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“And what brings you to Skytop Lake?” he asked the closer of the two.
“Ah…pleasure.” The white-haired man with an underslung jaw had almost no accent. “I am here on holiday.”
“And you’re on vacation, too?” John said to the other man. “Where are you from?”
“New York” was the curt, precise reply that belied the answer. “Here comes your meal,” the thin, wrinkled man added, looking toward Alexa.
John turned toward her, as she put the plate in front of him. “This looks wonderful,” he told her. He inhaled deeply. “Smells wonderful, too.”
“It is wonderful,” she replied. “You’d better enjoy it.”
He grinned and used his fork to cut off a hefty piece. He took a bite. She expected his eyes to water, but they didn’t. She felt her eyebrows lift. Even her eyes watered when she had tasted the meal in the kitchen, and she was a true aficionado of spicy foods.
“It’s great!” John said, and took another mouthful.
So what if he’d bought a mild salsa at the gourmet food shop? He obviously liked things hot.
Cole had liked things hot, too….
Alexa glanced around the room. Vane was staring at them. She didn’t like the fractious gleam in his eye.
She escaped into the kitchen, greeting the eager Phantom, who wriggled behind his gate, with a quick pat before she washed her hands again.
When John had finished and signed for his meal, she expected him to go into the parlor with Vane and the rest of the guests. Instead, he joined her in the kitchen.
“You look as though you could use some help. How about a dishwasher? I work cheap.”
“How cheap?”
“You can’t get cheaper than free.”
“But—” Before she could voice any objections, he had tied a plain, lace-free apron around his waist and dug into the pile of dishes mounded in and around the sink. “You don’t need to get them spotless,” she said resignedly. “Just scrape the visible food off and pile them into the dishwasher.”
“Good. I have to admit, I’m not the world’s best dishwasher, only its best home improvements salesman.”
“And bull thrower.” She felt her mouth quirk into a grin.
“Ah, you were listening in on some of my conversations in the dining room,” he said with an arch smile. “I thought so.”
As usual in his presence, Alexa flushed. “You don’t want me to have eavesdropped. If I did, I’d know how nosy you are.”
“Nosy? Me?” The tone of his deep voice feigned hurt.
“I heard more questions from you than on a TV game show.”
“I’m darn good at games,” he said with a raise of one straight, dark brow and a roguish curve to his lips.
“I’ll bet you are.” Had he meant the suggestive undercurrent to his words? Alexa was nearly certain he had.
How was she going to get through the rest of the evening here, with this man interrupting her work, her thoughts? Her kitchen was large, but his presence made it seem as tiny as his bedroom.
Hadn’t she thought only a few minutes before how foolish it was for a married woman to flirt with another man in front of her husband? Whether she liked it or not, Alexa was engaged. Her fiancé was in the next room.
She glanced at the ring that weighed her hand down as if the stone it held was lead rather than a huge diamond. She didn’t dare end the engagement yet. It would be playing with fire for her to defy Vane…now.
She would be playing with fire by flirting with John.
She couldn’t exactly throw him out bodily. Nor did she want to touch that substantial body to try…did she? He wore navy trousers with his lighter blue shirt, and they looked great on him. His movements with the dirty dishes were decisive but deft. She had no fear that he’d fumble and drop them, despite the large size of his hands.
What would it feel like to have those hands stroking her…?
Why was she thinking such thoughts?
Whatever else Vane was, he had been a gentleman about not pushing her to have sex when she wanted nothing to do with him. And she’d wanted nothing at all to do with him for the months since he had seized control of their inn.
But John had reminded her of Cole. The very recollection of Cole dredged up yearning, libidinous feelings that she had kept hidden deep inside for ages.
Forcing her thoughts back to reality, she continued cleaning, trying to pretend John wasn’t there. That was hard to do, as he helped her stack dishes in the industrial-size dishwasher.
