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She looked at him and inhaled a deep breath. âIâm sorry. This isnât easy for me. Believe me, I have the babyâs well-being in mind every second of the day. Thatâs why itâs been such a tug of war.â
Tony had thicker skin than to be offended, but most women wouldnât consider a proposal from him a terrible thing.
The waitress walked up to the table again. âHi, what can I get for you?â
Rena faced her without opening the menu. âI should have the California café salad.â
âOne California café salad, got it. And for you sir?â
âBut,â Rena interrupted and the waitress turned back to her, âIâm craving a chili cheeseburger with extra pickles.â
The waitress grinned. âThatâs our specialty. Got it. And Iâll make sure you get those pickles.â
âThank you. Iâll have a lemonade too.â
Tony ordered the same thing, and after the waitress left, he glanced at Rena. âYouâre having cravings? I wondered why you wanted to meet me here.â
She lifted a shoulder and shrugged. âItâs been a long time and this morning when I got up, I couldnât stop thinking about having a chili cheeseburger.â
âWe sure ate our share of them when we were kids. We used to close down this place, remember?â
âYeah, I do.â
And for a moment, Renaâs face softened. Tony remembered what it was like being with her back then. The fun times theyâd had together. Theyâd been so close and so much in love.
Rena stared at the manila folder sheâd set down on the table and her expression changed.
âWhatâs going on?â Tony asked, glancing at the folder. âWhatâs in there?â
âItâs something I want from you.â
Surprised, Tony looked at her, arching a brow. âOkay, so why donât you tell me?â
She slid the folder toward him. âItâs a prenuptial agreement.â Her eyes met his directly.
Tony hid his surprise well. He didnât react, though a dozen thoughts popped into his head all at once. He decided to hear her out and not jump to conclusions.
âIf I marry you, I want Purple Fields to remain in my name. I want full ownership of the winery and vineyard. I want to have the final say in every decision having to do with it. My child will own Purple Fields one day, no questions asked. Have your attorney look it over. Itâs legal and there shouldnât be any problem.â
Tony sighed heavily. âRena, you do see the irony in this, donât you?â
Rena searched his eyes. âHow so?â
âFirst of all, I donât want Purple Fields. Marrying me has nothing to do with me getting my hands on your winery. The fact is, Iâm worth tens of millions, Rena. Everything I own will be yours. Iâm not asking for a prenuptial agreement from you.â
âIf you want one, Iâd sign it.â
âI donât want one, damn it! Iâm not entering into this marriage lightly. If we marry, itâll be for keeps. Weâll have a child and weâll be a family. Do you understand what Iâm saying?â
âYes, of course. But youâve made promises to me before that youâve broken, and now I have no choice in the matter. I want some control. You should understand that, being a Carlino.â
Tonyâs lips tightened. He didnât want an argument, so he chose his words carefully. âThis time itâs different. This time, Iâm not going to break any promises I make to you.â
âIâd sleep better at night if I believed you.â
Tony let go a curse.
Rena continued to explain. âIâm only protecting whatâs mine. Can you blame me? Itâs all I have left and I donât want to lose it.â
Angry now, Tony didnât bother reading the agreement first. âFine. Iâll sign it.â
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a pen. Then he slid the papers out and gave them only a cursory glance before signing his name at the bottom.
âDonât you want your attorney to look it over?â Rena asked, her expression incredulous, watching him slide the papers back into the folder.
He shook his head. âI know you well enough to know thereâs nothing in this agreement that Iâd find questionable. I trust you.â
Rena sat back against the booth, her chin bravely raised. âI wonât let you make me feel guilty about this.â
âIâm not trying to make you feel guilty,â Tony remarked gruffly. Then when he saw Rena holding back tears, he softened his tone. âI signed the papers. Youâre getting what you wantâat least as far as Purple Fields is concerned. I never intended on taking that away from you.â Then he braced his arms on the table and leaned in. Their gazes locked. âWe have to make this work, Rena. If for nothing else but that child youâre carrying.â
Rena closed her eyes briefly. Her silence irritated him, as if she were trying to believe and trust in him. He wasnât like his ruthless father, but would Rena ever acknowledge that? âI know,â she said finally.
