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The stupid thing was, she’d expected not to sleep last night—to be so wound up with analysing and second-guessing she couldn’t—but the oddest thing had happened.
She’d had her first full night’s sleep for months. Heck, for years.
And she owed it to Patrick.
Great, even thinking his name made her flush in remembrance.
What they’d done in this bathroom…Who would have thought having pseudo-sex could be so steamy?
She might not be super-experienced in that department—being a workaholic meant she could count the number of guys she’d thought hot enough to sleep with on one hand—but what she’d done with Patrick…
Wow. Simply wow.
And she still wanted him as badly this morning.
Her theory last night—that an orgasm might take the edge off her craziness and let her concentrate on working alongside him without the desperation to tear his clothes off—hadn’t worked. It had backfired in a big way.
Now she wanted more. So much more. Both of them naked and sweaty. Going the whole way.
Stupid theories.
She should have ordered the take-out, made small talk, and let him walk out of here.
But the way he’d been looking at her…There was only so much willpower a girl could draw on.
Thankfully, it had been okay afterwards. They’d glossed over potential awkwardness, and he’d left after she’d pleaded tiredness and a need to prep for work tomorrow. Today. When she’d be seeing him again in less than an hour. Which meant she needed to apply make-up. Now.
With a groan she dragged herself back into the bathroom, took a deep breath and stared at her reflection.
Still the same tired old face, but there was a new glint in her eyes. A glint she didn’t like. A glint that signalled a little bit of lust and a lot of crazy.
She blinked, hoping it would vanish.
Nope, still there. Lord only knew what Patrick would make of that glint.
She tried to concentrate on applying foundation, mascara, eyeshadow and lip gloss, she really did, but every time she focussed on the mirror a snippet of last night would flash into her head.
Courtesy of her shaky hands she’d gone through two applicators and a mascara wand already, and she resembled a clown.
Muttering a few choice curses under her breath, she gathered up her make-up and stalked towards the bedroom. The light might be crappy in there, and her clown face could worsen, but she’d take the risk. She’d rather apply make-up in the tiny oval mirror tacked onto the wardrobe door than use the bathroom one.
Maybe she could call a glazier today and have him remove it?
Then again, Patrick had promised to bring a box of condoms next time, and her newly discovered inner vixen really had had a lot of fun watching…
Realistically, she shouldn’t want a repeat. Sex with Patrick would be phenomenal but wrong. A giant complication just waiting to happen.
But she’d felt so good last night—alive in a way she hadn’t in a long time.
The chronic fatigue syndrome symptoms had drained her mentally, emotionally and physically, particularly the latter, and it was her need to reassert her fitness that was driving her to follow through with Patrick.
Nothing like a sex-a-thon to give a girl a workout.
Okay, so she was making light of the situation, probably making excuses to go through with it too, but Patrick had made her feel sensational last night and she wanted to feel that good again.
The post-orgasmic endorphins had lasted a long time after he’d left, and for the first time in ages she’d had the energy to unpack the rest of her cases, clean the kitchen and rearrange her DVDs and books.
She’d bounced around the apartment, humming eighties tunes and shimmying between cleaning, feeling so good she could have run a marathon.
How long since she’d felt that invincible?
Logically, sex with Patrick might be a disaster. Physically? She’d help him haul that box of condoms over pronto.
Patrick needed neutral. A neutral playing field where he could work alongside Sapphire without the constant urge to rip her clothes off.
Last night had only worsened his lust for her. A small part of him had hoped it would ease. Yeah, right.
He should have known better than to believe his delusional self-talk that a quickie with Sapphire would soothe him.
A guy didn’t do what he had done with Sapphire last night and get it out of his system. Not to mention the added tension of knowing she was up for more. A whole box-worth more.
He didn’t get it. It wasn’t as if he’d been hung up on her in the past. He’d enjoyed baiting her at school, made it his mission to get a rise out of her because he’d wanted to ruffle her uptight exterior. Sure, he’d had the odd fantasy about her—what teenage guy hadn’t?
Sapphire was an attractive woman now. It figured that he’d want to have sex with her. The part he hadn’t figured out was why it was pounding through his brain until it was all he could think about.
He couldn’t afford distractions—not with so much at stake. But the thought of using a box-worth of condoms pleasuring Sapphire Seaborn couldn’t be denied, and he’d damn well better get control of his libido before he botched this business opportunity before it had begun.
‘Hey, Rick, the models are ready.’
Patrick glanced up at his right-hand man and best bud, Serge. Though they’d ripped a path through Europe’s party scene together when Patrick had needed the distraction, while Serge continued to live the high life Patrick now opted for more sedate pursuits: like making his fashion house dreams come true.
They’d grown apart over the years but Serge was still a good manager, and it helped having someone he could trust on his side. He couldn’t say that about many people.
‘Thanks, but Sapphire’s not here yet. Give us five.’
‘No worries.’ Serge spoke into a bluetooth clipped near his right ear before slipping onto the chair next to him. ‘What’s up?’
Great. Just what he needed. Serge’s legendary interrogation. He had no intention of telling anyone about Sapphire—not when they’d be working together. But he and Serge had told tall tales over beers too many times to count, and the guy could read him like the latest bestseller.
‘Not much.’ Patrick pointed towards the stack of documents in front of him. ‘This is taking up all my time.’
‘Bull.’
Patrick sat back, folded his arms and feigned ignorance. He only succeeded in making Serge laugh.
‘Work never fazes you. You took on that spring showing in Paris and hit it out of the ballpark.’ Serge tilted his head to one side, studying him. ‘Nah, this isn’t about work. This is about a chick.’
Patrick didn’t want to discuss Sapphire with Serge but he hated dishonesty.
‘That Paris gig? What we’re doing here has to nail that a hundred times over and you know it.’
Serge smirked. ‘I also know whoever this chick is, she must be special for you to be this rattled.’
Thankfully Sapphire’s arrival put paid to any further ribbing from Serge but it disconcerted him in a whole other way.
She’d gone for masculine chic today: crisp white shirt, fitted ebony pinstripe pants suit, designer loafers, hair slicked back, dramatic make-up. It didn’t detract from her femininity. He’d seen exactly how womanly she could be last night.
What her mouth had done to him…
His gaze found its way to her lips—their sheen, their fullness—and he instantly hardened.
He heard Serge’s hissed breath of surprise as she strode towards them and he knew the feeling. When Sapphire Sea-born walked towards a man he wanted to meet her halfway.
‘She’s a stunner,’ Serge muttered under his breath, earning a glare from Patrick that probably increased his friend’s speculation.
Let Serge think what he liked. He wasn’t getting one snippet of information about Patrick’s private life here in Mel-bourne. Patrick had moved on from the carousing of the past and intended focussing on things that mattered. Namely: wowing Fashion Week. And bedding Sapphire. Not necessarily in that order.
She barely glanced at him when she reached them, focussing a dazzling smile on Serge instead. ‘Hi. Sapphire Sea-born.’
Serge grinned like the predatory male he was and snagged her hand, raising it to his lips. ‘The pleasure’s all mine, mademoiselle.’
When Serge kissed her hand, Patrick had to clench his to stop from slugging him.
‘You’re French?’
Serge nodded and, luckily for him, released her hand. ‘Oui.’
‘He’s as Anglicised as you and I,’ Patrick said, shooting him a frown. ‘Only uses the accent to win friends and influence women.’
‘It’s charming.’
Figured. What was it with females and European accents?
‘Serge was just leaving to organise the models for a quick demo if you’re ready?’
Sapphire finally looked at him, her gaze imperious, the tilt of her head snooty. ‘Sure, let’s get started.’
She made it sound as if he’d chastised her unnecessarily, when in fact he’d wanted to get rid of his leery friend pronto.
‘Au revoir, Sapphire.’ Serge gave a formal little bow and Patrick gritted his teeth. ‘We will meet again.’
‘No doubt.’
If her smile had been dazzling before, she notched it up a level now. What red-blooded guy stood a chance?
Patrick mentally counted to ten, slowly, waiting until Serge had left the room.
‘Don’t flirt with Serge. It only encourages him,’ he said, trying to sound casual and failing miserably if her inverted eyebrow and smirk were any indication.
‘I was being polite, not flirting, but thanks for the advice.’
She slid onto a seat and patted the one next to him. ‘Now, why don’t you sit so we can talk business?’
Fan-frigging-tastic. He’d been mulling over how to approach this first meeting post-bathroom and she’d waltzed in here as if nothing had happened, gaining the upper hand and commandeering the conversation.
Patrick didn’t like losing control. Bad things happened. Things he’d never risk happening again.
‘Talking business is fine,’ he said, sitting next to her and deliberately leaning into her personal space. ‘For now.’
The faintest stain of pink on her cheeks was the only indication that he’d scored a hit. She didn’t respond, taking her sweet time slipping a slimline laptop out of her satchel and setting it up, laying a blank notepad and pen next to it.
Only then did she swivel in her seat to face him, her imperious mask firmly in place. ‘Don’t you think it’s a tad unprofessional, bringing up our social activities in the workplace?’
Her directness impressed him. But the resumption of her haughtiness, not so much. Hadn’t she learned by now that the snootier she acted, the harder he worked to rile her?
‘Social activities?’ He lowered his voice to barely above a whisper, his lips almost brushing her ear. ‘Why don’t we call it what it is? Good old-fashioned f—’
‘Keep that up and there won’t be any socialising of any kind,’ she said, shoving him away, her tone frosty.
‘You haven’t changed a bit,’ he said, chuckling at her rigid shoulders and ramrod spine as she determinedly stared at her laptop screen. ‘You always needed to have the last word during our Biology assignments too.’
‘I did not.’ She shot him a death glare.
‘Yeah, you did. And it’s just as cute now.’ He smiled, waiting for her to glance his way.
He didn’t have to wait long. She blew out an exasperated breath before angling her chair towards him.
‘Okay, the thing is this: I’m confident in the business arena. Invincible. But what happened last night threw me, and focussing on work is the only way I can handle this without…’
‘What?’
‘Without losing it,’ she said softly, her wide-eyed baby-blues imploring him to listen. ‘Aren’t you just the tiniest bit uncomfortable?’
He shrugged. ‘Sure, but honestly? That ice princess act you had down pat in Biology only made me want to taunt you more. And when I first rocked up in Melbourne it looked like nothing had changed. Then last night…’ He shook his head, still blown away by the erotic memories that had filtered across his consciousness ever since. ‘I got a glimpse of how hot you are beneath the ice and it’s a major turn-on. Last night was great. Stupendous, in fact. And a great prelude to going the whole way. So I’m not going to make excuses for it or apologise or act recalcitrant.’ He pinned her with a direct stare. ‘For the fact is I’d do it again right now, right here.’
Her frosty façade melted a little as her mouth curved at the corners. ‘I’ve always wanted to do it on a desk.’
‘Duly noted.’ He trailed a fingertip across the back of her hand where it rested on her lap. ‘For the record, mine’s padded.’
‘No, it’s not. It’s bevelled glass.’
He winked. ‘I’ll make sure to bring a blanket next time we meet in my office.’
She waggled her finger at him. ‘Didn’t I just say we should keep business and social stuff separate?’
‘Yeah, but that doesn’t mean I agree with it.’
She huffed out an exasperated breath—something she’d done often when they’d been studying. ‘You know we have to talk about what happened last night, right?’
