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All he had was his bike helmet so he had used that. He was grateful for it now since he’d already bonked his head twice in the low tunnels.
The book also said to take along three sources of illumination. Besides the now-worthless night vision goggles, he had two flashlights with two extra sets of batteries for each.
They weren’t going to last long, he knew. Since he was taking a short break, he turned off the flashlight for now to conserve energy, grateful it hung on a lanyard around his neck so he couldn’t lose it. That was a trick his dad taught him when they used to go fishing and stuff, always to keep his light handy.
His dad would have been really mad at him for worrying his mom like this.
He sighed, taking a sip from one of two water bottles he’d stowed in his backpack earlier that evening. He also had a couple of granola bars, some hard candy and a banana.
Without his mom seeing, he had also managed to sneak a few other survival items out of his dad’s stuff stored in the garage, like a first aid kit, one of those shiny survival blankets and a lighter.
He didn’t dare use the lighter inside the mine, though. He knew enough from reading that spelunking book to know there could be bad air inside these places and he didn’t want to risk it.
He looked at his watch again: six forty-five. How long would it take the police to start looking for him? And how would they ever figure out he was inside here, trapped in miles of tunnels with a dead guy?
He shivered again, wishing with all his heart he was back in his bed complaining at his mom for coming in to wake him up so soon.
8:15 a.m.
The community had turned out in force.
Megan stood on her porch and looked out at the crowds of volunteer searchers waiting for assignments to begin combing the foothills above her house.
The sun had barely crested the mountains to the east, but already an empty field at the edge of her five acres had been turned into a staging area for the search.
A Moose Springs Search and Rescue trailer served as the mobile command center, and she could see horses and all-terrain vehicles being unloaded and dozens of strangers with water bottles and fanny packs milling around as the various agencies involved worked out all the necessary search details.
How could this all have happened so suddenly? The FBI agent had been right. Once the sun rose, the search effort had ramped up significantly. Now everything looked organized and efficient. For the first time since she found that horribly empty bed, hope began to flutter through her.
“Looks like word travels fast.”
She turned to find the FBI agent who had grilled her for more than an hour. Caleb Davis stood on the edge of the porch. She didn’t know if he watched her or the volunteer searchers, since dark sunglasses shielded his eyes.
Megan had to fight down her instinctive defensiveness, her deep sense of invasion at the questions he had asked. She knew he had only been doing his job, and she knew later she would probably appreciate his thoroughness. But the hour spent under his microscope had been grueling and intrusive.
Can you go over what woke you again? What led youto go into Cameron’s room? Do you often check on himin the night?
He had asked the questions a dozen different ways. His voice had been cool, controlled, but all the time he questioned her, Agent Davis had studied her out of polar-blue eyes that looked as if they could pierce titanium.
She had answered his questions over and over, never wavering in her story. She still couldn’t tell whether or not he believed her story from any reaction on his lean, harshly handsome features. At this point, she didn’t give a damn. She just wanted her son home—and she could only pray the people gathering in that meadow down there could facilitate that.
“They don’t even know us,” she spoke her thoughts aloud. “Where are they all coming from?”
Agent Davis removed his sunglasses. Their gazes met and for an instant she almost thought she saw a slight softening of his hard edges. It disappeared so quickly she wondered if she had imagined it.
“A missing child usually rallies the troops,” he answered. “I should warn you that all indicators are predicting this will be one of those high-profile, media circus kind of cases, especially given your late husband’s military record and the urgency of Cameron’s medical condition.”
The very idea turned her stomach. She had faced enough cameras after Rick’s death to last a lifetime. The San Diego media had jumped on the story of a hometown hero dying in a secret rescue mission in Afghanistan. News vans had been parked on her street for a good two weeks after his funeral, and she and the children had been virtually cloistered inside her house.
Though she had tried to be a good example of a strong, resilient military wife, the newspaper photographs had plainly showed the ravaging grief she hadn’t been able to hide.
“Don’t be surprised when more searchers and more media representatives show up as the day goes on,” Agent Davis continued. “Unfortunately, people around here have had probably too much experience with this sort of thing. Seems like every summer a Boy Scout gets separated from his troop and disappears in the Uintas.”
“Are they all eventually found?”
A muscle flexed in his jaw but he didn’t answer her. She was suddenly chilled from more than just the cool morning air. She gripped the railing so hard the wood dug into her flesh. “I want to search. I need to do something.”
Again, she thought she saw a flicker of compassion in his eyes, quickly veiled.
Why was he so hesitant to show any emotion? she wondered, then pushed the thought away. She didn’t care. He could be made up of nothing but granite as long as he helped find her son.
“It would be best if you stayed close to the house in case we have more questions for you.”
“Would you stay put if your child were out there somewhere?”
She didn’t wait for an answer, just hurried down the porch steps toward the bustling activity, driven only by this raging need inside her to act.
