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“‘Something like that”?’ Brice repeated softly.
Sabina shifted uncomfortably. ‘I’m not sure I’m going to be any good at this; I’m simply not good at sitting still.’ She grimaced.
He nodded. ‘Stand up and move around if you prefer it; I’m not sure sitting down is the right pose for you anyway,’ he added frowningly.
Sabina wondered as she stood up to move restlessly about the room exactly what pose he did think was right for her?
Brice McAllister’s studio was a cluttered and yet somehow orderly room, canvases stacked against the walls, paints, pencils, paper, all neatly stored on open shelves, with the minimum amount of furniture; just the chair he sat in, a large, paint-daubed table, and the couch Sabina had been sitting on.
‘Here we are.’ Mrs Potter came back in with a laden tray, putting it down on the table, sandwiches and a fruit cake also on the tray.
‘Thank you,’ Sabina told the other woman warmly.
‘Help yourself,’ Brice McAllister invited dryly once his housekeeper had left the room.
She poured the tea into two cups before helping herself to one of the chicken sandwiches; she hadn’t thought she was hungry, but one bite of the delicious sandwich told her that she was.
‘Do you often miss out on lunch?’ Brice McAllister watched her with brooding eyes.
Sabina shrugged. ‘Sometimes. But I usually make up for it later,’ she assured him dryly. ‘I don’t starve myself, if that’s what you’re thinking; I’m naturally like this.’ She indicated the slenderness of her figure.
‘And very nice it is too.’ He nodded. ‘When’s the wedding?’
Sabina blinked at the sudden change of subject. ‘Sorry…?’
‘Richard implied your portrait is a wedding present to himself.’ Brice shrugged. ‘I was merely wondering how soon I have to finish it,’ he added derisively.
She frowned. ‘I think you must have misunderstood him.’ It had never even been discussed between them that their ‘understanding’ might lead to marriage…
‘No?’ He raised dark brows. ‘Richard gave me the impression it was imminent.’
‘Did he?’ she returned evenly, equally sure he must have misunderstood Richard.
‘I thought so,’ Brice continued determinedly. ‘There’s rather a large difference in your ages, isn’t there?’
Her cheeks flushed resentfully. What business was it of this man if there was an age difference between herself and her fiancé? Absolutely none, came the unqualified answer!
‘Spring and autumn,’ Brice added derisively.
Her mouth twisted. ‘At twenty-five I’m hardly spring—summer would be more appropriate,’ she bit out shortly. ‘And surely age is irrelevant in this day and age?’ she added challengingly.
‘Is it?’ he returned softly.
Sabina frowned across at him, more disturbed by what he had said than she cared to admit. She and Richard were friends, nothing more; Brice must have misunderstood Richard! Mustn’t he…?
‘I thought I came here so you could sketch me, Mr McAllister—not question me about my personal life!’ she snapped agitatedly.
‘The name is Brice,’ he told her smoothly.
‘I prefer Mr McAllister,’ she said tautly. What she really preferred was to keep this man very much at a distance!
He gave an unperturbed shrug. ‘Whatever. Could you stand over by the fireplace?’ he bit out curtly, once again frowning down at his sketch-pad.
Almost as if that very personal conversation had never taken place, Sabina fumed inwardly as she moved to stand beside the unlit fireplace.
‘Yes,’ Brice breathed his satisfaction with the pose. ‘The clothes are all wrong, of course—not that you don’t look lovely in them,’ he added as she raised her brows. ‘They just aren’t right for the way I want to paint you.’
‘And what way is that?’ Sabina rasped impatiently.
He didn’t answer her, frowning across the room at her in between making rapid strokes with his pencil on the pad in front of him.
Sabina remained standing exactly as she was, recognising that transfixed look from some of her photographic sessions; a master was at work, and for the moment she, as a person, did not exist.
Which was fine with her. She was here under protest, and the last thing she wanted was any more personal conversations with Brice McAllister while she was here. Especially of the kind they had just had.
‘Will there have to be much of this?’ she finally felt compelled to ask him an hour later. The fireplace was really rather nice, but after looking at it for the last hour she definitely knew it didn’t hold much scope for the imagination!
Brice looked up at her frowningly, his thoughts obviously still engrossed in his sketching. ‘Much of what?’
‘These sittings—or, in this case, standings,’ she added wryly. ‘Will I need to do many of them?’
