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WIFE. “Again”? Did we already do it?
HUSBAND. In general or today?
WIFE. What happened in general, I don’t remember anymore. There never was anything, and there never will be. All that there is, is “now.” Why do we live only in the past or in the future? Why not to try to live now, and so that "now" can make us happy? Let's have…
HUSBAND.… Sex.
WIFE. Yes. For a change.
HUSBAND. I don’t know what has come over you. You sound so cynical. Such a matter-of-fact and naked way of putting it: “Let's have sex.”
WIFE. And what do you want me to say? “Let's make love”? Love? Doesn’t that seem ridiculous to you? Aren’t you embarrassed? Doesn’t it sound cynical? And you don’t seem to approve of the word “naked.” Better to be clothed. In a long coat, for example. All buttoned up.
HUSBAND. In a decent society they don’t talk about sex.
WIFE. You might think that in a decent society they don’t have sex.
HUSBAND. They do, but they just don’t talk about it.
WIFE. But each of us is not first and foremost an executive, a teacher, an engineer, a doctor or a member of parliament. First of all we are men and women. Why shouldn’t we think about it and talk about it? Why should I be ashamed of what is natural? Of what gives me pleasure?
HUSBAND. You shouldn’t be ashamed, but you shouldn’t talk about it either.
WIFE. And what do they talk about in a decent society?
HUSBAND. I don’t know. About money.
WIFE. You want me to talk to you about money? About what you call your salary? Well then, let's talk about money.
HUSBAND. No, better not.
WIFE. And what is so cynical in the word "sex"? It is matter-of-fact – I agree. But sex is a fact of life. A part of our lovely, comfortable, boring, miserable everyday life. You say, “Let's have supper.” So why can’t I say, “Let's have sex”? Let's watch TV. Let's go shopping. Let's go to the movies. Let's have sex. Let's take out the trash. Let’s do the laundry. Let's have sex. Let's call up some friends. Let's…
HUSBAND. Enough!
WIFE.… Let's move the furniture. Let's buy a teapot. Let's have sex. Let's go to bed… Does “Let's go to bed” sound cynical too?
HUSBAND. It depends on with whom.
WIFE. With my husband.
HUSBAND. With your husband it does not sound cynical.
WIFE. It doesn’t sound anything at all.
HUSBAND. So tell me, are you having a hard time at work?
WIFE. I’m having a hard time at home. At home, not only do I not have sex, but I’m also forbidden to talk of it.
HUSBAND. Why should we talk about it?
WIFE. Precisely because we don’t do it. And what else should I talk about? About the children that I don’t have?
HUSBAND. What has come over you today?
WIFE. Nothing. Today I want to talk about sex, again about sex and only about sex. Even if it’s just for today. Even if only to talk. I kept silent about it all my life. I talked about everything in the world. About Beethoven and the prices at the market. About skirts and French painting. About local elections and the boss’s tie. So really, do Beethoven, French painting, prices, skirts, elections and the boss’s tie interest you and me more than sex?
HUSBAND. Skirts interest you.
WIFE. And you too.
HUSBAND. Everything about a woman interests me.
WIFE. Yes. Everything between her knees and her waist.
HUSBAND. I’m a normal man.
WIFE. I wish I was sure of that.
HUSBAND. You are talking recklessly.
WIFE. That’s good. I grew up inhibited and uptight. Sex was forbidden. Nobody spoke about it. It was obscene, done only at night. Only with the shades down and the lights off. So that nobody would see, even yourself. It was forbidden to remember it in the morning or discuss it at work. We were sexless. We had nothing between our legs. And now they do it in broad daylight. Now they show it at the movies. Now they write about it in children's books. Recently I found twenty-two tips on how to use birth-control in a magazine for schoolgirls. And I had never read about it before.
HUSBAND. So what do you want?
WIFE. To take the taboo off of sex. To free it from sin. To lift the veil of secrecy from it. To stop alluding to it. To call things by their proper names. Penis. Orgasm. Vagina.
HUSBAND. You’re crazy..
WIFE. Yes, I’ll repeat the word "vagina" twenty times, two hundred times, until the word starts to sound neutral, sterile, medical. Until you stop reacting to it; until people who hear it stop giggling, or being offended by the vulgarity of it, stop being indignant or getting excited. Vagina, vagina, vagina…
HUSBAND. Stop it!
WIFE. Vagina, vagina, vagina…
HUSBAND. You’re crazy.
WIFE. And you’re a hypocrite. A puritan. What is more attractive to you than a vagina? What do you see in your dreams? What do you pay the most attention to when you look at paintings in museums? What is the main thing for you in a woman? The eyes? The smile? Well, answer me!
HUSBAND. You’re crazy.
