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“Why didn’t you tell me?” I ask softly.
“That your best friend’s a werewolf?” Dervish snorts.
“I’d have believed you if you’d shown me proof. I was ready to believe it about you — I could have believed it about Bill-E too.”
“Perhaps,” Dervish sighs. “But I hoped to spare you, the way I’ve spared Billy. I didn’t know until tonight how damaging the change would be. Sometimes the madness touches us but passes. I was praying that he was merely moon-sick, that the disease was weak in him and wouldn’t take hold.”
Dervish drives in silence for a while, gathering his thoughts. I don’t say anything, waiting for him to choose how to explain.
“How much of this have you guessed?” he asks eventually. “Tell me what you think you know.”
“The Gradys are cursed,” I answer directly. “Some of us turn into werewolves. It’s been happening for centuries.”
“Pretty good,” Dervish commends me. “Only it goes back a lot further than centuries, and it’s not just Gradys — it’s the entire family line. What else?”
I shrug. “Not much. We thought you had the disease, but that you could control it, or at least lock yourself up when the moon was full.”
“Nobody can control lycanthropy,” Dervish says quietly. “When the disease takes hold — as it has in Billy tonight — you’re doomed. The change takes a couple of months, but once the wolf comes to the fore, the human never resurfaces.”
“You mean Bill-E’s gone? He’s…”
I can’t continue. A terrible weight settles upon me.
“Not quite,” Dervish says, and the weight lifts as suddenly as it fell into place.
“We can save him?” I ask, excited. “We can reverse the change?”
“There is a way,” Dervish nods. “But we’ll talk more about that later — and whether or not we wish to chance it.”
“What do you mean?” I snap. “Of course we–”
“Your sister had the disease,” Dervish interrupts softly. I stare at him, horrified. “To save Billy, we’ll have to deal with Lord Loss, as your parents did. And if we do, we run the very real risk of winding up dead like them — Billy along with us.”
“What does…he…have to do with this?” I croak.
“Later,” Dervish says. “One mystery at a time. We’re nearly home. Let’s get Billy locked away safe and sound — then I’ll tell you all about it.”
→ We pull up around back of the mansion, close to the tree stumps. Dervish turns off the engine and asks me to remove the sheet of corrugated iron and open the doors leading down to the secret cellar. He bundles the pair of unconscious bodies out of the back of the van while I’m doing that.
“Did you gain access this way or through the wine cellar?” he asks while I’m pulling the doors open.
“The wine cellar,” I pant — the doors are heavy.
“Clever monkey,” he chuckles. “You’ll have to tell me about it — some other time. We’ve more pressing matters to deal with first.” He picks Bill-E up and nods me forward.
Down the steps. Steep. Dark. Have to tread carefully, feeling for each stair.
“Do you need any help with Bill-E?” I ask over my shoulder.
“No,” Dervish replies, coming down, blocking out the light of the moon. “I’ll be fine. Dart ahead and light some extra candles.”
I proceed to the bottom of the stairs, where I find a door. Pushing it open, I enter the cellar. Studying the entrance I’ve just come through, I note that the material on this side of the door is disguised to look like part of the wall, which is why I didn’t spot it during my previous visit.
As I’m lighting candles on the main table — keeping as far clear of the Lord Loss folder as I can – Dervish stumbles in, goes to the cage, opens it with his left foot and sets Bill-E down beside the deer. He makes sure Bill-E’s comfortable, then locks the door and removes the key.
“Don’t go anywhere near the cage when he wakes,” Dervish says. “He’ll howl like the devil, throw himself wildly at the bars — possibly injuring himself in the process — but steer clear, regardless. All he needs is a sliver of a chance to rip you open.”
“I’ll bear that in mind,” I comment drily.
Dervish goes back up the steps and returns a minute later with Meera. He lays her down, smooths her hair back, stares at her bruised, motionless features.
“How is she?” I ask, dreading the answer.
“OK, I think,” Dervish says, and my fear lessens. “But she’ll be out for a while. He cracked her head hard on the pavement. We should get her to a doctor, have her checked over — but there isn’t time. I’ll take her to the house, out of harm’s way, before… before we see to Billy. We’ll just have to hope for the best after that.”
Dervish stands, walks around behind the desk and collapses into his chair, sighing deeply. He tells me to pull up one of the other chairs, but I prefer to stand — too nervy to sit.
“I want to know about werewolves,” I tell him bluntly. “I want to know what Lord Loss has to do with them, how you know Gret had it, and how we reverse it in Bill-E.”
Dervish nods. “Reasonable questions. But I’m surprised you haven’t asked the most obvious one — since this is a family disease, passed on from one generation to the next, how come Billy has it?”
