when the curtain goes down.”
“It is not far,” he answered. “Will you come, Lyster?”
“No!” said ’Tana; “you stay with the others, Max. Don’t look vexed. Maybe I can be of some use, and that is what I need.”
Many heads turned to look at the girl whose laces were so elegant, and whose beautiful face wore such a startled, questioning expression. But she hurried out of their sight, and gave a little nervous shiver as she wrapped her white velvet cloak close about her and sank into a corner of the carriage.
“Are you cold?” Harvey asked, but she shook her head.
“No. But tell me all.”
“There is not much. I was with a doctor – a friend of mine – who was called in to see her. She recognized me. It is the little variety actress who came over the Great Northern, on our train.”
“Oh! But how could she know me?”
“She did not know your name; she only described you, remembering that I had talked with you and your friends. When I told her you were in the city, she begged so for you to come that I could not refuse to try.”
“You did right,” she answered. “But it is very strange – very strange.”
Then the carriage stopped before a dingy house in a row that had once belonged to a very fashionable quarter, but that was long ago. Boarding houses they were now, and their class was about number three.
“It is a horrible place to bring you to, Miss Rivers,” confessed her guide; “and I am really glad Miss Seldon did not accompany you, for she never would have forgiven either of us. But I knew you would not be afraid.”
“No, I am not afraid. But, oh, why don’t they hurry?”
He had to ring the bell the second time ere any one came to the door. Then, as the harsh jangle died away, steps were heard descending the stairs, and a man without a coat and with a pipe in his mouth, shot back the bolt with much grumbling.
“I’ll cut the blasted wire if some one in the shebang don’t tend to this door better,” he growled to a lady with a mug of beer, who just then emerged from the lower regions. “Me a-trying to get the lines of that new afterpiece in my head – chock-full of business, too! – and that bell clanging forever right under my room. I’ll move!”
“I wish you would,” remarked Harvey, when the door opened at last. “Move a little faster when you do condescend to open the door. Come, Miss Rivers – up this way.”
And the lady of the beer mug and the gentleman of the pipe stared at each other, and at the white vision of girlhood going up the dark, bad-smelling stairway.
“Well, that’s a new sort in this castle,” remarked the man. “Do you guess the riddle of it?”
The woman did not answer, but listened to the footsteps as they went along the hall. Then a door opened and shut.
“They’ve gone to Goldie’s room,” she said. “That’s queer. Goldie ain’t the sort to have very high-toned friends, so it can’t be a long-lost sister,” and she smiled contemptuously.
“She’s a beauty, anyway, and I’m going to see her when she makes her exit, if I have to sit up all night.”
“Oh! And what about the afterpiece?”
“To the devil with the afterpiece! It hasn’t any angels in it.”
Inside Goldie’s room, a big Dutch blonde in a soiled blue wrapper sat by the bed, and stared in open-mouthed surprise at the new-comers.
“Is it you she’s been askin’ for?” she asked, bluntly.
But ’Tana did not reply, and Harvey got the blonde to the door, and after a few whispered words, induced her to go out altogether, and closed the door behind her.
“I thought you’d come,” whispered the little woman on the bed. “I thought the note would bring you. I saw you talk to him, and I dropped to the game. You’re square, too, ain’t you? That’s the kind I want now. That swell who went for you is the right sort, too. I minded his face and yours. But tell him to go out for a minute. It won’t take long – to tell you.”
Harvey went, at a motion from ’Tana. She had not uttered a word yet. All she could do was to stare in wonder at the wreck of a woman before her – a painted wreck; for, even on her deathbed, the ghastly face was tinted with rouge.
“I can’t get well – doctor says,” she continued. “There was a baby; it died yesterday – three hours old; and I can’t get well. But there is another one I want to tell you of. You tell him. It is two years old. Here is the address. Maybe he will take care of it for me. He was good-hearted – that’s why he married me; thought I was only a little girl without a home. Any woman could fool him, for he thought all women were good. He thought I was only a little girl; and I had been married three years before.”
She smiled at the idea of that past deception, while ’Tana’s face grew hard and white.
“How you look!” said the dying woman. “Well, it’s over now. He never cared for me much, though – not so much as others did. He was never my real husband, you know, for I never had a divorce. He thought he was, though; and even after he left me, he sent me money regular for me to live quiet in ’Frisco, but it didn’t suit me. Then he got turned dead against me when I tried to make him think the child was his. He wouldn’t do anything for me after that; I had cheated him once too often.”
“And was it?” It was the first time ’Tana had spoken, and the woman smiled.
“You care, too, do you? Well, yes, it was. You tell him so; tell him I said so, and I was dying. He’ll take care of her, I think. She’s pretty, but not like me. He never saw her. She’s with a woman in Chicago, where I boarded. I haven’t paid her board now for months, but it’s all right; the woman’s a good soul. Dan Overton will pay when you tell him.”
