Sarah Mayberry.

Hot Island Nights

She should look away now

Right now, before Nate got the wrong idea. He lifted an eyebrow. Then the corner of his mouth curled up.

She tore her gaze away. As if shed be foolish enough to take up with a man like him. A man who wanted nothing but to get her naked and take his pleasure.

A wave of heat rolled over her.

Be honest with yourself at least, Elizabeth Jane. He fascinates you. You look at him and see every fantasy you ever had, every dirty thought you never dared share with anyone.

It was true. She found Nathan Jones sexually attractive. Extremely sexually attractive.

And he knew it. He knew shed been struck speechless by her first sight of him in all his barechested glory this morning. How images of his big body had been slipping into her mind against her will all day. How hot and sticky she felt just thinking about touching his firm, brown skin.

Crazy. This was crazy. Shed never felt so overheated in all her life. It must be the beer. Had to be. Otherwise

A hand curled around her forearm and tugged her toward the dance floor.

Come on, Elizabeth, Nate murmured, let your hair down

About the Author

SARAH MAYBERRY lives in Melbourne, Australiaat the moment! With something like eight moves in the past ten years under her belt, she always keeps the cardboard boxes and packing tape within easy reach. When shes not moving or planning to move, shes writing, reading, cooking or trying to get motivated to do some exercise. Oh, and she loves a good movie night. By the time you read this, she also hopes that she will have become a dog owner.

Hot Island Nights

Sarah Mayberry

Huge thanks go to Pamela Torrance for giving up her time in the midst of her own upheaval to offer me pointers on what English people sound like. Thanks for the reality check, Pamelaconsider the front end your part of the book!

As always, this book would not exist without the support of Chris, the heart, backbone and brain of my life. And, of course, Wanda, who never fails to knock me into shape and curb my excesses and cheer me towards the finishing line. Bless you!

Dear Reader,

Who hasnt had the fantasy of locking eyes with a hot guy across a room and just knowing that hes yours for the takingif you want to take him? Im sure it happens to some women all the time in real life, but for Elizabeth in Hot Island Nights its a bolt from the blue. Shes been so damned good all her lifewell behaved and polite and always, always a lady. Then she meets Nathan and suddenly the temptation of exploring the other side of herselfthe not-so-well-behaved, not-so-polite, not-so-ladylike part of herselfis overwhelming.

Of course, what she doesnt realise is that Nathan is a lot more than a hot, hard body.

When I was growing up, my family spent a lot of time at the beach and often we would go out on my fathers catamaran and pretend to crew for him when in fact we were simply joyriding. Theyre great memories and I tried to tap into that store of sun and sand and surf when writing Elizabeth and Nathans storyI hope you get a whiff of suntan oil as you read!

Hearing from readers makes my day, so please drop me a line via my website at if you feel so inclined.

Until next time, happy reading!

Sarah Mayberry


ELIZABETH MASON STARED at the wedding registry in her hand. Printed on expensive linen paper beneath the green and gold Harrods logo, it was a roll call of prestigious brand names: Villeroy & Boch, Royal Doulton, Lalique, Noritake, Le Creuset. There were two dinner sets listedone for everyday use, one for entertainingcookware, stemware, cutlery, a champagne bucket, various pieces of barware, vases, platters, table linens

If their wedding guests bought even half the items listed, she and Martin would have a house full of finely crafted, beautiful things with which to start their married life. Their home would be a showpiece, perfect in every detail.

Elizabeth pressed a hand to her chest. The tight feeling was back. As though she couldnt get enough air. She lowered her head and concentrated on regulating her breathing.

In, out. In, out.

A delicate piano sonata trickled over the sound system. A salesman brushed past, directing a customer to the Royal Worcester display. A bead of perspiration ran down Elizabeths side.

She had to get a grip on these panic attacks. This was supposed to be a happy time. In eight weeks she would be marrying the man shed been dating for the past six years and starting a new life with him. She shouldnt be feeling panicky or anxious.

These are lovely, Elizabeth.

Elizabeth looked up to see her grandmother holding a glass from the Waterford Crystal collection. Light fractured off the highly polished surface of a champagne flute that appeared to be an exact replica of the set her grandparents had at home.

Theyre beautiful, Elizabeth said. But I think Martin prefers a more modern look. Hes very keen on the Riedel flutes.

