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The Stranger She Married
The Stranger She Married
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He started to walk away and, as he neared Rachel, her skin cried out for him. It tingled with the remembered strokes of his fingers; it flushed with the need for a touch of reassurance.

“Matthew, wait.” She turned around. “This is so uncomfortable. So surreal.”

Their property glowed around him, gentle hills and rippling ponds, white-slatted buildings and forever-blue sky. He looked as if he didn’t belong: hands propped on lean, jeaned hips, worked-over cowboy boot leather eaten by the bluegrass, battered Stetson an eyesore against the pristine Kentucky landscape. If he truly was a part of this business he’d be wearing the typical uniform of jodhpurs tucked into English riding boots, a thoroughbred-set attitude.

But in between their last prime-rib meal together and this moment, he’d turned into a cowboy, and it suited him, bringing out his masculinity.

Rachel wondered if his current age—thirty-three—was too young for Matthew’s midlife crisis. She said, “If I tell you my story, will you tell me yours? No bull about it?”

That sexy half smile reappeared on his face.

“Yeah. There’s a lot I want to know,” he said.

“Well, there’s been a lot that happened while you were gone.”

Matthew took a step closer. Close enough so Rachel could smell saddle leather and soap.

“I need to know a little more than that, Rachel.”

She shook her head, not understanding.

He continued. “I need to know everything because, somewhere along the line, I lost myself.”

Rachel glanced sidelong at him. “What are you talking about?”

His smile was not only lacking in confidence, it was downright sheepish. “Amnesia. You’re looking at a walking case of the forget-me’s.”

Oh, this took the cake. “Right, Matthew. Tell me another one.”

His face never changed expression. He simply watched her with the patience of a cowboy leaning on his saddle horn and waiting out a sunset.

While fighting to remain calm, Rachel wondered if, somewhere in his travels, Matthew had improved on his poker face.

Because, right now, she could’ve sworn that he was telling the truth.

He was lost, all right.

After firing off a barrage of useless questions by the paddock, Rachel had finally led him to their house. At least, he thought it was theirs. More importantly, he wondered if, after the blank wasteland of his missing life, he still held claim to his home, his wife.

Losing your memory, and your life, was something he wouldn’t wish on his worst enemy—if he knew who his enemies were.

He’d spent these past two years not knowing he had a family, not realizing that he actually belonged someplace on this big, empty globe of a world. One month ago, Matt had found out that a woman named Rachel Shane was looking for him, had sent out a private investigator to track him down, no less.

The hell of it was, it didn’t seem like Rachel Shane wanted him back. Not with the way she’d inspected him like a stud and just as summarily prodded him with her accusations. Matt didn’t know this woman from Eve, so he couldn’t help feeling a bit torqued.

He watched her as she walked up the path to the shingle-and-stone home. Her slim body, encased by beige jodhpurs and a sun-withered white shirt, had the libidinous appeal of a Sports Illustrated swimsuit model, sleek-of-limb and activity-toned. Even if his brain didn’t recognize her, his body sure did.

She was making him ache with need, heating him with an odd longing.

Rachel peeked over her shoulder, catching his perusal. A smoky yearning passed over her gray-green eyes, but she tried to cover it by looking away.

Well, baby, he thought, you’re not the only one suffering from the hots.

He wondered what it’d been like to feel her skin brush against his, to feel her body pressed against him. Wondered why she hadn’t smothered him with kisses when he first walked up that driveway today.

Rachel broke his concentration. “I feel strange, inviting my own husband into our home like this.”

Or someone who used to be her husband. Matt wondered what the old Matthew had been like, preamnesia. “Right. This isn’t exactly Leave It to Beaver domestic bliss.”

Though it was damned close. He took in her home’s white columns, the bay window, the stone chimney waiting for a good winter smoke. The Colonial serenity seemed foreign to him, surrounded by shrubbery, tickled by trees.

They stopped in front of the door. Rachel said, “I’m going to give you the third degree, Matthew, so you might as well cool down ahead of time with some iced tea.”

Matt was pretty sure she didn’t even need the ice to serve it. All this woman had to do was touch the damned glass. “Sounds fine.”

She opened the door. “I know, I know. We should’ve come in through the mudroom. If you’ve told me once…” Her voice faded.

“I don’t remember enough about this place to scold you.”

She stopped, sighed. “I have no idea what you remember, Matthew.”