Tony settled back in his seat. What was done, was done. He didnât want to rehash the past. It was time to look toward the future.
And live in the present.
Tony changed the subject as soon as the food was delivered. He wanted Rena to enjoy the meal sheâd craved. Lord knew she needed to build her strength. She also needed some calm in her life and wondered if he could ever provide her that.
Without Rena actually saying so, the existence of the prenuptial agreement heâd just signed was an acceptance to his proposal.
Tony resigned himself to the fact that soon heâd be a husband to a pregnant and reluctant bride.
One week later, Rena stood beside Solena, Tony beside his brother Joe as they spoke vows before a Catholic priest in a little church just outside of San Francisco. Renaâs mind spun during the entire mass thinking this was some kind of a bad joke. She couldnât believe she was actually marrying Tony Carlino, the boy sheâd once loved beyond reason. The boy sheâd dreamed of marrying with every breath that sheâd taken. Now that dream seemed more like a nightmare.
As the priest blessed their union, Rena reminded herself of the reasons sheâd made this decision.
Marrying Tony meant saving her winery from ruin.
It meant that she could honor Davidâs last wishes.
It meant that her baby would never want for anything, much less a roof over his head or a meal on his plate.
They were good solid reasons. No sacrifice was too great for her child.
Father Charles finished the ceremony. âYou may kiss the bride.â
She hardly felt like a bride. She wore a pale yellow dress suit. Tony had provided her with a small calla lily bouquet and had placed a simple platinum band on her finger during the service. Out of reverence to David, he hadnât given her a diamondâsheâd only just last week removed her wedding ring from her finger and tucked it away safely in her jewelry case. It had been excruciatingly hard letting go.
Tonyâs lips brushed hers softly. He smiled when he looked into her eyes. She granted him a small smile in return.
Joe and Solena congratulated them, their mood solemn. If Father Charles noticed the austere atmosphere at the altar, he didnât mention it. In fact, he pumped Tonyâs hand hard and embraced Rena.
Raymond approached with a handshake to Tony and a hug for her. Nick approached her with arms open and a big smile. âWelcome to the family. Iâve always wanted a sister. But Iâll let you in on a little secret. I had a big crush on you in high school.â
Rena chuckled and flowed into his arms. âNo, you didnât.â
âI did. But you were my big brotherâs girl.â They broke their embrace and Nick stepped away, turning to Tony and slapping him on the back. âHeâs a lucky man. Be good to her or I might steal her away.â
Tony glanced at her. âIâd like to see you try.â
Rena bit her lip, holding back a smile. Sheâd seen the Carlino boysâ teasing banter, and at times she had been a part of it. If anyone could make her laugh, it was Nick. Heâd always been too clever for his own good. All the Carlino boys had their own brand of charm and sheâd learned early on that each in his own way was a ladykiller.
The six of them dined in an out-of-the-way restaurant on the outskirts of San Francisco, and everyone sipped champagne when Nick proposed a toast. Rena pretended to sip hers, letting the bubbly liquid touch her mouth before she set her glass down. She was among her closest friends here, and though sheâd explained to Solena and Raymond her reasons for this sudden secret marriage to Tony, she hadnât confessed about the baby yet. She needed time to come to grips with all that had changed in her life.
When the dinner was over, Rena walked outside with Solena, bidding her farewell. âI hope Iâm not making a mistake.â
Solena took her hand and squeezed gently. âRemember, David wanted this for you.â She glanced at Tony who stood beside Raymond and his brothers. âGive him a chance,â she whispered. âYou loved him once.â
âItâs different now, Solena. Thereâs so much hurt between us.â
âI know. But if you find forgiveness, your heart will open.â
Rena doubted it. She didnât know if she was capable of forgiving Tony. Heâd destroyed her life not once but twice. Was she supposed to forget all that? Emotions jumbled up inside her, and she fought to control them. âI canât believe I married him.â
Solena reached out to hug her tight. âIt will work out as itâs meant to. Be patient. And remember, I am always here if you need me.â
Rena faced her and gratitude filled her heart. âI know you are.â She reminded herself that if she hadnât married Tony, she wouldnât be able to employ her dear friends, and that was enough consolation for now.
