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A disquieting feeling settled in Marco’s chest. Somehow, he’d just agreed to help Brianna’s male nanny. This woman made him do the most foolish things. First, making him decide he’d stay, now this. “Yes, well. As long as you understand that I’ll be here for a while.”
“I understand.”
“Good. I’ll go see what Enzo’s up to.”
She stepped in front of him. “Um, I just wanted to—” She halted, looked away again.
“Yes?”
“I mean, it’s really hard to not know where your next dollar is coming from. What you did, it was—” She hesitated and returned her gaze to his face. He pondered what she’d just said about not knowing where your next dollar was coming from. Brianna had spent her childhood moving from foster home to foster home after being abandoned by her parents. That much he knew. Though not much more. She didn’t particularly like to talk about her past. He could hardly blame her. Sometimes the past was better left behind where it belonged. In that, at least he and Brianna had something in common.
No wonder the marriage had fallen apart.
“What is it, Brianna?”
“I just want to say thanks.”
She smiled and he could have sworn he felt warmth in every cell of his body. How childish of him. And he’d accused her of being easy to manipulate.
He mumbled a brief response. Then he had to make himself turn away. Before he did something really stupid.
“Really, Marco,” she said behind him.
“It’s not a big deal, Brianna.”
“Curtis would disagree.”
“I couldn’t care less what your Curtis thinks.”
“I’m just trying to say that he’d appreciate it, that’s all. And I appreciate it too.”
He turned to tell her the truth, to just admit it. He’d relented because of her.
But something else entirely came out of his mouth. “You know exactly how to get your way, don’t you?”
“What?” Brianna looked at him in bafflement. “What is that supposed to mean?”
“A flick of the lashes. A flirtatious look here and there. And I did exactly what you wanted. Your precious Curtis still has a job. And you’ve still got your feminine wiles. Let’s just move on now, shall we?”
She slammed her hands on her hips. “Why? Why did I think you were capable of any decency? You’re still exactly the same, aren’t you? Nothing’s changed.”
“Apparently not.”
“For the briefest moment back then I thought perhaps you might have grown a little. What a fool I can be.”
“Then we have something in common, after all.”
“Hah,” she barked. “We don’t have a thing in common.”
“Are you finished? I believe Enzo may be ready for bed.”
Brianna threw her hands up. “Yes. I believe we’re done.”
She stomped toward Enzo and picked him up. “I’ll be upstairs giving Enzo his bath,” she said. “After that, I’m going to bed.”
“I’ll help you.”
She whirled around.
Marco rolled his eyes. “With Enzo’s bath, I meant.”
She glared at him. “You’ll find the spare room upstairs. I don’t even want to know you’re here for the next week. Do you understand?”
Now that, Marco thought, watching her go up the stairs, would be easier said than done.
CHAPTER FOUR (#u51e96b0f-8810-5a29-893b-a39b18e44998)
COFFEE. SOMEONE HAD definitely brewed coffee. There was a ray of light streaming through the small crack of the blind on her bedroom window. The bright sun outside told her it was later than her usual wake-up time. Much later. And there was something else. It was quiet. Way too quiet. She fumbled around for the digital clock. It was almost eight.
Brianna jolted upright and climbed out of bed. Something wasn’t right. Enzo never slept this late.
Panic clenched at her chest as she hastened her way to his nursery. Gripping the door handle, she braced herself for all the possible horrors that might explain why Enzo hadn’t woken yet. Was he ill? Had he hurt himself somehow?
Could Marco have taken—
No. He wouldn’t.
When she finally found herself next to the little crib, the rush of relief brought tears to her eyes. Enzo was sleeping soundly, his chubby fingers closed around the silk trimming of his favorite blankie. She watched as his eyelids fluttered, then sealed closed again. Brianna couldn’t help reaching for him. At the risk of waking him, she touched his cheek, stroked her fingers through the fine baby curls on his head. He looked so peaceful.
So vulnerable.
“He just fell asleep again.”
She jumped at the quiet voice behind her. It was Marco, on the rocking chair in the corner of the room. He stood and motioned for her to follow him out into the hallway.
“He woke up at six,” Marco said when they were outside. “I read to him for a while then rocked him back to sleep.”
“I didn’t hear him,” Brianna said.
“I’m a lighter sleeper. Always have been. Besides, I know you were pretty tired.”
“Well, thank you.”
“There’s no need to thank me for putting my own son back to sleep.”
Brianna had to refrain from grunting. How many nights had Marco tucked Enzo in when he was an infant? “I just meant it allowed me to sleep in, that’s all. Have you always been this hard to thank?”
He gave her that insolent stare again. The look that made Brianna feel as if he were actually touching her. “Too bad we’re splitting up. I could come up with all sorts of ways you could thank me.”
His words sent heat shooting through her core. At least she was better prepared this time. Unlike yesterday’s thin T-shirt, last night she’d worn bulky flannel pajamas to bed. But somehow, she still felt naked to his gaze.
Marco was already dressed in casual khaki pants and a black silk shirt that brought out the hue of his eyes. He honestly had to be the most handsome man she’d ever met. All the more reason she wasn’t about to touch his last comment with a ten-foot pole.
“Are you going somewhere?” she asked, changing the subject.
“I was waiting for you to wake up. I’m going to spend the morning at Dirici’s. I’ll go through some paperwork then talk to the managers as they come in.”
She nodded. Same old Marco. His second morning here and already he couldn’t wait to rush into the Dirici offices. “I see. If you don’t mind my saying, that all sounds very routine. What about the ‘pressing’ business matter that had you altering your travel plans yesterday?”
He frowned. “I’m tending to it.”
“Well, I hope it’s taken care of very soon.”
A shadow passed over his face. She couldn’t make out what it meant.
“Will you be here all day?” he asked.
She sighed. She certainly had nothing else to do. There was no longer a job to prep recipes for. And she’d already contacted all the possible leads she knew of about a new position. A cook’s position at a decent restaurant wasn’t exactly a job you scanned the want ads for. An opening such as that would be more a word-of-mouth opportunity.
“I might take Enzo down to the park for a couple of hours. I don’t want to be away from the house too long though, in case any of the job possibilities pan out.”
Marco’s lips tightened. “You wouldn’t want to miss that,” he said dryly.
“Is there a reason for sarcasm this early?”
“I have to go,” he said, ignoring her question and leaving the room. “I left all my numbers on the table for you. My New York assistant’s name and number is there too.”
Moments later Brianna heard the front door shut. Her mornings were usually hectic and stressful, with getting Enzo ready and preparing for her workday. This morning Enzo was sleeping soundly and she had nothing to do but wait for him. It was almost as if Marco’s arrival had added an element of calm to her life.
Right. That was ridiculous. Calm and Marco Dirici were not words to be used in the same sentence. Ever.
The events of the last evening fluttered through her mind as she went downstairs to pour herself a cup of coffee. Her anger flared in response. The nerve of that man. She had been so surprised at the offer he’d been willing to extend to Curtis. Marco wasn’t terribly flexible by nature. For a brief instant she had deluded herself that he may have a heart.
But then he’d turned on her. Which made no sense at all. She’d simply been trying to thank him. Marco had to care a little about her feelings to have made the offer he did.
Or so she’d thought. Until he had turned surly and accusatory again.
She gulped down several swigs, not even bothering to season it with her usual packet of raw sugar.
What did it matter anyhow? It wasn’t as if she had to bother trying to figure out Marco or his mood swings any longer. She’d spent enough time over the last three years trying to do that. Every time he went away on an extended business trip with barely a goodbye, she had tried to determine what she might have done to upset him. Or the times he returned and retired to his own suite with barely a nod in her direction.
She slammed her mug down on the table. The few times he had spoken to her it had been to issue an ultimatum or question her about this or that. Where had she been? Who had she seen?
My attempt to legitimize my son.
His words shouted through her mind. That was how he’d referred to their marriage. And even though she’d known that was all their union had been about, the way he’d said it so casually had sliced through her heart.
The shrill ring of the kitchen phone broke into her thoughts. She hadn’t even had half a cup yet, wasn’t really awake enough to talk to anyone. But she had to answer it before it woke Enzo.
“Hello,” she said.
“Brianna Dirici, please.” Brianna gripped the phone tighter. She recognized the deep accent immediately. And it was as welcome as ice cream on a hot day.
“This is she.”
“Ms. Dirici. This is Chef Ziyad of the Ruby Room on the Upper East Side. I’m calling regarding your expressed interest in a cook’s position.”
Of all the places she’d applied to, this one was her top choice. The Ruby Room attracted the kind of clientele every chef longed to cook for. Dare she hope?
“Yes?”
“I imagine you are still in the market for a position?”
Was she ever. “That’s correct.”
“Ms. Dirici, we might have an opportunity for you.”
Yes! “Please, call me Brianna.”
“Very well then. Brianna. Your reputation indicates a specialty with ethnic mix cuisine.”
“It’s what I’ve spent the bulk of my career working on, Chef Ziyad. Spanish tapas for the most part.”
“And I understand you’re quite skilled with puff pastry.”
“Mainly Mediterranean appetizers.”
“Well, we attract quite a number of international diners. And I’m looking to expand our mezze menu. Would you be able to come in and discuss all this?”
Brianna cleared her throat. It wasn’t wise to sound too desperate. Never mind that she was actually jumping up and down in her kitchen. “Whenever you’d like, Chef Ziyad.”
“Excellent. I’ll give you my assistant’s information. Please call him and set up a time.” Brianna took down the information and hung up. A huge grin settled on her face. She’d done it! And it had taken less than a day.
“So there, Josef Ansigne,” she said aloud. “Who needs you?”
Her gaze fell to the piece of paper Marco had left with his numbers on it. She walked over and picked it up. He’d indicated that his cell phone would be the best number to call first. She ran her finger over his writing, outlining his sharp, bold strokes.
If theirs was a real marriage, her husband would be the first person she’d call to celebrate the good news. She couldn’t help but imagine how good it would feel to have Marco say he was happy for her. That he was proud of her.
She put the slip of paper back down.
It wasn’t a real marriage. And Marco wanted nothing more from her than for her to live in Italy and care for their son while he himself went about his own life. Far from celebrating such news, Marco would be upset about the development.
She should have her head examined for having such fantasies. The time for hoping for anything meaningful with Marco was over. All she had to do where he was concerned was get through the next few days until he finished whatever he had to do. Then he could go back to Italy. Then they could get their divorce.
Somehow the utter giddiness of just a few short seconds ago had fallen away completely. She glanced at the clock above the oven. Nine o’clock. Enzo had slept in long enough. If she didn’t go wake him now, his whole schedule for the day would be off. By evening she’d have a cranky, sore little tyrant on her hands.
She started up the stairs to go get him. Any further celebrating would have to wait.
