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The nurseâs reply was garbled and broken, but I was almost sure she said, âSheâs her fatherâs daughter. Sheâll be fine.â Or maybe it was just me. The world went fuzzy, like an out-of-focus camera, and I knew nothing for a time.
âMEGHAN!â
Someone was shaking me awake. I cursed and flailed, momentarily confused, and finally lifted my head. My eyes felt like they had ten pounds of sand in them, and sleep gook crusted the corners, making it impossible to focus. Groaning, I wiped my lids and stared blearily into Robbieâs face. For a moment, his brow was furrowed with concern. Then I blinked and he was his normal, grinning self.
âWakey wakey, sleeping beauty,â he teased as I struggled to a sitting position. âLucky you, school is out. Itâs time to go home.â
âHuh?â I muttered intelligently, wiping the last traces of sleep snot from my eyes. Robbie snorted and pulled me to my feet.
âHere,â he said, handing me my backpack, heavy with books. âYouâre lucky Iâm such a great friend. I got notes for all the classes you missed after lunch. Oh, and youâre forgiven, by the way. I wonât even say âI told you so.ââ
He was speaking too fast. My brain was still asleep, my mind foggy and disconnected. âWhat are you talking about?â I mumbled, shrugging into my pack.
And then I remembered.
âI need to call my mom,â I said, dropping back on the cot. Robbie frowned and looked confused. âShe has to come pick me up,â I elaborated. âNo way am I getting on the bus, ever again.â Despair settled on me, and I hid my face in my hands.
âLook, Meghan,â Robbie said, âI heard what happened.
Itâs not a big deal.â
âAre you on crack?â I asked, glaring at him through my fingers. âThe whole school is talking about me. This will probably go in the school paper. Iâll be crucified if I show my face in public. And you say itâs not a big deal?â
I drew my knees to my chest and buried my head in them. Everything was so horribly unfair. âItâs my birthday,â I moaned into my jeans. âThis isnât supposed to happen to people on their birthdays.â
Robbie sighed. Dropping his bag, he sat down and put his arms around me, pulling me to his chest. I sniffled and shed a few tears into his jacket, listening to his heartbeat through his shirt. It thudded rapidly against his chest, like heâd been sprinting several miles.
âCome on.â Robbie stood, pulling me up with him. âYou can do this. And I promise, no one will care what happened today. By tomorrow, everyone will have forgotten about it.â
He smiled, squeezing my arm. âBesides, donât you have a driverâs permit to get?â
That one bright spark in the black misery of my life gave me hope. I nodded, steeling myself for what was to come. We left the nurseâs office together, Robbieâs hand clasped firmly around mine.
âJust stick close,â he muttered as we neared the crowded part of the hallway. Angie and three of her groupies stood in front of the lockers, chattering away and snapping their gum. My stomach tensed and my heart began to pound. Robbie squeezed my hand. âItâs okay. Donât let go of me, and donât say anything to anyone. They wonât even notice weâre here.â
As we neared the cluster of girls, I prepared for them to turn on me with their laughter and their ugly remarks. But we swept by them without so much as a glance, though Angie was in the midst of describing my shameful retreat from the cafeteria.
âAnd then she, like, started bawling,â Angie said, her nasal voice cutting through the hall. âAnd I was like, omygod sheâs such a loser. But what can you expect from an inbred hillbilly?â Her voice dropped to a whisper and she leaned forward. âI heard her mom has an unnatural obsession with pigs, if you know what I mean.â
The girls broke into a chorus of shocked giggles, and I almost snapped. Robbie, however, tightened his grip and pulled me away. I heard him mutter something under his breath, and felt a shudder go through the air, like thunder with no sound.
Behind us, Angie started to scream.
I tried to turn back, but Robbie yanked me onward, weaving through the crowd as the rest of the students jerked their heads toward the shrieking. But, for a split second, I saw Angie covering her nose with her hands, and her screams were sounding more and more like the squeals of a pig.
CHAPTER THREE
The Changeling
The bus ride home was silent, at least between Robbie and me. Partly because I didnât want to draw attention to myself, but mainly because I had a lot on my mind. We sat in the back corner, with me crushed against the window, staring at the trees flashing by. I had my iPod out and my headphones blasting my eardrums, but it was mostly an excuse not to talk to anyone.
Angieâs piglike screams still echoed through my head. It was probably the most horrible sound Iâd ever heard, and though she was a total bitch, I couldnât help but feel a little guilty.
There was no doubt in my mind that Robbie had done something to her, though I couldnât prove it. I was actually afraid to bring it up. Robbie seemed like a different person now, quiet, brooding, watching the kids on the bus with predatorlike intensity. He was acting weirdâweird and creepyâand I wondered what was wrong with him.
