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âBetween the Idea and the Reality ⦠Falls the Shadow.â
The Shadow? I could almost smell the bastard behind me when I made the last turn into Manchester. It was late Tuesday night, and tomorrowâs schedule was calm. All the candidates had zipped off to Florida â except for Sam Yorty, and I didnât feel ready for that.
The next day, around noon, I drove down to Boston. The only hitchhiker I saw was an 18-year-old kid with long black hair who was going to Reading â or âRedding,â as he said it â but when I asked him who he planned to vote for in the election he looked at me like Iâd said something crazy.
âWhat election?â he asked.
âNever mind,â I said. âI was only kidding.â
One of the favorite parlor games in Left/Liberal circles from Beverly Hills to Chevy Chase to the Upper East Side and Cambridge has been â for more than a year, now â a sort of guilty, half-public breast-beating whenever George McGovernâs name is mentioned. He has become the Willy Loman of the Left; he is liked, but not well-Liked, and his failure to make the big charismatic breakthrough has made him the despair of his friends. They canât figure it out.
A few weeks ago I drove over to Chevy Chase â to the âWhite sideâ of Rock Creek Park â to have dinner with McGovern and a few of his heavier friends. The idea was to have a small, loose-talking dinner and let George relax after a week on the stump in New Hampshire. He arrived looking tired and depressed. Somebody handed him a drink and he slumped down on the couch, not saying much but listening intently as the talk quickly turned to âthe McGovern problem.â
For more than a year now, heâs been saying all the right things. He has been publicly opposed to the war in Vietnam since 1963; heâs for Amnesty Now; his alternative military spending budget would cut Pentagon money back to less than half of what Nixon proposes for 1972. Beyond that, McGovern has had the balls to go into Florida and say that if he gets elected he will probably pull the plug on the $5,000,000,000 Space Shuttle program, thereby croaking thousands of new jobs in the already depressed Cape Kennedy/Central Florida area.
He has refused to modify his stand on the school busing issue, which Nixon/Wallace strategists say will be the number one campaign argument by midsummer â one of those wild-eyed fire and brimstone issues that scares the piss out of politicians because there is no way to dodge it ⦠but McGovern went out of his way to make sure people understood he was for busing. Not because itâs desirable, but because itâs âamong the prices we are paying for a century of segregation in our housing patterns.â
This is not the kind of thing people want to hear in a general election year â especially not if you happen to be an unemployed anti-gravity systems engineer with a deadhead mortgage on a house near Orlando ⦠or a Polish millworker in Milwaukee with three kids the federal government wants to haul across town every morning to a school full of Niggers.
McGovern is the only major candidate â including Lindsay and Muskie â who invariably gives a straight answer when people raise these questions. He lines out the painful truth, and his reward has been just about the same as that of any other politician who insists on telling the truth: He is mocked, vilified, ignored, and abandoned as a hopeless loser by even his good old buddies like Harold Hughes.
On the face of it, the âMcGovern problemâ looks like the ultimate proof-positive for the liberal cynicsâ conviction that there is no room in American politics for an honest man. Which is probably true: if you take it for granted â along with McGovern and most of his backers â that âAmerican politicsâ is synonymous with the traditional Two Party system: the Democrats and the Republicans, the Ins and the Outs, the Party in Power and The Loyal Opposition.
Thatâs the term National Democratic Party chairman Larry oâBrien has decided to go with this year â and he says he canât for the life of him understand why Demo Party headquarters from coast to coast arenât bursting at the seams with dewy-eyed young voters completely stoned on the latest Party Message.
MESSAGE TO oâBRIEN
Well, Larry ⦠I really hate to lay this on you ⦠because we used to be buddies, right? That was back in the days when I bought all those white sharkskin suits because I thought I was going to be the next Governor of American Samoa.
You strung me along, Larry; you conned me into buying all those goddamn white suits and kept me hanging around that Holiday Inn in Pierre, South Dakota, waiting for my confirmation to come through ⦠but it never did, Larry; I was never appointed. You bushwhacked me.
But what the hell? Iâve never been one to hold a grudge any longer than absolutely necessary ⦠and I wouldnât want you to think Iâd hold that kind of cheap treachery against you, now that youâre running the party: The Loyal Opposition, as it were â¦
You and Hubert, along with Muskie and Jackson. And Mad Sam Yorty, and Wilbur Mills â and, yes, even Lindsay and McGovern. Party loyalty is the name of the game, right? George Meany, Frank Rizzo, Mayor Daley â¦
Well, shucks. What can I say, Larry? Iâm still for that gig in Samoa; or anywhere else where the sun shines ⦠because I still have those stinking white suits, and Iâm beginning to think seriously in terms of foreign travel around the end of this year. Maybe November â¦
Under different circumstances, Larry, I might try to press you on this: maybe lean on you just a trifle for an appointment to the Drugs and Politics desk at our outpost in the Canary Islands. My friend Cardozo, the retired Dean of Gonzo Journalism, just bought a jazz bar out there and he says itâs a very weird place.
But shit, Larry; why kid ourselves? Youâre not going to be in a position to appoint anybody to anything when November comes down on us. You wonât even have a job; or if you do itâll be one of those gigs where youâll have to get your half-salary in gold bullion ⦠because the way it looks now, the Democratic Party wonât be issuing a hell of a lot of certified checks after November Seventh.
Remember the Whigs, Larry? They went belly up, with no warning at all, when a handful of young politicians like Abe Lincoln decided to move out on their own, and fuck the Whigs ⦠which worked out very nicely, and when it became almost instantly clear that the Whig hierarchy was just a gang of old impotent wind-bags with no real power at all, the Party just curled up and died ⦠and any politician stupid enough to âstay loyalâ went down with the ship.
This is the soft underbelly of the âMcGovern problem.â He is really just another good Democrat, and the only thing that sets him apart from the others is a hard, almost masochistic kind of honesty that drives him around the country, running up huge bills and turning people off.
We are not a nation of truth-lovers. McGovern understands this, but he keeps on saying these terrible things anyway ⦠and after watching him in New Hampshire for a while I found myself wondering â to a point that bordered now and then on quiet anguish â just what the hell it was about the man that left me politically numb, despite the fact that I agreed with everything he said.
I spent about two weeks brooding on this, because I like McGovern â which still surprises me, because politicians, like journalists, are pretty hard people to like. The only other group Iâve ever dealt with who struck me as being essentially meaner than politicians are tight ends in pro football.
There is not much difference in basic temperament between a good tight end and a successful politician. They will both go down in the pit and do whatever has to be done â then come up smiling, and occasionally licking blood off their teeth.
Gene âBig Daddyâ Lipscomb was not a tight end, but he had the same instincts. The Baltimore Colts paid Gene to mash quarterbacks â and, failing that, to crack collarbones and make people deaf.
Shortly before he ODâd on smack, Big Daddy explained his technique to a lunchtime crowd of Rotarians. âI always go straight for the head,â he explained. âWhoeverâs across from me, I bash him with the flat part of my hand â nail him square on the ear-hole of his helmet about five straight times. Pretty soon he gets so nervous he canât concentrate. He canât even hear the signals. Once I get him spooked, the rest is easy.â
There is a powerful fascination that attaches to this kind of efficiency â and it is worth remembering that Kennedy won the 1960 Democratic nomination not by appealing to the higher and finer consciousness of the delegates, but by laying the stomp & the whipsong on Adlai Stevensonâs people when the deal went down in Los Angeles. The âKennedy machineâ was so good that even Mayor Daley came around. A good politician can smell the hammer coming down like an old sailor smells a squall behind the sun.
But Daley is not acting, this year, like a man who smells the hammer. When George McGovern went to pay a âcourtesy callâ on Daley last month, the Mayorâs advice was, âGo out and win an election â then come back and see me.â
McGovern and his earnest liberal advisors donât like to talk about that visit; no more than Muskie and his people enjoy talking about Big Edâs âcourtesy callâ on Supercop Frank Rizzo, the new Mayor of Philadelphia.
But these are the men with the muscle; they can swing a lot of votes. Or at least thatâs what the Conventional Wisdom says. Daley, Rizzo, George Meany; the good ole boys, the kingmakers.
And there is the flaw in McGovern. When the big whistle blows, heâs still a Party Man. Ten years ago the electorate saw nothing wrong with the spectacle of two men fighting savagely for the Party nomination â calling each other âwhoresâ and âtraitorsâ and âthievesâ all the way up to balloting time at the convention â and then miraculously Coming Together, letting bygones be bygones, to confront the common foe: The Other Party.