He craned his neck, eager to catch a glimpse of his old home, of the place he was determined to reclaim. After discovering his identity and doing some detective work on his own, he’d traveled like lightning back to Kane’s Crossing. Back to a life he knew he had to confront.

Not that he was enjoying it one bit.

He took a gander at the furnishings. Gilded mirrors, ferns and shades of celadon met his curiosity. Nothing struck a chord. “We’ll talk. Work some things out.”

“Sure.” She shot him one last glance and started walking again.

They moved through the foyer. Matt noted the soft colors, tasteful rugs, polished antiques. How could he have lived in such a place? He was used to a bunkhouse, decorated by necessity with a bed, rough linens and a hardy night table. That’s all he’d needed, until his ranch foreman had told him about the private detective who’d come looking for a certain Matthew Shane. A P.I. who’d tracked him by using a casual statement he’d made to his employer in a New Orleans restaurant. “I’m quitting,” he’d said. “Going to Texas so I can lay my hands on what I know. Horses.”

Rachel ushered him into a room redolent with the smell of cedar, blackberry and sage. “I’ll get that drink.”

Her tone was laced with meaning, something he didn’t understand. When he nodded in agreement, she seemed half-relieved.

She left him to explore his former abode, making him feel like a traveler who’d just wandered into Frankenstein’s castle. Hell, might as well look around to see if anything kicked a memory into gear.

The bay window overlooked elm trees and the paddock with its stables fringing the grass. The ceiling spread upward, shaped like a wide cone, lined with beams. Cast-iron light fixtures lingered on the granite walls, giving the room a slightly monastic flavor. Overstuffed couches choked with heavy pillows capped a limestone floor.

Matt couldn’t find the slightest trace of himself anywhere. Not that he knew who the hell he was in the first place.

Frankly, he’d been half hoping to see a reflection of the old Matthew Shane’s identity in the books on the shelves, in the turtle shells and crystal goblets set so deliberately on the walnut desk.

Not likely. If this was any indication of the old Matthew, he didn’t want anything to do with it. Too poufy for his tastes.

“Have a seat,” she said, carrying their beverages in sweating glasses. Ice cubes clinked as he took his glass from her. The hollow sound increased the tension, underlining the emptiness between them.

They sat across the room from each other, each taking tentative sips from their drinks.

Discomfort thickened, breaking through the room’s air-conditioned peace. They both started to speak at the same time.

“So—?”

“Why—?”

Both gestured toward the other. “You go first,” they said in stereo.

Matt nodded. “Ladies first.”

Rachel smiled, but it didn’t convince him that she was any happier.

Her voice confirmed his suspicions. “I’m not sure where to start. Should I tell you where I was born?”

“We’ve got a lot of time for the fine details. How about the last two years?”

That seemed to put her a little more at ease. Matt only wished he knew why.

She said, “I’d been working some ridiculous hours in the county hospital E.R. as a nurse.”

She paused, watching him. Matt shook his head, telling her that he didn’t remember.

Rachel continued. “After you left, I—I decided to spend more time at home. I’d always wanted to work with the horses more, and I was happy to volunteer at the Reno Center as their on-call nurse.” She flicked a gaze over his blank expression. “The Reno Center is a modern-day orphanage. Does the name Nick Cassidy ring any bells? He came back to Kane’s Crossing a couple years ago, played Robin Hood by buying out the town’s businesses from the rich people and giving those properties to the poor. Nick started the Reno Center because he was a foster child, too. Remember him from his brief stint at Spencer High School?”

Matt shrugged and tried to grin. This was like listening to a newscast in a foreign country.

“Anyway,” she added, “I still work at the center. And I make sure the farm is doing well, keeping the books, doing odd jobs—”

“Why wasn’t a hired worker fixing the fencing?” asked Matt. Even if he didn’t know Rachel, he didn’t enjoy seeing her breaking her back, doing work beyond her physical capacity.

“I can manage.” Rachel fluttered her long eyelashes at him while remaining stone-faced.

His body hardened. A lock of hair had escaped from her braid. It was an ash-brown shade, the color of dust from the path of a fallen angel.

Had she been with other men while he’d been lost? The thought pierced through him, a jealous stab.

The skin between his left ribs throbbed, and Matt fisted his hands, hating the reminder. The wound was a slim, pale secret he didn’t understand, wouldn’t understand unless he could find himself.

