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While everyone’s attention was fixed on the speaker, Yvonne gave Nicola a gentle nudge and whispered into her ear. ‘Hey, have you got yourself one of these yet?’
Nicola peered down into the handbag Yvonne was holding open below the edge of the table, out of sight from everyone else. Inside was a long glowing green stick. It was on the tip of her tongue to ask what it was, but then she realised, and had to clap a hand to her mouth to stop herself from laughing out loud. Of course! This was one of those ‘little friends’ she’d overheard a couple of the girls talking about in the office toilets a few times.
‘Jesus, put that thing away,’ she wanted to cry, but at the same time she was curious to get it out and have a damn good look. But that just wasn’t something you did in a room full of boring old accountant types. And, ew, it had been, ew! She cringed at the thought.
‘Don’t worry, it won’t bite.’ Yvonne chuckled. ‘My friend’s selling them; apparently they’re the best thing since sliced bread. Even comes with batteries so you can put it to use right away. Thirty-nine ninety-five including postage,’ she added with a wink.
Jesus, Nicola thought, she could be talking about Tupperware. Were lots of women really buying them? Was no woman being sexually satisfied anymore? She leaned over for another look, trying not to attract attention.
‘Um, have you …?’
‘Not yet.’ Yvonne snapped her handbag shut just as a waiter appeared beside her carrying a tray full of wedges of lemon meringue pie with generous knobs of thick cream. ‘I’ll let you know when I’ve given it a whirl.’
Turning to her dessert, Nicola dug her spoon in. ‘Yum, one of my favourites.’ And a fine example it was. Hmm, a perfect balance of sweet, savoury and bitterness. Not that she could cook; she just knew what she liked.
As she ate, her thoughts were still with Yvonne and the ‘little friend’. God, wouldn’t Scott freak out if he found one in her bedside drawer – especially if she went with one of the extralarge versions. It would almost be worth it to see his reaction, she thought, running her tongue around the spoon in her mouth.
Perhaps there was a story in the waning of sexual interest in upwardly-mobile corporate couples. Maybe it wasn’t a conscious decision at all for her demographic to be putting off having children. She looked at Tim and Bianca, wondered what they saw when they looked at her: a successful career woman? Or someone who had let the chance for a family slip through her fingers?
Finally the tempting aromas of coffee were wafting around the table – a sure sign the evening was winding up. She longed for a cup of the silky, bitter tar but knew she’d never get to sleep if she did.
‘You wouldn’t happen to have peppermint tea, would you?’ she asked the waiter.
‘Oh, peppermint tea, yes please,’ a chorus around the table chimed.
‘I’ll check,’ the young man said through gritted teeth.
‘I’d really appreciate it,’ she said, beaming her best television smile. Thank God the night was almost over; Nicola wasn’t sure she could play partner and interested wallflower much longer.
Scott hadn’t said two words to her all night; why the hell had he insisted on her even coming?
Chapter Five (#ulink_d77c9076-d836-5777-ba0f-e270ea87268d)
Nicola woke to a headache of disappointment. She’d always felt that a hangover was only worth suffering if a worthy investment had been made, but last night she’d only had two glasses of white with dinner. That was the trouble with bad wine.
She rolled over to find further disappointment. Scott’s side of the bed was empty.
Kitchen clatter informed her he was making coffee. The small carriage clock confirmed she’d managed to sleep in. It was eight-thirty.
She picked up the small wooden picture frame from beside the clock. It held a copy of the same faded polaroid as the one in her office. She stroked the baby’s innocent sleeping face, her face, which showed nothing of the impending abandonment.
Why had her mother given her up? Had she done it voluntarily or under duress? What about the man or boy involved: did he know he had a daughter who had been given up? Maybe her mother had been raped. Jesus, Nicola couldn’t bear that thought.
When her adoption information eventually arrived, it would only give her names; not these more emotional details. For that she’d have to meet her, whoever she was.
The thought sent a shiver down Nicola’s spine. But what if she was dead? Nicola had always refused to believe that. No, somewhere out there she had another mother, and hopefully a father too. She’d felt sure of it right from the start, and would continue to believe it until she knew otherwise.
