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“Thanks.”
“You know—” the man removed his reading glasses “—if you’re really that determined to ride, you might consider physical therapy to speed your recovery.”
“Appreciate the advice, Doc.”
“The nurse will be in shortly with your prescriptions.”
Another wait, this one not long. Caitlin returned with three slips of paper in her hand. Ethan had to admit the sight of her in pale green scrubs was as surreal as seeing her in sweats. In college, she’d majored in journalism, with ambitions of being a TV reporter, and always dressed fashionably.
Admittedly, the scrubs looked cute on her, the loose material not quite hiding her very nice curves.
“Here you go.” She handed him the prescriptions. “The doctor wrote one for physical therapy as well, in case you need something for the VA.”
“I’ll probably skip PT.”
“Why? It will help.”
He stood, folded the prescriptions and placed them in his wallet. “The nearby facilities don’t take VA insurance. And I can’t afford the time off work to drive into Phoenix.”
“What if…what if I provided your physical therapy?”
“You?”
“I have some basic training. I’m not licensed, but I’ve taken several classes. For Justin. During his rehab, he’d strain his upper body muscles. And now that he’s involved in wheelchair athletics, he’s always overdoing it.”
“I can relate.”
“You two are alike when it comes to that.” Her expression softened, and suddenly she was the seventeen-year-old transfer student who’d been assigned to sit next to him in calculus class.
Ethan was caught off guard and needed a moment to collect himself. “I don’t think the VA will pay for a private physical therapist.”
“I won’t charge you.”
He shook his head. “I can’t ask you to do it for free.”
“Who said anything about free?” She smiled then, really smiled, and he caught another glimpse of the confident, carefree girl he’d fallen in love with. “I was hoping we could negotiate a trade.”
She had his attention now. “I’m listening.”
She motioned him into the hall.
“I’m on the Holly Days Festival committee,” she said.
The residents of Mustang Village had put on a big community-wide event the previous Christmas. None of the Powells had attended, but they’d heard about it. From everyone.
“The committee, huh?”
“You know me.”
He did. She’d been an involved student in both high school and college. Cocaptain of the cheerleading squad, student council, National Honor Society.
“I thought the festival was strictly for residents.”
“I’m a resident,” she said brightly as they entered the reception area.
“Really?”
“I’m renting a condo. In the complex right across the street.” She nodded toward the window. “I get to walk to work every day. Well, not to the middle school. But here.”
Working and living in Mustang Village. Was that another bit of interesting information Gavin had conveniently forgotten to tell Ethan?
“The committee is hoping to try something different this year,” Caitlin went on. “The parade was fun, but more people participated than watched.”
“You saw it?”
“I did. I almost drove to the ranch, too.”
Just how often had they narrowly missed crossing paths since his return home?
“Anyway, I remembered that old farm wagon of yours and was wondering if we could decorate it and have you drive people around the park.”
“No one’s used that wagon in years.”
Her hopeful smile fell. “Well, it was just an idea.”
Ethan had no desire to participate in the Holly Days Festival. Nothing involving Mustang Village appealed to him—with the exception of Caitlin. And she appealed to him far too much for his own good.
But hadn’t he just told Gavin this morning that he wished he could make amends with Caitlin? Wagon rides at the festival wouldn’t exactly clean the slate. But it was a start, and obviously important to her.
“We could pull the wagon out of storage,” he said. “See what kind of shape it’s in.”
“Great!” Her green eyes lit up.
This was the moment Ethan had been waiting for, only her excitement was over an old wagon. Not him.
“Why don’t you come out to the ranch?”
“When?”
Ethan massaged his left shoulder. “As soon as possible. I still haven’t qualified for the jackpot next weekend.”
“What about tomorrow, say around noon? I have a two-hour break between the school and the clinic. If the wagon is usable, we’ll set up a schedule for your PT sessions.”
“Sounds good.”
“Hey, Caitlin.” The receptionist held up a manila folder.
“I have to go,” she said hurriedly. “Thank you, Ethan.”
She collected the folder and called the next person’s name.
Once again, Ethan was just another patient—and it didn’t set well with him.
