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“That’s quite a load to bear,” he murmured, and for a crazy moment she wondered if that was pity she saw in his eyes. Though why this man should look at her with pity made no sense.
“It’s business. That’s not always fun and games.”
“Why did you come for the festival if you have such pressing business matters?” he asked.
He’d find out soon enough on the last night at the masquerade ball on what was left of the Bartholomew Grace estate. Maybe he’d cover it for his little newspaper. It would all be over for her then, and she could leave the island behind once and for all. “I can mix business and pleasure, despite the old taboos about it.”
“Good for you,” he said, but he didn’t sound congratulatory at all.
She suddenly felt their conversation had taken a turn into something combative. “Are you the welcoming committee, cross-examining people who come for the festival?”
She thought her words hit their mark, but the next moment, he was almost smiling at her. “Now there’s a job that could be interesting, interrogating lovely ladies on the ferry.”
She wasn’t ready to laugh with him, and her phone having gone to a watery grave only added to the tension of returning to Shelter Island. “Now there’s an employment opportunity that would beat the heck out of doing stories on peach picking or drunks.”
She hated the sarcasm in her tone, but couldn’t help it. This man was starting to annoy her.
“I’ll pass,” he said, and now she felt a chill between them. “And good luck finding a cell phone store.”
“Thanks,” she said. The silence that fell between them was beyond awkward. Before she turned and went back to her rental car, she found herself saying, “As far as doing business goes, I was told that you had fax machines, Internet connections and phone lines on the island.”
“Thanks for filling me in. Now we can put away the hammer and chisel and the slabs of stone we use to write our stories for the paper.”
She flushed, and then the bell sounded to let the passengers know they had to get back in their vehicles to disembark. She started to walk off.
“Can I ask you something before we climb in our vehicles and ride off into the night?” he asked.
She felt herself bracing. “What?”
“It came across the wires just a week ago about you coming to the West Coast because you were merging with a competitor.”
She never would have guessed that a story like that would end up in the offices of a small weekly paper. “We’re buying them out, not merging. They’ll become one of our Alegra’s Closet stores.”
His next question was unexpected. “Are you here to open a new store on the island?”
She almost laughed out loud at the absurdity of his question, but simply shook her head. “No, definitely not. I have other things to do, not the least of which is looking for some art at the local galleries.”
He studied her for a moment, then said, “Nice meeting you.”
“Sure,” she said as she heard car engines starting, sending a low roar into the cold air over the sound of the idling engine of the ferry. She called out, “Goodbye,” and headed for her car.
“Goodbye,” she heard him yell after her.
She got into her rental, and as she settled, she glanced in the rearview mirror. She saw Joe open the door to a beat-up pickup truck parked right behind her. He caught her eye in the reflection, lifted a hand in a wave and climbed into the truck. J. P. Lawrence, now known as Joe Lawrence. “How the mighty have fallen,” she said to herself. She wasn’t sure she bought the reason he’d given—that he was here for his son. Why would anyone want their kid to grow up on Shelter Island?
JOE DROVE HIS OLD TRUCK off the ferry and onto the gravel of the landing right behind Alegra’s sleek black sedan. When he’d come back to the island with Alex, he’d bought the truck from his father, instead of having his car from New York shipped out. The pickup didn’t look like much, but everything worked. Besides, the Jaguar would have been totally impractical for use on the island.
As he watched Alegra inch out of the parking area behind the other cars, he thought about what he’d heard about her founding a string of high-end boutiques that sold intimate apparel on the East Coast, then setting up franchises across the country. It was a fast rise for any business, and seemed only set to grow more.
He followed her car past a small cluster of service buildings, then up the steep driveway to the highway that ran around the perimeter of the island. Most of the cars crested the rise and funneled north, and as they did, one by one, they turned off, heading for their respective homes.
He didn’t turn and neither did Alegra. He thought about the cell phone falling overboard and her horrified reaction. He would have laughed if she hadn’t looked so stricken. Those amber eyes had been filled with anger, frustration—and a touch of sadness.