Then there was that strange dream, which I was beginning to think hadnât really been a dream at all. The more I thought about it, the more I realized that the familiar voice talking to the nurse had been Robbieâs.
Something was happening, something strange and creepy and terrifying, and the scariest part of all was that it wore a familiar, ordinary face. I snuck a glance at Robbie. How well did I know him, really know him? Heâd been my friend for longer than I could remember, and yet Iâd never been to his house, or met his parents. The few times I suggested meeting at his place, heâd always had some excuse not to; his folks were out of town, or they were remodeling the kitchen, a kitchen Iâd never seen. That was strange, but what was weirder was the fact that Iâd never wondered about it, never questioned it, until now. Robbie was simply there, like heâd been conjured out of nothing, with no background, no home, and no past. What was his favorite music? Did he have goals in life? Had he ever fallen in love?
Not at all, my mind whispered, disturbingly. You donât know him at all.
I shivered and looked out the window again.
The bus lurched to a halt at a four-way stop, and I saw weâd left the outskirts of town and were now heading into the boondocks. My neighborhood. Rain still spattered the windows, making the swampy marshlands blurry and indistinct, the trees fuzzy dark shapes through the glass.
I blinked and straightened up in my seat. Deep in the swamp, a horse and rider stood beneath the limbs of an enormous oak, as still as the trees themselves. The horse was a huge black animal with a mane and tail that rippled behind it, even drenched as it was. Its rider was tall and lean, garbed in silver and black. A dark cape fluttered from its shoulders. Through the rain, I caught the barest glimpse of a face: young, pale, strikingly handsome ⦠staring right at me. My stomach lurched and I caught my breath.
âRob,â I murmured, pulling my headphones out, âlook at thaââ
Robbieâs face was inches from mine, staring out the window, his eyes narrowed to green slits, hard and dangerous. My stomach twisted and I leaned away from him, but he didnât notice me. His lips moved, and he whispered one word, so soft I barely caught it, even as close as we were.
âAsh.â
âAsh?â I repeated. âWhoâs Ash?â
The bus coughed and lurched forward again. Robbie leaned back, his face so still it couldâve been carved from stone. Swallowing, I looked out the window, but the space beneath the oak was empty. Horse and rider were gone, like theyâd never existed.
THE WEIRDNESS KEPT getting weirder.
âWhoâs Ash?â I repeated, turning back to Robbie, who seemed to be in his own world. âRobbie? Hey!â I poked him in the shoulder. He twitched and finally looked at me. âWho is Ash?â
âAsh?â For a moment, his eyes were bright and feral, his face like that of a wild dog. Then he blinked and was normal again. âOh, heâs just an old buddy of mine, from long ago. Donât worry about it, princess.â
His words slid over me strangely, like he was willing me to forget simply by requesting it. I felt a prickle of annoyance that he was hiding something, but it quickly faded, because I couldnât remember what we were talking about.
At our curb, Robbie leaped up as if the seat was on fire and rushed out the door. Blinking at his abrupt departure, I put my iPod safely in my backpack before leaving the bus. The last thing I wanted was for the expensive thing to get wet.
âI have to go,â Robbie announced when I joined him on the pavement. His green eyes swept through the trees, as if he expected something to come crashing out of the woods. I gazed around, but except for some bird trilling overhead, the forest was quiet and still. âI ⦠um ⦠forgot something at home.â He turned to me then with an apologetic look. âSee you tonight, princess? Iâll bring that champagne over later, okay?â
âOh.â Iâd forgotten about that. âSure.â
âGo straight home, okay?â Robbie narrowed his eyes, his face intense. âDonât stop, and donât talk to anyone you meet, got it?â
I laughed nervously. âWhat are you, my mom? Are you going to tell me not to run with scissors and to look both ways before crossing the street? Besides,â I continued as Robbie smirked, looking more like his normal self, âwho would I meet way out here in the boondocks?â The image of the boy on the horse suddenly came to mind, and my stomach did that strange little flop again. Who was he? And why couldnât I stop thinking about him, if he even existed at all? Things were getting really odd. If it wasnât for Robbieâs weird reaction on the bus, I would think the boy was another of my crazy hallucinations.
âFine.â Robbie waved, flashing his mischievous grin. âSee you later, princess. Donât let Leatherface catch you on your way home.â
I kicked at him. He laughed, bounced away, and sprinted off down the road. Shouldering my backpack, I trudged up the driveway.
âMOM?â I CALLED, OPENING THE front door. âMom, Iâm home.â Silence greeted me, echoing off the walls and floor, hanging heavy in the air. The stillness was almost a living thing, crouched in the center of the room, watching me with cold eyes. My heart began a loud, irregular thud in my chest. Something was wrong.