He put the sketch-pad down on the table beside him, flexing stiff shoulder muscles as he did so.
He really was a very handsome man, Sabina acknowledged grudgingly. Those dark, brooding good looks were almost Byronic, that over-long dark hair giving him a rakishly gypsy appearance. Although Sabina was sure the romantic Byron had never quite had that totally assessing male look in his eyes. Deep green eyes that even now were trying to look past her façade of politeness to the inner Sabina!
‘Why?’ he finally drawled softly.
She shrugged. ‘As I’ve already explained, I’m—’
‘Rather busy,’ he finished derisively. ‘Yes, you have explained that. Several times, as I recall,’ he added mockingly before picking up his cup and drinking the now cold tea in one swallow. ‘The question is, why are you so busy?’ He looked at her with narrowed eyes. ‘As I understand it, you’ve been one of the top models in the world—if not the top model in the world,’ he allowed mockingly, ‘for the last five years. Why do you need to keep working at the pace that you do?’
Because work stopped her from thinking, from remembering, meant she was too tired at night to do anything more than fall into bed and go to sleep!
But none of those thoughts betrayed themselves in the calmness of her expression. ‘So that I remain one of the top models in the world,’ she replied dryly.
Brice pursed his mouth. ‘And is that important to you?’
Her cheeks became flushed at the mockery in his tone. ‘Is it important to you to be one of the world’s most sought-after artists?’ she returned caustically, deeply resenting the slight condescension towards her career that she sensed in his tone.
Okay, so it didn’t need great intelligence to initially become a model, just the right look, and a certain amount of luck, but it certainly took more than those things to remain one. She worked hard at what she did, never gave less than her best, and she deeply resented his implication that it should be otherwise. She had always regarded herself as something of an artist too, in her own way.
‘Touché,’ he allowed dryly. ‘I just can’t imagine doing what you do, day in and day out.’ He shrugged.
Sabina narrowed cornflower-blue eyes on him. ‘Are you meaning to be insulting, Mr McAllister, or does it just come naturally?’ she said slowly.
He grinned unabashedly. ‘A little of both, probably.’
She shook her head, incredulous at his arrogance. ‘You just don’t care, do you?’ she murmured slowly.
He looked puzzled. ‘About what?’
‘About anything,’ she realised in wonder.
How she wished she still had that tolerantly amused outlook to life, that she could laugh at herself as well as other people. But she knew that she didn’t. That she never would have again, thanks to—
No, she wouldn’t think of that. Couldn’t think of that.
‘I think it’s time I was going,’ she decided abruptly, glancing pointedly at the gold watch on her wrist. An engagement present from Richard. That, and his diamond engagement ring, were the only two pieces of jewellery she ever wore.
Brice McAllister was watching her consideringly, head tilted slightly to one side, green gaze narrowed speculatively. ‘Why?’ he finally challenged.
It was a challenge Sabina easily picked up on. And chose to ignore. ‘Because I have somewhere else to go,’ she told him determinedly.
‘Home to Richard?’ he taunted softly, standing up slowly, his sheer size totally dominating the room.
Sabina took a step back, suddenly finding the room oppressively small. She also found herself backed up against the unlit fireplace.
Brice walked slowly towards her, his narrowed gaze not leaving her face. He stopped about a foot away, that gaze searching now as he continued to look at her.
For the second time since she had met him Sabina found she couldn’t breathe.
This close to, she could feel the male warmth of him, could smell the slight tang of the aftershave he wore, could see every pore and hair on the darkness of his skin. But it was none of those things that constricted her breathing. She knew it was his sheer physical closeness that did that.
She swallowed convulsively. ‘I really do have to go,’ she told him breathlessly.
Brice looked at her steadily. ‘So what’s stopping you?’ he prompted huskily.
Her legs, for one thing. They refused to move. In fact, she felt so weak at the knees they were only just succeeding in supporting her. She felt like a mesmerised rabbit caught on the road in the glare of car headlights, incapable of movement, even in the face of such obvious danger.
And Brice McAllister, as she had half guessed on their very first meeting, been even more convinced of it at their second, was exactly that—dangerous!
She moistened suddenly dry lips. ‘If you would just move out of my way…?’
He stepped slightly to one side. ‘Be my guest,’ he invited softly.
Sabina forced her legs to move, quickly, determinedly, crossing to the door, putting as much distance between herself and Brice McAllister as was possible in the confines of the studio.