He hadn’t expected that, not when she seemed to be so successful. But then again, he knew someone could have great business success, but be totally lacking in a life beyond that. He had been a prime example of that in his other life. He shrugged that off as they entered the town, passing under the banner hung high above the road proclaiming Ahoy And Welcome To Any And All Who Enter. The Gothic lettering had a skull and crossbones on either side.
With the festival so close, the main street of Shelter Bay was fully festooned with wood and brass everywhere, street signs all displaying a Jolly Roger overlaying a silhouette of the island, and pirates aplenty in windows and on signs. The park at the center of town, laid out on a piece of land that jutted out toward the sound, had its huge pavilion decorated to look like a huge crow’s nest on a galleon. The lush grassy area, rimmed by wind-twisted trees and bushes, was being filled with booths and food areas, in preparation for the mainlanders who would descend on the island in two days. A life-sized brass sculpture of old Bartholomew Grace, complete with raised sword and a patch over one eye, which had been donated by members of the Grace family still on the island, stood at the entry to the park.
The sedan in front of him slowed just after the park, and the right turn signal came on. Alegra Reynolds was going to the most expensive and exclusive bed-and-breakfast on the island, the Snug Harbor Cottages. A fully restored, three-story Victorian was the original building, and it fronted a series of luxurious cottages built out on the bluffs. Immaculate rose gardens separated the cottages, and strategically placed trees and shrubs added to the sense of privacy in each.
Joe had intended to keep going, but instead he pulled into the lot behind her, slipping into the parking spot next to hers. She got out when he did, and he could see that she’d confined her hair in a clip at the base of her neck sometime during the drive. The style served to emphasize her elegant features and huge amber eyes.
“Hey, there,” he called. “I just remembered something.” She waited for him by the door to her car. “There’s a store farther down the street on the right as you go north. It’s called Farrow Place. It’s a secondhand store, mostly, a consignment sort of arrangement. Earl Money owns it, and he’s the original diversifier around here.” Joe held up a hand when he saw her frown. “I know, I know, that’s not a word, but it describes Earl’s business bent. A bit of everything. I remembered that I heard someone mention that Earl was going to be selling cell phones and pagers.”
“Really? That’s great,” she said with obvious relief. “I’ll check it out as soon as I can. I thought I was going to have to go back to Seattle to get a replacement.”
Doubting it would go over with her, he said, “If he can’t help you, maybe you could consider being phoneless while you’re here. It could be liberating for you.”
She grimaced. “You make it sound as if the phone is a millstone around my neck.”
“Isn’t it?”
She exhaled. “No, it’s a terrific convenience, and a necessary one.”
“Sure,” he said. No point arguing. “Good luck with your phone hunt.” He went around to get in the truck, with a quick glance at Alegra as she strode confidently toward the wraparound porch of the Victorian. He must have imagined any vulnerability in the woman on the ferry. She knew who she was. She was in control. She’d have a phone in an hour, one way or the other, and her world would be right again. Snap. Problem gone. He pulled out of the exit and headed farther north.
Just half a block later, he turned left and slipped into the last parking slot in front of the wood-fronted building that housed the Beacon. He’d only been gone since early morning, off to Seattle to look for a new press for the paper, though he’d soon decided against it. He’d let Boyd Posey, his right-hand man who knew the old press inside and out, take over and find its replacement. He didn’t want to waste time in Seattle.
As he got out of the truck and took the two steps up to the wooden walkway, then opened the half-glass door to the newspaper office, he thought about his attachment to Shelter Island.
When he’d left after graduation, he hadn’t looked back. He hadn’t thought he’d ever come back for more than just a yearly visit or so to see his folks. He’d been out to conquer the world, as he’d told Alegra, and he probably had by some people’s standards. Not his. His world was here, on the island, with his son and his son’s grandparents, a world to be lived in, not conquered.
His parents hadn’t asked too many questions when he came back. He was glad. He was home. That was it.
