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âBreakfast!â Four dogs came running as she clanked their bowls together loudly. It was the one time of the day Ollie showed he had more to his personality than cautious regard. Then she set to chopping fresh fruit and veg for her rehab critters.
Her own breakfast was a more leisurely affair. A treat to herself out on the back veranda, served on real china with tea from a teapot, amid the sweet perfume of native jasmine with the mid-morning sun to warm her. She used the ritual to force herself to slow down, to remember where she was, how anonymous she now was. How safe.
âGood morning.â
Ollie went berserk inside, but Dougal, Jaz and Fergus came galloping around the house and careened with enthusiasm into the man whoâd appeared silently at the side of the veranda. Jayneâs pulse leapt painfully in her throat and she lifted a shaky hand to it, clattering her teacup noisily into its saucer. She used the brief moment as he rough-housed with the dogs to recover.
Then he straightened and met her eyes. âIâve startled you again. My apologies.â
Her voice failed her the first time. She cleared her throat quietly, then tried again. âNo. Itâs fine. I was a thousand miles away. I didnât hear your car.â
She stared at all six feet plus of him, standing spread-footed on her land like a giant eucalypt rooting itself into the earth. Her fluttering heart took its time settling in her breast, and she forced her voice to fill the silent void. âWould you like a cup of coffee? Tea?â
He smiled and rummaged in his jacket pockets while the smaller dogs darted around his feet like skimper-fish on a reef. âI should get these forms back to town as soon as possible. Thank you, though.â
Jayne frowned. He wasnât supposed to say no. Not that she wanted to have coffee with him particularly, but sheâd asked ⦠and asking had taken some doing on her part. âExcuse me just a moment, then.â She gathered together her dishes and then took them inside to soak in the sink. When she returned he had the forms out and ready at the base of her back porch steps. It took just a few minutes for her to detail them and sign. Male eyes rounded when she produced a roll of cash from which to peel off the modest application fee.
âDo you always carry that much cash on you this early in the morning?â he asked.
Yes, always. âI wasnât sure how much the fee would be.â
He took just two notes, then bundled the paperwork up with it and shoved both into an inside pocket in his Rangerâs jacket. Then he looked out at the piles of materials lying scattered around the enormous fenced yard behind the house. âAre you going to be okay building those enclosures by yourself?â
âHow didâ?â
âMesh. Timber. Wildlife. Doesnât take a genius. Can you build?â He looked as if he already knew the answer to that.
She straightened her back. âIâll work it out.â
âYou have to submit drawings with your application. So the Shire knows the animals will be adequately housed.â
Jayne groaned. Why was everything so hard? She was trying, wasnât she?
Blue eyes studied her and he seemed to come to a decision. He cleared his throat. âI was wondering whether you needed any help. Iâm pretty good with my ⦠with construction.â
Turmoil ruined her tranquil morning. On one hand she did need helpâdesperatelyâespecially if drawings were required. And Ranger Blackwood wasnât a complete stranger now.
Which didnât mean she was comfortable around him. But having his help meant heâd be back. And back. And despite all her progress she still struggled with strangers.
âI can draw up enough to keep the Shire happy and then come by after I knock off work each dayâhelp out for a couple of hours. If you like?â
Jayne stared. It was the answer to one of her primary problems. Sheâd never even put together a flat-pack bookshelf. âIâd pay you â¦â
He smiled indulgently and waved his hand. âNot necessary.â
Oh, it was very necessary. She needed him to stop treating her like a senior citizen. Right now. Paying him would put it all back on a professional footing. She straightened her shoulders. âMoneyâs not a problem. Iâd feel better if I paid you.â
Even the bush crickets held their breath.
He studied her closely. âWhen I first got to Banjoâs Ridge a few of the locals really helped me get established, and I appreciated it. I just want to pass that help on. But if you feel better paying me, we can work something out.â
He patted the side of his jacket, where her forms were tucked away. âIâll come back as soon as my shift finishes. If we get lucky weâll have your preliminary approval ready to go.â
Five hours later Jayne hovered in the doorway, chewing her lip. Ollie looked up at her with soulful, trusting eyes.
She smiled at him. âOkay, Iâll ask.â She found the ranger at the back of the property, pulling piles of mesh sheets into position across a gravel clearing.
âExcuse me, Mr Blackwood â¦â
He straightened slowly, his blue eyes steady and blessedly neutral, his rolled-up sleeves revealing strong, tanned forearms. âCall me Todd. What can I do for you?â
âI ⦠If youâre going to be here a few days I canât leave Oliver locked up all that time. I was wondering if I could â¦â
He smiled, and her stomach did a clumsy somersault, but it had nothing to do with fear. His smile reached all the way to his eyesânot all smiles did that, in her experience.
Not all of them reached clear into her gut either.
âSureâbring him out,â he said. âHe and I have to come to terms some time.â
Her chest was unnecessarily tight. Between his smile and his gentle patience for her maladjusted dog, she just couldnât get a deep breath in. âThank you.â
She was back in minutes, with a surly Oliver tightly restrained by the tether in her grip. Holding him gave her an anchor. Todd saw her coming and slowly stretched up to his full height, his eyes soft. âWhat would you like me to do?â
Jayne laughed lightly. âCould you maybe shrink about a foot? â
âNot much I can do about that, Iâm afraid, but Iâll do my best to be non-threatening.â
It had been a while since sheâd not felt threatened around a stranger, but for some reason she wasnât dissolving into a trembling mess around Todd Blackwood. Although he was making her a whole different kind of nervous.
She brought Oliver closer, and Todd took a step back to give him some space. Jayne nudged the black dog between them. Ollie was as stiff as she was.
âRelax, Jayne. Heâs feeling your tension. The worst that can happen is that heâll try to bite me, and if he does he and I will have a quick man-to-man conversation to figure out whoâs boss.â
She shifted until her body was slightly between them.
Todd frowned. âI wonât hurt him, Jayne. Just like people, dogs like to know where they stand with others. He might appreciate the direct approach. Letâs just see how he goes.â
Human and dog ignored each other for a few moments, and then Todd took a step closer. Ollie looked up at him suspiciously.
âThis could take a few minutes,â he said. âIf he sees us being comfortable with each other he might relax.â
Comfortable. Right. Jayne forced her body into a parody of a relaxed pose, triggering another one of those killer smiles. Her mouth dried, just a little bit.
The smile graduated to a deep chuckle. âEven Iâm not buying that. Plan B ⦠how about just some normal conversation?â
It had been a while since sheâd had any conversation that wasnât via e-mail. Todd took a tiny step closer to Ollie. The dog stayed put. It was working. She sighed. âOkay. What would you like to talk about?â
Todd let his hand drop down to his side, close to Ollieâs head so he could sniff it, but his eyes stayed locked on her. âHow about what youâre doing out here all by yourself? Seems unusual.â
She stiffened immediately, and Ollie pushed up onto his feet.
Todd broke in quickly âOr ⦠we could talk about something else. Where did you grow up? Thatâs not a Queensland accent I hear.â
Jayne let out a big breath, and Ollieâs tail sank back towards the ground. âHardly. Iâm from Pennsylvania originally.â
âWelcome to Australia.â
âIâve been here a couple of years, but thank you.â She laughed.
Ollie looked up at her, as if surprised by the unfamiliar sound. Todd took the opportunity to slide his hand down and gently rest it on the dogâs black head. Ollie forgot to flinch. âKeep talking,â he said quietly, and then slowly closed his fingers into a rub.
Jayne drew in a breath. This was the closest Ollie had been to another person since sheâd found him skulking, half-starved, down near her back dam. âI moved here two years ago. I was looking for somewhere different to where Iâm from.â
Blue eyes met hers. âDifferent?â
Safer. Further. âSomewhere new.â
Todd was fully squatting now, and Ollie glared at him guardedly. But he was prepared to tolerate it as long as the gentle rubbing continued. It did, and Jayne found herself transfixed by the sight of those strong fingers pushing through Ollieâs black fur.
âThis must be quite different to home,â he said.
âNot so much. Jim Thorpe is a small community in the valley of a mountain forest. This all feels quite familiar. The trees are different. But still beautiful.â She smiled down at Ollie and added her gentle strokes to Toddâs.
âYou miss it?â
She lifted her eyes back to his but couldnât hold his gaze. She glanced out at the towering forest circling her sanctuary. And then it hit her. She was making conversation. And her chest wasnât imploding. âI miss parts of it. But everyone grows up, moves on.â
âYou didnât want to stay close to your family?â
Oh, how she hadâand her mother had cried and cried on hearing how far from home her only daughter was moving. But Jayne loved them too much to expose them to any further risk. Not that sheâd told them about any of it.
âWe stay close. We talk via the internet. We e-mail.â
Ollie shifted, and Jayne cupped his ridged silken skull and stroked him reassuringly. Then warm, strong fingers accidentally tangled with hers. A heat-burst surged up to her palm and she only just managed to suppress a yelp as she leaped back, sending Ollie scampering for cover.
Her eyes flew to Toddâs. His were carefully schooled.
âSorry.â The pointless apology tumbled off her lips.
Todd tipped his head to the side and stared at herâa burning, inscrutable regardâand shrugged. âItâs a start.â
Ollie. He was talking about Ollie.
âI should get back to this enclosure,â he said casually, as though the burst of static energy had been purely one-sided. Of course it had. He looked entirely unaffected.
She cleared her throat. âYes. I should get back to work, too.â
Uh-huh. As if that was going to happen while her heart was racing and while she had something so delightfully ornamental to look at through the window. Jayne ducked her head and turned back for the house.
Oliver trotted happily after her, oblivious to the awkward human moment heâd just caused.
CHAPTER THREE
Sunday
JAYNE studied Todd through a crack in the drawn curtains of the back windows, unable to tear her gaze away from his broad shoulders and his patient, methodical construction methods. Now he was perched on a drum in her yard, oblivious to her surveillance, sharing his ham sandwich with an adoring Ollie.
Even the most mistrustful dog on the planet had a melting point, it seemedâapproximately the same temperature that ham was cured at.
A man who dogs loved couldnât be all bad, right? Her four-legged friends might be easily bought, butâgiven their damaged backgroundsâthey were even more attuned to survival than she was, and all four would have kept their distance from someone with ulterior motives, she was sure.
Or was she just looking for excuses to like him?
Todd Blackwood was not like the men sheâd used to know. Every part of him screamed higher education, yet he could whack together a holding pen as if heâd been doing it all his life. His casual discussion hinted at city origins but he was hanging around a small village digging up handyman work as though he were a drifter.
It should have made her more suspicious, but it didnât. After all, people could draw all kinds of conclusions about Jayne MorrowâJ.C. Moro to her gazillions of adoring fans. A top-of-the-list novelist, living a simple life in the Australian forest; what would people make of that? She had no doubt that people back home were reading things into her absence, making up what they didnât know.
Prima donna. Marketing gimmick.
Only her agent and a small team of investigating officers assigned to her case knew the real story. She had a genuine excuse, maybe Todd did too? She definitely got the feeling there was a story to tell. There was one way to find out. Jayneâs heart kicked up a notch. It wasnât unreasonable to ask a few questions of the man she was employing.
Right?
Nervous steps carried her out to the far end of her yard, where four dogs welcomed her with licks and welcome dances. Her heart hammered a protest. She silenced the frightened voice that urged her to go back inside.
This was the road to normal.
Todd looked up as she approached, then pushed himself politely to his feet. âBack to work time?â
Jayne frowned. âNo. Youâve earned your breaksâtake them.â She examined the beginnings of the yards that would make such a difference to her injured animals. She might not yet have a wealth of rehabilitation skills, but she could at least accommodate the animals professionally and appropriately while they healed. âItâs looking great. Thank you.â
Todd nodded and sank back onto the half-drum, leaning forward, his tanned forearms resting on his thighs and strong fingers hanging loose between relaxed legs. It was a poster image for non-threatening body language, and it immediately took the edge off Jayneâs tension levels. Todd snagged up a soda can from the ground and took a long swig.
âCan I ask you a question?â No one would believe from her hesitant tone that she made her living communicating.
Todd took another swallow. âShoot.â
âWhat are you doing in Banjoâs Ridge? I assume you donât live here?â
âWhy do you assume that?â
âYour accent is different to the localsâ. Itâs Australian but ⦠different.â
âIâm from Western Australia originally.â
Five thousand kilometres away. âWhat brings you here?â
Blue eyes blinked slowly back at her. âThe mountain lifestyle. The pace. Itâs very tranquil here.â