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I formed the ability for the memory of the previous incarnation to come out, and for the body to have the resources to transform, and that’s it… after a while, my next transformation forced me to leave the course. Because my measure of usefulness has been exhausted there.
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We never know for whom exactly we find ourselves in any place. We think that for ourselves, and even solve our own problems. And that’s right. During those courses, I learned a lot and learned even more. But, in addition to my own goals, other people’s tasks were also solved there They were solved by my hands and within the framework of the benefits that I had to bring, but according to my upbringing, which I did not even imagine in myself.
When I answered my questions, and people answered their own, there were many insurmountable obstacles that forced me to leave the courses and continue to look for myself further.
The completion of a measure of utility is a sense of the cessation of meaning. Normally, a completed utility is the beginning of a new measure.
The meaning of my nature became clear to me: the abilities necessary for solving a specific task at a moment in time are included in me.
But it’s still amazing, if only because I haven’t even read about it. And again: all this was very puzzling to me then: why such a strange ability for the World? Why be able to do everything at once, if there are “narrow specialists” who are also delivered to the right places and people to solve higher issues?
You need to heal – there is a healer, you need to clean the place – there are psychics, you need to see the future – there are seers. Why such multitasking? Who am I? What to do about it? What is my sense of Usefulness?
***
– What is the meaning of me? I once asked into the void.
“To awaken Consciousness – » was the reply.
MIRACLES AND REVELATIONS
So began the development of my gift and the concept of “Consciousness”, which I did not pay attention to, as something boring and obvious. But, as you know, “the more obvious the phenomenon, the less we know about it.”
Consciousness as a phenomenon was probably well known to the ancient Slavs. I realized this much later, when in fairy tales and legends, I began to notice nuances in the behavior of the characters that are characteristic of seers or conscious beings.
The fact that such “consciousness” is not obvious to our psychological and psychotherapeutic science is due to the lack of self-awareness of researchers, who find it difficult or impossible not only to interpret, but also to correctly identify its phenomena. Rather, they do not all know where to look to really see the nuances and correctly create experiments. After all, it is no secret that for one gifted researcher there are hundreds of incompetent “followers” who, sometimes, will twist the research and write such conclusions that it shocks you from the abundance of informational garbage. But I digress.
To me, psychological science was a dream filled with the unknown. The information space that revealed the essence of a person is full of failures and secrets. Behind every phenomenon of psychology [a phenomenon is generally a phenomenon under close attention] there are many overlapping variables; and all these variables interact with each other according to certain laws of dynamics.
It is not true that there are no laws in psychology, but only regularities. If there are laws in the work of a known carrier of the psyche – the body – then there are also laws in the psyche. Only they are often very veiled by compensatory mechanisms. If there is in the psyche, there is also in the science that studies it.
I once, for fun (when I was preparing myself for my dissertation and trying to identify the basics for my own practice), decomposed into components the phenomenological series of elements of the psyche found by psychoanalysts from Freud to Horney. There were only 27 elementary phenomena, which make up the entire complex phenomenological series of psychoanalysis. In each large phenomenon, these elements were combined in a different order or were not present at all.
Further, these elements easily formed into a certain level system. The levels, of course, were distributed according to the degree of energy / openness [awareness+ability to observe in the behavior] of the element. And the system was crowned with an extremely energetic level, unconscious, but obvious to the observer. “God’s level,” I realized, and I couldn’t prove it. I lacked the data and trust of others. I made it easier: I proved the lower behavioral levels in another science-sociology.
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Our ancestors did not call” Consciousness “an ephemeral” shared knowledge of the community”, but a complex energy machine, which for the sake of simplicity of perception here I called the “Human” System.
The “Human” system is a set of energy structures of different densities, of which the main ones are: The Operator [Myself or “I”], the body and energy fields. This is what relates to our reality and the responsibility of the person himself; the two assistants of the system, the Soul and the Spirit, responsible for information support, training and partial protection of the carrier; The Path – that we work together with God, giving birth to utility and new bright energies. The birth of these energies, the warming of other people with them, the consolidation of energies, their materialization, giving them forms-this is the real Task of man before God and the World, in every incarnation until the end of the life of the World.
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It turned out that the “Human” system automatically opens in response to my presence. I am the activator of human content, whatever it is.
But I had to figure out for myself what was in me as a Gift. What I work with in people. and why.
START OF PRACTICE
Since the beginning of my activation, I have noticed that the key result of my influence is to improve the quality of a person’s life on all fronts: from work to relationships.
At that time, I was teaching at one university and held a small position at another well-known university. For money, she led a small private practice.
Of course, in those days, I didn’t make any passes with my hands and positioned myself as a psychologist. I practiced according to the canons of psychology, as before abilities. And I was going to raise a child and defend my doctorate.
But now my practice was giving a more interesting result. My wards and clients not only recovered luck or lost wealth, but life became happier than before. And everyone in the feedback mentioned that “now there is a meaning to life” or “I’m going back to myself, the way I know myself.”
The process of changing life took place rapidly, with a lot of wonderful coincidences. Over time, I realized that it was necessary to warn the client about them, because people were not ready for many things without warning and missed opportunities. So simply, Visions joined my work.
