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“Well, we were lapsed for a while,” Big Vince had said, dispensing religion largesse. “If you two will excuse me…”
He’d made himself scarce in his room, watching TV alone. Izzy knew this signaled his approval; had he disliked Pat, he would not have left him alone with his baby girl for one second.
Izzy poured Pat another shot of Amaretto, then gave herself one. She tipped her glass against his and said, “Cheers.”
“Dinner was great, dishes are done, bodyguard has left. So you can relax,” Pat said, sliding his arm around her waist and drawing her close as he leaned against the counter.
She put down her glass; he set down his own, and cupped her chin. He smiled at her. “Good?”
She nodded. He kissed her. His tongue slid between her parted lips and she tasted the sweet Amaretto, the saltiness of him. Her heart picked up speed; her body tensed. She felt his excitement. His hand moved down to the small of her back.
She put her hand around his neck and kissed him hard. He grunted as if in surprise—she usually kept their kisses short and easy—but after her victorious meal, it felt supremely right to kiss Pat Kittrell like she meant it.
When she ended the kiss, he settled his arms around her and said, “Seems I passed muster.”
“Seems you did.”
“It was washing the dishes, wasn’t it?” He kissed her again.
“Yes,” she concurred. “Think what will happen if you do the vacuuming.”
He guffawed and wrapped both his arms around her waist. “Let me at your Dirt Devil.”
“We both have to work tomorrow,” she said. “But next time, come over a little earlier and I’ll get you right on that.”
“Next time.” He stroked her cheek. “Nice to know there’s going to be one.”
“Yes. It is,” Izzy agreed.
Then he was gone, and her father said grudgingly, “He’s okay.”
She said, “Glad you think so,” and that was that. Then she added, “There was this guy outside when I came home. He was standing in front of our building, smoking.”
“Yeah?” Big Vince narrowed his eyes. “He bother you?”
“Not like that,” she told him. “He just seemed wrong, somehow.” She gestured. “He was about six feet, long black coat, smoker.”
“Hair color?”
“Mmm.” She made a face. “Some kind of dark. Streetlight, couldn’t tell.”
“Okay.” She could see the wheels of his cop brain filing it all away. “I’ll mention it to Hackett.” Grace Hackett was the beat cop for their neighborhood.
“I don’t think it was a big deal,” she continued. But she did. “Strike that.”
He drew an invisible line in the air. “Done.” He considered. “Maybe we ought to rethink that argument about you carrying some kind of protection. Such as a gun.”
There it was, her phobia. Once she conquered that…
Tell him. Tell him that you’re going to apply to the Academy.
“I think we should,” she said. “Rethink it. Because…” She took a breath.
But at that precise moment, a cheer rose up from the TV and his glance ticked back toward it. He shouted, “No! Oh, damn it!”
Exhaling—she had just squeaked out of that one—she said, “Good night.”
“Sleep,” he ordered her, watching the set. “Oh, for crying out loud!” he shouted, raising his hands into the air. “Well, whatcha gonna do?”
Smiling faintly, she left him to his travails.
She laid out her clothes for tomorrow, got into her nightgown—a fresh one, silky and lavender—and put her hair into a sloppy bun. She knelt at her bedside for the first time in a long time and prayed.
Take care of my mother, and let her know—
And again, as in St. Theresa’s, something shifted around her. Lowered, darkened.
Spooked, she crossed herself and climbed into bed.
Blood streamed down her face.
She was leaning over the lacy balcony as the creatures rushed the mansion. The trees were ablaze. The wounded were screaming.
He was gasping at her feet. If she didn’t get him to safety soon, he would die.
In the beating center of the battle below, a faceless man looked up at her.
A gun went off.
Chapter 4
“O kay,” Pat said to Izzy, “the movie was bad. But do you have to punish me all night for it?”
She shifted against the maroon-leatherette booth of the diner as she smiled apologetically at him. She knew she was terrible company.
They were having an after-movie snack, he a burger; she, a bowl of chicken noodle soup. She had scarcely eaten a thing since the night he had come over for dinner. Scarcely eaten and hardly slept.
That was three nights ago, when the nightmare had changed. That was an understatement—taken a quantum leap was more accurate. Maybe that helped to explain the growing feelings of unease that had been plaguing her in the waking world. The anniversary of her mom’s death usually churned her up for a couple of weeks, but this was ridiculous.
“You’re all het up,” Pat went on, putting down his burger and wiping his hands on his napkin. He tented his fingers as he leaned toward her. “Something happened to you. Recently.”
“No.” Looking down at her bowl of soup, she shook her head, fully aware that she wasn’t convincing anybody, least of all a sophisticated cop who ferreted out lies for a living. She didn’t know him well enough to talk to him about it. She didn’t know anyone that well.
His face quirked; his dimples showed. “Well, it can’t be kissing me that did this to you.” He sounded so sure of himself that she had to smile back. “Forsooth, she maketh the candles to glow.”
“That’s nice. Shakespeare?”
“Kittrell,” he answered. He took her hand and wrapped his fist around her fingers, shaking them as if to loosen her up. “A guy who cares about you. Cares if there’s something eating at you. Can I help?”
“It’s nothing, really.”
He sighed. “Okay, I give. For now.” He checked his watch. “I have to go in. I’m putting you in a cab.”
“I’m fine on the subway,” she insisted.
“Maybe on some other guy’s watch.” He cocked his head and took a breath, as if he were about to ask her a question. Maybe if there was another guy. But he didn’t. He didn’t push, and she was grateful.
He paid the check—insisting that he had to or his mama would find out and hit him upside the head. Then they put on their coats and walked outside, while Pat flagged down a cab in record time for a nonnative.
