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“It has nothing to do with what I mentioned earlier? You know, about Zeke.”
“And his tendency to call all of the shots?”
She nodded.
“Maybe a little,” he agreed.
Her lips pursed. “So, you’re humoring me.”
“I don’t see it that way.” Control was important to her right now. She needed to have it. She needed to exercise it. Besides, he was curious to find out what she would do with it. And if it helped him take his mind off his father, all the better. “As I said, I have no reason to object.”
Mollified, she nodded. “Okay.”
“For the record, when I find a reason to draw a line in the sand, I do and I’m not likely to cross it afterward.”
“Stubborn?”
“So I’ve been told.” Most recently by Alex.
“But you’re not completely intractable.”
“What makes you say that?”
“You’re in Italy to meet your father,” she reminded him.
“Only because my brother asked me to.”
“Is that the only reason?”
He said nothing.
The waiter dropped off their drinks, sparkling water for both of them. When they were alone again, she said, “I briefly considered picking your family restaurant for dinner this evening.”
He sipped his water. “Why didn’t you?”
“Given your reaction to your father’s note, I didn’t want to push you into doing something you might not be ready for,” she admitted.
Her concern touched him, though a part of him was eager to shake it off. “I wouldn’t have cared. He’s nothing to me.”
“Angelo—”
“Less than nothing.” The strident words scraped his throat, making him wonder who he was trying to convince.
“It’s okay to be angry,” she said quietly.
“Gee, thanks for your permission.”
“You know what I mean.”
“Yes. I do. Sorry.” He exhaled sharply.
“So, when do you plan to see your father?”
He thought about the party Isabella had told him about. He tried not to think about the invitation his sister had told him he was welcome to extend to a guest. He mentioned neither to Atlanta. Rather, he said casually, “I’m in no rush. I’ve still got a couple of weeks to kill.”
“What about the restaurant? Have you seen it?”
“I ate lunch there today after you and I…parted company,” he finished diplomatically.
“By yourself?”
“With Isabella. I owed her an apology.”
“Isabella, hmm? You work fast. I wouldn’t have guessed you’d have had an opportunity to offend any of the local women already.”
“Isabella is my sister.”
He liked the way the announcement caused heat to suffuse her face.
“Sister,” she repeated on a slow nod.
“Half, I guess is the more accurate description. Luca remarried after Alex and I were out of the picture. He had a second family.” Bitterness welled. “He decided to keep this one around.”
“And you didn’t know about them,” she guessed.
“Not until recently.” He sipped more of his water. “Nor did they apparently know about Alex and me. It came as a bit of a surprise to us all, you might say.”
“I’m sorry.”
He shook his head and his tone was rueful when he said, “That was my line today. As you’ve noticed, I’m not handling this situation very well, which is why I owed Isabella an apology. All she did was to hold out an olive branch.” He shifted in his seat. “My beef isn’t with her. It’s with Luca.”
“Yet you’re in no hurry to see him, confront him.”
Her simple statement cut right to the heart of it. He didn’t like what that said about him. Thankfully, she changed the subject a moment later.
“Oh, my God! I nearly forgot. Something’s come up. Something…embarrassing.”
That got his attention. “Embarrassing for me?”
“For both of us, I’m afraid. It seems that the paparazzi you saved me from at the airport the other day got their money shot. My arrival in Rome made headlines in a couple of the rags back home.”
“Sorry, Atlanta. I’d hoped to shield you from that. I take it since I was in some of those shots I was mentioned.”
“Yes and some, um, assumptions were made regarding our relationship.”
“They assumed we’re getting away together for some R&R—Romance and Recreation,” he guessed.
“According to one of the stories, I’ve seduced you.”
“Really.” His eyebrows rose along with the corners of his mouth. “You seduced me, hmm? There’s a thought that’s going to keep me awake into the wee hours of the morning.”
“This is serious, Angelo.”
He sobered a bit. “From your perspective, I know that it is. For that reason alone, if I could get my hands on those photographers, they’d be sorry they ever bought their first camera.”
Atlanta was no fan of violence, but his words warmed her. When was the last time, outside of a movie set, that a man had defended her honor, let alone offered to beat up someone for her? Back to the matter at hand, she chided herself when she realized she was staring at him, a sappy smile threatening to break out.
“Aren’t you the least bit upset? You’re being likened to a boy toy, and Zeke is claiming that you’re merely another one of my many conquests.”
“When you put it like that, okay, I’m a little upset. I’m no boy, Atlanta.” No, indeed, he was all man. “As for the conquest remark, well, that rubs the wrong way, too.” He scratched his chin thoughtfully. “But there’s an upside to this for me.”
“There is?”
He smiled again. “Unlike the other recent tabloids reports about me, at least this time no one is questioning my physical ability.”
She laughed because she didn’t have an off-the-cuff remark handy. Not to mention that the mental image of Angelo “performing” to his physical best left her a little tongue-tied.
The sandwiches they ordered came on thickly sliced ciabatta. The cold cuts and cheese were tasty, the bread good, but none of it could hold a candle to the stuff Angelo had sampled at Rosa earlier in the day, a fact that made him feel strangely proud and definitely uneasy.
The thing that helped banish both was watching Atlanta eat. She pulled off one of the two slices of provolone and half of the salami, setting them aside with the top slice of bread. No doubt she was tallying up carb and protein grams as she went. Afterward, she went after what remained of the sandwich with dainty nibbles that barely put a dent in the hefty ciabatta. It was the damned cannoli all over again. Angelo stifled the urge to comment. Instead he went after his own sandwich with a gusto that far inflated his actual enjoyment of it.
When he glanced up, Atlanta was watching him. He took another bite and added a few sound effects as he chewed. “Mmm-mmm.”
Her gaze narrowed and she set her open-faced sandwich on her plate where she piled the rest of the ingredients back on, including the second slice of ciabatta. She lifted the finished product with a flourish, her expression as steely and no-nonsense as a gunslinger’s. Then she brought the sandwich to her mouth. No dainty nip for her this time. She opened wide and came away with enough to keep her chewing for the next couple minutes. He watched her the entire time, that same odd mixture of pride and unease making his skin prickle.
She wasn’t able to finish the sandwich. No surprise there since the portion had been generous. Still, she’d eaten more than half of it before calling it quits and even then had gone back to loot some of the good stuff from inside.
“I really enjoyed that,” she admitted, settling back in her chair on a sigh that, to Angelo’s way of thinking, seemed way too close to those issued during post-coital bliss.
“I enjoyed watching you.”
“So how does it rate?”
Lost as he was in carnal thoughts, the question had his mouth dropping open. “Rate?” he repeated inanely.
“You know, compared to Rosa.”
“Oh. Right. Food. And Rosa.” The words marched out his mouth in staccato procession.
Atlanta laughed, enjoying him as much as she’d just enjoyed her sandwich. “I’m not even going to ask what you thought I wanted you to rate.”
“Wise move, though I’ll be happy to tell you.”
He was back to flirting. She decided to play along. “Fine. Tell.”
His brows rose. Clearly, he hadn’t expected her to call him on it. Would he back down?
The answer was clear as soon as he said, “We danced about it earlier today.”
“Ah, attraction.”
“Let’s call it what it really is. Sex.”
At the coffee shop she’d gotten all riled for reasons that had nothing to do with the man sitting before her. Did he think she would again? Was he testing her?
“So we were,” she said nonchalantly.
He smiled, as if pleased by the way she was rallying. Then he asked point-blank, “How long has it been for you?”
“How long has…?” She sputtered out a mild oath before regaining her composure. She was offended, she reminded herself, even as heat curled through her. “Some questions are too rude to warrant an answer. Or are you one of those men who love to kiss and tell?”
Her reprimand left him undeterred. “I’m discreet. I see no reason to brag.” Then he got back to her sex life. “I’m guessing it’s been a while.”
She was not going to have this conversation. But she heard herself ask, “What makes you so sure?”
“Even though you ended things with Zeke about six months ago, if things weren’t going well, the two of you probably weren’t sleeping together for a while before then. So, it’s been months, perhaps more than a year.”
“What about all of the lovers I’ve supposedly had?”
“I’m not buying it.”
She swallowed, pathetically pleased and grateful. She was back to irritated when he said, “I’m not Zeke.”
“I wasn’t mistaking you for him.”
His eyes narrowed. “But I’m betting you’ve done some comparing.”
She flushed guiltily and was grateful they were seated outside under the uneven glow of hanging lanterns.
“For the record,” he was saying, “I’m younger, fitter and a whole lot more accommodating.”
“Thanks for the heads up.”
He wasn’t put off by her bored attitude. He leaned over the table, lowered his voice. “I like you. I’m attracted to you. I can’t promise you that whatever happens between us will last beyond Italy. I never make any kind of promises. And you may be okay with that since you aren’t looking for strings. But, given our individual circumstances, a few fireworks might be a welcome diversion for both of us.”
Angelo was turning her inside out with his words, but she felt no shame, nor was she visited by any bitter memories. Even her current troubles blended into the background, until the only thing left was temptation and something akin to yearning. She recalled Sara’s suggestion of a vacation fling. A post-Zeke fling.
“And you can guarantee those?” she asked as sparks showered her skin.
“With a little encouragement and participation, of course.” He reached over to stroke the side of her face. “Lovemaking is all about give and take. It’s not just about having control, but giving it to the other person. Both parties end up satisfied that way.”
His words had heat suffusing her face as well as regions of a body that had been languishing in permafrost for far longer than he assumed. Give and take. In her experience only one of those two verbs had ever come into play, unless she was in front of a camera with a director calling the shots.
Her voice wasn’t quite steady when she asked, “Are you finished with your analysis, Dr. Freud?”
“For now. The rest can wait for another time.”
Because she found herself surprisingly eager for future tutelage, Atlanta decided to change the subject. “As fascinating as I find our conversation, I’m afraid jet lag is catching up with me.”