But the electorate has different tastes now, and that kind of honky-tonk bullshit doesnât make it any more. Back in 1960 most Americans still believed that whoever lived in the White House was naturally a righteous and upstanding man. Otherwise he wouldnât be there â¦
This was after 28 years of Roosevelt and Eisenhower, who were very close to God. Harry Truman, who had lived a little closer to the Devil, was viewed more as an accident than a Real President.
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The shittrain began on November 22nd, 1963, in Dallas â when some twisted little geek blew the Presidentâs head off ⦠and then a year later, LBJ was re-elected as the âPeace Candidate.â
Johnson did a lot of rotten things in those five bloody years, but when the history books are written he will emerge in his proper role as the man who caused an entire generation of Americans to lose all respect for the Presidency, the White House, the Army and in fact the whole structure of âgovernment.â
And then came â68, the year that somehow managed to confirm almost everybodyâs worst fears about the future of the Republic ⦠and then, to wrap it all up another cheapjack hustler moved into the White House. If Joe McGinnis had written The Selling of the President about good old Ike, heâd have been chased through the streets of New York by angry mobs. But when he wrote it about Nixon, people just shrugged and said, âYeah, itâs a goddamn shame, even if itâs true, but so what?â
I went to Nixonâs Inauguration. Washington was a sea of mud and freezing rain. As the Inaugural Parade neared the corner of 16th and Pennsylvania Avenue, some freak threw a half-gallon wine jug at the convertible carrying the commandant of the Marine Corps ⦠and as one-time Presidential candidate George Romney passed by in his new role as Secretary of Health, Education and Welfare, the mob on the sidewalk began chanting âRomney eats shit! Romney eats shit!â
George tried to ignore it. He knew the TV cameras were on him so he curled his mouth up in a hideous smile and kept waving at the crowd â even as they continued to chant âRomney eats shit!â
The mood of the crowd was decidedly ugly. You couldnât walk 50 feet without blundering into a fistfight. The high point of the parade, of course, was the moment when the new Presidentâs car passed by.
But it was hard to be sure which one it was. The Secret Service ran a few decoys down the line, from time to time, apparently to confuse the snipers and maybe draw some fire ⦠but nothing serious happened: just the normal hail of rocks, beer cans, and wine bottles ⦠so they figured it was safe to run the President through.
Nixon came by â according to the TV men â in what appeared to be a sort of huge, hollowed-out cannonball on wheels. It was a very nasty looking armored car, and God only knows who was actually inside it.
I was standing next to a CBS-TV reporter named Joe Benti and I heard him say, âHere comes the President â¦â âHow do you know?â I asked him. It was just barely possible to detect a hint of human movement through the slits that passed for windows.
âThe President is waving to the crowd,â said Benti into his mike.
âBullshit!â said Lennox Raphael standing beside me. âThatâs Neal Cassady in there.â
âWho?â said Benti.
âNever mind,â I said. âHe canât hear you anyway. That car has a vacuum seal.â
Benti stared at me, then moved away. Shortly afterward, he quit his job and took his family to Copenhagen.
When the Great Scorer comes to list the main downers of our time, the Nixon Inauguration will have to be ranked Number One. Altamont was a nightmare, Chicago was worse, Kent State was so bad that itâs still hard to find the right words for it ⦠but there was at least a brief flash of hope in those scenes, a wild kind of momentary high, before the shroud came down.
The Nixon Inauguration is the only public spectacle Iâve ever dealt with that was a king-hell bummer from start to finish. There was a stench of bedrock finality about it. Standing there on Pennsylvania Avenue, watching our New President roll by in his black/armored hearse, surrounded by a trotting phalanx of Secret Service men with their hands in the air, batting away the garbage thrown out of the crowd, I found myself wondering how Lee felt at Appomattox ⦠or the main Jap admiral when they took him out to the battleship Missouri to sign the final papers.
Well ⦠itâs almost dawn now, and the only thing keeping me sane is the knowledge that just as soon as I finish this gibberish I can zoom off to Florida. I have a credit card that says I can run totally amok, on the tab, at the Colony Hotel in Palm Beach.
Right. Check into the penthouse and have the tailor send up a gallon of rum and ten yards of the best Irish silk. I need a tailor-made free-falling suit, just in case they invite me down to Caracas for the races. Charge it to Clifford Irving ⦠and while youâre at it, my man, send up a pair of white alligator-neck shoes, and an Arab to polish the windows.
I mean to cover this Florida primary in depth. New Hampshire was ⦠well ⦠what was it? On the plane back from Boston I scanned the New York Times and found that James Reston, as always, had his teeth right down on the bone.
âAfter allâ he wrote, âthere are hard and honest differences between the candidates and the parties over the best terms of peace and trade, and the allocation of limited resources to the competing claims of military security abroad and civil order and social security at home. This is really what the presidential campaign is all about.â
Reston is narrow, but he has a good eye when itâs focused, and in this case he seems to be right. The â72 presidential campaign is looking more & more like a backroom squabble between Bankers, Generals, and Labor Bosses. There is no indication, at this time, that the outcome will make much difference to anyone else. If the Republicans win, we will immediately declare Limited Nuclear War on all of Indochina and the IRS will start collecting a 20 percent national sales tax on every dollar spent by anybody -for the National Defense Emergency.
But if the Democrats win, Congress will begin a fourteen-year debate on whether or not to declare Massive Conventional War on all of Indochina, and the IRS will begin collecting a 20 percent National Losersâ Tax on all incomes under $25,000 per annum -for the National Defense Emergency.
The most recent Gallup Poll says Nixon & Muskie are running Head to Head but on closer examination the figures had Muskie trailing by a bare one percent â so he quickly resigned his membership in the âCaucasians Onlyâ Congressional Country Club in the horsey suburbs near Cabin John, Maryland. He made this painful move in late January, about the same time he began hammering Nixonâs âend the warâ proposal.
Watching Muskie on TV that week, I remembered the words of ex-Senator Ernest Gruening (D-Alaska) when he appeared at the Massachusetts Rad/Lib Caucus in his role as the official spokesman for McGovern. Gruening was one of the two Senators who voted against the Gulf of Tonkin Resolution in 1964 â the resolution that gave LBJ carte blanche to do Everything Necessary to win the war in Vietnam. (Wayne Morse of Oregon was the only other ânayâ vote ⦠and both Gruening & Morse were defeated when they ran for re-election in 1966.)
In Worcester, Ernest Gruening approached the stage like a slow-moving golem. He is eighty-five years old, and his legs are not real springy â but when he got behind the podium he spoke like the Grim Reaper.
âIâve known Ed Muskie for many years,â he said. âIâve considered him a friend ⦠but I canât help remembering that, for all those years, while we were getting deeper and deeper into that war, and while more boys were dying ⦠Ed Muskie stayed silent.â
Gruening neglected to say where McGovern had been on the day of the Tonkin Gulf vote ⦠but I remember somebody saying up on the press platform near the roof of the Assumption College gym, that âI can forgive McGovern for blowing that Tonkin thing, because the Pentagon lied â but whatâs his excuse for not voting against that goddamn wire-tapping bill?â (The Omnibus Safe Streets & Crime Control Act of 1968, a genuinely oppressive piece of legislation ⦠even Lyndon Johnson was shocked by it, but he couldnât quite bring himself to veto the bugger â for the same reasons cited by the many Senators who called the bill âfrighteningâ while refusing to vote against it because they didnât want to be on record as having voted against âsafe streets and crime control.â The bare handful of Senators who actually voted against the bill explained themselves in very ominous terms. For details, see Justice by Richard Harris.)
I had thought about this, but I had also thought about all the other aspects of this puzzling and depressing campaign â which seemed, a few months ago, to have enough weird and open-ended possibilities that I actually moved from Colorado to Washington for the purpose of âcovering the campaign.â It struck me as a right thing to do at the time â especially in the wake of the success weâd had with two back-to-back Freak Power runs at the heavily entrenched Money/Politics/Yahoo establishment in Aspen.
But things are different in Washington. Itâs not that everybody you talk to is aggressively hostile to any idea that might faze their well-ordered lifestyles; theyâd just rather not think about it. And there is no sense of life in the Underculture. On the national reality spectrum, Washingtonâs Doper/Left/Rock/Radical community is somewhere between Toledo and Biloxi. âGetting it onâ in Washington means killing a pint of Four Roses and then arguing about Foreign Aid, over chicken wings, with somebodyâs drunken Congressman.
The latest craze on the local high-life front is mixing up six or eight aspirins in a fresh Coca-Cola and doing it all at once. Far more government people are into this stuff than will ever admit to it. What seems like mass paranoia in Washington is really just a sprawling, hyper-tense boredom â and the people who actually live and thrive here in the great web of Government are the first ones to tell you, on the basis of long experience, that the name or even the Party Affiliation of the next President wonât make any difference at all, except on the surface.
The leaves change, they say, but the roots stay the same. So just lie back and live with it. To crank up a noisy bad stance out in a place like San Francisco and start yelling about âgetting things done in Washingtonâ is like sitting far back in the end zone seats at the Super Bowl and screaming at the Miami line-backers âStop Duane Thomas!â
That is one aspect of the â72 Super Bowl that nobody has properly dealt with: What was it like for those humorless, godfearing Alger-bent Jesus Freaks to go out on that field in front of 100,000 people in New Orleans and get beaten like gongs by the only certified dope freak in the NFL? Thomas ran through the Dolphins like a mule through corn-stalks.
It was a fine thing to see; and it was no real surprise when the Texas cops busted him, two weeks later, for Possession of Marijuana ⦠and the Dallas coach said Yes, heâd just as soon trade Duane Thomas for almost anybody.
They donât get along. Tom Landry, the Cowboysâ coach, never misses a chance to get up on the platform with Billy Graham whenever The Crusade plays in Dallas. Duane Thomas calls Landry a âplastic man.â He tells reporters that the teamâs general manager, Tex Schram, is âsick, demented and vicious.â Thomas played his whole season, last year, without ever uttering a sentence to anyone on the team: Not the coach, the quarterback, his blockers â nobody; dead silence.
All he did was take the ball and run every time they called his number â which came to be more and more often, and in the Super Bowl Thomas was the whole show. But the season is now over; the purse is safe in the vault; and Duane Thomas is facing two to twenty for possession.
Nobody really expects him to serve time, but nobody seems to think heâll be playing for Dallas next year, either ⦠and a few sporting people who claim to know how the NFL works say he wonât be playing for anybody next year; that the Commissioner is outraged at this mockery of all those Government-sponsored âBeware of Dopeâ TV shots that dressed up the screen last autumn.
We all enjoyed those spots, but not everyone found them convincing. Here was a White House directive saying several million dollars would be spent to drill dozens of Name Players to stare at the camera and try to stop grinding their teeth long enough to say they hate drugs of any kind ⦠and then the best running back in the world turns out to be a goddamn uncontrollable drugsucker.
But not for long. There is not much room for freaks in the National Football League. Joe Namath was saved by the simple blind luck of getting drafted by a team in New York City, a place where social outlaws are not always viewed as criminals. But Namath would have had a very different trip if heâd been drafted by the St. Louis Cardinals.
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Which is neither here nor there, for right now. We seem to have wandered out on another tangent. But why not? Every now and then you have to get away from that ugly Old Politics trip, or it will drive you to kicking the walls and hurling AR
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This world is full of downers, but where is the word to describe the feeling you get when you come back tired and crazy from a week on the road to find twenty-eight fat newspapers on the desk: seven Washington Posts, seven Washington Stars, seven New York Times, six Wall Street Journals, and one Suck ⦠to be read, marked, clipped, filed, correlated ⦠and then chopped, burned, mashed, and finally hurled out in the street to freak the neighbors.
After two or three weeks of this madness, you begin to feel As One with the man who said, âNo news is good news.â In twenty-eight papers, only the rarest kind of luck will turn up more than two or three articles of any interest ⦠but even then the interest items are usually buried deep around paragraph 16 on the jump (or âCont. on â¦â) page â¦
The Post will have a story about Muskie making a speech in Iowa. The Star will say the same thing, and the Journal will say nothing at all. But the Times might have enough room on the jump page to include a line or so that says something like: âWhen he finished his speech, Muskie burst into tears and seized his campaign manager by the side of the neck. They grappled briefly, but the struggle was kicked apart by an oriental woman who seemed to be in control.â
Now thatâs good journalism. Totally objective; very active and straight to the point. But we need to know more. Who was that woman? Why did they fight? Where was Muskie taken? What was he saying when the microphone broke?