The Beacon hadn’t changed much since he’d been a kid. The furniture was old, dark and heavy, and the reception desk ran side to side, making a barrier between the entry and the back offices. Stacks of the current issue of the paper sat on the counter, fronted by a brass plaque that held an imprint of their banner—The Beacon, The Island’s Voice. Boxes of handouts from local businesses aimed at the tourists here for the festival were placed on the other end. Photos on the walls dated from years ago to the present, and headlines of their biggest stories were highlighted on a special board near the door. He liked the way the place looked, liked its smell of age.
He glanced at the man sitting behind the reception desk, and it was obvious Boyd was so intent on what he was doing on the computer he hadn’t heard Joe come in. Sixty years old and bald-headed, Boyd was thin to the point of emaciation, with hawklike features and skin so pale you’d doubt it had ever seen the sun.
“Boyd?” Joe said. Boyd jumped at the sound of his name and closed the lid on the laptop before he turned to look up at Joe, who knew he’d been playing a game. Boyd had been with the Beacon for almost thirty years, as much a fixture as anything else in the office, and Joe didn’t care what he did on his downtime, as long as he could depend on him to get the paper out.
“I thought you’d be gone more than a day,” Boyd said. “Does your quick return mean we have a new press?”
“Nope. It just means I’m back early.”
Boyd crossed his arms on his narrow chest and motioned with his head to the back of the space. “I knew they cost an arm and a leg, so I can understand if we have to nurse that beast along awhile more.”
“That’s not it,” Joe said. “I decided that you know a lot more than I do about what we need and so you should be the one to do the buying. Why don’t you go over during the festival and see what you can find?”
The man’s jaw dropped open. “Me, go and get us a new press?” He got to his feet, and for the first time in a long time, Joe saw color in his cheeks. “I get to pick it out?”
Joe nodded. “That’s about it, within reason.”
Boyd’s eyes narrowed. “How much are we talking about spending?”
Joe named a figure and Boyd exhaled on a low whistle. “That’ll do it. I can get you a terrific press for that.”
“Then make it happen.”
“Can’t say I’ll miss the opening ceremonies of the festival. All that damn cannon banging and explosions. Pirates were a noisy lot.”
“Bloody, too,” Joe murmured, then had a thought. “Do you know if Earl sells cell phones? I heard he did, but…”
“Yeah, that and them expensive white chocolates.” He looked quizzically at Joe. “You want a new cell phone?”
“No, a lady on the ferry lost hers and I told her I thought Earl might be able to help her.” Joe hesitated, then, “Have you ever heard of Alegra Reynolds?”
“Can’t say as I have, Joe. That’s the lady?”
“Yeah. She’s the founder of the Alegra’s Closet boutiques.”
That brought an instant smile to Boyd’s face. “She’s on the island? What’s she doing? Going to start one of those stores of hers around these parts?”
“She said she’s here for the festival and buying art.”
“Shoot, too bad. This place could use a little spicing up. Do you suppose she wears those little nothings that pass for clothes?” He leaned closer. “Is she hot?”
Something in Joe recoiled at the idea of someone talking about Alegra this way, and it didn’t help that Boyd’s words brought images to his mind that made his body start to tighten. “She’s not ugly.” A true understatement.
He went around the reception desk and across to his open office door, then entered his cluttered cubicle. He took his seat behind a desk almost hidden by stacks of paperwork. His old swivel chair protested when he turned in it toward the computer on the left. He booted the thing up and went straight to the Internet. He typed in Alegra Reynolds, then hit the enter key.
ALEGRA GOT TO Earl Money’s store just as he was closing, and thankfully, he’d been more than happy to stay open a bit longer to set her up with a cell phone that turned out to be an upgrade from her old unit. By the time she got back to her cottage at Snug Harbor, it was past dinner and she decided to just eat one of the energy bars she brought. She used the Internet access in her room, got in touch with Roz, and in a few hours, had all of the data from her old phone downloaded into her new one.
