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The Day I Lost You: A heartfelt, emotion-packed, twist-filled read
Fionnuala Kearney
‘Incredibly moving, it’s beautifully written and page-turning’ Susan LewisTHE DAY I LOST YOU WAS THE DAY I DISCOVERED I NEVER REALLY KNEW YOUWhen Jess’s daughter, Anna, is reported lost in an avalanche, everything changes.Jess’s first instinct is to protect Rose, Anna’s five-year-old daughter. But then she starts to uncover Anna’s other life - unearthing a secret that alters their whole world irrevocably . . .THE DAY I LOST YOU WAS THE DAY YOU TORE OUR FAMILY APARTThe perfect emotional and absorbing story for fans of Jojo Moyes and David Nicholls.
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Source ISBN: 9780007593996
Ebook Edition © February 2016 ISBN: 9780007594009
Version 2016-03-11
Dedication (#u07a27991-d657-5cbc-a150-949d23204a4a)
For the strongest women I know – my daughters,
Kate and Jane, and my mother, Mary.
Table of Contents
Cover (#u8b291011-11c8-5598-ad31-c7a4ddbe092f)
Title Page (#u49a9875f-d927-57e6-8791-ae74a1d27e2a)
Copyright (#ua35eec7f-c3de-50d9-ae78-3edf0b0983df)
Dedication (#u6b34ba5d-5e4a-5f5f-a27d-db476b83723b)
Part One (#u02818222-8de2-5991-babf-f22bb448b5d7)
Prologue (#u506e2d74-b1b9-5f8c-85da-20c92e6c28f9)
1. Jess (#ufe5c1612-d286-5aab-a57b-b8d88c4b0fa7)
2. Anna (#uba00a3af-ada8-579b-a758-fabb021dde9b)
3. Theo (#u83b0636c-9b86-5563-b0b1-81ac02361e45)
4. Jess (#ubb00445b-3424-5654-ab10-cc839ab5075a)
5. Anna (#u8f3cbdc1-30df-5ece-9555-147d2e39dfa5)
6. Theo (#u3f7e2fac-5087-5659-aeb8-597eb7467dff)
7. Jess (#ue55bc6b0-ef7a-5a04-8515-90698f1e47de)
8. Anna (#u82597c9d-bc9f-5602-a843-bca72bc49f9d)
9. Theo (#u02078dc1-3963-52ee-9468-8a96867555f8)
10. Jess (#u7dd01fe6-588d-502f-b3f4-90f139938610)
11. Anna (#u195287ce-2142-549f-a0b8-56e300fc13bf)
12. Theo (#udad6fe2f-1289-50a5-a51c-bcb897329dc3)
13. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
14. Anna (#litres_trial_promo)
15. Theo (#litres_trial_promo)
16. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
17. Anna (#litres_trial_promo)
18. Theo (#litres_trial_promo)
19. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
20. Anna (#litres_trial_promo)
Part Two (#litres_trial_promo)
21. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
22. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
23. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
24. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
25. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
26. Anna (#litres_trial_promo)
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30. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
31. Anna (#litres_trial_promo)
32. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
33. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
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34. Anna (#litres_trial_promo)
35. Theo (#litres_trial_promo)
36. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
37. Anna (#litres_trial_promo)
38. Theo (#litres_trial_promo)
39. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
40. Anna (#litres_trial_promo)
41. Theo (#litres_trial_promo)
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44. Theo (#litres_trial_promo)
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50. Theo (#litres_trial_promo)
51. Jess (#litres_trial_promo)
52. Anna (#litres_trial_promo)
Epilogue (#litres_trial_promo)
Keep Reading … (#litres_trial_promo)
Acknowledgements (#litres_trial_promo)
About the Author (#litres_trial_promo)
Also by Fionnuala Kearney (#litres_trial_promo)
About the Publisher (#litres_trial_promo)
PART ONE (#u07a27991-d657-5cbc-a150-949d23204a4a)
Prologue (#u07a27991-d657-5cbc-a150-949d23204a4a)
There are always before and after moments. Profound instants when, one second, life is a clear, high-pixel image and the next, it’s grainy, less focused.
The day it happened, the seventh of December 2014, had been a normal day – nothing unusual about it. A band of low Arctic pressure produced the sort of cold that froze my fingers through gloves and numbed my toes through sheepskin-lined boots. The winter sky – a perfect, crisp blue – was marred only by wispy white plane trails latticing through it.
Theo and I were on the Irish coffee stall at the Christmas fair all afternoon – the most dreadful baristas, unable to produce a straight line of cream along the top of the coffee and a little too liberal with the alcohol. It was the season of goodwill. Fairy lights flashed: home-made crackers with loo-roll centres were snapped; high-pitched carols were sung; crumbling, puff-pastry mince pies were trodden into the polished parquet floor of the school hall, and the heady scent of festive cinnamon and cloves filled the air.
I remember it being a fun-filled afternoon.
When I got home, I flicked the kettle on and turned the thermostat up. I sat a while, my hands wrapped around a cup of black tea, staring into the garden in the fading light, my feet tucked up underneath me. Much as I loved her, days without Rose were precious. I had so little time to myself that merely sitting, being, just the act of doing nothing was a joy. Right up until the moment the doorbell rang, it’s the ‘ordinary-ness’ of that day that I recall.
When the door pinged, I still didn’t stir – not until I heard Doug’s voice through the letterbox. Then I leapt from my seat.
‘Jess. It’s Doug. Can you open the door?’
I made my way to the hall, heard him moving about in the porch; foot to foot. Doug has not come to my door for a very long time.
From my jacket pocket, my mobile phone trilled. Seeing his number, I realized he would have heard it ring too.