Matt said, “I’m not sure you’re telling me everything, Rachel. Is this farm solvent?”

Her full lips thinned to a line. “Not after you made off with most of our savings.”

Her tone and his damned pulsing scar made him shift on the couch. What kind of man had Matthew Shane been?

“I’m sorry,” he said. “I didn’t know.” He paused. “I’ve wanted to come back to reclaim what’s mine, Rachel. And I’ll make up for that money.”

“You want the farm?”

She hadn’t included herself in the question. That stung his conscience, especially since he wasn’t so sure he wanted the family part.

He tried to remain unaffected by her apparent coldness. “Is this a healthy business?”

“In spite of you, we’re fine.” Rachel took a quick swig from her iced tea, capping the answer. Then, “Am I going to hear your story?”

Damn, his story. What there was of it.

He set down his beverage on a coaster. “It’s pretty simple, really. I woke up one morning in New Orleans with the mother of all hangovers. A wino was going through my pockets, but I didn’t have anything. No ID, no money. I suppose I’d been mugged. I don’t know.”

He left out one important detail. The blood on his shirt. Rachel didn’t need to know that yet. He’d been covered in the red matter on his left side, evidence of a knife wound that had sliced between his ribs. It’d been superficial, but enough to leave a slight scar.

But then there’d been the blood on the other side. The side with no wounds. There’d also been coagulated red liquid on his hands, and he couldn’t shake the feeling that it was someone else’s blood.

It’d kept him from going to the police to find his identity, from going to the hospital. What if he’d committed a crime? Should he have turned himself in?

He’d had no answers, had needed time to think the possibilities through, to listen to the word on the streets.

Rachel gasped at his news. “You don’t remember anything?” She paused while he shook his head.

“Damn,” she continued. “You obviously don’t know that your wallet was found a while ago. It was behind old crates in a New Orleans alley. Some random guy was using your remaining credit cards, so I doubt you were mugged for money.”

He couldn’t even feel relief at this news. He still had no idea about his past.

Rachel shot another question at him. “Why didn’t you get to a hospital?”

“Leave it to a nurse,” he said, trying to change the subject. “I only remember commonsense things, no details. Enough to get by in life. I took a job as a dishwasher, but I knew I could do something more. One night, these Texas ranchers came into the restaurant. I cleared the dishes from their table before they ordered after-dinner drinks. When I heard them talking about horses, something sparked inside me. I quit and went to Texas.”

Rachel held up a finger. “Well, you didn’t go for medical attention then but I still want you to go now, Matthew, to make sure you’re okay. Even if you’re stubborn as a mule.”

At least that hadn’t changed about him. “Do you want to hear my story, or not?”

She sat up like an attentive choir girl. “Yes.”

“Great.” His body tightened as he looked into her eyes. Eyes that reflected a man who’d obviously hurt this woman in the past. The thought didn’t sit well with him. “I got a job as a ranch hand near Houston. Menial stuff, mucking out stalls, exercising the stock. Deep down, I knew this wasn’t what I was cut out to do. My boss knew it, too, but I was a good worker.

“One day, this feisty gal—a P.I.—came into the foreman’s office, asking questions about a Matthew Shane. My boss suspected something, but he didn’t give any information. He came to my bunk that night and told me everything she’d said. The private detective left her card, and my boss gave it to me. Told me if I knew anything about this man to call.”

Matt didn’t add that he himself had done some checking about this Matthew Shane, just to see if he’d been the man who’d done something immoral to coat his hands with someone else’s blood. When Matthew’s record had turned out clean as a whistle, Matt had decided to return to Kane’s Crossing, facing his old life while remaining “Matt Jones,” the name he’d given his new identity. Even now, if he dropped the “Jones” part and adapted the last name “Shane,” he’d still be the man he’d become in Texas, resuming his former business—horse breeding—and reclaiming his sanity. Bottom line—he’d still be a nobody.

He wasn’t sure what he’d do about the wife part, though.

He looked over at her, sitting so primly and properly on the couch. She was playing with something on her finger.

A ring.

An image assaulted him, making his head swim. It was a flash of strumming guitars, bougainvillea, sultry nights spent walking down narrow streets with balconies looming overhead, the scent of saffron floating over seafood.

Then it was gone. Too insignificant to mention. But she must have seen the shock on his face.

“It’s my wedding ring,” she said, flushing as if she were embarrassed to be caught still wearing it. “Are you okay?”