After that, she worked on her laptop, going over reports until just around midnight. When she was about to close down the computer, she reconsidered. She went to a search engine and put in the name of the high school on the island. She was a bit surprised to find that the Grace High School had its own Web page. Nothing fancy, just a picture of the school as it was when it started fifty years ago and one of how it looked now.
She saw the links on the left, tapped on the alumni link and entered the year she graduated. The screen flashed with an image of the yearbook, and she entered her old name, Peterson. Suddenly, there she was ten years ago, a head-and-shoulders shot of her with long, pale hair pulled back from her face with a headband. Anyone would have called her expression sober, but they’d have been wrong. It was desperation, the same desperation that drove her to leave a week later.
Under the photo with her name was the heading Predictions For Al’s Future, followed by a blank space, because she’d never given the editor anything to put there.
She clicked on an earlier year, then another, and on her third try, she found Joe Lawrence.
The man as a boy looked so young and thin, with a shock of dark hair falling over a smooth, earnest face. He was smiling, and it was the same boyish smile she’d seen on the ferry, though his adult face had a decided sexiness his young face hadn’t. She didn’t really remember him from the past, except once, at the lighthouse, she’d gone there to hide out and three boys had been there before her. She glared at them until they’d gone.
She glanced at the predictions for his future: Pulitzer Prize winner by 30, a millionaire by 40, living in the south of France forever. He’d known what he wanted and hadn’t been afraid to see it in print. But as far as she knew there’d been no Pulitzer Prize, no millions—look at the old truck he drove—and Shelter Island was a long way from the south of France.
She closed her computer, then sat back in the chair and sighed. So much for a trip down memory lane.
She stood and crossed to the dresser to get ready for bed. In half an hour she was in the comfortable canopy bed, staring up at the shadows. Her yearbook picture flitted through her mind, then was replaced by Joe’s. As sleep tugged at her, the face changed to the man of the present….
Chapter Three
The dream was simple, nothing convoluted or strange, the way some of Alegra’s dreams could be. It was just Joe on the ferry watching her as she held her phone. He was coming closer, touching her hand with his, taking the phone, then saying she had to let it go and tossing it over the railing. In the dream she heard the splash when it hit the water, not like the reality that had played out hours earlier.
The dream started to repeat, and this time when he reached for the phone, she refused to give it to him. He shook his head, those blue eyes almost sad. She didn’t want his pity. He reached out again, but not for the phone. For her. Then she was in his arms, and his heat was everywhere….
Alegra woke to a room of hazy shadows and rolled onto her side. She was surprised that the illuminated hands of the clock showed nine-fifteen. Her “late” mornings normally were when she slept until seven instead of six. And she hardly ever remembered her dreams. But when she shifted onto her back and closed her eyes, the dream from last night was there. Joe grabbing her phone and tossing it, then her being pulled into his arms. Both dreams left her feeling oddly unsettled.
With a deep sigh, she pushed herself up. She couldn’t see any sign of sunlight in the long sliver of space between the drapes. Typical island weather—foggy. She headed to the bathroom, with its clawfoot tub and shower stall. She stayed under the hot stream of water for a long time before she got out and dressed simply in a long white shirt and charcoal-gray corduroy slacks. She combed her hair straight back off of her face and into a simple ponytail, and hesitated as she caught her image in the mirror over the pedestal sink.
She thought of her old yearbook picture. There was no desperation in her eyes now, just determination.
After logging on to her laptop and finding a slew of e-mails—mostly about a faulty supplier for the Houston stores—she got down to work trying to figure out what to do. By the time she had the problem settled, it was almost noon. She’d meant it when she said she planned to do some art shopping. A business associate had told her about Angelo’s gallery, said it had the best work on the island. Well, now was as good a time as any.
She tucked in her shirt, slipped on her brown leather bomber jacket, then grabbed her car keys, her wallet and new cell phone. She pushed them into her pockets, left the cottage and stopped on the veranda to glance at the view from the bluffs. If it had been clear, the view would be stunning, but right now it was blocked by the remnants of the fog that hung over the dark waters far below.