She could feel heat creeping into her face. Shed always been a terrible liar. She was the one who preferred the more modern designMartin didnt give a fig about glassware. But she could hardly come right out and state her preference.

Have a closer look, see how they feel in your hand, her grandmother said, gesturing for Elizabeth to join her.

Elizabeth opened her mouth to reiterate her objectionthen closed it without saying a word. She knew what would happen once her grandmother realized Elizabeth didnt share her taste. Grandmama wouldnt say anything, of course, because it wasnt her way to express displeasure so directly, but her mouth would turn down at the corners and shed be withdrawn for the rest of the day. She might not come to dinner, or perhaps there would be some mention of her heart medication.

It was emotional blackmail, of course, something Grandmama was a master at. Over the years shed shaped Elizabeths decisions and actionsmajor and minorwith the merest flutter of a hand or the mention of a headache or a doctors visit. Even though Elizabeth understood the manipulation behind the behavior, shed always given in. It was easier that wayand, really, at the end of the day, did it matter if she and Martin drank from the Waterford glasses instead of the Riedels if it made her grandmother happy?

So instead of standing her ground, she joined her grandmother and held the glass and agreed that it had a very pleasing weight in the hand, perfect for special occasions. Her grandmother collared a saleswoman and began asking questions about the manufacturing process and whether it would be possible to order replacement glasses in the future should any breakages occur.

Elizabeth stood to one side with a small, polite smile on her face. Around her, sales staff glided amongst the displays, talking in hushed, reverential tones. Everywhere she looked there were exquisite, fragile, priceless things, arranged to appeal to even the most fastidious eye.

Her gaze fell on a nearby table of cut-glass whiskey decanters. She had a vision of herself grabbing the table and upending the whole damn thing, sending the decanters smashing to the ground. It was so real her hands curled as though they were already gripping the table edge, and she could almost hear the crash of breaking glass and the shocked cries of the staff and customers.

She took a step backward and gripped her hands together.

Not because she thought there was any danger of her actually upending the display. There was no way shed ever do such a thing.

She took another step away.

Its just prewedding jitters, she told herself. Nothing to worry about. Every bride feels this way before her wedding.

Except this wasnt the only reckless, anarchic impulse shed had to quell recently. At last weeks Friends of the Royal Academy luncheon shed had to stifle the urge to throw back her head and scream at the top of her lungs when old Mr. Lewisham had droned on about the quality of the napkins in the Academys coffee shop and what it said about societys declining standards. And yesterday shed found her steps slowing outside a tattoo parlor near Kings Cross station, admiring the tribal rose motif snaking up the arm of the girl behind the counter. Shed actually taken a step inside the store before common sense had reasserted itself and shed remembered who she was.

Elizabeth. Did you hear a word I just said? her grandmother asked.

Elizabeth snapped into focus. Both the saleswoman and her grandmother were watching her, waiting for her response.

Sorry, Grandmama, I was daydreaming, she said.

Her grandmother patted her arm fondly. Come and have a look at the Wedgwood.

Smile fixed firmly in place, Elizabeth allowed herself to be led away.

IT WAS LATE AFTERNOON by the time she returned to her grandparents Georgian town house in Mayfair. Her grandmother had come back after lunch for her afternoon rest, leaving Elizabeth to keep her appointment with the florist on her own. Elizabeth had dropped in to visit her friend Violets boutique in Notting Hill on the way home and the hall clock was chiming six as she entered the house. She let her bag slide down her arm and started pulling off her scarf and gloves.

It was Tuesday, which meant Martin would be arriving any minute. He always ate here on Tuesday night. Just as he always played squash on Wednesdays and took her out for dinner on Fridays. If she hurried, shed have time to freshen up before he arrived.

The housekeeper had stacked Elizabeths mail neatly on the hall table and she flicked through it quickly as she turned toward the stairs. An official-looking envelope caught her eye and she paused. Martin had asked her to order a copy of her birth certificate so he could apply for their marriage license, since he was unable to request the certificate on her behalf. She tore the envelope open to confirm that it had finally arrived. One more thing to cross off her to-do list.

She unfolded the single sheet of paper, glancing over it quickly to check everything was in order. Elizabeth Jane Mason, born August 24, 1980, mothers name Eleanor Mary Whittaker, fathers name

Her scarf and gloves slipped from her fingers to the hall floor as she stared at the name beneath the box clearly marked Fathers Given Name and Surname.

Sam Blackwell.

Who the hell is Sam Blackwell?

Her father was John Alexander Mason. Born January 16, 1942, killed in the same light-plane accident as her mother twenty-three years ago.

This had to be a mistake. It had to be.

Elizabeth focused on the closed door at the end of the long hallway. She started walking, certificate in hand, an uncomfortable tightness in her belly.

The sound of low, masculine laughter could be heard from behind the door of her grandfathers study as she drew closer, but for the first time in her life she didnt bother to knock.

Theres been some kind of mistake, she said as she barged into the room.

Elizabeth. I was wondering when youd get home, Martin said.

Her fianc? stood and approached to kiss her, his gray eyes crinkling at the corners as he smiled. As usual he was dressed immaculately in a tailored three-piece suit and conservatively striped silk tie, his dark hair parted neatly.

Instead of offering her mouth for his kiss, she thrust the certificate at him.

Look. Theyve made a mistake. Theyve got my fathers name wrong on my birth certificate.

For a split second Martin stilled. Then he shot her grandfather a quick, indecipherable look before turning his attention to the birth certificate.

I thought you were going to have this delivered to the office so I could take care of the marriage license. Martin spoke mildly, but there was an undercurrent of tension in his voice.

Elizabeth looked at him, then at her grandfathers carefully blank face, and she knew.

It wasnt a mistake.

Whats going on? Her voice sounded strange, wobbly and high.

Why dont you have a seat, Elizabeth? her grandfather suggested.

She allowed herself to be ushered into one of the buttonback leather chairs facing the formidable mahogany desk. Her grandfather waited until Martin had taken the other seat before speaking.

There is no mistake, Im afraid. The man you know as your father, John Mason, was actually your stepfather. He married your mother when you were two years old.

For a moment there was nothing but the sound of the clock ticking. Elizabeth started to speak, then stopped because she had no idea what to say.

Shed been devastated by her parents deaths when she was seven years old. For the first few months shed lived with her grandparents shed cried herself to sleep every night. She treasured the small mementos she had of her childhoodthe vintage Steiff teddy bear her parents had given her when she was four, the rock fossils theyd found together on a family holiday, the empty perfume bottle that had once held her mothers favorite scent.

But now her grandfather was telling her that her parents werent both dead, that it was her stepfather whod died. That her real fatherthe stranger whose name was listed on her birth certificatemight still be alive and well somewhere in the world.

Why has no one ever told me this before?

Because it wasnt necessary. I wont go into details, but Sam Blackwell is not someone we want involved in your life. John Mason was your father in every other way, so we didnt see the point in bringing up something that was best forgotten, her grandfather said.

There were so many assumptions in his speech, so many judgments. And all of them made on her behalf, with no consultation with her whatsoever.

Elizabeths hands curled into fists. Is he alive? My real father?

I believe so, yes.

She leaned forward. Where does he live? What does he do? Is he in London? How can I contact him?

Elizabeth, I know this is a shock for you, but when youve had a chance to process Im sure youll agree that it really doesnt change your life in any substantial way, Martin said.

Elizabeth focussed on Martin for the first time. You knew.

Your grandfather told me after I proposed.

Youve known for six months and you didnt tell me?

Dont be angry with Martin. I requested that he respect my confidence. I didnt see the point in getting you upset over nothing, her grandfather said.

Nothing? Nothing?

Im thirty years old. I dont need to be protected. I deserve the truth. And my father being alive is not nothing. It is very decidedly something.

Martin shifted uncomfortably. Her grandfather placed his hands flat on the leather blotter on his desk and eyed her steadily.

We did what we thought was best for you.

This was usually the point in any argument with her grandparents when she retreated. Theyd taken her in when her parents died and bent over backward to ensure she had a happy childhood. Theyd sent her to the best schools, attended every school play and recital and parent-teacher night, taken her on holidays to France and Italyall despite her grandmothers heart condition and frail health. Elizabeth had grown up with a strong sense of obligation toward them and a determination that she would never be more of a burden than she had to be.

Shed excelled at school, then at university. Shed never stayed out late or come home drunk. Shed never had a one-night stand. Even her husband-to-be had come with their seal of approval, since he worked at her grandfathers law firm.

She owed them so mucheverything, really. But she also owed herself. And what theyd done was wrong.

This was my decision to make. You had no right to keep this from me.

Because she didnt trust herself to say more, because rage and a bunch of unwise, unruly words were pressing at the back of her throat, she stood and left the room. Shed barely made it halfway up the hall when she heard Martin coming after her.

