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Jenna gasped, and Gil’s face reddened. “It sounds horrible. It is horrible.”
Simon sat forward. “Gil, you know what happened with Cameron wasn’t all your fault.”
“It was all my fault. No one will ever convince me otherwise.”
Simon was not only wary now, but anger bubbled inside him. If what this woman said was true, she’d surely resent what had happened to her mother, and rightfully so. But given that, her motive for coming to Fairview couldn’t be good. Who could possibly forgive that kind of abandonment? “Is this why you came here—to make accusations at Gil? To hurt him with them?”
Lily focused on her grandfather. “I don’t want to hurt you. That’s not why I’m here.”
“Why, then?” Simon knew his tone was too harsh, but he worried about Gil—especially after his heart attack a few years ago. He’d protect Gil from Lily Wakefield, even if Gil wouldn’t protect himself.
“Dad?”
“Simon…” Gil admonished.
But Lily held up her hand. “I’ll answer his question.” She looked around. “But privately. I don’t feel comfortable baring my soul in front of strangers.”
Gil stood. “Then come with me. My house isn’t far.” To Simon he said, “I’ll call you later.”
Simon watched them go out the door. He had a feeling this wasn’t going to be good, and he hated it when he couldn’t keep the people he loved safe.
“Dad, is Grandpa Gil gonna be okay?”
“I hope so, honey. I hope so.”
TAKING IN A DEEP BREATH, Gil faced his granddaughter over the kitchen table in the home where her mother had grown up. No, that was wrong. Cami hadn’t finished growing up here. Alice hadn’t given her the chance to, and part of the whole ugly chain of events involved the fact that Gil himself had allowed his wife to have her way regarding their daughter. As he’d told Simon, his role in what happened was something for which he’d never forgive himself.
“Are you comfortable, Lily? In that straight chair?”
“Yes. My back feels better in one of these.” She sipped the tea he’d fixed her, while he made strong coffee for himself.
“Then talk to me. Tell me why you’ve come here.”
Shaking back her hair, Lily held his gaze. “I’m here because I’m pregnant and I have nowhere else to go.”
Gil froze. Oh, my God, just like Cameron. For a few moments, he couldn’t speak. Finally, he recovered his equilibrium. “What about the baby’s father?”
“Babies.”
“Excuse me?”
Her smile was as broad and generous as his daughter’s had been before things went bad. “I’m having twins.”
“Twins? That’s great.” What to say? “Are you feeling well?”
“I am.” She placed her hand on her abdomen. “The first trimester was hard, but it’s been better this past month.”
He felt awkward talking about this but he forged ahead. “How far into the pregnancy are you?”
“Four months.”
She didn’t look it. She was thin, and her complexion was pale. Her makeup was perfect, however, and her dark hair was stylishly cut. Yet, despite the sophisticated exterior, there was a vulnerability about her that tugged at his heart.
“Twins don’t always go full-term, but I’m going to make sure mine do.”
“You didn’t answer my question about the father.”
“He’s in no condition to help us now.” She drew in a deep breath. “So I came to you.”
Why she’d even ask him after what he did—or didn’t do—for her mother was beyond Gil. But maybe, in some convoluted way, Lily Wakefield showing up here was a chance for Gil to make up for having let his daughter down when she was having a child. “I can and I will,” he said instinctively. “I’ll do whatever you want. Is it money?”
“No! I didn’t come for a handout.”
He recoiled. “I didn’t mean it that way.”
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t snap at you.”
He drank his coffee and measured his words. She should be doing more than snapping at him. “Then what do you need from me, Lily? What can I do for you?”
“For now, a place to live, until I can find a job. I’d like to look for one in Fairview, if you wouldn’t mind my staying in town.”
“I’d love to have you in Fairview—and in my home, for as long as you want. But should you be working?”
“Pregnant women have been working for centuries.”
Stalling for time, he got up and poured himself more coffee, let its strong scent waft up to him. “I don’t want to rush you. I’m in foreign waters here. You’ll have to tell me what’s best for you.”
“That’s a switch.”
He pivoted to face her. “What?”
“In the situation I came from, nobody cared much about what I wanted.”
“Do you want to tell me about that first?”
Her slate-blue eyes grew shadowed. “No, not yet.”
“All right. Will you tell me about Cami and your life together? I never knew how she fared.”
“Nobody called her Cami.”
“No? I guess it was only my pet name for her.”
Lily shook her head. “You talk about her so…warmly, but I know she was kicked out of her home when she got pregnant.”
“That’s not exactly what happened.”
“It’s what she told me.”
“We sent her away to have the baby at a place for unmarried girls who were pregnant.”
“She saw that as the same thing. In any case, she didn’t blame you—just her mother. She talked about you in a kind way, too, which is why I felt I could come here.”