His curiosity had seemed unbridled as he had tossed questions to Vane’s guests. Vane had noticed, which wasn’t good. John had also been kind to work with the couple at his table, teaching them English.
John O’Rourke, surprisingly sexy home improvements salesman, was a man of many facets.
Eventually, they were finished with the dishes. “Thank you,” she said.
“Anytime.” He went to the shelves where she kept seasonings, and eyed them. “Looks like you’re partial to hot stuff.”
“The hotter the better,” she said.
It was his turn to look at her in surprise. He leered, then laughed. “A woman after my own heart,” he said, then left the kitchen.
ALEXA TOOK HER TIME putting the mounds of cookware away, making lists of dishes for the next day’s meals and ensuring she had the ingredients…ordinary activities. Or activities that would have been ordinary had the circumstances been normal.
The truth was, she was trapped here, at her own bed-and-breakfast. She knew Vane was involved in something at best illegal, at worst malevolent. The guests—possibly terrorists—had all been invited by him…except one. And that guest was a puzzle, too.
Surrounded by people, Alexa was alone. She could trust no one. She could rely only on herself.
When she couldn’t think of further excuses to stay in the kitchen, she released Phantom from behind the gate. She knelt to give the cute, intense puppy a big hug, then rose. “Come on,” she said, leading him out.
She hadn’t intended to go into the parlor. She did not want to mingle with the people Vane had brought here. But she spied John in a hard-backed seat in the midst of them. They were grouped on the overstuffed sofa and assortment of chairs, all turned to face one wall so they could watch television—all the better to perfect their use of U.S. customs and language, she surmised. They congregated together like this a lot.
For just a moment, she leaned on the doorjamb to observe—because she was curious, she told herself, and not because she had any interest in studying John. Phantom lay at her feet. The crowd had the TV tuned to a quiz show, something called “Millions on Your Mind”—a clone of several other popular programs. Cheers and cat-calls erupted from the small crowd of viewers in her house. What were they up to?
“It’s koa wood,” cried John, his large frame raised from the chair. “From Hawaii. That’s the answer.” He lifted his hands and swatted the air, as if he were somehow tossing his knowledge to the contestant on the TV screen.
“Are you certain?” asked Jill, who sat beside him—of course. “Ko-a?”
“Yes. It’s a great shade of golden red when it’s polished, and has a unique grain. That’s definitely it.”
Alexa felt the chile rellenos that she had hurriedly downed in the kitchen begin to churn in her stomach. Koa wood. Wood.
Cole Rappaport had been an expert on trees. When they had come here to Skytop Lake, he had pointed out the various types of pine trees, including ponderosa, Coulter and white, plus some of the most common deciduous trees—Pacific dogwood, white alder, California black oak. He had been able to tell them apart by their size and shape, their bark, their leaves. Plus, he had described what their grain was like inside.
Cole would have known the answer to this quiz show question, too. Cole knew everything about trees.
An icy shiver passed through Alexa. She studied John once more. Yes, she still saw some resemblance to Cole, but it was all superficial—height, build. And handsome? Oh, yes. Definitely. Incredibly. But he didn’t look like Cole.
And Cole, whether she could accept it or not, was dead.
ALEXA COULDN’T SLEEP that night. Instead, she stood outside her bedroom, on the balcony at the rear that ran the width of the B & B’s second story and matched the one at the front of the house. She did not bother to flip on its light, preferring to stay in the dark.
Preferring not to advertise her presence, for she did not want any uninvited company—namely Vane.
She knew she lost money by not making available to guests one of the few bedrooms that opened onto the balcony, with its lake view. Vane had argued with her about it from the very first. But she had been firm. Keeping it to herself was worth any cost…especially now.
It gave her peace, or at least as much peace as possible during this incredibly difficult time.
She leaned on the rail and watched lights from surrounding residences play along the patches of rippling water visible through the trees. The air was fragrant with the scent of pine blowing in the mountaintop breeze. She shivered a little in the coolness, gathering her long terry-cloth robe more closely about her.
