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So Many Ways to Begin
Jon McGregor
LONGLISTED FOR THE MAN BOOKER PRIZEDavid Carter cannot help but wish for more: that his wife Eleanor would be the sparkling girl he once found so irresistible; that his job as a museum curator could live up to the promise it once held; that his daughter's arrival could have brought him closer to Eleanor. But a few careless words spoken by his mother's friend have left David restless with the knowledge that his whole life has been constructed around a lie.
So Many Ways to Begin
Jon McGregor
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First published by Bloomsbury in 2006
This eBook published by 4th Estate in 2017
Copyright © 2006 by Jon McGregor
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Further praise for So Many Ways to Begin: (#ulink_9a172f84-09e6-5074-a2dc-362aac4c2c9f)
‘So Many Ways to Begin confirms his reputation … Beautifully written’
Irish Times
‘Both triumphant and almost unbearably moving’
Waterstone’s Books Quarterly
‘McGregor’s talent remains dazzlingly apparent … McGregor captures in near-poetry what it is to lose our beginnings and to recreate a past’
Scotland on Sunday
‘McGregor’s gift is in finding the extraordinary in everyday life, subtly invoking your empathy with utterly believable characters’
Eve Magazine
‘The writing is powerfully spare and unadorned … an immensely sympathetic portrait of a marriage’
Time Out
‘Beautifully poetic’
Observer
‘His work has been compared to Philip Larkin in the way that it draws on a certain monochrome Englishness but the colour and poetry of his writing brings a luminous depth to his subject’
Metro
‘I absolutely loved this book’
Mariella Frostrup
‘A tender and invigorating picture of domestic life drawn by a masterly hand’
Big Issue
‘Compelling and convincing. A deeply rewarding read’
Good Book Guide
‘A very fine, affecting work that moves gracefully towards an unforgettable conclusion’
Glasgow Herald
‘It is a heartbreaking, luminous and wonderful work … He is an accomplished author who writes with blinding insight. One of the best books of 2006’
Shropshire Star
To Alice
Contents
Cover (#u7d2471a3-914f-5650-9ece-eb6b52702df9)
Title Page (#u61ecb778-7828-58ee-a1df-2d0e2e0829fb)
Copyright
Further praise for So Many Ways to Begin (#ud9fcc8d5-48ff-5778-a5f3-614909957aa3)
Dedication (#u32ba4385-1963-5940-8a8d-097f8cde42ab)
Part One (#u087cadc5-e550-5295-bfcf-81f4b70ec3fe)
1 b/w photograph, Albert Carter, defaced, c.1943 (#u32b3f283-e369-5e54-a855-aaffc23d55d7)
2 Handwritten list of household items, c.1947 (#u5d4aa166-d3b2-5a9d-a160-6fcd7bfed22c)
3 Local Map, Whitechapel district, London, annotated, c.1950 (#u9ee63ded-1525-55a0-acc8-bff0bbb3f3b2)
4 Tobacco tin, cigarettes, Christmas card, 1914 (#udadbe132-66d9-5098-9c3b-698ef9f7f20d)
5 Shoebox of assorted domestic goods, bullets, shrapnel, 1953–1960 (#ub944feec-1a1e-5ed6-ac7f-55fced59dcc9)
6 Postcard from Greenwich Maritime Museum, c.1953 (#u2691d750-21c3-55c4-a872-8a3e5eaba9a7)
7 Opening programme, Coventry Municipal Art Gallery and Museum, 1961 (#u27319f13-b147-5599-a240-bce106097fe7)
8 Two telegrams, November 1939 and April 1940 (#u12e3944f-e09e-5172-8e5d-fd86bb53b3ca)
9 Contract, wage slip, duty sheet, from Coventry Museum, 1964 (#u0c4d7b64-e35e-593b-bcaa-301b0fc6a0ef)
10 Letters, handwritten, 1966–68; Paper Napkin, 1966 (#u5103b4c0-b05b-54ca-b042-18d45a3dfa13)
11 Cigarette holder, tortoiseshell, believed 1940s (#u5bbab96d-c967-55e7-8b31-03733709d874)
12 Picture postcard, Union Street, Aberdeen, c.1966 (#u10e8ced9-7e9a-5cd6-baac-e7953377197c)
13 Pocket appointment diaries (incomplete set), dated 1935–1959 (#u0be49e49-a5c8-5f0f-a313-3f511aec42f9)
14 Pair of letters, handwritten, February 1967 (#ud0d8fe87-fb2e-5383-bac2-a0af2a0fa361)
15 Picture postcard, John Lewis shipyard, Aberdeen c.1967 (#litres_trial_promo)
16 Birth Certificate, 17 March 1945 (#litres_trial_promo)
Part Two (#litres_trial_promo)
17 Pair of cinema tickets, annotated ‘19th May 1967’ (#litres_trial_promo)
18 Disciplinary letter, typewritten on headed paper, January 1968 (#litres_trial_promo)
19 Identity badge, Junior Curatorial Assistant, Coventry Museum, W/Photo, 1967 (#litres_trial_promo)
20 Examination results, Scottish Highers, July 1967 (#litres_trial_promo)
21 Train ticket, Aberdeen–Coventry (Single), 15 September 1968 (#litres_trial_promo)
22 Book of Co-op dividend stamps, 1968 (#litres_trial_promo)
23 Handwritten list of coventry addresses, August 1968 (#litres_trial_promo)
24 Doorkey on a knotted loop of string; Wedding certificate, October 1968 (#litres_trial_promo)
25 Lacework placemats (wedding gift), 1968 (#litres_trial_promo)
26 Geologist’s rock-hammer, in original case (wedding gift, unused), c.1969 (#litres_trial_promo)
27 Model fishing boat, handmade c.1905 (#litres_trial_promo)
28 Page torn from Aberdeen Press & Journal, crumpled, August 1968 (#litres_trial_promo)
29 Set of clothes pegs, traditional style, w/hand-drawn faces, c.1920s–1950s (#litres_trial_promo)
30 Girl’s hairbrush, wooden-handled, c.1940s (#litres_trial_promo)
31 Nurse’s fob watch, engraved RCN, 1941 (#litres_trial_promo)
32 University prospectuses; 1969, 1970, 1971, 1972, 1973, 1974 (#litres_trial_promo)
33 Pill bottles, prescriptions; dated variously 1973–1987 (#litres_trial_promo)
34 Small vase, handmade by unknown Warwickshire potter, 1974 (#litres_trial_promo)
35 Tobacco tin; used for storing buttons, beads, safety pins, c.1960s (#litres_trial_promo)
36 Catalogue from museum exhibition, ‘Refugees, Migrants, New Arrivals’, 1975 (#litres_trial_promo)
37 Framed photograph (w/broken glass), David and Eleanor, c.1975 (#litres_trial_promo)
38 Wine cork, dated (handwriting) August 1975 (#litres_trial_promo)
39 Hospital admissions card, 1945 (Discovered 1976) (#litres_trial_promo)
40 Scrapbook w/postcards, tickets, maps, etc., 1979 (#litres_trial_promo)
Part Three (#litres_trial_promo)
41 Cut fragments of surgical thread, in small transparent case, dated July 1983 (#litres_trial_promo)
42 Pocket address book, w/page torn out, c.1982 (#litres_trial_promo)
43 Small fragment of metal, unidentified, 1983 (#litres_trial_promo)
44 Pair of child’s gloves, striped, c.1983 (#litres_trial_promo)
45 Job application form, Head Curator, c.1984 (#litres_trial_promo)