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“I’m aware of that. I don’t live under a rock. Cadde and Chance have moved back home and I see their wives all the time.”
“You know Shay and Jessie?”
“Yes.” Why did he seem so shocked? She supposed he thought the barkeeper’s daughter wasn’t good enough to socialize with the Hardins. She immediately pushed all that resentment away. “Darcy’s the only kid I know who would come into a bar to sell Girl Scout Cookies.”
“Shay let her do that?”
There was that note of concern again. In that moment she knew what she’d probably known for the past twenty years. That Kid had used her like all the other boys in school had tried. But he’d done it with words of I love you and forever. And she’d fallen for his lies like a child tottering on a cliff.
“Don’t worry, Kid, Shay was waiting outside. Chance had said that Darcy had to sell the cookies herself and she was determined to sell the most in her troop.”
“Yeah. I bought two cases. I munched on those things for months.”
She took a long breath, not wanting to get into a family discussion. That was too easy, too familiar.
“I have to get back to work.”
“Wait.” He held up a hand. “I’d like to talk about oil leases.”
“What?” She eased back into her chair.
“Shilah Oil would like to lease your land for oil and gas.”
She wanted to laugh and without realizing it she did. She had something Kid wanted. This was going to be fun.
“No,” she replied without having to think about it.
“Come on, Lucky. This could be good for you.” He glanced around. “Maybe you could get out of this place.”
That did it.
“The land is not for lease.”
“Why not?”
“I’m not leasing to a Hardin.”
He drew back as if she’d hit him. “Come on, Lucky.”
Come on, Lucky. That and his I-live-for-you smile were his trademarks. Come on, Lucky. He’d kiss her cheek. Come on, Lucky. He’d stroke her hair. Come on, Lucky. And she’d do anything he wanted.
But not anymore.
CHAPTER TWO
KID SANK INTO A COMFY CHAIR in Cadde’s den, feeling out of breath and sucker punched by a blue-eyed, short-haired blonde.
The land is not for lease. To a Hardin.
After that, Lucky put the lid on anything else he had to say. It was the first time in his life that his smile, his words, had failed, but it wasn’t over. Lucky just thought it was.
His chest tightened and he focused on Jessie playing on the floor with Jacob. The moment the baby saw him he fell to all fours and crawled over, pulling up on Kid’s jeans.
“Hey, partner.” Kid lifted the nine-month-old baby onto his lap. Jacob bounced up and down, smiling, showing off his two lower teeth. Kid had always thought he didn’t want kids, but the moment Jacob was born something changed in him. Instead of going on a date, he’d play with Jacob. He didn’t understand that. Maybe it had something to do with his thirty-eight-plus years, which he’d been reminded of more than once today.
The whirl of a helicopter sounded above. Before Roscoe Murdock, Jessie’s father, had died, he’d purchased a top-of-the-line helicopter for Shilah Oil so they could save time when traveling to oil wells. It was also an easy way for Cadde and Chance to go to work in Houston. Jacob’s eyes opened wide and his mouth formed an O. Quickly he scooted from Kid’s lap and crawled to his mother.
Jessie clapped her hands. “Daddy’s home.”
Excited, Jacob bounced up and down again on his butt. All he had on was a diaper and a T-shirt.
“What door does Daddy come in?” Jessie asked.
Jacob’s mouth formed another O. “Da, da, da, da,” Jacob babbled. Mirry, Jessie’s dog, barked and trotted to the back door. The baby zoomed after her.
“He’s understanding a lot,” Kid said.
“Yes, he does,” Jessie replied. “We read to him all the time and he loves animals.”
“Wonder where he gets that from?” Jessie had an affinity for animals. Besides Mirry, she had a one-eyed donkey, a ram with no horns, five abused horses that were now healthy and a fawn she’d raised from a bottle. She’d set the doe free, but she always came back for feed and pampering.
When he’d first met Jessie, she was standoffish, but a looker, like Bubba Joe had said, with dark tumbling hair and black eyes. Her father protected and sheltered her all her life. On his deathbed, the man had made a deal with Cadde—marry my daughter and keep her safe and I’ll give you my shares in Shilah Oil.
For ten years Cadde had worked his ass off for Roscoe. He’d earned everything he’d inherited, but Roscoe forgot to mention that Jessie received the largest part of Shilah. That set up the biggest test of wills Kid had ever seen. It had brought his strong brother to his knees and Jessie almost lost her sanity. But through it all they found the magic formula—love.
Love—what the hell was it?
“You look a little down,” Jessie remarked, picking up a toy.
Kid clasped his hands between his knees. “I just had to face my past and it was a little unsettling.”
“Cadde said you were trying to lease a piece of land from an old girlfriend.”
“Yeah. My high school sweetheart, Lucky Littlefield.”
“Oh.” Jessie paused in stacking Jacob’s toys on the coffee table. “I’ve met her.”
“That right?”
“Yes, at Walker’s General Store. I was browsing so long at the old neat stuff that Jacob grew fussy. He threw his stuffed dog out of the stroller. Lucky handed it back to him. Mirry didn’t bark or growl like she usually does if anyone gets near him. Mirry’s a very good judge of character. Lucky introduced herself and I liked her. She’s very pretty with a stylish haircut.”