“Where did she go when she left Fairview?”
Lily fidgeted. Shifted in her seat. “Downstate. I grew up in New York City. She worked there as a waitress. She died in a bus accident.”
With his newsman’s instinct, Gil read Lily easily. Either what she said wasn’t true or it wasn’t the whole story. “I have no information at all on her life after she left us.”
“She wanted it that way.” Lily yawned. “I’m sorry—it’s been a long day. Would you mind if I rested a bit?”
“The house has several bedrooms. You can take your pick.”
Now those eyes, so much like his daughter’s that it made his heart ache, clouded over. “Would the one where my mother stayed be okay?”
“More than okay.” He smiled, but he felt as if somebody had kicked him in the gut. “It’s been redone.” Alice had said it was better that way. “But I saved Cami’s things.”
“I—I didn’t expect that.” She yawned again. “Oh, excuse me.”
Standing, he set his empty mug in the sink and rinsed it. “Give me a minute to go tidy up the room. Put on sheets, air it out a bit.”
“I can do that myself.”
“Please, Lily. Let me.”
“All right.” Gil had crossed to the doorway, when she said, “I don’t know what to call you.”
Grandpa. Please, call me Grandpa. He smiled over his shoulder. “Whatever’s comfortable for you.”
She nodded. “Thanks for not pushing—about that or what’s happened to me.”
“You’re welcome. I meant what I said about being given a gift.”
This time around, he planned to embrace it.
“WHY’S SHE HERE, DAD?”
Ah, the sixty-four-thousand-dollar question. “I don’t know, honey, except for what Gil told me when he called.”
At the long counter, Jenna was tearing lettuce to make a salad while Simon put rigatoni into boiling water at the stove. The scent of the meat sauce his daughter had made over the weekend spiced up the whole sunny kitchen.
Jenna’s thick braid swung back and forth as she shook her head. “It must be scary, being pregnant and having no place to go.” She frowned. “Why didn’t Grandpa Gil ever know about Lily?”
Though she was still young and innocent by today’s standards for a teenage girl, Jenna was sixteen. Old enough to know the truth and learn about the foibles of people she loved and admired. He was chagrined to think that she didn’t know about his own. Turning the heat down on the pasta, he crossed to the bar that jutted out from the counter. “Sit a minute, honey.”
They took stools opposite each other. “Gil’s daughter left home when she was sixteen.”
“No way. Dad, that’s my age.”
“I know. What’s more, she was pregnant.”
“With Lily? Then, why didn’t Grandpa know about her?”
He explained about Alice and Gil’s decision. “Actually, Cameron never went to the home. She ran away.”
“Grandpa Gil did that?”
“It was more his wife’s decision. You didn’t know Alice.”
“Did you?”
“Only after Cameron left. She was a stern woman—a strong believer in propriety and paying for your sins.”
“She sent her own kid away to punish her?” Jenna said the words as if she couldn’t quite grasp the concept. As her father, Simon was glad Jenna found the behavior incomprehensible.
“I’ve always thought so. And to avoid scandal. Her parents, the Caldwells, were well-known in Fairview. You know the term pillars of the community?”
Jenna nodded.
“That’s what her family was.”
“Yours, too, Dad. Everybody in town still talks about how great your mom and dad were.”
Simon smiled. He’d adored his mother, Catherine, who’d been a teacher, and his guidance counselor father, Patrick, had been his best friend. When they were killed in a boating accident, Simon had been twenty and he’d walked around in a daze for months, mourned them for years. He’d always vowed to be as good a father as his own had been.
“My parents were well loved, but they didn’t have the clout of the Caldwells. They had a lot of money. They owned the Sentinel, as well as some stores in the area. Gil said Alice was trying to avoid embarrassing the family, so they told everybody Cameron was going away to a private school.”
“What happened when she never came back?”
“The real story seeped out. People got wind of the pregnancy. Ironically, it wasn’t a big deal to anyone but Alice, and gossip died quickly. Her parents survived just fine. But Alice went a little crazy.”
“She doesn’t sound like the kind of person Grandpa Gil would marry.”
“She had her good traits. She did a lot of charitable work in her church. But she grew more severe as she got older.”
“Huh.”
“Between trying to run the paper and deal with his wife, Gil was a wreck.”
Jenna’s brows furrowed. “He should have stood up for his daughter, Dad. It sucks that he didn’t.”
“I think it’s best not to judge people, Jen.” Especially not their marriages. “We know the broad strokes, but not all of what happened.”
His daughter studied him.
Simon took her hand. “You know, don’t you, that you could never do anything that would make me send you away?”
Her eyes twinkled. “Even if I dated that motorcycle guy who just moved here from the city?”
