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The Master of the Ceremonies
There was a very strong resemblance to a ruffled hen, whose chickens had been looked at by a strange cat, in Mrs Barclay’s aspect as she left Miss Clode’s, while, at her aunt’s command, Annie, the bun-faced, moved a Berlin wool pattern on one side in the window so that she could command a view of the Parade from the bulging panes, and after watching there for a few minutes she said:
“She’s gone by, auntie.”
“Ah, with all her fuss, she daren’t keep up the acquaintance.”
“She has turned back and gone in, auntie.”
“Oh, very well, just as she likes; it is no business of mine.”
Annie, the innocent, was quite right, for Mrs Barclay had walked by the Denvilles’, and then stopped short, indignant with herself; turned back and given a good bold rap at the door, to which Isaac, who looked discontented and strange, replied, and said, before he was asked:
“Not at home.”
“Now don’t you talk nonsense to me, young man,” said Mrs Barclay, “because – ”
“My master and mistress are – not – at – ”
Isaac began to drag his works towards the last, for Mrs Barclay was rummaging in her reticule for a half-crown, but could only find a good old-fashioned crown, which she slipped into the footman’s hand.
To a man-servant who was beginning to look upon his arrears of wages as doubtful, a crown-piece was a coin not to be despised, and he took it and smiled.
“Mr Denville is out, I suppose, isn’t he?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“Well, I don’t want to see him, but just you go and ask Miss Claire to see me, and if she says no, you say I must see her. There!”
The result was that Mrs Barclay was shown into the drawing-room, where Claire rose to meet her with cold dignity, and pointed to a chair.
Instead of taking it, Mrs Barclay caught the girl in her arms, and gave her rapidly some half-dozen hearty kisses.
“There, my dear,” she said, “if every bit as I’ve heard was quite true, I should have come all the same; but as I don’t believe one single synnable of the pack o’ lies, I’ve come to see you. There!”
That there came like an expiration of the breath as she plumped herself down, and the next minute Claire was upon her knees, her arms round the wide waist, and her face buried in the extensive bosom, sobbing violently, and relieving herself in tears of the pressure that had been crushing her down ever since the troubles of that terrible night.
“That’s right, my darling: you cry – cry hard. A good cup o’ tea and a good cry’s the greatest blessings o’ Providence for us poor suffering women. No, no: you needn’t put a hankychy between. My Jo-si-ah never stints me in dresses, and you may spoil a dozen of ’em if that’ll do you any good.”
“Mrs Barclay – Mrs Barclay!”
“No, no, no: you’re going to take and try and explain and a lot more of it; but I won’t hear a word. I tell you I don’t believe nothing of what’s about. I said if Miss Claire Denville did this or that, she had good reason, being like the mother of that family, as even manages her poor father, so I don’t want to hear no lying scandal.”
“Heaven bless you!” sobbed Claire, kissing her.
“Ah, that’s nice,” said Mrs Barclay, smiling. “My little girl died, my dear, as would have been as old as you. Not like you, of course, but it seems as if she might have kissed me like that. I’m a very vulgar sort of woman, I know, my dear, well enough: and if I didn’t I soon should, with people sneering at me as they do. You ain’t sorry I came?”
“Sorry? I can never say how it has touched me.”
“I’m very glad of it, for I don’t want to know. And now, not another word about all that, for I know everything, and how all the people are cutting you and your poor pa. But never you mind, my dear. Lots of the people you knew were very fine-weather friends, such as run away as soon as a storm blows. You’ve got a clear conscience, so don’t you take on about it, but live it down.”
“I shall try to,” said Claire, with a smile – the first that had been seen on her face for days.
“It’s what I often say to my Jo-si-ah, though I haven’t got a clear conscience through Barclay’s money transactions, which ought to be on his, but as I keep his books, and know everything, they trouble me all the same. So everybody’s cutting you, eh?”
“Yes,” said Claire sadly.
“Then you cut them till they beg your pardon. And now, my dear, just one word from a simple plain woman, whose heart’s in the right place. If you want some one to confide in, or you want help of any kind, you know where Betsey Barclay lives, and that’s where there’s help, whether it’s a kind word, a cup o’ tea, or some one that you can put your arms round and cry upon, and whose purse is open to you, if you’ll excuse me for mentioning it.”
