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Margaret Stohl
The first book in a breathtaking new series from Beautiful Creatures co-author Margaret StohlYour heart beats only with their permission.Everything changed on The Day. The day the windows shattered. The day the power stopped. The day Dol's family dropped dead. The day Earth lost a war it didn't know it was fighting.Since then, Dol has lived a simple life in the countryside – safe from the shadow of the Icon and its terrifying power. Hiding from the one truth she can't avoid.She's different. She survived. Why?When Dol and her best friend, Ro, are captured and taken to the Embassy, off the coast of the sprawling metropolis once known as the City of Angels, they find only more questions. While Ro and fellow hostage Tima rage against their captors, Dol finds herself drawn to Lucas, the Ambassador's privileged son. But the four teens are more alike than they might think, and the timing of their meeting isn't a coincidence. It's a conspiracy.Within the Icon's reach, Dol, Ro, Tima, and Lucas discover that their uncontrollable emotions – which they've always thought to be their greatest weaknesses – may actually be their greatest strengths.Bestselling author Margaret Stohl delivers the first book in a heart-pounding series set in a haunting new world where four teens must piece together the mysteries of their pasts – in order to save the future.
For Lewis,
writing partner and writer’s partner
on and off the page
GIVE SORROW WORDS.
—William Shakespeare, Macbeth
Table of Contents
Title Page (#u1a19fd38-ce51-5ba8-be01-6f1434aecae1)
Dedication (#ubc5d7792-13ce-5246-bdda-904c7a77a799)
Epigraph (#ubdfad4b3-4aa0-568c-a6b7-222d25ba80e5)
Prologue: The Day (#u70ac9eee-468e-52fd-9fa9-957494bd3fa2)
1. Happy Birthday to Me (#u4130ffe2-33eb-5dbf-947a-3737fce9c48f)
2. Presents (#u0bff7af1-9cfa-59be-af13-0886b6ba8653)
3. The Pietà of La Purísima (#u9a46c864-097a-5023-b667-89a8997636d9)
4. Tracks (#u24212339-f6a0-5147-bf3c-dd7b47d5f414)
5. Diversions (#uf06014ff-4f39-5ac1-887e-fd8c68343185)
6. Four Dots (#uc64aca3a-6061-51eb-9a97-82d188eee0b0)
7. A Decision (#ue0b67e3b-1904-5140-8e6b-ee31660d6be7)
8. Doc (#ue3d0f99e-5550-5b14-a7ae-de0e24292b4e)
9. The Ambassador (#u32fffc46-51c8-58df-8bda-06c729269356)
10. The Trigger (#ud290ae85-57a6-56b1-9386-291c8a4a914e)
11. Together Again (#u5291ca30-b865-57f8-ba2f-10739e164e73)
12. Long Way Home (#u2a58f15e-c1de-50ce-8967-1561550f5575)
13. Colonel Catallus (#u28293591-3b71-53e9-b5b9-544d7b98ee61)
14. Decisions (#ud35728a8-d348-5959-ab1a-7d94c9491838)
15. Brutus (#ue2e4519b-c722-5901-b46d-b3dad3c077ed)
16. Hall of Records (#u1d63aa20-ea42-5e80-ab73-c1a20097416c)
17. Disappearing (#u1b96d90f-9cb7-5c9c-9d0e-eeb19185ce7f)
18. The Porthole (#u28f1a5a8-f42f-51bc-921b-cfbd99ca281d)
19. The Hole (#udf455faf-e246-5646-88e6-f5bbc02c0987)
20. Our Lady of the Angels (#ue848b5a3-4d3b-5705-85fd-9f92b157f900)
21. Hux (#udb7b40af-b726-57d5-bb6a-e2a5fc100e66)
22. The Park (#u264e39a8-7f5b-5220-a18e-da7b0b9cf942)
23. The Observatory (#u667ff49a-5c8f-5370-b36c-6b698ad348ec)
24. Ro (#ud9d2e575-f3a0-57c8-b784-d46f87d7ef7f)
25. Tima (#uf351e072-98a4-5d56-8d73-eac09dfcfb36)
26. Lucas (#uf6ac2b59-fde4-5020-a89f-18b29fdda9dd)
27. Fortis (#u53c82047-cca9-535a-9757-2b1a61d05ca4)
28. All Fall Down (#ueb09b04c-ee8f-59f6-a2e7-988b1b883fce)
29. The Virus (#ue466c489-ea4d-57dd-8c6a-3edf21567bfd)
30. Birds (#u1dea2f96-b694-5478-9720-ee12de253fa7)
Epilogue: The Grasslands (#uccf17bc2-807e-52d3-95cb-b65a17aaba23)
Acknowledgments (#u04afe6ab-8cc6-565e-9156-7c98a9ea4f6e)
Copyright (#u40dd70e9-b265-58ac-a8c8-b7ba18fe7411)
About the Publisher (#u29314711-a5ab-5c72-9bc7-c2c1d21d4e6b)
PROLOGUE
THE DAY
One tiny gray dot, no bigger than a freckle, marks the inside of the baby’s chubby arm. It slips in and out of view as she cries, waving her yellow rubber duck back and forth.
Her mother holds her over the old ceramic bathtub. The little feet kick harder, twisting above the water. “You can complain all you want, Doloria, but you’re still taking a bath. It will make you feel better.”
She slides her daughter into the warm tub. The baby kicks again, splashing the blue patterned wallpaper above the tiles. The water surprises her, and she quiets.
“That’s it. You can’t feel sad in the water. There is no sadness there.” She kisses Doloria’s cheek. “I love you, mi corazón. I love you and your brothers today and tomorrow and every day until the day after heaven.”
The baby stops crying. She does not cry as she is scrubbed and sung to, pink and clean. She does not cry as she is kissed and swaddled in blankets. She does not cry as she is tickled and tucked into her crib.
The mother smiles, wiping a damp strand of hair from her child’s warm forehead. “Dream well, Doloria. Que sueñes con los angelitos.” She reaches for the light, but the room floods with darkness before she can touch the switch. Across the hall, the radio is silenced midsentence, as if on cue. Over in the kitchen, the television fades to sudden black, to a dot the size of a pinprick, then to nothing.
The mother calls up the stairs. “The power’s gone off again, querido! Check the fuse box.” She turns back, tucking the blanket corner snugly beneath Doloria. “Don’t worry. It’s nothing your papi can’t fix.”
The baby sucks on her fist, five small fingers the size of tiny wriggling earthworms, as the walls start to shake and bits of plaster swirl in the air like fireworks, like confetti.
She blinks as the windows shatter and the ceiling fan hits the carpet and the shouting begins.
She yawns as her father rolls down the staircase like a funny rag doll that never stands up.
She closes her eyes as the falling birds patter against the roof like rain.
She starts to dream as her mother’s heart stops beating.
I start to dream as my mother’s heart stops beating.
1
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
“Dol? Are you okay?”
The memory fades at the sound of his voice.
Ro.
I feel him somewhere in my mind, the nameless place where I see everything, feel everyone. The spark that is Ro. I hold on to it, warm and close, like a mug of steamed milk or a lit candle.
And then I open my eyes and come back to him.
Always.
Ro’s here with me. He’s fine, and I’m fine.
I’m fine.
I think it, over and over, until I believe it. Until I remember what is real and what is not.
Slowly the physical world comes into focus. I’m standing on a dirt trail halfway up the side of a mountain—staring down at the Mission, where the goats and pigs in the field below are small as ants.
“All right?” Ro reaches toward me and touches my arm.
I nod. But I’m lying.
I’ve let the feelings—and the memories—overtake me again. I can’t do that. Everyone at the Mission knows I have a gift for feeling things—strangers, friends, even Ramona Jamona the pig, when she’s hungry—but it doesn’t mean I have to let the feelings control me.
At least that’s what the Padre keeps telling me.
I try to control myself, and usually I can. But I wish I didn’t feel anything, sometimes. Especially not when everything is so overwhelming, so unbearably sad.
“Don’t disappear on me, Dol. Not now.” Ro locks his eyes on me and motions with his big tan hands. His brown-gold eyes flicker with fire and light under his dark tangle of hair. His face is all broad planes and rough angles—as solid as a brambled oak, softening only for me. He could climb halfway up the mountain again by now, or halfway down. Holding Ro back is like trying to stop an earthquake or a mud slide. Maybe a train.
But not now. Now he waits. Because he knows me, and he knows where I’ve gone.
Where I go.
I stare up at the sky, spattered with bursts of gray rain and orange light. It’s hard to see past the wide-brimmed hat I stole off the hook behind the Padre’s office door. Still, the setting sun is in my eyes, pulsing from behind the clouds, bright and broken.
I remember what we are doing and why we are here.
My birthday. It’s my seventeenth birthday tomorrow.
Ro has a present for me, but first we have to climb the hill. He wants to surprise me.
“Give me a clue, Ro.” I pull myself up the hill after him, leaving a twisting trail of dried brush and dirt behind me.
“Nope.”
I turn to look down the mountain again. I can’t stop myself. I like how everything looks from up here.
Peaceful. Smaller. Like a painting, or one of the Padre’s impossible puzzles, except there aren’t any missing pieces. In the distance below, I can see the yellowing patch of field that belongs to our Mission, then the fringe of green trees, then the deep blue wash of the ocean.
Home.
The view is so serene, you almost wouldn’t know about The Day. That’s why I like it here. If you don’t leave the Mission, you don’t have to think about it. The Day and the Icons and the Lords. The way they control us.
How powerless we are.
This far up the Tracks, away from the cities, nothing ever changes. This land has always been wild.
A person can feel safe here.
Safer.
I raise my voice. “It’ll be getting dark soon.”
He’s up the trail, once again. Then I hear a ripple through the brush, and the sound of rolling rock, and he lands behind me, nimble as a mountain goat.
Ro smiles. “I know, Dol.”
I take his calloused hand and relax my fingers into his. Instantly, I am flooded with the feeling of Ro—physical contact always makes our connection that much stronger.
He is as warm as the sun behind me. As hot as I am cold. As rough as I am smooth. That’s our balance, just one of the invisible threads that tie us together.
