A Pleasurable Shame

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Alphonse chuckled, slapping his open palm onto their table.

“Let him be, father,” the younger brother said, still laughing. “Eustache is entitled to enjoy the carnal rights of a lord. Besides, he is so tightly wound that even the other nobles are half afraid of him.”

Eustache stifled an annoyed growl. The other nobles could shove off as far as he was concerned. In fact, they were right to be afraid of him. For most of his life, he had known nothing but the mud and blood of battle, charging forward with his sword and cleaving through enemy after enemy. It was about the only thing he was good at. Frivolous noblemen and women annoyed him, and their prattling seemed worse to him than the cold, pelting rain on a February day in England.

“What of it?” Eustache growled in a grating snarl. “I do not care what the other nobles—or even you—think of me.”

Giselle glanced up in surprise at his back, and his towering girth filled her sight. Awed, she took in his trim waist and broad shoulders. Her chest tightened as she continued to gaze up at him, startled by his sheer size. Though both of the lord’s sons were large men, they looked nothing alike. While Alphonse’s weight seemed to sink to his middle so that he resembled an overripe pear, Eustache carried his muscular bulk in his shoulders and chest. He was clearly a hardened man who exuded raw power with every movement of his hulking frame.

Then he turned, and his icy blue eyes were sharply trained on her.

She froze, suddenly realising that she was at the centre of his attention. Immediately drawn into his piercing gaze, her breathing quickened and her heart began to pound. He was ruggedly handsome, and he had thick, golden hair that glinted in the light and a strong, square jaw that was covered in the barest hint of stubble. As he towered over her with contemplative eyes, she felt something warm pool in her belly—an unknown longing that burned low and sent a shiver up her spine.

“Your name, girl,” he demanded.

“I am Giselle, mon seigneur,” she whispered softly, heart hammering.

Eustache placed a finger under her chin to tilt her face upward. Her eyes were pale and greyish blue, the colour of the deepest part of the channel waters on a sunny summer’s day. Her lush, plump lips parted slowly in surprise, and one corner of his mouth twitched upward in the barest hint of a predatory smirk.

“Well now, Giselle,” Eustache told her, leaning in so that his warm breath dusted her face, “we will meet again on the eve of your wedding day.”

Caught in his commanding stare, Giselle could only stare back in mute awe. But even so captivated, she suddenly knew what she had to do. As the lord ran the tip of his finger down the column of her throat to her collarbone, she shivered involuntarily. But Giselle fearlessly held his lusty gaze with her own, her plan taking root.

By the simple virtue of being a woman, she had been forced into this situation. But as a woman, she knew she could bend the steeliest of men with her feminine wiles if she truly tried. She would trap this lord—no, this man—in his own desires, even though he thought that it was he who had her trapped. She would twist her fate yet!

“And I will have you in my bed,” Eustache promised fiercely.

Giselle’s eyes narrowed ever so slightly.

And I will have you in the palm of my hand, she vowed silently in return.

Chapter Two

The next morning, Giselle proceeded with her daily chores as if a life-changing event had not happened the evening before. Her parents, still grieving the loss of their alliance with Henri, were stunned by her apparent serenity. But Giselle simply shrugged at their concerned looks with a secretive and determined smile, offhandedly commenting that there was nothing that anyone could do to change the lord’s decision. Her baffled parents could only watch as their daughter continued about her tasks as usual, not knowing whether they should be grateful for her good humour or should question her sanity.

But by the time Giselle had ventured out to the manor courtyard to do the week’s baking in the lord’s communal oven, she had already begun to doubt her self-confidence. After all, she was untrained in seduction and had no firsthand experience in the art of pleasuring a man. Could she, by her looks alone, garner the support of such a cold-hearted lord? Or would he simply cast her away once he had sated his lust for her? As she waited for her batch of bread to rise in the warming oven, Giselle wandered the corners of the courtyard and pondered her plight…completely oblivious to the keen eyes that followed her.

Eustache studied the object of his desire from the parapet atop the thick stone walls that encircled the manor courtyard. He watched her graceful gait, her easy smile and her swaying hips. He watched as she paused to help an elderly woman unload her cart of vegetables. He watched her arms reaching to lift the bundles. Eustache paused to consider her arms; they were long and sinewy with lean muscle, so different from the pudgy arms of noble women, whose skin flapped and jiggled with every movement. He imagined gripping her slim arms with his fingers tight around the supple flesh, and his palms flat against her skin. Her limbs would be soft and pliant—but also firm from years of physical labour. For the briefest of moments, he allowed himself to imagine the feel of her flexing under his hands as he leaned over her, covering her body with his.

Yes, he thought as he casually left his post to wander down to the courtyard, Giselle was exactly what he wanted—and what he needed.

He exited the winding staircase to the parapet and strode over to where Giselle stood, idly listening in on peasant girl chatter. He stopped when he stood just behind her, and all the girls fell instantly silent. She seemed to sense his presence, for she stiffened and squared her shoulders. But she did not turn.