âMom?â I called again, venturing into the house. âLuke? Anybody home?â The door creaked as I crept in farther. The television blared and flickered, playing a rerun of an old black-and-white sitcom, though the couch in front of it was empty. I switched it off and continued down the hall, into the kitchen.
For a moment, everything looked normal, except for the refrigerator door, swinging on its hinges. A small object on the floor caught my attention. At first, I thought it was a dirty rag. But, looking closer, I saw it was Floppy, Ethanâs rabbit. The stuffed animalâs head had been torn off, and cotton spilled from the hole in the neck.
Straightening, I heard a small noise on the other side of the dining table. I walked around, and my stomach twisted so violently that bile rose to my throat.
My mother lay on her back on the checkered tile floor, arms and legs flung akimbo, one side of her face covered in glistening crimson. Her purse, its contents scattered everywhere, lay beside one limp white hand. Standing over her in the doorway, his head cocked to one side like a curious cat, was Ethan.
And he was smiling.
âMOM!â I SCREAMED, FLINGING myself down beside her. âMom, are you okay?â I grabbed one shoulder and shook her, but it was like shaking a dead fish. Her skin was still warm, though, so she couldnât be dead. Right?
Where the hell is Luke? I shook her again, watching her head flop limply. It made my stomach turn. âMom, wake up! Can you hear me? Itâs Meghan.â I looked around frantically, then snatched a washrag off the sink. As I dabbed it over her bloodied face, I became aware again of Ethan standing in the doorway, his blue eyes now wide and teary.
âMommy slipped,â he whispered, and I noticed a clear, slick puddle on the floor in front of the refrigerator. Hand trembling, I dipped a finger in the goo and sniffed. Vegetable oil? What the hell? I wiped more blood off her face and noticed a small gash on her temple, nearly invisible beneath blood and hair.
âWill she die?â Ethan asked, and I glanced at him sharply. Though his eyes were huge and round, and tears brimmed in the corners, he sounded more curious than anything.
I wrenched my gaze away from my half brother. I had to get help. Luke was gone, so the only thing left would be to call for an ambulance. But, just as I stood to get the phone, Mom groaned, stirred, and opened her eyes.
My heart leaped. âMom,â I said as she struggled into a sitting position, a dazed look on her face. âDonât move. Iâll call 911.â
âMeghan?â Mom looked around, blinking. A hand came up to touch her cheek, and she stared at the blood on her fingers. âWhat happened? I ⦠I mustâve fallen â¦â
âYou hit your head,â I replied, standing up and looking around for the phone. âYou might have a concussion. Hold on, Iâm calling the ambulance.â
âThe ambulance? No, no.â Mom sat up, looking a little clearer. âDonât do that, honey. Iâm fine. Iâll just clean up and put on a Band-Aid. Thereâs no need to go to that trouble.â
âBut, Momââ
âIâm fine, Meg.â Mom snatched the forgotten washrag and began wiping the blood off her face. âIâm sorry if I frightened you, but Iâll be fine. Itâs only blood, nothing serious. Besides, we canât afford a big doctorâs bill.â She abruptly straightened and looked around the room. âWhereâs your brother?â
Startled, I looked back to the doorway, but Ethan was gone.
MOMâS PROTESTS WERE WASTED when Luke got home. He took one look at her pale, bandaged face, threw a fit, and insisted they go to the hospital. Luke can be stubbornly persistent when he needs to be, and Mom eventually buckled under the pressure. She was still calling out instructions to meâtake care of Ethan, donât let him stay up too late, thereâs frozen pizza in the fridgeâas Luke bundled her into his battered Ford and roared off down the driveway.
As the truck turned a corner and vanished from sight, the chilly silence descended on the house once more. I shivered, rubbing my arms, feeling it creep into the room and breathe down my neck. The house where Iâd lived most of my life seemed unfamiliar and frightening, as if things lurked in the cupboards and around corners, waiting to grab me as I walked past. My gaze lingered on the crumpled remains of Floppy, strewn across the floor, and for some reason, it made me very sad and scared. No one in this house would rip up Ethanâs favorite stuffed animal. Something was very wrong.
Footsteps padded over the floor. I turned to find Ethan in the doorway, staring at me. He looked strange without the rabbit in his arms, and I wondered why he wasnât upset about it.
âIâm hungry,â he announced, making me blink. âCook me something, Meggie.â
I scowled at the demanding tone.
âItâs not dinnertime yet, squirt,â I told him, crossing my arms. âYou can wait a couple hours.â
His eyes narrowed, and his lips curled back from his teeth. For just a moment, I imagined they were jagged and sharp. âIâm hungry now,â he growled, taking a step forward. Dread shot through me and I recoiled.