The accuracy of the examples has increased so much that it began to frighten people, they started asking me questions about how I know this. Several people just burst into tears from surprise after hearing the answers to their unspoken stories. If with external clients such effects generated the “word of mouth” I needed, then with colleagues and students – dangerous rumors. Colleagues began to hint unequivocally that I was compromising on them, students suspected me of improper control. In any case, no one asked me to immerse myself in their life at universities. But I myself only realized much later what to say and what not to say.
***
Then, under the pretext of a dissertation, I conducted a large-scale diagnosis for all students and teachers who were concerned with my work. This temporarily answered their questions. People reached out to me for “solutions for life”. And for a whole year, I analyzed other people’s destinies and other people’s problems to understand: what is the difference between our idea of life and what God has given us? What is the essence of troubles or even tragedies? Why does something terrible come into people’s lives?
And here’s what I realized:
God has no bad scenarios for man.
God has no bad scenarios for man. They simply do not exist, with all the deaths, wars and other horrors. He doesn’t create things like that. There are clean energy flows, and in the clean flows of the Test – some difficulties that culminate in bright victories. And it is mandatory, if a test is given, that all the conditions and safety measures are laid out for it and shown in advance. Trials are something that you can tell your children about, so that they are proud of their origins.
But if there is an unbearable disaster, an acute tragedy, when a person lives in his own world, as if in a hot spot, you need to look for outside interference.
I understood it this way: each trouble was as if drawn against a dark background; from it there was a trail to some faces – real people – sources of blackness. I saw whole stories in the energy flows – where the trouble began and how it unfolded, in the root causes of situations, with obvious incidents and hidden details. Sometimes I have seen rituals performed against my wards or their families. Yes, not simple, but carefully planned; and in the most terrible situations – with sacrifices, pieces of the deceased or with artifacts from the cemetery. I couldn’t talk about it.
I called the time of the beginning of the collapses and asked: “Can I restore you a little to make it easier?” They always answered me: “Yes.” I pretended to use elements of hypnosis or acupressure, but I spiritually “untied” the blackness. It broke away from the carrier and rushed to the author of the outrage. As if she’d always been waiting for this moment. After a few days, such wards came to thank me.
This happened for quite a long time until one case. But I will talk about it a little further.
It is important what I understood when I worked with people, and I want to draw your attention to this as well.
Here’s the important thing:
People who harm others do so quite consciously and with a deep interest in the process. They spend time and effort, money. They sometimes kill animals, go to scary places, perform crazy rituals on themselves – all in order to achieve their own goals. They don’t do it out of hatred. They are sure that this is a game in search of influence. In which they will not be punished.
They do not connect the consequences of their own actions with the nightmare that then fills their lives; they do not understand that they have ruined the life of the one they have harmed, forever.
They need to satisfy their “momentary desire”, which they are obsessed with. For total satisfaction. The illusion of satisfaction is strong, but it will never come. And they do it again and again, like drug addicts, only their drug is black energy.
They hunt. And their food is energy. In their obsession, they are not quite human. They have allowed black energy to become a part of them and are now forced to feed it with someone else’s life. So that the blackness doesn’t eat them up.
Anyone who violates the Divine Scenarios of human life does so with the absolute certainty that they can get away with it. He has done this many times in past incarnations, and he will do it if he is born again.
The victim is chosen according to two main criteria: energetic, but inexperienced [defenseless], or bright, beautiful. Here is an example: the most destructive magic is thrown on the most beautiful house in the village. The brighter the object, the more one is willing to get it for free.
And they are not going to pay. Why pay when you can steal? After all, no one can protect themselves anyway.
Because in our civilization, “there is no esotericism and you do not need to believe in God.” And if you do not believe in God, then there is no God. And if he is not there, then no one will stand up for the victim. A person likes to shit – and he finds a loophole to do it with impunity. Impunity is the main word in this situation.
But what was the most horrifying revelation to me: no one, ABSOLUTELY NO one who secretly destroys the lives and families of their victims, takes it seriously!!!
Just playing around.
How to make a scandal? Get rid of half of the family…
To satiate the thought: “how dare she be better than me?” Destroy the opponent’s uterus.
“I want this business!” – destroy the possibility of prosperity and the strength of the victim’s family, or extinguish the lives of his children…
And all of this – “just playing around”.
How did this become possible?
Somehow it happened. How it happened – there are only fragments of ancient manuscripts and the revelations of some philosophers. Now I can say that there was an infection of our World with alien energy. Some kind of attack from the outside, which broke through the consciousness of people and spread to all levels of reality. When and who did it – the details are erased, and the times are mixed up.
The immune system of the World has partially coped with the infection, so we are not zombies and evenly develop. But the life of the World is like the life of a sick child: his health is thoroughly destroyed, there is no strength, and he is periodically feverish with delusional fantasies. Hence such collapses. With the disease, the light flow is not restored immediately, the flow of reality is disrupted. Delusional thoughts can be extremely scary.