Tony approached and put a hand to her back. âAre you ready to leave?â
She nodded to him and bid farewell to her friend, squeezing her hand tight. âIâll see you tomorrow, Solena.â
âYes.â Solena glanced at Tony. âCongratulations.â
âThank you.â
Once Raymond and Solena left, Tony took Renaâs hand and guided her to his car. âYouâre not going to your own execution, you know.â
âDid I say anything?â she quipped, slipping her hand away.
âNot in words.â
She shrugged. âItâs all so strange.â
But before Tony could respond to that, Joe and Nick walked up. Nick smiled. âYou did it, you two. Finally.â
Joe cleared his throat. âLetâs leave them alone, Nick.â
âJust wishing them well,â he said. âI guess weâll see you at the house later.â
Tony shook his head. âIâm not going back to the house tonight.â
âYouâre not?â Renaâs nerves jumped. She hadnât discussed with him what theyâd do after they married. Sheâd only assumed that since the marriage was secret, heâd stay at his house and sheâd stay at hers.
âNo.â He turned to her. âIâve booked a suite at the Ritz-Carlton in San Francisco.â
Joe grabbed Nickâs shoulder and gave a little shove. âLetâs go.â
âI guess Iâm going,â Nick said with a cocky smile. âCongrats again, Rena. Big brother.â
Rena watched them both get in the car and leave. She turned to Tony, dumbfounded. âWhy did you get us a room at a hotel?â
âItâs our wedding night.â
She closed her eyes, praying for strength. âSurely, you donât expectââ
âYouâre my wife now, Rena. Did you expect me to remain celibate the rest of my life?â
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Rena sat stonily silent in the car all the way to the hotel, her expression grim and her pretty mouth deep in a frown. She said nothing as he checked in or on the ride in the elevator to the Presidential Suite.
A private servant opened the door and showed them inside. In awe, Rena gasped when she entered the suite.
Rich furnishings, stately artwork and a Steinway grand piano filled the living room. Tony put a hand to her back and guided her inside. The servant showed them around the suite, walking them through French doors to the master bedroom with an amazing view of San Francisco Bay, the master bathroom highlighted by a sunken whirlpool bath filled with scented flower petals, a second bedroom and an elegant dining room with seating for eight.
Once back in the living room, Tony dismissed him. âWe wonât need your services for the rest of the evening.â
âYes, sir,â he said, and once he left the suite, Tony opened the French doors to the terrace.
âItâs massive,â Rena said, stepping outside and taking a deep breath of air. The sun began a slow descent on the horizon. âYou could fit two of my gift shops in the terrace alone.â Then she turned to him. âWhy did you do this?â
âYou deserve it, Rena.â
Before she could respond, he turned her shoulders and pointed out toward the ocean. âLook, thereâs Alcatraz.â
Rena focused on the island that had once been a notorious prison. âThe view is amazing. All of this is amazing.â
Tony kept his hands on her shoulders for a few seconds, caressing her lightly. The air fresh and clear, he breathed in and caught the subtle scent of her exotic perfume. Sheâd put her hair up for the wedding ceremony, giving him access to her throat. He took in another breath before he felt her stiffen. He backed away, giving her space and time to adjust to the situation and pulled out a white iron patio chair. âSit down and enjoy the fresh air.â
She did and he sat facing her. âIâm not the big bad wolf, Rena. I know this is difficult for you.â
âDifficult doesnât begin to describe it. I never thought Iâd see this day.â Her eyes appeared strained. Her body slumped with fatigue.
âWhat day?â he asked.
âThe day that Iâd be your wife.â