“Beautiful view,” said a deep masculine voice, startling her.
She pivoted. John O’Rourke had just come through the door to the center hallway of the B & B’s upper floor. He was still dressed in the clothing he’d worn at supper.
And he was looking at her, not the lake.
Alexa pretended not to notice. “Yes, it is.”
Her blessed solitude had been abruptly terminated. But to her surprise, she didn’t mind.
He joined her at the rail, clasping his hands together and leaning on his arms. She was aware of his closeness. The warmth from his body radiated toward her—or was it her own sexual awareness of this gorgeous, sensual man that caused her to burn?
She was also aware of how he stared deeply into the darkness, as if trying to see into the myriad shadows between the trees and the house. What was he looking for?
“You can’t sleep?” he asked without looking at her. Another of his many questions.
She shook her head. “I’ve a lot on my mind. And you?”
“The same.” He glanced at her, but only momentarily. “I’ll tell you mine if you’ll tell me yours.”
“Tell you what?” She felt suddenly jittery. What did he want to know? And why did he stare at the neighborhood like that, as if expecting to see something that didn’t belong?
“Whatever’s keeping you awake.”
She made herself laugh. Attempting to regain the teasing familiarity they had shared as they had worked on the dinner dishes, she answered flippantly, “A guilty conscience.”
John turned to her so abruptly that she took a step backward, her hands up for protection. In the faint light from the neighboring properties, she had no trouble making out the sharpness to his glare.
“And just why would that be?” His wide lips softened just a bit at the edges, as if he struggled to smile, to soften the harshness of his question.
Her attempt at levity so obviously unsuccessful, Alexa shrugged beneath her robe. She lowered her hands and looked out again over the shimmering water of the lake. “Just a figure of speech,” she replied softly.
Why had he gotten so upset?
John suddenly grasped Alexa’s arms, turning her to face him. His grip was firm, insistent, just short of hurting her. His hands released her quickly, but his gaze didn’t. His eyes seemed to glow in the faint light on the balcony, as if they had a source of illumination of their own.
“Alexa,” he said in a surprisingly soft and sympathetic voice, “I…I sense something here. Something not quite right. If you’d like to talk about it, I’m a good listener.”
“You’re imagining things,” she said quickly.
“Am I?”
For a brief, crazy moment, she considered blurting out everything. What had happened two years ago. How the terrors of the past had somehow been resurrected right here, at the haven she had turned to in an attempt to put it all behind her.
How she feared what Vane was up to. How alone she felt, how responsible and scared.
How badly she missed Cole Rappaport.
She bit her bottom lip to prevent it all from spilling from her. She looked up into John’s curious and kind gaze.
He was a salesman. A people person. He seemed outgoing, yet full of empathy.
Could he help her?
No, shouted a voice inside her. You’re still mistaking him for Cole. He’s not here to save you.
You have to do that yourself.
She was alone here, in the midst of all these people. And she didn’t dare forget it.
“There’s nothing,” Alexa said firmly, though she glanced away from the inquisitiveness and sympathy in John’s eyes. “Nothing at all.”
“If you change your mind,” John said, “all you have to do is—”
“Alexa!”
She turned to the glass door to the house. It slid open, and Vane stood there, fully dressed, as if he had been out somewhere.
“I’ve been looking for you,” he said, his tone almost accusatory.
“Sorry,” she said. She glanced toward John, intending it to be firm but apologetic. Hoping, for her own sake, to see in his continued stare the sympathy she had noticed before.
Instead, his glare had turned furious. But why? Alexa shivered as she turned to accompany her fiancé back into the house, but it wasn’t the night air that chilled her.
Chapter Four
Cole got out of his borrowed car and stretched his jeans-clad legs.
The area around Skytop Lake lived up to its name today. It was August, well into summer, and the mountaintop community that extended high into the air was baked by the brilliant sun.