“Miss Dean, ma’am,” said Isaac, opening the door.
“Not at – ”
“Which I thought you were receiving, ma’am,” said Isaac in defence.
Mrs Barclay rose to go, but Claire laid a hand upon her arm, and she resumed her seat as Cora Dean entered, elaborately dressed, and exchanged a most formal courtesy as the visitor rose once more.
Cora could not have explained her visit, even to herself. She hated Claire: she loved her. She was triumphant over her fall: she was sorry for her. She was certain that she would no longer find in her a rival, and in spite of this, she felt a curious sensation of soreness of heart.
She who had for a couple of years past been slighted by the fashionable folk of Saltinville, while Claire had been received everywhere, felt in the new flush of the success she had won a kind of triumph over an unfortunate sister, who would now, she knew, be socially ostracised; and in the plenitude of her own wealth of position she had told herself that she could afford to go and call upon the fallen rival, and, under the guise of politeness, see for herself how she bore her trouble, and assume a consolatory rôle that she told herself she did not feel.
But Cora Dean, ill-educated and badly brought up, violent in her passions and quick to dislike a rival, had a very kindly woman’s heart within her breast; and as soon as she had formally saluted Mrs Barclay, and had seen the sad, grave face that met hers, ready to suffer insult if it were offered in the guise of friendship, a change came over her, the tender heart leaped, and in full remembrance of their last parting, she advanced quickly and kissed Claire warmly.
There was no disguising the tears in her eyes, and they were infectious, for Mrs Barclay, whose feathers had been rising fast and her tongue sharpening into a point, heaved a tremendous sigh as she jumped up and exclaimed:
“It’s very little I know of you, Miss Dean, and – I’m a plain woman – I never thought I should like you; but if you wouldn’t mind, my dear!”
It was a kiss of peace, and Mrs Barclay added another that was very loud and very warm.
“And her saying that she had no friends,” she exclaimed. “Pooh!”
Claire darted a grateful look at both, and then began to wince and shrink as Mrs Barclay, in all well-meaning, went on talking from one to the other with the most voluble of tongues.
“I declare,” she cried, “as I said to my Jo-si-ah, there’s no end to the nasty scandals talked in this miserable town.”
“Pray say no more, Mrs Barclay,” cried Claire; “I am so grateful to you both for coming here, but – ”
“I won’t say much, my dear, but I must tell Miss Dean, or I shan’t be able to bear myself. What we want here is a great high tide to come all over the place and wash it clean.”
“Why, we should be drowned, too, Mrs Barclay,” said Cora, laughing.
“I hope not, my dear, for I’m no lover of scandal; but do you know, they actually have had the impudence to say that my dear Claire here has been seen at her back door talking to a common soldier.”
Claire tried to control herself, but her eyes would stray to Cora Dean’s and rest there as if fascinated.
“When the reason is,” continued the visitor, as Claire was asking herself should she not boldly avow her connection, “the reason is that she has been seen talking to her brother, who is not a common soldier, but an officer. What do you think of that?”
Cora turned to her, smiled, and said:
“I can believe in the Saltinville people saying anything ill-natured for the sake of petty gossip. We had much to contend against when we came.”
“Of course, you had, my dear. Look at me, too: just because my poor Jo-si-ah does money business with some of the spendthrifts, and, of course, lets ’em pay for it, I’m made out to be the most greedy, miserly, wicked, drinking woman that ever breathed. I’m bad enough, I dare say, and between ourselves I do like a glass of hot port wine negus with plenty of nutmeg; but I am not so bad as they say, am I, my dear?”
“You are one of the truest-hearted women I know,” said Claire, taking her hand.
“There’s a character for me, my dear,” said Mrs Barclay, turning to Cora and nodding her head and laughing. “Ah, I must tell you that too,” she cried as the recollection came, “just because – ”
“Mrs Barclay,” said Claire, rising, “pray spare me. I am not well; I have not been well lately, and – and – I know you will forgive me.”
“Forgive you, my dear?” cried Mrs Barclay. “Why, of course. It’s horribly thoughtless of me. There, good-bye. Are you coming, Miss Dean?”
Cora rose, feeling that she could not stay longer, and after a warm leave-taking, during which the two younger women mentally asked themselves whether they were friends or bitter enemies, Claire’s visitors withdrew and walked together along the parade.