As she hurried across her property, she was aware of Caleb Davis dogging her steps. Was he suddenly her designated handler? she wondered. She wanted nothing more than to escape those piercing blue eyes, but she had a feeling he wasn’t an easy man to evade.
At least she had managed to lose Molly for now. Her sister had returned to her house down the road to check on Hailey and make sure she was comfortably settled with Molly’s four kids and her husband, Scott. They would shower her daughter with attention, Megan knew, and keep Hailey busy and distracted so she wouldn’t spend all her time worrying about the brother she adored.
She only wished she could be so lucky, but she knew nothing would distract her from this grinding fear inside her.
With no real plan in mind, only this urgency to act, she hurried up the metal steps to the command trailer. As soon as she opened the door, she realized this had been a mistake.
A group of men and women filled every available space inside the trailer and they were all listening to Sheriff Galvez give instructions. He broke off when he caught sight of her, his dark eyes suddenly filling with a compassion she saw mirrored on the faces of everyone else inside the trailer.
She shouldn’t have interrupted them. All she had done was distract them from the search effort.
Painfully aware of Agent Davis behind her, no doubt watching her out of those sharp, piercing eyes, she cleared her throat. “Hello. I’m sorry. I…I didn’t mean to interrupt. I just wanted to tell you all thank-you for what you’re doing. Please find my son.”
“We’ll do the best we can.” A round, balding man she thought she had met at church spoke up.
“Just hang in there, Megan,” said Wayne Shumway, one of her clients at her CPA firm. She had a vague memory of him asking her if the Internal Revenue Service would let him write off his training expenses for the time he contributed to the county’s volunteer search and rescue team.
Their sympathy was suddenly more than she could bear. She wouldn’t have believed it, but she almost thought she preferred the FBI agent’s cool impassivity to this cloying, smothering compassion.
She mustered a smile, murmured another thank-you, then hurried from the command center.
Her emotions were thick and close to the surface as she hurried out of the trailer, so heavy inside her she staggered under the weight of them. An overwhelming, helpless fear was foremost among them, and she had to stop a few dozen yards from the trailer and close her eyes, whispering another hurried prayer for her son’s safe return.
When she opened her eyes, she found the FBI agent beside her, watching her with that same carefully neutral expression. She wanted to lash out at something and Caleb Davis happened to be the most convenient target just now.
“Don’t you have anything better to do than follow me around?” she snapped. “I don’t need a watchdog.”
He raised a dark, slashing eyebrow. “How about a friend?”
“You’re not my friend. We both know that.” To her horror, her voice trembled on the last word and suddenly her anger disappeared as quickly as it had erupted. All her emotions bubbled closer to the surface, threatening to spill over.
She blinked them back fiercely, aware of the FBI agent studying her. After a moment, he made a sighing kind of sound and pulled a handkerchief out of his pocket, an old-fashioned white one like her father used to carry. It took her by surprise and also sent a few of those tears leaking out.
She sniffled for a moment into his handkerchief but regained control quickly. She couldn’t afford to break down, not when Cameron needed her. She lifted her face to the warm summer sun, wondering how such a horrible thing could happen on a day that looked so beautiful.
The heavy rains of the night before left the morning fresh and clean and gorgeous, the kind of day she had come to love in the few months she had been in Utah.
A light wind poured off the mountains, sweet with pine and sage from the acres of national forest land bordering her property. After growing up in Boston and spending all her married life in the hustle of San Diego, she found she loved living out here on the edge of the wilderness, watching mule deer forage in her garden, listening to the shrill cry of hawks overhead and the distant yip of coyotes in the evening.
Now she hated it. Cameron could be anywhere out in that vast tract of land—and that was the best-case scenario. She couldn’t bear thinking that someone might have broken into her house and taken him under her very nose.
She drew a shuddering breath, feeling again the watchful gaze of Caleb Davis. She knew she was at the top of the suspect list right now, as far as the FBI agent was concerned. The knowledge burned, but she knew she couldn’t let it get to her.
“Tell me, Agent Davis. How many missing child cases have you investigated?”
If she hadn’t been looking closely at him, she might have missed the slight twitch of a muscle in his jaw before his expression returned to impassivity.
“A few,” he answered.
Some demon compelled her to push him. “Too many to count?”
“Seventy-nine, in the eight years I’ve been with the FBI’s Crimes Against Children unit.”
Seventy-nine. She shivered at the number, at the pain she knew it must represent, and at his preciseness in remembering it. All that heartache. She couldn’t bear it.
“How many of those have been resolved in a way you would deem successful?”
She didn’t want to ask but couldn’t seem to help herself.
Not enough.
He didn’t say the words, but she could see them in the sudden flare of darkness in the clear depths of his eyes. The unsaid message hovered between them, dank and ugly, and then he veiled his expression again.
“I know it’s an impossible thing to ask, Mrs. Vance, but you can’t think about those other children. All your energy right now should be focused on your own son.”