Chapter Three
In days gone by, Caitlin would have driven directly to the main house at Powell Ranch and parked there. Instead, she followed the signs and went around behind the cattle barn to the designated parking area.
“It’s weird,” her brother said from beside her in the passenger seat. “The place is totally different, but not different.”
“Yeah, weird.” She opened her door and stepped out.
Memories that had hovered the last few days promptly assailed her. Most were good, gently stroking emotional chords. One wasn’t so good, and it quickly overpowered the rest.
“When was the last time you were here?” Justin asked, already maneuvering his legs into position.
“Oh, about nine years ago.”
Nine years, four months and…she mentally calculated…eighteen days. Not that she was keeping track.
She’d arrived that last evening intending to join the Powells for dinner, something she often did in the past. Even before the meal was served, Ethan took her out to the front courtyard and sprang the news on her. He’d enlisted. Signed up a week after his mother’s funeral. A rather important decision he hadn’t even bothered discussing with Caitlin.
A fresh wave of hurt and anger unbalanced her now, and she paused, holding on to the van door for support.
Guess she hadn’t moved past her and Ethan’s bitter breakup, after all.
It must be seeing the ranch again. Or seeing him again—for the third day in a row.
Enough is enough, she told herself. She could manage working with Ethan, seeing him at the clinic, administering his physical therapy. He was nothing more than her patient.
With actions honed from much practice, she removed her brother’s wheelchair from the rear of the minivan and carried it to the passenger side, where he waited.
She’d have set the wheelchair up for him, except he insisted on performing the task himself. Rather than argue, she gave in. Being independent was important to Justin, and she respected his wishes even though her instinct was to do everything for him.
After hoisting himself into the wheelchair, he and Caitlin made their way to the stables. She figured the office was as good a place as any to start looking for Ethan.
“Sure are a lot of people here,” Justin commented, rolling his wheelchair along beside her.
A half-dozen riders were gathered in the open area near the stables. Several more were in the arena, riding alone or in pairs. One enthusiastic mother clapped while her preschooler trotted a shaggy pony in circles.
“I hear it’s even busier when school lets out for the day.” Caitlin remembered when the only people on the ranch were the Powells and the cowboys who worked for them.
“I’ll wait here,” Justin said when they reached the small porch outside the office.
He could easily maneuver the three steps leading onto it, but he probably wanted to give Caitlin and Ethan some privacy.
Easing open the door, she stepped tentatively inside the office. The sight of Ethan sitting with his back to her at an old metal desk gave her a start.
Not again, she chided herself. No more going weak in the knees every time she saw him.
Clearing her throat, she said, “Hello,” then “Oh!” when the ancient chair swiveled around with a squeak.
The man wasn’t Ethan.
“Hey.” Gavin greeted her with a wide grin. “What brings you here?”
Caitlin vacillated between enormous relief and equally enormous disappointment. “I’m meeting Ethan.”
“You are?”
Obviously he hadn’t informed his family of her visit.
She didn’t know what to make of that.
“If he’s not around—”
“He’s here. Shoeing one of the horses.”
“Is it all right if I interrupt him?”
“I’m thinking he won’t mind.”
Caitlin wavered, then blurted, “Can I ask a favor of you?”
“Sure.”
“My brother’s outside. Would you check on him for me? Without making it look like you’re checking on him?”
“How’s he doing?”
“Good. And he’s perfectly capable of handling himself in new situations.”
“But you worry.”
“Constantly.”
“Not a problem.” Gavin’s cell phone rang. “Let me take this call first.”
“Thanks.” Caitlin hurried across the office and out the door leading to the stables.
It was like stepping back in time.
The rich, familiar scents of horses and alfalfa filled her nostrils the moment she crossed the threshold. Daylight, pouring in from the large doorways on both ends of the long aisle, illuminated the interior better than any electric-powered lights could. Soft earth gave beneath her feet with each step she took. A barn cat dashed behind a barrel, then stuck its head out to peer warily at her.
Caitlin glanced around, her breath catching at the sight of Ethan not thirty feet away. He was bent over at the waist, the horse’s rear hoof braced between his knees as he used a file to trim it.
How did he do that with a prosthetic leg?
How did he do that with a bad shoulder?