Scott’s frame filled the doorway. ‘Don’t forget we’re meeting Bob and Sandy for breakfast at Becco at ten – you’d better get cracking.’
‘Come back to bed,’ Nicola cooed, patting the emptiness beside her.
‘There are some emails I need to deal with.’
‘Surely they can wait.’
‘No, Nicola, they can’t – they’re important.’
And there it was; that tone she hated. Nicola felt like pointing out that she was important too, but cautioned herself. The effects of last night’s below-average wine were probably making her overly sensitive. It was easier just to let it go.
She climbed out of bed, and as she padded naked to the bathroom, Scott started making the vacated bed. Personally she preferred to air it – as Ruth had taught her – but again it was easier to bite her tongue and not be subjected to another jibe about her lack of tidiness.
Bob was a golf buddy of Scott’s; Nicola adored him. He and his wife, Sandy, who was an absolute hoot, ran their own business importing high-end Asian furniture and homewares. Nicola wasn’t keen on the style of furniture, but had bought a pair of lovely paintings for the lounge room wall.
There were rarely any customers in the shop and Nicola didn’t see how they made enough money to sustain their lavish lifestyle.
Yet somehow they managed to have Sundays and two days off a week; Bob so he could achieve a single-figure golf handicap and Sandy so she could shop with the girls.
Nicola loved spending time with Sandy; she was real. Well, as real as a boob job, liposuction, collagen lips and an incredible fake tan.
Shopping with Sandy meant you’d never end up with something the tabloids could poke fun at. ‘No, no, no sweetie,’ she’d say. ‘You look like an old Jersey cow in that.’ Or, ‘That colour makes you look seasick.’ And she was always right.
Nicola once suggested she get into the fashion industry. Sandy’s reply: ‘And have to deal with morons who think they look two sizes smaller than they are? At least furniture can’t tell you it looks fine when it doesn’t.’
No, there was no arguing with Sandy – she had the world and her place in it well and truly sussed. The bluntness could be upsetting, but you always knew where you stood.
‘Daaarling,’ Sandy cooed, standing and embracing Nicola and kissing the air somewhere near her ears. She gave Scott the same treatment before sitting down.
‘Great to see you guys,’ Bob oozed. He rose, kissed Nicola firmly and gave Scott’s hand a solid pump.
‘Took the liberty of ordering you coffees,’ Sandy said. ‘Thought you might be a little shabby after a night on nasty wine. Hope it wasn’t too ghastly,’ she whispered to Nicola, now seated beside her.
‘It was a great night, wasn’t it?’ Scott said. A bit too defensively, Nicola thought. ‘Very informative.’
‘I bet. Lots of gorgeous specimens to perve on, eh Nicola?’ Sandy said, nudging her.
‘Sandra,’ Bob warned.
‘Get with the program, Bob – everyone knows these things are a veritable smorgasbord. Just look at Scott here.’ Scott blushed right up to his ears.
‘Sorry Scott, hadn’t noticed,’ Bob said, grinning cheekily. ‘Thank Christ for that.’
‘You’re in fine form this morning, Sandy. What’s been happening?’ Nicola said, fighting the urge to snap that there was no point having gorgeous if it didn’t put out.
If Sandy knew the truth she’d say that it wasn’t bad wine but not enough sex making her cranky. Nicola had been horrified a couple of years ago when Sandy had volunteered – totally unprompted – that if Bob didn’t make love to her at least three times a week she was like a bear with a sore head.
‘Hey, have you got the new iPhone yet?’ Scott suddenly cried.
‘Um, I’m actually thinking of sticking with the current model,’ Bob said.
‘You’ll change your mind when you see it; here, check it out,’ he said, sliding his phone across to him. Within seconds they were both engrossed.
Nicola and Sandy exchanged withering expressions.
‘Well, let me show you my new best friend.’ Sandy reached into her Louis Vuitton handbag.
Please no, Nicola thought. Not in public. But she edged closer just the same.
To Nicola’s relief (and just a tinge of disappointment), Sandy pulled out a small embossed silver pump pack a little larger than a lipstick.
‘Essential oil,’ she said proudly, taking the small lid off. ‘This one’s orange – take a whiff.’ She squirted a dose into the air. ‘Makes you feel all bright and chirpy. Give it a whirl on your temples – you look like you need something.’