“Yeah.”
“Why are you frowning?”
Was he? He hadn’t realized that.
“Don’t you like her hair?”
He shrugged. “It used to be long.”
“And you liked it that way?”
He looked into Jessie’s teasing eyes. “Could we change the subject?”
She picked up another toy as if he hadn’t spoken. “Cadde said she was the owner of The Beer Joint. When he said ‘beer joint,’ I had this vision of an older woman with yellowish bleached blond hair, tight-fitting clothes, a cigarette dangling from her lip and someone who had lived a rougher-than-rough lifestyle. Lucky wasn’t like that at all. It’s all about how we perceive people and most of the time it’s wrong.”
He stared down at his locked hands. “Kids in school looked down on her because her dad ran The Beer Joint.”
“Did you?”
“What?”
“Did you look down on Lucky because of her circumstances?”
Did he?
“No,” he answered his own question. “We were close since about the seventh grade. I didn’t care what her father did for a living.”
“That’s a long time to know someone.”
“Yeah.” He rubbed his hands together. He remembered the first time she’d smiled at him and his heart had almost pounded out of his chest. He remembered the first time he’d kissed her. He remembered…
The back door opened and childish squeals of delight echoed from the hallway. Cadde walked in with Jacob in his arms, Mirry at his feet, barking, as if to alert everyone that Cadde was home.
Jessie placed her hand on the coffee table and tried to stand, but at seven months pregnant she was having difficulty.
Cadde kissed his son’s cheek. “Go play with Uncle Kid. Daddy has to help Mommy.”
Jacob shook his head vigorously and clung to Cadde. Reaching down, Cadde lifted Jessie with one arm while still holding Jacob. Nestling into his side, Jessie kissed him, her eyes sparkling.
“I think this baby is going to weigh ten pounds,” she said, rubbing her stomach. She stroked Jacob’s head. “You get a little territorial when Daddy comes home.”
Jacob made a whimpering sound and Jessie laughed. “I’m going to check on supper. Kid, you’re welcome to stay.”
“I didn’t know you cooked.”
Her eyes darkened and he knew that was the wrong thing to say. Trying to rectify the blunder he quickly added, “Thanks, Jessie, but I’m eating at Aunt Etta’s.”
“Rosa does not do all the cooking at our house,” she told him. Rosa and Felix Delgado had raised Jessie since she was seven. They now lived next door in a house that Cadde had built for them. They were Jessie’s protectors. Her family. When Roscoe’s niece had been kidnapped and murdered, he made sure that no one could get to his daughter. Roscoe was more than paranoid about her safety. But that was all behind them and he knew how important it was for Jessie to have a life. A family. He should have kept his mouth shut.
“I’m sorry, Jessie. I’ve had a rough day.”
She walked over and kissed his cheek. “You’re forgiven.”
After Jessie left, Cadde sat on the sofa with Jacob resting against him, his legs locked around Cadde’s waist.
“Stop aggravating my wife.”
“I seem to be pissing off everyone today—without even trying.”
Cadde rubbed his son’s back, kissing his fat cheek.
As Kid watched his brother with his son, he felt a blow to his chest. This was what he wanted; a child rushing to the door in excitement to greet him, a woman who had eyes only for him. He wanted his own family.
“From the look on your face I’d say that you managed to piss off Lucky.”
It took a moment for him to focus. He shifted in his chair. “She’d rather tar and feather me and then set fire to me before leasing to Shilah.”
“I’ll talk to her.”
“No. I just need to regroup.”
He could feel Cadde’s eyes on him. “Maybe you need to start with an apology.”
“It’s been twenty years. What do I have to apologize for?” He stood in an angry movement. “We didn’t even know what love was.”
“Do you now?”
“Hell, no.”
“The Kid I know would have sweet-talked his way through this, but somehow Lucky is a stumbling block for you. Why?”
“I don’t know. All these memories seem to crowd in on me.”
“Guilt, maybe?”
Kid ignored that. “I just can’t figure out why she’s running her dad’s place.”
“Why does it matter?”
“I’m going down to Chance’s to talk to him.” He was going to kiss Jacob but saw he was asleep.
“Kid,” Cadde called as his brother walked away.
He glanced back.
“Let me or Chance handle this. We need the lease signed.”
“I said I’d do it and I will.”
In less than a minute Kid was in his truck and headed down the road to Chance’s. He had stayed in High Cotton longer than any of the brothers. He probably knew more about Lucky than anyone, and Kid planned to be prepared the next time he saw her. Today she’d knocked him for a loop. That wasn’t going to happen again.
Cadde had built a big two-story house to the right of their parents’ old house. To the left was Chance and Shay’s house, a sprawling one story with a barn and a corral. Because of Jessie’s animals Cadde also had a barn and pens. The Hardin boys had come home in a big way.
Pulling over to the side of the road, he gazed at the old home place for a moment. The decaying white frame house sat on Kid’s part of the land. Some day soon they’d have to do something about the house. For years they’d been putting it off. They might be grown men but they were afraid to open the door and face the demons of their youth. Or maybe it was the memories they didn’t want to face. Memories that were perfect in their minds, but maybe in reality they weren’t.
Whatever it was, Kid decided he had enough demons to face. One in particular was Lucinda Littlefield.