Almost immediately, his face smoothed out again, his eyes enormous and pleading. âPlease, Meggie?â he whined.
âPlease? Iâm so hungry.â He pouted, and his voice turned menacing. âMommy didnât make me food, either.â
âAll right, fine! If itâll shut you up, fine.â The angry words erupted from fear, and from a hot embarrassment because I was afraid. Of Ethan. Of my stupid, four-year-old half brother. I didnât know where these demonic mood swings of his were coming from, but I hoped they werenât the start of a trend. Maybe he was just upset because of Momâs accident. Maybe if I fed the brat, heâd fall asleep and leave me alone for the night. I stalked to the freezer, grabbed the pizza, and shoved it in the oven.
While the pizza cooked, I tried to clean up the puddle of vegetable oil in front of the refrigerator. I wondered how the stuff had ended up on the floor, especially when I found the empty bottle stuffed in the trash. I smelled like Crisco when I was done, and the floor still had a slick spot, but it was the best I could do.
The creak of the oven door startled me. I turned to see Ethan pulling it open and reaching inside.
âEthan!â Grabbing his wrist, I yanked him back, ignoring his scream of protest. âWhat are you doing, you idiot? You want to burn yourself?â
âHungry!â
âSit down!â I snapped, plunking him into a dining chair. He actually tried to hit me, the little ingrate. I resisted the urge to smack him. âGod, youâre being snotty today. Sit there and be quiet. Iâll get your food in a second.â
When the pizza came out, he fell on it like a wild thing, not waiting for it to cool. Astonished, I could only stare as he tore through the slices like a starved dog, barely stopping to chew as he gulped it down. Soon, his face and hands were smeared with sauce and cheese, and the pizza was rapidly diminished. In less than two minutes, he had consumed it all, down to the last crumb.
Ethan licked his hands, then raised his eyes to me and frowned. âStill hungry.â
âYou are not,â I told him, snapping out of my daze. âIf you eat anything else youâll get sick. Go play in your room or something.â
He stared at me with a baleful expression, and it seemed that his skin grew darker, wrinkled, and shriveled beneath his baby fat. Without warning, he leaped off the chair, rushed me, and sank his teeth into my leg.
âOw!â Pain lanced through my calf like an electrical shock. Grabbing his hair, I tried prying his teeth from my skin, but he clung to me like a leech and bit down harder. It felt like glass shards stabbing into my leg. Tears blurred my vision, and my knees almost buckled from the pain.
âMeghan!â
Robbie stood inside the front door, a backpack flung over his shoulder, his green eyes wide with shock.
Ethan released me, jerking his head toward the shout. Blood smeared his lips. Seeing Robbie, he hissed andâthereâs no other way to put itâscuttled away from us and up the stairs, vanishing from sight.
I shook so hard I had to sit down on the couch. My leg throbbed, and my breath came in short, uneven gasps. Blood, bright and vivid, seeped through my jeans like an unfurling blossom. Dazed, I stared at it, numbness deadening my limbs, freezing them in shock.
Robbie crossed the room in three strides and knelt beside me. Briskly, as if heâd done this kind of thing before, he began rolling up the cuff of one pant leg.
âRobbie,â I whispered as he bent over his task, his long fingers surprisingly gentle. âWhatâs happening? Everythingâs going crazy. Ethan just attacked me ⦠like a wild dog.â
âThat wasnât your brother,â Robbie muttered as he pushed back the material, revealing a bloody mess below my knee. An oval of jagged puncture wounds marred my leg, seeping blood, and the skin around them was already purpling. Rob whistled softly. âNasty. Wait here. Iâll be right back.â
âLike Iâm going anywhere,â I replied automatically, and then his previous statement sank in. âWait a minute. What do you mean, that wasnât Ethan? Who the hell else could it be?â
Rob ignored me. Walking to his backpack, he opened it and pulled out a long, green-tinted bottle and a tiny crystal cup. I frowned. Why was he going for champagne now? I was hurt, in pain, and my kid brother had turned into a monster. I was certainly not in the mood for celebrating.
With the utmost care, Robbie poured the champagne into the cup and walked back, being careful not to spill a single drop.
âHere,â he said, giving it to me. The cup sparkled in his hand. âDrink this. Where do you keep the towels?â
I took it suspiciously. âIn the bathroom. Just donât use Momâs good white ones.â As Rob walked off, I peered into the tiny cup. There was barely enough for a swallow. It didnât look like champagne to me. I was expecting something fizzy white or pink, sparkling in the glass. The liquid in the cup was a deep, dark red, the color of blood. A fine mist writhed and danced on the surface.