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‘A Volonté.’
‘Then you’re an artist too?’
She shook her head. ‘Though I wanted to be, and went to art school with that intention, unfortunately I don’t have his talent.’
‘What exactly do you do at the gallery?’
‘As well as helping to sell pictures, I value them, set up exhibitions, take care of the photography and cataloguing and do any cleaning and restoring that may be necessary.’
Seeing her companion raise his eyebrows, she explained, ‘Before I joined the gallery I spent two years working in a museum cleaning and restoring old or damaged paintings. I found I had a flair for it, and it was work I really enjoyed.’
‘An invaluable skill.’
‘Dad thought so.’
‘You must miss him.’
‘I do. Very much.’ She swallowed past the lump in her throat.
‘I still haven’t got used to being on my own…’ She let the words tail off as common sense shouldered its way in. Normally she was somewhat reserved, even with her friends, so why on earth was she opening her heart like this to a man she didn’t know?
Only she did know him.
She had always known him.
‘Surely there’s a special boyfriend?’
‘Not now. I was engaged to be married, but when Dad became worse and I didn’t want to leave him alone in the evenings, it put a strain on the relationship. Philip resented the fact that I was no longer a free agent, and finally I gave him back his ring.’
‘It must have been hard for you.’
‘Not as hard as it might have been,’ she admitted honestly. ‘After he’d gone, I realized that, though I’d been fond of him, I hadn’t really loved him.’
She had also realized that she’d only imagined herself in love because he’d reminded her a little of the man in her portrait.
‘And there’s been no one since?’
She shook her head.
With a grin, the stranger said, ‘From the amount of shopping, I felt sure you must be feeding a small army of suitors.’
His teasing lightening the mood, she told him, ‘It’s for the old lady who owns the house and lives in the flat opposite. She’s on her own at the moment and she’s invited me to supper.’
‘Any chance of her taking a rain check? I was about to ask you to have dinner with me.’
Sophia’s heart leapt and then plummeted as she realized she couldn’t accept his invitation.
It took a lot of willpower, but still she said, ‘I’m sorry, but I can’t let her down. She’s really looking forward to the evening, and I’ve promised to do the cooking.’
‘Pity.’
He said nothing further and she wondered if he had regretted his spur-of-the-moment invitation and been relieved when she’d refused.
But somehow she didn’t think so.
They turned the corner into the quiet, tree-lined Square, its central gardens set with green lawns and bright flower-beds, and stopped outside the porticoed entrance of number twelve.
Yellow light from one ground floor window and the fanlight above the door was spilling across the pavement. But, as she might have expected, the upper windows were dark. The whole of the upstairs was one flat, and its tenants—a husband and wife team of lawyers who owned a boat and went sailing every weekend—would be gone.
Glancing at the lighted window, Sophia noticed one of the curtains move, and guessed that Mrs Caldwell had been looking out for her and seen them arrive.
As she fished in her handbag for her keys, hoping very much that the stranger would ask to see her some other time, she queried, ‘Do you live in this area?’
‘No. I don’t live in London at all. I’m just here on business.’
‘Oh.’ Her heart sank.
Holding the carrier with one arm, he took the keys and, choosing the right one at his first attempt, opened the front door and held it wide for her.
As they crossed the hall, Mrs Caldwell appeared at her door. ‘Oh, there you are, my dear!’ she exclaimed. ‘I was beginning to wonder if you’d been forced to work late.’
‘I actually left early, but it took me rather a long time to do the shopping,’ Sophia explained.
‘Friday nights have always been busy,’ Mrs Caldwell agreed. Then, glancing with interest at the tall, good-looking man by Sophia’s side, she suggested, ‘If you want to opt out of our arrangement and make other plans, I don’t mind.’
Aware that the fair-haired stranger was waiting for her answer, after an almost imperceptible hesitation, Sophia said, ‘No, of course I don’t…’
Sensing that he was still staring at her, and wondering if he was annoyed because she hadn’t taken advantage of the old lady’s offer, she went on resolutely, ‘I’ll be over as soon as I’ve changed out of my suit.’
‘There’s no need to hurry, dearie. In the meantime I’ll leave the door on the latch and pour us both a glass of sherry.’ The old lady beamed at her and disappeared back inside.
Having opened Sophia’s door and waited until she had switched on the lights, her companion followed her through the small lobby and into the pleasantly spacious combined living room and kitchen.
While she took off her mac, he put the groceries carefully on the coffee table and, glancing around, remarked, ‘I’m surprised to find it’s open-plan.’
When he looked straight at her again, she could see that his eyes, like those of the portrait, were a clear grey and so dark they were almost charcoal. Eyes that were intriguingly at odds with his naturally fair hair.
Dragging her gaze away with an effort, she told him, ‘When Mrs Caldwell had the house converted into three flats, she decided on extensive alterations.’
Nodding his head in approval, he said, ‘I must say it works extremely well. It must be a pleasant place to live.’
‘I’ve always liked it,’ Sophia agreed. Then, anxious to know more about him, ‘So where do you live?’
‘Since I left university, I’ve been living mainly in New York.’