She went down the steps onto the crushed shell walkway that led toward the main house and parking lot. Despite the drab day, the old Victorian looked lovely, all cream and forest-green, with elaborate gingerbread trim on its multiple spires and in the corners of the supports for the wraparound porch. She got to her car, hit the remote and as the car locks clicked open, someone called out to her in an almost painfully cheery voice. “Ms. Reynolds!”
She turned to see at the side entry of the house a young woman of maybe eighteen, dressed in a ridiculously frilly apron over plain old jeans and a blue shirt. Martha, Melanie? Alegra couldn’t remember how the girl had introduced herself when she’d checked in yesterday. “Good morning,” she called back, keeping the car door open.
“I was just wondering if we can plan on you joining us for tea at four o’clock.”
An English tea in the main house with the other guests balancing fine china and conversation didn’t appeal to her at all. “No, I don’t think so.”
“How about dinner?”
She had to eat. “Okay, but I’ll take it in my cottage.”
“Just let us know what time, then.” The girl sounded disappointed. “Have a lovely day.”
The girl would have gone back inside if Alegra hadn’t called out to her. “Can you tell me where Angelo’s art gallery is?”
“Sure.” She motioned to the exit of the parking area. “Turn right, go down about a block or so, and it’s on the other side of the street. It’s the only two-story building on that block. There’re a couple more galleries a ways past it, The Place and Jenny’s Treasures. Also, they’ll be setting up an art show near the gazebo in the park next door.”
“Thanks,” Alegra called back, and with a wave climbed in her car. She drove out onto the main street, but didn’t follow the girl’s directions. She knew where Angelo’s was as soon as the girl had said it was a two-story building. But she also knew that she was procrastinating. She had more important things to do on the island. Important, but difficult. She’d find the gallery after she was finished.
She turned back toward the way she’d come from the ferry, then about halfway to the dock, she turned onto a road that went into the heart of the island. She hadn’t been on this road for ten years, but the deep gloom that shrouded it was very familiar.
She passed a scattering of orchards and old bungalows, then spotted her turn. She slowed to a crawl and for a moment thought of just turning around and going back to the gallery to look at paintings and do this later. But instead, she braced herself and turned onto a narrow lane choked by trees and overgrown brush trees.
She went up a small hill and knew the exact moment when she crossed the boundary into the land where she’d been born and lived for eighteen years. She saw the house right away, despite the untended vegetation that pressed all around it. The faded blue walls were chalky and weather-stained. The windows were blank, but unbroken, and the porch sagged precariously.
She pulled the car to a stop and just sat there staring at the house. Why had she dreaded this so much? There was no repeat of the ridiculous tears from the day before. This place meant nothing to her. It was just an old, neglected place that, now that she’d seen it, she could mark off her list and put up for sale, as she should have done years ago, after her father had died. She’d forget about it the way she would this island, forever. She pulled away and didn’t look back, just the way she hadn’t looked back when she’d walked away from the house after graduation with eleven dollars in her pocket.
By the time she drove back into town, her mind was on art. She’d taken up collecting a few years ago when she’d spotted a canvas in an art gallery in New York. It was just a simple work by an unknown artist, depicting a road that wound through a rocky countryside, going off into a horizon splashed with the rich colors of sunset. It drew her in, and she’d bought it on impulse.
Since then, she’d picked up a few paintings here and there with similar themes, roads or paths heading into the distance to an unknown goal. She never analyzed why she felt a connection to those scenes, but in every city she visited, she sought out more of the same. Sometimes she found something, most times she didn’t. But she was going to do the same thing on the island. It would be one spot of pleasure in this ordeal.
She drove slowly along the main street, which was a lot busier than the day before. She passed the Snug Harbor B&B and spotted Angelo’s gallery on the other side of the street another block down. She pulled into what appeared to be the only available parking spot and climbed out of the car.
Her cell phone rang. She dug it out of her pocket and flipped it open. “Hey, Roz, what’s going on?”