‘I’ll call you.’
Sabina turned sharply as he spoke, her trembling hand already on the door-handle. ‘Excuse me?’
Brice raised dark brows, his mouth twisted in mocking amusement. ‘I said, I’ll call you. For your next sitting,’ he explained derisively as she still looked totally blank.
Get a grip, Sabina, she ordered herself sternly. What had really happened just now—Brice McAllister had stood what she considered was too close to her? So what? And yet she knew that wasn’t really all that had happened, that there had been a frisson of awareness between the two of them that she wished weren’t there…
‘Perhaps you would do me the courtesy of taking my call this time?’ Brice prompted confidently.
Colour darkened her cheeks at his certainty she had no choice but to do exactly that. ‘If I happen to be at home,’ she bit out harshly.
He shrugged. ‘If you aren’t, I’m sure that Richard and I can sort out a time between the two of us,’ he drawled softly.
Sabina’s eyes narrowed. ‘Contrary to what you may have assumed otherwise, Mr McAllister—I make my own appointments,’ she snapped coldly.
Once again he gave that humourless smile. ‘That wasn’t my impression at our last meeting.’
Because at the time she had been at the disadvantage of not wanting him to tell Richard she had been avoiding his telephone calls for the past week!
She looked at him consideringly for several long seconds. ‘You know, Mr McAllister,’ she finally said softly, ‘I really don’t give a damn what was or wasn’t your impression at our last meeting,’ she told him scornfully. ‘In fact, nothing about you is of the least interest to me,’ she added scathingly.
He raised dark brows. ‘No?’
‘No!’ she confirmed hardly. ‘Goodbye, Mr McAllister.’ She wrenched the door open.
‘Au revoir, surely, Sabina…?’ he taunted softly.
Sabina didn’t even turn and acknowledge the obvious challenge, striding briskly out of the room, closing the front door softly behind her as she left.
It wasn’t until she was safely ensconced in the back seat of the car, Clive driving back to Richard’s house, that she allowed free rein to her feelings.
She didn’t like the way Brice McAllister looked at her. Didn’t like the way he had of talking to her on a very personal level. Didn’t like him near her. In fact, she just didn’t like him!
And she had no idea how she was going to achieve it, but she had no intention of being alone with Brice in his studio ever again!
CHAPTER FOUR
BRICE cursed himself, for what had to be the hundredth time in a week, for the way he had behaved with Sabina last Tuesday.
He had already seen the fear and apprehension in her eyes at their first meeting, had realised she was inwardly like a startled fawn getting ready for flight, and yet some devil had driven him on to try and get a reaction from her, to taunt and mock her in an effort to get behind the cool façade she liked to present to the world at large.
But all he had succeeded in doing was totally alienating her.
Oh, it hadn’t resulted in her refusing to take his calls this time. She had taken all four of them—she had simply come up with a legitimate excuse for every suggestion he’d come up with for a second sitting!
And what had she left him with? She could spare him one hour this morning, but it would have to be at home. Probably with the quietly watchful Richard in attendance!
As he was only at the sketching stage, Brice hadn’t been able to come up with a good reason why he shouldn’t be the one to go to her home. But that didn’t mean he liked it…
Although he had to admit a few minutes later, when he was shown into the sitting-room where Sabina waited—alone—that she was much more relaxed in her own surroundings. In fact, she was the epitome of the gracious hostess, smiling at him politely as she offered him tea or coffee. Both of which he refused.
She looked the part too, in a cream silk blouse and pencil-slim black skirt, the latter finishing just above her knee, her hair gathered up in a neat chignon at the back of her head. Altogether, she looked nothing like the woman Brice wanted to capture on canvas!
‘Practising for domesticity?’ he drawled mockingly.
He had been determined to be totally professional today, to put Sabina at her ease. But somehow he couldn’t help himself; this new Sabina brought back that devil inside him even more strongly than the other one. She was playing a part, adopting a role—and Brice didn’t doubt for a moment that it was for his benefit. Only confirming for him that he really had struck a sensitive nerve with his behaviour the previous week!
She smiled across at him coolly. ‘You were right last week, Brice—being rude does seem to come naturally to you.’
Which was his cue to apologise. But he couldn’t do that, either. Something about this woman made him want to grip her by the shoulders and shake her, to see her laugh, or cry, to show some impulsive emotion. Which would probably result in him being thrown out of here on his ear!