WIFE. I know. This life is enough to drive anyone crazy. Have I ever truly lived? What have I seen? What have I done? Home and work, home and work, home and work… And what happens at home? What happens at work? Where is my life? What have I done with it? So there is only one thing left to do – try to lose myself in sex and forget all my petty problems. They not worth worrying about anyway, but still they overwhelm and oppress me. To stop hating myself, even for just ten minutes. Not to think, even for just one second. Not to remember. Not to care. Just feel. The joy of being alive. The pleasure. The delight of taking and being taken. Man and woman are always in a state of war, and sex is the one moment of truce, the one field of mutual understanding and attraction. The one moment when you don’t feel lonely. An act of unity, a time of reconciliation with life, an illusion of love, a glimpse of happiness, an opportunity for self-affirmation.
Pause.
HUSBAND. Well, if you really want to have sex with me…
WIFE. With you? What makes you think that?
HUSBAND. You said, “Let's have sex.”
WIFE. But I didn’t say, “with you.” Just “Let's have sex.”
HUSBAND. Not necessarily with me?
WIFE. No, not necessarily.
HUSBAND. With whom then?
WIFE. Do you have anyone else that you can have sex with but me?
HUSBAND. Not right at this moment.
WIFE. What about other times?
HUSBAND. Theoretically – with anybody.
WIFE. Leave the theory aside, let’s get to the practice.
HUSBAND. I am tired of your nagging.
WIFE. My poor, unfortunate husband. He’s tired to death of sex. Apparently, forever.
HUSBAND. You know, I’ve had enough of you. Maybe you really think I am your husband, but I don’t consider you my wife. And I am not going to have sex with a strange woman.
WIFE. Why do you think I want to have sex?
HUSBAND. Well, what do you want?
WIFE. Nothing. That’s the problem. I don’t want anything. I’m depressed. Every day the same thing. I am so depressed…
HUSBAND. So why torment me? Why ask for sex if you don’t want it? Just to spite me?
WIFE. Have I no right to talk? I’m your wife!
HUSBAND. Leave me alone! You are not my wife! I hate the very word "wife"! My wife has ruined my life! My wife has driven me crazy! Stop it! Leave me alone! (Leaves.)
WIFE. (Alone). A little more of this, and I really will go crazy. I have to save myself. I need a change. As soon as possible… Otherwise it will be too late. As soon as possible… What to do? What to do?
PROFESSOR. (Entering). What to do? I’ll tell you. Let’s have sex.
WIFE. That’s a surprising proposition.
PROFESSOR. Good! Sex shouldn’t be planned. It’s only good when it’s spontaneous. It should be sudden like a whirlwind, unexpected like an earthquake. It should catch us by surprise, when we’re not hoping for it, where it doesn’t seem possible. Do you agree?
WIFE. Yes.
PROFESSOR. Then let’s start now.
WIFE. Not so fast.
PROFESSOR. But you said you agreed.
WIFE. I agree in principle. Not to your proposition, but to what you said about the whirlwind and earthquake.
PROFESSOR. If you agree in principle, then let’s get started. We can work out the details as we go along. Or when we’re done.
WIFE. I don’t have time.
PROFESSOR. Neither do I. So let’s not waste it. Let’s get started right away.
WIFE. I am not used to doing it “right away.” I need time.
PROFESSOR. Nonsense. Imagine you’ve been swept up by a whirlwind.
WIFE. Besides, we don’t really have time. By the way, what time is it?
PROFESSOR. You’re kidding! Who has sex with a watch in his hand?
WIFE. What makes you think that I want to have sex?
PROFESSOR. Everybody wants to have sex.
WIFE. But not me.
PROFESSOR. So what do you want to do? Learn to speak German?
WIFE. I don’t want to do anything. And definitely not have sex.
PROFESSOR. You don’t want to have sex at all or just right now?
WIFE. Not at all.
PROFESSOR. That’s why you’ve called me?
WIFE. Me? I didn’t called you. Who are you, anyway?
PROFESSOR. I am a world-famous professor of psychiatry, psychology and sociology. A sexologist and sex pathologist. Treatment, consulting, lecturing. I get rid of complexes, inspire self-confidence, free people of their inhibitions. I cure frigidity and impotence. I satisfy the unsatisfied. It’s very hard work. Lots of calls. I get very tired.
WIFE. Are you a doctor?
PROFESSOR. Not exactly. I am a sex consultant. I teach, give advice, help to solve problems, cure any illness, everything.
WIFE. Why everything, if you’re just an expert on sex?
PROFESSOR. Because lack of sex is the cause of all illnesses. Now do you understand why you feel bad?
WIFE. What makes you think that I feel bad?