“I know all about Bill-E’s connection to our family,” I huff.
Dervish stares at me, slack-jawed. “Care to tell me how?”
“Bill-E figured it out years ago. Like he said, it didn’t take a genius to guess that you were his father. Now tell me about–”
“What?” Dervish yelps, jerking forward. “He thinks I’m his dad?”
“Of course.” I frown. “Aren’t you?”
Dervish sits back. Groans and shuts his eyes. “I’m a horse’s ass,” he snarls. “I should have seen that coming. How can I have gone all these years…”
He clears his throat and levels his gaze on me. “Pull up a chair,” he commands. “It sounds like a bad movie cliché, but you’re going to want to sit down for this.”
I start to come back with a sarcastic reply. Spot the steel in his eyes. Drag over a chair and sit opposite Dervish, like a student before a teacher.
“There’s probably some diplomatic, sensitive, compassionate way to put this,” Dervish says, “but one doesn’t spring readily to mind, and I don’t have time to go searching. So I’ll put it plainly, no matter how upsetting it might be. I’m not Billy’s father — I’m his uncle.”
I stare at Dervish uncertainly. “I don’t understand.”
“People aren’t perfect, Grubbs,” he mutters. “Even the best of us make mistakes. Life’s complicated. We all…” He clears his throat. “Your mother never liked me, and made no secret of the fact.”
“What’s that got to do with–” I start, but he silences me with a gesture.
“I visited Cal a few times over the years. She accepted that. But except for a single trip here years ago, she refused to step foot in Carcery Vale. So Cal used to come by himself. It was a serious bone of contention between them. I tried many times to talk to Sharon about it, but she wouldn’t…”
Dervish trails off into a brooding silence, then begins again. “Your father loved your mother — and you and Gret — but he wasn’t a saint. He travelled a lot, on business, alone — but he didn’t always sleep alone.”
I leap to my feet, furious at what Dervish is suggesting. But before I can lay into him, he continues quickly.
“They were one-night stands or short affairs. Meaningless. Sharon never found out — or so Cal told me. My brother had many admirable qualities, but fidelity wasn’t one of them. He never wished to hurt your mother, but he couldn’t remain true to her. It wasn’t in his nature.”
“Why are you telling me this?” I hiss, fingers clenched into fists, tears in my eyes.
Dervish looks at me sideways, as though I’m a fool for asking. “Because one year he had an affair with a Valer while he was staying with me. And the woman wound up pregnant. She didn’t tell him about it until after the baby was born, and then refused all offers of his to get involved. Emily Spleen was headstrong, determined to live life her own way. She told Cal she wasn’t–”
“Stop!” I gasp, stumbling back into my chair. “Don’t,” I beg.
“I took a vow early in life never to have children,” Dervish says, ignoring my plea. “I was afraid the disease would take hold in them. I was determined not to put them — and myself — through that torment. Cal didn’t share that view — he thought life was worth the risk.
“I looked after Billy when Emily died because he was my nephew — not because he was my son. Cal was Billy’s father, Grubbs.
“Billy isn’t your cousin — he’s your brother.”
THE CURSE
→ A long silence. Wanting to roar at Dervish, call him a liar, make him take the words back. But there’s no reason for him to lie about something like this. Nothing but sad honesty in his eyes.
Feeling sick. Instantly mad at Dad for what he did. But just as instantly glad — I’m not alone! I thought I lost everything when the demons attacked. Now I discover I have a brother.
“This is crazy,” I moan, torn between rage and delight. “I don’t know what to make of it. I can’t handle it.”
“Of course you can,” Dervish snaps. “You handled the deaths of your parents and Gret — this is small fry in comparison.”
“But… I always thought…” I shake my head, not sure what I’m thinking or what I feel. “Why didn’t you tell Bill-E? You should have, especially after his Mum died. He could have come to live with us. Dad could–”
“Cal could do nothing!” Dervish barks. “Not without revealing the truth and tearing his family apart.” He runs a hand through his short grey hair. “But he tried to do it anyway. He came here to claim Billy when Emily died, despite the havoc it would cause.”
“Why didn’t he?” I ask.
“Ma and Pa Spleen threatened legal action. He would have fought them in court, except he knew he’d lose — they’d simply point out to the judge that Emily hadn’t told the boy who his father was, or allowed Cal access to him while she was alive. He hadn’t a hope.”
“Couldn’t you have cast a spell on them — made them give Bill-E to him?”
“I’m not that powerful,” Dervish chuckles humourlessly. “I ‘persuaded’ them to let me into Billy’s life when Emily died, but that was as far as my influence ran.”
I think it over some more, remembering Dad, how much he loved Mum, how happy they seemed together. I never suspected him of anything like this. I don’t think Mum did either.