Before she could answer, the door of the command center trailer opened and the rescuers emerged into the sunlight. Daniel Galvez was the last to leave. He caught sight of them standing near the fence and walked to them. Megan was aware of the careful way he looked at her, as if he were afraid she would break apart right in front of him.
She felt like it, but she managed to hold on to whatever remnants of control she had left.
She was more surprised when he gave the same concerned scrutiny to Caleb Davis.
“Don’t even ask. I’m fine,” the FBI agent growled.
She gazed between the two men, baffled at their byplay. “I’m sure you are,” the sheriff said. “McKinnon wouldn’t have brought you back for this one if you weren’t.”
Davis said nothing. He just put his sunglasses back on.
Megan finally broke the awkward silence. “I’m sorry I interrupted you back there,” she said again.
The sheriff turned his attention to her. “Don’t worry about it. You should be included in the loop—I promise I’ll do my best to keep you informed of the search logistics. The first wave of searchers is already out there combing the grid, and another wave is receiving instructions so they can leave shortly. Search dogs will be here in the next hour or so, though the rain of last night and the wind that’s predicted to pick up in a couple hours may hamper their efforts.”
She was aware of Caleb Davis standing beside her, ever watchful. She found a strange comfort in his presence, though it made absolutely no sense, given his hour-long interrogation of her.
“Thank you,” she said to Daniel. “I do appreciate knowing what’s happening. Please, Sheriff, what can I do?”
He sighed and gestured to the news vans jockeying for position down the road. “I hate to burden you with this right now, but the media is already clamoring for some kind of statement from the family. You don’t have to say anything if you don’t want to. But we do need to get the word out that Cameron’s missing, in case someone might have seen something. Do you feel up to talking to the press?”
She pressed a hand to her stomach at the instinctive recoil there. How could she possibly stand before the harsh glare of cameras and strip her soul bare? Could she endure that sense of invasion again, that emotional purge? Her nails dug into her palms. She would hate it. But for Cameron she would endure anything.
“Mrs. Vance, may I make a suggestion?”
She turned to Agent Davis. “Of course.”
“Quite often in cases like this, the immediate family of a missing child appoints a spokesperson to handle the media, to make public statements, address media requests, that sort of thing. Perhaps your sister or brother-in-law would be willing to take care of that burden for you until you feel up to the challenge of facing the media.”
She seized on the idea. “I’ll talk to Molly when she returns from checking on Hailey.”
“I believe I saw her Expedition pull up a few minutes ago.” Daniel gestured to the row of vehicles in the driveway.
She followed his gaze and saw with mixed emotions that her sister had indeed returned. She must be inside the house.
As much as she needed Molly right now, she dreaded seeing her own fear reflected in her sister’s eyes.
“Thank you. I’ll go talk to her now,” she said.
She walked away from the two men, painfully aware of them watching her every step of the way.
Did the sheriff suspect her of harming her son, as well? She had met him a few times in town, and he had always been friendly and approachable. She hated that he might suspect her of something terrible.
Oh, she couldn’t bear this. She just wanted Cameron in her arms again and for all these people to be gone so she and her family could get back to the business of life.
Cale watched Megan Vance climb the redwood steps of the back deck leading to her house. She paused for a moment on the steps, her head angled toward a lone soccer ball rolled into a corner of the deck. Even from here he could see her shoulders slump, fear and tension in every line of her slender form.
She looked more breakable with each passing moment. He could only hope she had a good support system, that her sister could help pull her through.
She was going to need all the help she could get.
He hated this part of his job, dealing with the tumult of emotions in those left behind.
An image of Amanda Decker’s wild rage two weeks earlier lashed him. Why couldn’t you save them? she had half sobbed, half screamed. You were right there! Whycouldn’t you help them?
He knew she had only been speaking out of grief and shock, but her words had been like hydrochloric acid on his already raw emotions. Later she had visited him in the hospital to apologize for her outburst and to thank him for his efforts, but it didn’t take away the searing guilt.
Cale mentally kicked himself. He couldn’t afford to think about Mirabel and Soshi Decker right now. He hadn’t been able to help them, but his complete and abject failure in that case didn’t mean he couldn’t help Cameron Vance and his pale, fragile mother.
“What’s your gut telling you on this one?” Daniel Galvez asked him. “In my book, Megan Vance is either one hell of an actress or she had nothing whatsoever to do with her son’s disappearance. You think we’re looking at some kind of stranger abduction?”
He jerked his mind away from the image of two little coffins being lowered into the ground and made himself focus on this case. “We’ve got to consider every option here. The window was open. Even though it’s a second story, someone determined enough could find a way to get in and take the boy.”
“But why bother to stage things with the old pillow-under-the-blankets gag to fake out the mother?” Galvez asked. “That’s the kind of thing a kid would do on his own, don’t you think?”