Elizabeth. Slow down.

He caught her elbow. She spun on him, pulling her arm free.

Dont you dare tell me to calm down or that this doesnt matter, Martin. Dont you dare.

Her chest was heaving with the intensity of her emotions and he took a step away, clearly taken aback by her ferocity.

If I could have told you without breaking your grandfathers confidence, I would have. Believe me. He was deeply sincere, his eyes worried.

Youre my fianc?, Martin. Dont you think you owe your loyalty to me before my grandfather?

He ran a hand through his hair. Under ordinary circumstances, yes, but your grandfather and I have a professional relationship as well as a personal one.

I see. And she did. Martin was hoping to be made partner at the firm this year. The last thing he wanted was to rock the boat.

He reached out and took her hand, his thumb brushing reassuringly across her knuckles. Elizabeth, if we could go somewhere private and talk this through, Im sure youll understand that everything was done with your best interests at heart.

Her incredulous laughter sounded loud in the hall.

My best interests? How on earth would you know what my best interests are, Martin? Youre so busy telling me whats good for me, you have no idea who I am or what I really want. Its like those bloody awful Waterford champagne flutes. No one cares what I think, and Im such a pathetic coward I swallow it and swallow it and swallow it, even while I tell myself its because I want to do the right thing and not upset the applecart.

Martin frowned. Champagne flutes? I have no idea what youre talking about.

She knew he didnt, but it was all inextricably entwined in her head: her anger at her grandparents and Martin for this huge betrayal of her trust, her feelings of frustration and panic over the wedding, the suffocated feeling she got every time her grandparents made a decision for her or Martin spoke to her in that soothing tone and treated her as though she were made of fine porcelain.

I cant do this, she said, more to herself than him. This is a mistake.

It was suddenly very clear to her.

Martin slid his arm around her shoulders, trying to draw her into a hug. Elizabeth, youre getting yourself upset.

The feeling of his arms closing so carefully around her was the last straw. She braced her hands against his chest and pushed free from his embrace.

I want to call off the wedding.

Martin blinked, then reached for her again. You dont mean that. Youre upset.

She held him off. Violet has been saying for months that I should stop and think about what Im doing, and shes right. I dont want this, Martin. I feel like Im suffocating.

Violet. I might have known shed have something to do with this. What rubbish has she been filling your head with now? The joys of being a free and easy slapper in West London? Or maybe how to get a head start on cirrhosis?

Hed never liked Violet, which was only fair, since her best friend had taken a violent aversion to him from the moment theyd first met.

No, actually. She pointed out that I was going to be thirty this year and that if I didnt wake up and smell the coffee Id be fifty and still living the life my grandparents chose for me.

What a load of rubbish.

She looked at him, standing there in his Savile Row suit, his bespoke shirt pristine-white. He didnt understand. Maybe he couldnt.

She knew about his childhood, about the poverty and the sacrifices his working-class single mom had made to send him to university. Elizabeths lifethe life they were supposed to have together once they were marriedwas the fulfillment of all his aspirations. The high-paying partnership with the long-established law firm, the well-bred wife to come home to, the holidays on the French or Italian Riviera, membership at all the right mens clubs.

We cant get married, Martin. You dont know who I am, she said quietly. How could you? I dont even know who I am.

She turned and walked up the hallway.

Elizabeth. Can we at least talk about this?

She kept walking. Her grandparents were going to be upset when they heard shed called off the wedding. It wouldnt simply be a case of her grandmother having a headachethis would instigate full-scale damage control. Theyd use every trick in the book to try to make her see sense. Theyd make her feel guilty and stupid and wrong without actually accusing her of being any of those things. And she was so used to not rocking the boat, to toeing the line and doing the right thing that she was terribly afraid that she might listen to them and wind up married to Martin and unpacking all those expensive Harrods housewares in her marital home.

She needed some time to herself. To think. To work things out. Somewhere private and quiet. She thought of Violets apartment above her shop and quickly discarded it. Even if it wasnt only a one bedroom, she wouldnt find much peace and quiet in Violets hectic world. Plus it would be the first place her grandparents would look for her. Then she remembered what shed said to MartinI dont even know who I amand the answer came to her.

She would go to her father. Wherever he might be. She would find him, and she would go to him, and she would start working out who Elizabeth Jane Mason really was, and what she really wanted.

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