“I know it’s a shock,” Dervish says quietly, “but can I ask you to put it to one side for the moment? You’ve got the rest of your life to chew it over. Billy doesn’t have the same luxury. If we don’t act soon…”
I let out a long, shuddering breath. Glance at the unconscious boy — my brother! – in the cage, his dark skin and twisted hands. Recall the photos of the creatures in Dervish’s lycanthropy books, warped and inhuman.
“OK. We’ll discuss Dad later.” I lean forward intently. “Tell me about werewolves.”
→ “I’ll keep this as short as possible,” Dervish says. Reaching under the table, he produces two cans of Coke from a drawer, hands one to me and gulps thirstily at his. I sip mine while he speaks.
“The curse is ancient. We call it the Garadex curse, since the Garadexes were the first in our family to write about it. If other families have it, we don’t know about them. Occasionally we’ll hear of a stranger who’s changed, but when we research their family tree we always find links to ourselves.
“Scientists who’ve studied the lycanthropic gene say it’s a freak — they haven’t found it anywhere else in nature. They don’t know where it came from or why it functions the way it does.”
He finishes his Coke, fishes out another, and continues. “We’ve kept the secret to ourselves. We’re a large family, wealthy and powerful. Those of us unaffected by the disease protect the secret. That’s why you and Billy aren’t under observation in some scientific institute.”
“Why would I be under observation?” I enquire. “I’m not a werewolf.” I pause as a horrible thought strikes. “Am I?”
Dervish doesn’t look at me. “I don’t know,” he answers softly. “The gene surfaces at random. Sometimes it strikes every member of a family branch, wiping them out. Other times it lies dormant for two or three generations. You’re one of three children. Gret and Billy both succumbed to the disease. I wish I could say that makes you more or less likely to turn, but there’s no way of guessing.
“The change strikes – if it strikes — anywhere between the age of ten and eighteen. There have been a handful of cases involving younger children, but nobody past their teens has ever turned.”
“That’s why there are so many young faces in the hall of portraits!” I exclaim. “Those kids all turned into werewolves!”
Dervish nods glumly. “There’s no known cure. Those who catch it are doomed to live as deranged animals for the rest of their days. They normally don’t last long — twenty years at most, if allowed to live.”
“What do you mean?”
Dervish taps the side of his can with his fingernails, a distant expression in his eyes. “It’s a terrible curse,” he says softly. “To see one you love change into an animal, to chain them up and endure their pain… Many choose not to put themselves through the anguish. A lot of parents…” He stops tapping and his expression hardens. “They put them out of their misery.”
I gulp dreadfully. “They kill them?”
He nods. “They’re beasts,” he says quickly before I can express my horror. “If they get loose, they kill. There are people in the family, a group called the Lambs, who handle the details if the parents can’t. Family executioners, to be blunt.”
“But you said there was a way to reverse it,” I remind him, trying not to dwell on all those faces from the hall of portraits, the gruesome ends they must have endured.
“I’m coming to that,” Dervish sighs. “Though be warned — when I tell you, you may wish that I hadn’t.”
A long pause. Then a groan from the cage — Bill-E stirring.
“When will he wake?” I ask, eyeing him nervously.
“Soon,” Dervish says. “Let’s go to my study — it won’t be pretty when he starts bellowing.”
“No,” I mutter, gripping the edge of the table. “I want to be here for him.”
Dervish nods understandingly, then returns to his story.
“Our scientists haven’t been able to crack the wolfen gene and find a cure. But science isn’t the only way to fight a disease. Magic works too.”
Dervish reaches across the desk, roots through the books stacked to his left and finds a thick tome. Opening it, he passes it to me, and I find myself gazing into the eyes of the family magician, Bartholomew Garadex.
“Old Bart devoted a large chunk of his life to trying to rid the family of its curse,” Dervish says. “He believed it had its origins in magic. For decades he cast spells, experimented and sought a cure in arcane volumes. But nothing worked. He could change a normal human’s shape but could do nothing with a transformed werewolf. He was powerless, like everybody else.
“And then he met a creature who wasn’t.”
Dervish’s face darkens. Taking the book from me, he closes it, then reaches for the folder where I found the drawing of Lord Loss.
“Stop!” I gasp. He looks at me questioningly. “I found that when I was here before,” I tell him, eyeing the folder fearfully. “The drawing of Lord Loss spoke to me. Its lips and eyes moved.”
“If I’d known you were so close to the truth,” Dervish murmurs, “I would have warned you about that.” He cocks a thumb at the door leading to the wine cellar. “As I told you, the house is safe. The land around is safe too. But I leave this cellar unprotected. There are times when I have to deal with entities not of this realm, and I need a base from which I can make contact.”