“You write an order for that child, and tell the woman to give it to me,” said ’Tana, decidedly, and looked around for something to write with. A sheet of paper was found, and she went to Harvey for a pencil.
“’Most ready to go?” he asked, looking at her anxiously.
She nodded her head, and shut the door.
“But I can’t write now; my hands are too weak,” complained the woman. “I can’t.”
“You’ve got to!” answered the girl; and, taking her in her strong young hands, she raised her up higher on the pillow. “There is the paper and pencil – now write.”
“It will kill me to lay like this.”
“No matter if it does; you write.”
“You’re not a woman at all; you’re like iron – white iron,” whined the other. “Any woman with a heart – ” and the weak tears came in her eyes.
“No, I have no heart to be touched by you,” answered the girl. “You had a chance to live a decent life, and you wouldn’t take it. You had an honest man to trust you and take care of you, and you paid him with deceit. Don’t expect pity from me; but write that order.”
She tried to write but could not, and the girl took the pencil.
“I will write it, and you can sign it,” she said; “that will do as well.”
Thus it was accomplished, and the woman was again laid lower in the bed.
“You are terrible hard on – on folks that ain’t just square,” she said. “You needn’t be so proud; you ain’t dead yet yourself. You don’t know what may happen to you.”
“I know,” said the girl, coldly, “that if I ever brought children into the world, to be thrown on strangers’ hands and brought up in the streets to live your sort of life, I would expect a very practical sort of hell prepared for me. Have you anything more to tell me? I’m going.”
“Oh – h! I wish you hadn’t said that about hell. I’m dreadful afraid of hell,” moaned the woman.
“Yes,” said the girl; “you ought to be.”
“How hard you are! And the doctor said I would die to-night.”
Then she lay still quite a while, and when she spoke again, her voice seemed weaker.
“You have that order for Gracie, and you are so hard-hearted. I don’t know what you will do – and I don’t want her to grow up like me.”
“That is the first womanly thing I have heard you say,” replied the girl.
She went over to the bed and took the woman’s hands in hers, looking at her earnestly.
“Your child shall have a beautiful and a good home,” she said, reassuringly. “I am going for her myself to-morrow, and she will never lack care again. Have you any other word to give me?”
The woman shook her head, and then as ’Tana turned away, she said:
“Not unless you would kiss me. You are not like other women; but – will you kiss me?”
And, with the pressure of the dying kiss on her lips, ’Tana went out the door.
“Please give her every care money can secure for her,” she said to the woman at the door; while the man, minus the pipe, was there to open it.
“Mr. Harvey, can I trouble you to look after it for me? You know the doctor and can learn all that is needed. Have the bills sent to me; and let me know when it is all – over.”
They reached the theater just as the curtain went down on the last act, and she remained in the carriage until her own party came out.
“I can hardly thank you enough for coming after me to-night,” she said, as she shook hands very cordially with Harvey. “You can never be a mere acquaintance to me again. You are my friend.”
“Have I ignorantly done some good?” he asked, and she smiled at him.
“Yes – more than you know – more than I can tell you.”
“Then may I hope not to be forgotten when you are in Italy?”
“Oh!” and the color flushed over all the pallor caught from that deathbed. “But I – I don’t think I will go to Italy after all, Mr. Harvey. I have changed my mind about that, and think I will go back to the Kootenai hills instead.”
CHAPTER XXVII.
LIFE AT TWIN SPRINGS
Over all the land of the Kootenai the sun of early June was shining. Trees of wild fruits were white with blossoms, as if from far above on the mountains the snows had blown down and settled here and there on the new twigs of green.
And high up above the camp of the Twin Springs, Overton and Harris sat looking over the wide stretches of forest, and the younger man looked troubled.
“I think your fear is all an empty affair,” he said, in an argumentative tone. “You eat well and sleep well. What gives you the idea you are to be called in soon?”
“Several things,” said the other, slowly, and his speech was yet indistinct; “but most of all the feel of my feet and legs. A week ago my feet turned cold; this week the coldness is up to my knees, and it won’t go away. I know what it means. When it gets as high as my heart I’ll be done for. That won’t take long, Dan; and I want to see her first.”
“She can’t help you.”
“Yes, she can, too. You don’t know. Dan, send for her.”
“Things are all different with her now,” protested the other. “She’s with friends who are not of the diggings or the ranges, Joe. She is going to marry Max Lyster; and, altogether, is not the same little girl who made our coffee for us down there in the flat. You must not expect that she will change all her new, happy life to run back here just because you want to talk to her.”
“She’ll come if you telegraph I want her,” insisted Harris. “I know her better than you do, Dan. The fine life will never spoil her. She would be happier here to-day in a canoe than she would be on a throne. I know her best.”