As she climbed into the back, he leaned down and kissed her. “You get some rest, you hear?”
For an answer, she kissed him back. His lips were soft and he smelled so good, like soap and limes, and she lingered, her senses tantalized.
Beaming at her, Pat shut the door and Izzy waved a bit shyly at him through the frosty window.
She got home without incident, no strange men loitering in front of her house. As she let herself in, her father looked up from the TV in the front room. When he saw her in the foyer, he said, “Hey. How was it?”
“Nice.” She unwound the scarf from around her neck. “He’s nice.”
“He didn’t walk you in.” He peered around her, as if he expected Pat to appear.
“I took a cab. He had to go in to work.”
Big Vince drank his beer. “Big bust coming down. They briefed us on it. Sting operation. He tell you about it?”
“We don’t talk shop,” she said, yawning. “I’m going to bed.”
“Good.” He nodded thoughtfully. “You got to take care of yourself, Iz. You’re getting too thin.”
She sighed. Everyone was on her case tonight.
“Night,” she said.
She took the stairs, washed her face and brushed her teeth, changed into her white nightgown and crossed to her bed. For a moment she thought about pulling back the curtains. Then she ignored her impulse and pulled back the coverlet, and slid into fresh sheets and, hopefully, some rest.
Don’t look down, a voice said inside her head.
But she did. And there he was, silhouetted by flames.
The smiling man’s features were very sharp, and a large purple scar ran diagonally from the right side of his jaw to his left temple. His face was all angles; his almond-shaped eyes were dark and fierce beneath brows that slanted upward. He looked devilish.
She had a gun in her hand and she raised it slowly. Her hand began to shake as she pointed it at him. His eyes widened in fear, and then his gaze shifted to a point behind her. He bared his teeth like an animal.
Izzy turned.
They are looking for you. Both of them, a voice said.
Within the arched curves of a Medieval monastery, a figure scanned the horizon. It was another man, very tall, with a riot of hair that tumbled down his shoulders, like her own.
A blue-tinted fog boiled up and around the long-haired man in the monastery, sharply casting him in chiaroscuro. He was holding a glowing sphere. It illuminated his fingers; on his left ring finger, something heavy and gold glittered, more like a signet ring than a wedding ring.
Then a voice rumbled like thunder, shaking her spine with a low, masculine timbre.
“Isabelle? Je suis Jean-Marc de Devereaux des Ombres. Je vous cherche. Attendez-moi. Je vous cherche.”
This time Izzy woke slowly, clutching the sheets as she whispered to the darkness, “Oui. Je suis là.” “Yes, I am here,” in French.
Only, she didn’t speak French.
Haggard, feeling as if she’d been run over, Izzy went down into the bowels of the Two-Seven. Yolanda was taking a personal day, but the new-hire, Julius Esposito, was there. He had had his black hair processed and she thought it looked a little silly, like he was an extra in a movie about Harlem in the thirties or something. Or maybe she was just looking to find fault. She didn’t like him; there was something about the vibe he threw off that didn’t sit well with her. This was only his third day, and she hoped the situation improved. On the other hand, she could use it as further incentive to get herself out of Prop. “Good morning, Isabella,” he said rather formally as she entered the Property room.
“Oh, everyone calls me Izzy,” she told him. There was an evidence bag beside the terminal tagged with Cratty’s signature turquoise tape. She gestured to it with her head. “What did he bring in?”
“Crack,” he told her.
“He’s been busy lately,” she said, crossing to the terminal to log herself in. Her elbow brushed the bag.
It’s light. The words came to her as clearly as if someone had spoken them to her. She looked at the monitor. In the column for the weight, Julius had typed in 98 gm. It was almost a hundred ten when he confiscated it. Cratty took some before he sealed the bag
And there is no way for me to know that. None.
Freaked, she moved away from the terminal as casually as she could, while Julius finished his intake procedures, put the bag in one of his lockers and slammed it shut. Then he returned to the cage window and started fiddling with the radio. “Do you like smooth jazz?” he asked without looking at her.
“Sure,” she said, although she hated it. Right now music was the furthest thing from her mind. A wave of vertigo made her wobbly. She felt as if she were standing under water and the air in her lungs was all the air she was going to get—so she’d better hang on to it.
Eye-level on the shelf to her left, she saw one of Yolanda’s lockers. The three-by-five card in the pocket showed a strip of turquoise tape—Cratty’s. She walked over to it. Touched it.
She heard his voice inside her head.
“Beating him down in the subway tunnel. Filthy skel, lowlife piece of crap, hold out on me? Me?”
Izzy jerked her hand away. She glanced at Julius, who took no notice. I am hearing things. I’m crazy.
She spotted another of Yolanda’s locker cards marked with Cratty’s turquoise tape, on the same wall but two-thirds of the way down. She stared at it for a long, hard minute.
Then she walked over and touched it.
Nothing. Nothing at all.
She touched the eye-level container for the second time.
Nothing there, either.
Hallucinations, she thought. Her heart thudded; she could feel the vein in her neck pulsing hard. I need some sleep and maybe I need to see a shrink again. I’m in trouble.
At a late lunch the next day, in a joint around the corner from work, Yolanda pushed a business card across the expanse of red-and-white-checked plastic tablecloth and said, “Just go see her. There is something terribly wrong with you. You look like you’re dying.” She grimaced. “Sorry if that’s a sore subject.”
“It’s okay, Yolanda.” Izzy reluctantly read the card. It was for Dr. Mingmei Wei, Yolanda’s Oriental medicine doctor. Yolanda swore by her. She also paid her out of pocket, because their Department health insurance wouldn’t cover her services.