‘Thanks,’ Nicola said sulkily.
‘You’ll have to excuse Sandra. She’s gone all hippy on us,’ Bob said.
‘Where’s that waiter? I’m starving,’ Sandy suddenly announced.
‘So, where did you get it?’ Nicola asked, turning the object over in her hand and sniffing the nozzle.
‘China – came as a sample with a heap of incense sticks and burners. Different fragrances for whatever mood you’re after.’
‘Hmm,’ Nicola mumbled, idly wondering if there was something she could give Scott.
‘So, Scotty,’ Bob finally said, putting his knife and fork down on a yolk-smeared plate. ‘Ready for a thrashing tomorrow?’ ‘Are you? That is the question.’
‘Come on you two. I thought golf was a battle between mind and little white ball,’ Sandy said.
‘Well, you thought wrong,’ Bob said.
‘Got a new driver this week – two-seventy-five right down the middle,’ Scott said, throwing an arm across the table.
‘You haven’t seen me around the green with my new lob wedge. Anything from fifty out and it’s all over red rover,’ Bob countered.
‘You have to get that close first – bit of a struggle with that slice you’re nurturing.’
‘I seem to remember a little trouble with a certain creek the other week – was it three or four balls?’
‘All right, you two. That’s enough,’ Nicola scolded.
‘Yeah, would you put your dicks away?’ Sandy added.
‘Well, may the best man win,’ Bob said defiantly, offering his hand across the table.
‘Indeed he will,’ Scott said, giving the hand a robust shake.
‘All too much for me,’ Sandy said, rolling her eyes. She reached for the essence spray still on the table.
‘So, what are you guys up to for the rest of today?’ Nicola asked, of no one in particular.
‘Driving range,’ Bob said quietly into his raised coffee cup. ‘Driving range,’ Scott said through clenched teeth, glaring at Bob.
‘Sandy?’ Nicola asked. ‘Shopping – you?’ ‘Same.’
‘Where are you heading – want to go together?’ ‘Well, I’m supposed to be going down Melbourne Street with Joanna – you remember her from that New Year’s Eve toga party at the Wharf.’
‘The one with the stunning race car boyfriend, right?’ ‘They split up.’
‘Oh, poor thing; he was yummy.’
‘Maybe, but the bastard ran off with one of the grid girls from the Melbourne Grand Prix – had been seeing her all year apparently.’
‘Dirty rotten scoundrel. She’ll need your undivided attention – I won’t intrude.’
‘Actually, she might like the diversion – not to mention someone else to tell her he’s a piece of shit not worth wasting tears over.’
‘Hope she got a chance to knee him in the balls,’ Sandy said quietly.
‘She needs to start being sociable again,’ Nicola continued, ignoring Sandy. ‘I’ll give her a quick call, but I’m sure she won’t mind.’ She picked up her iPhone and dialled.
‘Listen Bob, since we’re both going, want to go to the range together?’
‘What? And get a look at your secret weapon ahead of the comp?’
‘Watch and weep,’ Scott said.
‘You ain’t seen nothing yet, Scotty boy.’
After a minute, Nicola put the phone down.
‘So, is she up for blowing a hole in his credit card?’ Sandy asked, rubbing her hands together.
‘Not sure whose card, but let’s just say she’s in therapy – retail therapy,’ Nicola said, grinning.
‘Listen to them, would you?’ Bob said.
‘Yeah, let’s get out of here,’ Scott said, putting some cash on the plate with the bill and rising. ‘See you tonight.’ He pecked Nicola on the cheek. ‘Don’t have too much fun – either of you,’ he added, waving a warning finger.
‘And I want that card back in one piece,’ Bob said, patting Sandy on the back.
Scott was tapping away on his laptop at the coffee table when Nicola returned home. She dumped her pile of shopping bags on the floor, went over to him and draped her arms around his shoulders.
‘Good day?’ Scott enquired, not looking up from the screen. ‘Okay, you?’
‘Showed Bob a thing or two – he’ll be shaking like a leaf come tee-off tomorrow.’
‘Fancy a bath?’ she asked, kissing his neck.
‘No, I had a shower earlier,’ he said absently, with his eyes still straight ahead.