The slightest touch set Mrs Barclay’s tongue going, and before they had gone far Cora was in full possession of the newly-retailed story about Claire’s visits to the fishermen’s huts.
“And do you believe this of her?” said Cora, with an eagerness that she could not conceal.
“Now, we’re just become friendly, my dear, and I should be sorry to say anything nasty, but I ask you do I look as if I believed it?”
“You look as if you were Claire Denville’s best friend,” said Cora diplomatically.
“And so I am,” replied Mrs Barclay proudly. “I can’t help people talking scandal. They glory in it. And, look here, my dear, it isn’t far from here, and if you don’t mind, we’ll go along the cliff to the very house and call.”
“Call!” said Cora in amaze.
“Yes; it’s at a fisherman’s, you know – Fisherman Dick’s – and we can get a pint or two of s’rimps for tea.”
The consequence was that Cora did walk along the cliff to Fisherman Dick’s cottage, and when Mrs Barclay reached her house an hour later her reticule bag was bulging so that the strings could not be drawn close, and the reason why was – shrimps.
On the other hand, Cora Dean had not filled her reticule with shrimps, but her mind with unpleasant little thoughts that made it bulge. Curious thoughts they were, too, and, like Mrs Barclay’s shrimps, all jumbled together, heads and tails, ups and downs. She felt then that she could not arrange them, but that there was a great sensation of triumph in her breast, and what she wanted to do most was to sit down and think – no easy task, for her brain was in a whirl.
Volume Two – Chapter Eighteen.
A Stormy Scene
“I’ve never dared to write to you before, Clairy. Frank watches me so; but, though I don’t come, I think lots about you, and I shall never forget what a dear, good thing you were that night. Good-bye. We must be separate for a bit, till that bother’s all forgotten, but don’t you fidget; I’m going to be so good now.”
Claire was reading the note that had come to her, she knew not how, for the second time, wondering how a woman – her sister – could be so utterly heartless; and, after leaving her to bear the brunt of Sir Harry Payne’s shameless accusation, treat it all as such a mere trifle.
Claire held the letter in her hand, with her spirits very low, and a bitter, despairing look was in her eyes as she sat gazing before her, thinking that no greater trouble could come to her now.
Richard Linnell had just passed the house, and though ever since the night of the “At Home,” she had shrunk away and rigidly kept from noticing him, the one pleasure she had longed for was to see the grave, wistful look he was in the habit of directing at the window. Now, he had gone by without raising his eyes.
It was the most cruel pang of all. He might have had faith in her, even if she had rejected his suit, and told him that it was hopeless in the extreme.
Her cheeks burned as she thought of Cora Dean with her Juno-like face and her manifest liking for Richard Linnell.
“What is it to me?” she said to herself; and her tears fell fast upon the letter she held in her hand, and she did not hear her father enter the drawing-room, nor see him glance quickly from her in the flesh to the sweetly innocent face of his favourite child, smiling down upon him from the young Italian artist’s canvas.
Then he caught sight of the letter, and saw that she was weeping.
An angry flash came into his eyes; the mincing dandyism gave place to a sharp angular rigidity, and stepping quickly across the intervening space that separated him from his child, he was about to take the note from her hands.
Claire uttered a faint cry of alarm, started from the sofa, and hastily thrust the folded paper into her pocket.
“That letter,” he said, stamping his foot, “give me that letter.”
“No, no, I cannot, father,” she cried, with a look of terror at his worn and excited face.
“I insist,” he cried. “I will not allow these clandestine correspondences to be carried on. Give me the letter.”
“Father, I cannot,” she said firmly.
“Am I to take it from you by force?” he cried. “Am I, a gentleman who has struggled all these years to make himself the model from which society is to take its stand, who has striven so hard for his children, to be disgraced by you?”
No answer.
“Heaven knows how I have struggled, and it seems that two of my children must have been born with some base blood in their veins, and to be for ever my disgrace.”
Claire raised her eyes to his full of pitying wonder.
“See how your – no, God help me!” he cried wildly, “I dare not utter his name. See how you have disgraced your married sister – lowered me in the eyes of society. I am almost ruined, and just at a time when I had succeeded in placing your brother well. And now, see here – see here!”
He tore a note from his breast, and held it out rustling in his trembling hand.
“Here – I will not punish you more by reading it aloud,” he said; “but it is from my own son.”