‘Oh.’ Did that mean he still lived in New York? If he did, that seemed to rule out any chance of getting to know him better.
Swamped by disappointment, she took a deep, steadying breath. Even so her voice was a little jerky as she said, ‘I’ve been wondering about your accent…It doesn’t seem typically American.’
‘It isn’t,’ he admitted. ‘It’s a bit of a mixture. I was taken to live in the States as a child but, following a long family tradition, I went to university in England.’
‘Then you have English roots?’
‘On my father’s side, but my mother’s Italian.’
An Italian mother might well explain why he had olive-toned skin rather than being fair skinned like most natural blonds…And no doubt it accounted for that subtle and intriguing difference in his accent.
With a little stir of excitement that they had something in common, she remarked, ‘My mother was Italian too.’
‘An odd coincidence,’ he observed smoothly. ‘What was her name?’
‘Maria.’
She waited for some further comment or question about her mother but, rather to her surprise, he changed the subject to ask, ‘Will you be staying here now you’re on your own?’
‘I’m not sure. With three bedrooms, it’s a lot bigger than I need. When Dad was alive it was ideal. He used the third bedroom, the one on the north side, as his studio.’
‘That reminds me, do you still have that portrait? The one you said looks like me?’
‘Yes.’
‘If I may, I’d rather like to see it. You’ve succeeded in whetting my curiosity.’
Feeling distinctly awkward, she explained, ‘It hangs in my bedroom.’
Looking into those beautiful eyes he could now see were a dark green, flecked with gold, he assured her with gentle mockery, ‘I won’t let that bother me, if you don’t let it bother you.’
The simple fact that it did hang in her bedroom wouldn’t have bothered her. What made her hesitate was that it was so like him, and it would be akin to baring her soul if he picked up how strongly she felt about it.
Noting her hesitation, he began carefully, ‘If it does bother you—’
Pulling herself together, she assured him, ‘No, no, of course it doesn’t bother me.’
Looking unconvinced, he suggested, ‘Perhaps you’d prefer to show me some of your father’s other work?’
She shook her head. ‘All the rest of Dad’s paintings are over at the exhibition.’
‘So why was that particular one left out?’
‘Because it was never finished.’ Making up her mind, she added, ‘Come and take a look.’
Her heart racing uncomfortably fast, she ushered him along a wide corridor to her bedroom and, switching on the light, led the way inside.
It was simply furnished, with a dusky-pink carpet and off-white walls. The picture, the only one in the room, hung between the two windows.
Standing in front of it, the stranger stared at it in silence.
The column of the throat, the broad shoulders and the suggestion of an open-necked shirt, had been merely sketched in. But the well-shaped head, with its thick fair hair and neatly set ears, and the face, with its strong features and dark grey eyes beneath level brows, its beautiful mouth and cleft chin, was complete.
Glancing from one to the other, Sophie saw that the likeness between the portrait and the stranger was just as striking as she had imagined.
She felt a queer tug at her heart.
The only difference she could spot was that her companion’s hair was somewhat shorter than that of the man in the portrait, and his brows and lashes were several shades darker.
Other than that, he could have been the sitter.
Only of course he couldn’t.
It must have been painted either before he was born or when he was still a very young child.
After a moment or two of absolute stillness, the stranger said slowly, ‘Surely this could have been put in the exhibition?’
It could. The simple truth was that she hadn’t wanted to share it with anyone else. It would have been like other people being given access to a secret and very personal diary.
When she said nothing, he went on, ‘Your father was a very fine artist. Those eyes are alive…And you’re right about it being like me. I could be looking in a mirror. When did he paint it?’
‘I’m not sure. Certainly before I was born. I’ve known it all my life.’
‘Have you any idea who the sitter was?’
She shook her head. ‘I’m afraid I haven’t. I once asked my father, but he said, “Oh, just someone I met briefly a long time ago.”’
‘I see. Well, thank you for showing it to me.’
She was expecting him to say something further, to speculate on the likeness, remark on the coincidence, the strangeness of it all.
But he turned away and, noticing the box standing on her dressing table, commented, ‘Your jewellery box is a lovely piece of work.’
‘Yes, it was Dad’s last gift to me. I found it hidden in his bureau.’
‘Filled with priceless jewels, no doubt?’ It was said quizzically, as though he’d recognized her sadness and was hoping to alleviate it.
She smiled. ‘Empty, unfortunately.’
As she led him back to the living-room, he asked, ‘When does your father’s exhibition open?’
‘Tomorrow morning, for a month. Though David—the owner of the gallery—did say he would keep it open for as long as people kept coming in to see it.’
Then, sensing that he was about to go, and still hoping against hope that he might suggest seeing her again, she queried, ‘How long are you in London for?’
Her last shred of hope vanished when he answered, ‘I’m flying out tomorrow.’
Before she could think of anything else to say, he remarked with stunning finality, ‘Well, I’ve taken up enough of your time. I guess I’d better go and let you get changed.’
Desperate to keep him, she began, ‘I really can’t thank you enough for your help…’
‘It was my pleasure,’ he said formally. ‘Enjoy your evening. Arrivederci.’