Jesus, whatâs the other one? Every journalist in America knows the âFive Wâs.â But I can only remember four. âWho, What. Why, Where,â ⦠and, yes, of course ⦠âWhen!â
But what the hell? An item like that tends to pinch the interest gland ⦠so you figure itâs time to move out: Pack up the $419 Abercrombie & Fitch elephant skin suitcase; send the phones and the scanner and the tape viewers by Separate Float, load everything else into the weightless Magnesium Kitbag ⦠then call for a highspeed cab to the airport; load on and zip off to wherever The Word says itâs happening.
The public expects no less. They want a man who can zap around the nation like a goddamn methedrine bat: Racing from airport to airport, from one crisis to another â sucking up the news and then spewing it out by the âFive Wâsâ in a package that makes perfect sense.
Why not? With the truth so dull and depressing, the only working alternative is wild bursts of madness and filigree. Or fly off and write nothing at all; get a room on the edge of Chicago and shoot up for about sixteen straight days â then wander back to Washington with a notebook full of finely-honed insights on âThe Mood of the Midwest.â
Be warned. The word among wizards is that Muskie will have the Democratic nomination locked up when the votes are counted in Wisconsin ⦠and never mind the fact that only 12 percent of the potential voters will go to the polls in that state. (The Arizona pols â using bullhorns, billboards, and fleets of roving Voter Buses -managed to drag out 13 or 14 percent.)
This ugly truth is beginnning to dawn on the big-time Demos. They commandeered a whole network the other night for a TV broadside called âThe Loyal Oppositionâ â featuring Larry oâBrien and all the top managers discussing The Partyâs prospects for 1972.
It was a terrible bummer. Even though I am paid to watch this kind of atavistic swill, I could barely keep a fix on it. It was like watching a gaggle of Woolworth stockholders, bitching about all the trouble they were having getting the company to hire an executive-level Jew.
Whatever oâBrien and his people had in mind, it didnât come across. They looked and talked like a bunch of surly, burned-out Republicans â still wondering why Hubert Humphrey didnât make it in â68 with his Politics of Joy.
Jesus, what a shock it was! The Hube always seemed like Natural. But something went wrong ⦠What was it?
The Democrats donât seem to know; or if they do they donât want to talk about it. They had a big fund-raising dinner for âthe candidatesâ the other night at a ballroom in downtown Washington, but the people who went said it sucked. No candidates showed up â except Humphrey, and he couldnât stay for dinner. Gene McCarthy was introduced, but he didnât feel like talking. Ted Kennedy stayed for dinner, but nobody mentioned his name ⦠and when the party broke up, before midnight, the chairman was still looking for somebody who could say something meaningful. But nobody seemed to be ready â or none of the regulars, at least, and when it comes to party affairs, the regulars are the ones who do the talking.
People who went to the party â at $500 a head â said the crowd got strangely restive toward the end of the evening, when it finally became apparent that nobody was going to say anything.
It was very unsettling, they said â like going to a pep rally with no cheerleaders.
One report said Ted Kennedy âjust sat there, looking very uncomfortable.â
And so it goes. One of my last political acts, in Colorado, was to check in at the Pitkin County courthouse and change my registration from Democrat to Independent. Under Colorado law, I can vote in either primary, but I doubt if Iâll find the time â and itâs hard to say, right now, just what kind of mood Iâll be in on November 7th.
Meanwhile, I am hunkered down in Washington â waiting for the next plane to anywhere and wondering what in the name of sweet jesus ever brought me here in the first place. This is not what us journalists call a âhappy beat.â
At first I thought it was me; that I was missing all the action because I wasnât plugged in. But then I began reading the press wizards who are plugged in, and it didnât take long to figure out that most of them were just filling space because their contracts said they had to write a certain amount of words every week.
At that point I tried talking to some of the people that even the wizards said âwere right on top of things.â But they all seemed very depressed; not only about the â72 election, but about the whole, long-range future of politics and democracy in America.
Which is not exactly the kind of question we really need to come to grips with right now. The nut of the problem is that covering this presidential campaign is so fucking dull that itâs just barely tolerable ⦠and the only thing worse than going out on the campaign trail and getting hauled around in a booze-frenzy from one speech to another is having to come back to Washington and write about it.
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