“From Fred?”
“Silence, woman!” cried Denville, with a wild look of agony in his eyes, and a ghastly pallor taking the place of the two feverish spots that had stood in his cheeks. “I have no such son. He is an outcast. I forbid you to mention his name again.”
He stood quivering with a curious passion, his lips moving, his eyes staring wildly, and he beat one hand with the open letter he held in the other.
“Here!” he exclaimed at last, “from Morton – to say that, under the circumstances, he feels bound – for the sake of his own dignity and position in his regiment, to hold aloof from his home. The regiment will soon change quarters, and in time all this, he hopes, will be forgotten. Till then, all is to be at an end between us. This – from my own son.”
He began to pace the room nervously, thrusting back the letter; and then he turned upon Claire again.
“Not content, you still go on. Clandestine correspondence. Let me see who wrote that.”
“I cannot, father.”
“But I insist. Here, just when I had had your hand asked in marriage by one who is wealthy and noble, you disgrace us all by that shameless meeting. Give me the letter, I say.”
In his rage he caught her by the arms, and she struggled with him and fell upon her knees at his feet.
“Am I to use force?” he cried.
“For your own sake, no. Father, the letter is not what you think. For your own peace of mind, let it stay.”
His hands dropped to his sides at his daughter’s wild appeal, and the convulsed angry look once more gave place to the one of dread, as he drew back a step.
“Tell me,” he cried, still hesitating, “is it from that libertine, Sir Harry Payne?”
“No, no!”
“From Rockley?”
“No, father. How can you think me so degraded – so low!”
“Then – then – ”
“Father, for pity’s sake!” she cried, as she crept to his knees and embraced them. “Can you not see how I am willing to bear everything to save you pain? Has there not been agony and suffering enough in this house? You cannot think – you cannot believe. Is it not better that we should let this rest?”
He raised his trembling hands to his lips in a nervous, excited way, looking searchingly and furtively by turns in his child’s piteous face. The rage in his own had died out, to give place to the look of terror; and, as Claire clung to him, he now and again glanced at the door, as if he would flee from her presence.
“No, no,” he said at last. “I was wrong. I will not see the letter. You have your secrets: I have mine. Claire, my child, there is a veil, drawn down by you, over that night’s work. I dare not lift it, I dare not look.”
“Once more, father,” she said, “had we not better let it rest? I am content; I make no murmur against my fate.”
“No,” he said, flashing out again into anger; “but – hush! – stop! – I must not,” he whispered hoarsely. “These strange fits. I cannot bear them.”
He threw back and shook his head excitedly.
“I should go mad – I should go mad.”
“Father!”
“There, I am calm again, my child. I am not myself sometimes. There – there – it is past.”
He bent over and raised her to his breast, where she laid her head, uttering a piteous sigh.
“Stricken,” he whispered; “stricken, my child. The workings of a terrible fate. Don’t reproach – don’t think ill of me, Claire. Some day the light may come – no, no,” he cried wildly; “better the darkness. I am so weak – so torn by the agony I have endured. So weak, so pitiful a man; but, with all this wretched vanity and struggle for place, my miserable heart has been so full of love for you all – for my little May.”
Claire shivered.
“No, no,” he cried excitedly. “Claire, my child, don’t speak. Hush! listen, my child. There have been cases where, in self-abnegation – the sins of others – have been borne – by the innocent – the innocent! Oh, my child, my child!”
His head dropped upon his daughter’s shoulder, and he burst into a fit of sobbing, the outpourings of a flood of anguish that he fought vainly to restrain.
“Father, dear father!” she whispered, as her arms tightened around him.
“Claire, my child – my child!”
“Yes,” she said, as she seemed to be growing stronger and more firm; “your child – not your judge. Father, I see my duty clearly now. Your help and comfort to the end.”
Volume Two – Chapter Nineteen.
Peace and Sympathy
“And I thought that there would be no more rest and comfort here, my child. Claire, one night – ”
“No, no, dearest,” she cried, as she laid her soft white hand upon his lips; “the past cannot be recalled.”
“Only this little revelation,” he said, as he kissed the soft hand and held it to his cheek, “then the past shall be as dead with us. One night – since that night – I said to myself that I could bear no more, and I locked myself in my room; but something seemed to stay my hand – a something seemed to bid me live on, even in my pitiful, degraded state; and always – I cannot tell you how – your face seemed to be before my eyes. I tried to put it from me, but it was there. I fought against it, for I was enraged with you one minute, trembling with dread of what I dare not see the next; but still your face seemed to be there, my child, and I said at last that I would live it down or face it, if the dread time that haunts me always, as if lying in my path, should at last leap out.”
“Father!”
“My child! There, there; we do not know how much we can bear until the burden is laid upon us; and now let us cleave together like soldiers in the battle of life. Claire, child, we must live.”
She sat holding his hand in hers, with her brow knit, and a far-off look in her eyes.
“I am so old and broken,” he said musingly; “so helpless. For so many years my miserable energies have been bent solely to this pitiful life, or I would say let us leave here at once, and go where we are not known, to live in some simple fashion; but – I know nothing. I cannot work.”
“But I can, father,” she said, with a look of elation in her eyes. “I am young and strong, and I will work for you as you have worked for me. Let us go.”
“Where, my child?” he said, as he kissed her hand tenderly. “What work would you do – you, so beautiful, so unfit for the rough toil of life?”
“As a teacher – a governess,” she cried; but he shook his head, and began to tremble and draw her closer to him.
“No, no,” he said excitedly; “that would mean separation; and Claire,” he whispered, “I am so weak – so broken – that I must have your young spirit to sustain me. I cannot live without you. Left alone – no, no, no, I dare not be left alone.”
“Hush, dear!” she said, laying her cheek upon his shoulder, and drawing him to her breast, to soothe the agony of dread from which he suffered. “I will not leave you, then, father, I will be your help and stay. Nothing shall separate us now.”
“No, no.” He whispered the words. “I could not live without you, Claire, and I dare not die. My miserable, useless life may prove useful yet. Yes, my child, I feel it – I know it. My work is not yet done. Claire, my course is marked out for me; we must stay here till then.”
“Till then, father?”
“Yes; and live it down. Yes, I am wanted here. You will help me?”
“Father, I am your child.”
“Yes, yes,” he cried, resuming his old flippant air so suddenly that Claire, who did not realise the reaction that had set in, gazed at him tremblingly. “I shall live it down as of old. We must begin again, my dear, and those miserable, brainless butterflies will soon forget, and come to me for my help and introductions. We must not leave here, and the old fees will come once more.”
Claire sighed.
“Yes, child, it would have been a happier life to have gone; but it is braver to stay. Let your sweet face show in its dignity how lightly you treat all slander and scandal. Some day, after all, you shall marry well.”
She did not reply, and he went on excitedly:
“Now let me see what friends we have left. The Barclays stand firm as rocks. Those Deans, too – so vulgar, but quite as friendly as before. Mrs Pontardent.”
“Mrs Pontardent, father?”
“Yes, my dear, yes. Among so few, we must not be choosers. Remember old Hobson, you know. I know nothing against her but her tables. They gamble high; but where do they not? She has arranged for an evening, and I have promised her to go and take the management, and help her to receive her visitors – and – er – and – ”
“She has asked you to bring me?”
“Yes. How did you know?”
“I could read it in your eyes, father,” said Claire. “Oh, it is impossible.”
“I will not press you, my child; but it is almost life to me, and it would be giving us a stepping-stone to recover our lost ground.”
“Do you wish me to go, father?”
“If – if – you would not mind very much, my dear,” he said hesitatingly. “It would be helping me.”
He kissed her hand and left her to her own thoughts. The tears flowed for a while, and then, with a sigh, Claire rose with a look of resignation on her countenance, as if she accepted her fate.
Volume Two – Chapter Twenty.
Private Instructions
“Look here, Bell,” said Major Rockley, as he stood in his quarters, with his regimental servant before him; “you were drunk again last night?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Then you are not ashamed of it?”
“Yes, sir, very much ashamed of it. It’s my weakness, sir.”
“Weakness, you scoundrel? It’s your blackguardly conduct. You have been under arrest so many times for this disgraceful behaviour, and I have such a black list against you, that if I lay it before Colonel Lascelles he will have you flogged.”
“But you won’t do that, sir.”
“Yes, I will, you scoundrel. No: I’ll give you another chance.”
“Thank you, sir; I was sure you would,” said the young man, flushing slightly, and with a strange look in his face.