However, the world is struggling with the disease. He has more and more strength and positive thoughts, as well as a thirst for life.
Each of us is the condensed embodiment of his thought. It is now again, as in ancient times, there are many people with extraordinary opportunities. I’m one of many.
You who read these texts are also part of the recovery process. Each of us is responsible for his own will and freedom for his decisions, respectively, everyone can go his way as correctly as possible. It’s like keeping your life, your home, and the place where your house stands clean-with maximum responsibility.
And I, in turn, will talk about the techniques that I have mastered since the mentors began to deal with me and my recovery. But more important than the techniques – is the correct worldview, which consists of the current constant decisions and actions.
AN INTELLIGIBLE ATTEMPT
I was approached by a twenty-five-year-old girl who had problems with personal relationships. Or rather, she didn’t have any relationships at all.
She was cute and funny. Perhaps one of the oddities that could be noticed was the expression of her eyes. Or rather, the feeling that sometimes a very, very strange black-and-brown glow would light up in her eyes, turning her face from doll-like cute to chiseled-cold.
In such moments there was a feeling that it was not safe to be around her. Something subtly changed in her appearance, lasted for a split second and disappeared; and her soft and friendly manner of communication reduced the strange sensations to nothing. “It seemed” – the feeling was leveled towards her, but the aftertaste remained…
***
We have set a session time. I was supposed to give her tests to see where in her relationship stereotypes there are substitutions of concepts. So, when she came in, I gave her some simple test instructions and handed her the folder. She reached out trustingly for the sheets, but I froze: her face expressed the same benevolent calm, but her eyes! They went from blue to dark, deep, and prickly. Her voice and demeanor combined with those eyes gave rise to an uncontrollable sense of danger.
– Can I read what’s in your subconscious a little?’ I asked, inwardly shuddering at her too-close presence, her presence in my office. The consciousness itself automatically analyzed how to protect itself and whether the door of the office was locked. ‘Stop it! I said to myself. – Calm down, there’s a child in front of you… " And, surprised at my own active reaction, I put the tests aside.
“Yes – » she said shortly, “where should I sit?”
I placed two chairs, one facing the other, almost in the middle of the room.
“This is yours,” I pointed to one, “this is mine,” and sat down on the other. Her kindness and acceptance of the situation eased my anxiety a little, but the sense of danger still grew. There was a sense of something close and sharp, but very hidden.
– It feels familiar, like it’s happened before – " she said thoughtfully, settling into the chair. – I shouldn’t move the chair, right?
I didn’t tell her that. But she was right, you shouldn’t move it.
Meanwhile, her eyes had turned a very dark brown. Danger…
– Well, let’s get started…
I knew that I needed to turn on the points under the jaw, and “open the system control box”. I reached out and touched the dots.
***
I don’t know, maybe I turned away for a second, while I was surprised at the knowledge that was opening up in me. Of course I was – a whole methodology, with instant explanations – an amazing accompaniment to the practice! Only these methods were not familiar to me.
But when I looked into her face again, it was as if I couldn’t see it, nothing but the blackness of her eyes.
“Get away from me!” a male voice said from her mouth.
“Who are you?”
– Get away from me, you’re hurting me, – the voice is hoarser, and immediately girlish: – Marina, what is it? What’s wrong with me? – blue eyes…
I took a step forward and touched her chin again.
“Stand back!”! ! a man’s voice roared. The black eyes were looking at me again, but there was nothing else, because they absorbed all the attention.
“Who are you?”
“None of your business! Stand back!
“Come out,” I said, and touched her chin again. A stream of heat and energy passed through my fingers.
The girl abruptly got up from her chair, as if she was about to hit me, but didn’t dare.
I imagined the energy of my hands merging into a single ring around the black-and-brown current that vibrated within her now – her hands, raised for a blow, fussily moved, trying to remove something invisible from her face.
“Don’t choke me! Don’t choke me-ah-ah!!!” – her body suddenly howled very loudly. I automatically glanced at the office door: I wonder if anyone hears this now, what they’ll think. And strengthened the imaginary loop.
The girl collapsed to the floor. However, there her body gathered in focus on her hands and knees and with some incredible speed moved from me to the corner:
“Don’t choke me!!!” the body hissed, twisting its neck unnaturally. I was afraid that she would break her neck, and I ran to her. However, according to the method, I had to simultaneously burn the creature – “this type of creature is not brought into the worlds, due to its low development and colossal destructiveness,” the training film continued in my head – and catch the girl so that she would not harm herself.
The body slammed its head into the wall at full speed. I caught it just before it hit. She began to have convulsions: “Don’t choke me, don’t choke me, don’t choke me…” – her eyes are now blue, now black.
“Look at me!”! ! I was shouting in a whisper – people in the hallway could probably hear the scuffling. “Look at me, I’m with you!”! ! Push him away, push him out, do you hear me?!!!
The flash of her convulsions almost took my eye out. I held her by the shoulders. The convulsions began to weaken.
I was reconnecting to her mind, searching for her personal flow – this flow is vital to restore.
– I can hear you – " a girl’s voice answered, and a startled face with blue eyes turned to me:
