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Damaged: The Heartbreaking True Story of a Forgotten Child
Cathy Glass
The Sunday Times and New York Times Bestseller. Although Jodie is only eight years old, she is violent, aggressive, and has already been through numerous foster families. Her last hope is Cathy Glass…Cathy, an experienced foster carer, is pressured into taking Jodie as a new placement. Jodie's challenging behaviour has seen off five carers in four months but Cathy decides to take her on to protect her from being placed in an institution.Jodie arrives, and her first act is to soil herself, and then wipe it on her face, grinning wickedly. Jodie meets Cathy's teenage children, and greets them with a sharp kick to the shins. That night, Cathy finds Jodie covered in blood, having cut her own wrist, and smeared the blood over her face.As Jodie begins to trust Cathy her behaviour improves. Over time, with childish honesty, she reveals details of her abuse at the hands of her parents and others. It becomes clear that Jodie's parents were involved in a sickening paedophile ring, with neighbours and Social Services not seeing what should have been obvious signs.It’s clear that Josie needs psychiatric therapy, but instead Social Services take Jodie away from her, and place her in a residential unit. Although the paedophile ring is investigated and brought to justice, Jodie’s future is still up in the air. Cathy promises that she will stand by her no matter what – her love for the abandoned Jodie is unbreakable.
Copyright (#ulink_856a57ce-28ea-54b7-9260-e8c8fcfe45f4)
Certain details in this story, including names, places and dates, have been changed to protect the family’s privacy.
HarperElement
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First published by HarperElement 2006
Copyright © Cathy Glass 2006
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This book is a work of non-fiction based on the recollections of Cathy Glass. The names of people, places, dates and the detail of events have been changed to protect the privacy of others. The author has warranted to the publishers that, except in such minor respects not affecting the substantial accuracy of the work, the contents of this book are true.
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Also by Cathy Glass (#ulink_6fbe0925-0206-5c11-9809-fad701b1f17c)
Damaged
Hidden
Cut
The Saddest Girl in the World
Happy Kids
The Girl in the Mirror
I Miss Mummy
Mummy Told Me Not to Tell
My Dad’s a Policeman (a Quick Reads novel)
Run, Mummy, Run
The Night the Angels Came
Happy Adults
A Baby’s Cry
Happy Mealtimes for Kids
Another Forgotten Child
Please Don’t Take My Baby
Will You Love Me?
About Writing and How to Publish
Daddy’s Little Princess
The Child Bride
Saving Danny
Girl Alone
The Silent Cry
Dedication (#ulink_40703d05-8642-593b-bfe2-955df870fe3c)
To my family for your continuing love, patience and understanding.
Contents
Cover (#ub9de739b-5e00-5fa5-b1e4-f29846d67d84)
Title Page (#ud0ec86df-6f40-55ec-9cf5-6b8c4934fba7)
Copyright (#ulink_8f503447-4457-547b-a4f1-82b35137da1d)
Also by Cathy Glass (#ulink_e247add7-4845-5e80-bcff-f7353b9a6d58)
Dedication (#ulink_7682869e-c611-5c64-9769-a6dcc43c3a0f)
Prologue (#ue96b0d9a-d70d-50bf-865e-3481aec054fe)
Chapter One: Emotional Blackmail (#ulink_3176d9ff-b6c9-5271-8dc5-22ae581fb705)
Chapter Two: The Road To Jodie (#ulink_0b81d672-fd53-5985-8ab7-aab85ef54368)
Chapter Three: The Arrival (#ulink_05b505ff-4b7a-5025-9ae5-a2192e4d9307)
Chapter Four: A New Little Sister (#ulink_2726dbb0-cd48-5daf-aaca-2d4abbfa5a98)
Chapter Five: Self-Harm (#ulink_9d9b13a9-66ef-5690-b8da-7bf50d428186)
Chapter Six: A Very Troubled Child (#ulink_a1d465ba-3cd9-5dbd-9cb5-771ab352faaa)
Chapter Seven: Contact (#ulink_41b6a083-56b6-50da-91bb-ed99881ed887)
Chapter Eight: Julie (#ulink_a5ac51a7-bf2c-5440-8555-ae7a3cb605d0)
Chapter Nine: Disclosure (#ulink_6943bd31-3dd5-5cbc-ad02-e2d425d80714)
Chapter Ten: Reporting (#ulink_595338fc-52db-589e-8c5d-063e3e2ef451)
Chapter Eleven: Cooking And Cleaning (#ulink_18ef12d2-b4ba-56a3-b474-92a64b107da8)
Chapter Twelve: Monsters (#ulink_03dcb1b2-5987-57e0-9c2c-83e06891bc25)
Chapter Thirteen: Integration (#ulink_20821328-4725-5e3a-babe-25fdffe73779)
Chapter Fourteen: The Park (#ulink_b9869ee1-7837-5f71-ae14-d6d2a45de488)
Chapter Fifteen: Past And Present (#ulink_b1c0c54f-39f9-5bce-836b-eee671f90233)
Chapter Sixteen: The Spider’s Web (#ulink_baa7e690-6ff3-5b06-8560-4cade2ce00ef)
Chapter Seventeen: Nosy Cow (#ulink_b37d4cc5-689d-55c3-a09f-898de25651e1)
Chapter Eighteen: Fire (#ulink_b20952c8-cf9b-51ce-975f-c0784c8838dc)
Chapter Nineteen: Special Little Girl (#ulink_b0dab314-354e-5069-b5c7-7a2878e2c641)
Chapter Twenty: Christmas (#ulink_f7de3eae-7d12-5697-b2cd-5d93b332f8d3)
Chapter Twenty-One: A New Year (#ulink_61a9f109-76c1-507a-a345-aa3e632170bb)
Chapter Twenty-Two: The Fox And The Owl (#ulink_cf0014f9-72b9-5c44-b41d-7c5b0c55119a)
Chapter Twenty-Three: Granddad (#ulink_ffd10c7b-a5f0-5f9c-92d9-5122957cb1a8)
Chapter Twenty-Four: Friends (#ulink_c1c40bf3-7598-5d62-bc02-ac1f0e11a52c)
Chapter Twenty-Five: Denial (#ulink_db60ecfc-8eba-5b6b-8be0-6d1a93a2df6a)
Chapter Twenty-Six: Links In The Chain (#ulink_9138aacf-fece-56f9-ad9e-7a6ffa0cd582)
Chapter Twenty-Seven: Silence (#ulink_7905b741-692d-5d10-a1fc-c4ce5233c0e7)
Chapter Twenty-Eight: Assessment (#ulink_6988c3d3-d376-56ea-a445-c2d00781dd94)
Chapter Twenty-Nine: Therapy (#ulink_76d0a142-821e-5077-b410-c1f5ef3e8063)
Chapter Thirty: Green Grass And Brown Cows (#ulink_b8058bb3-3470-56c5-a97b-9df899d43f6a)
Chapter Thirty-One: High Oaks (#ulink_9919a85a-4c14-53a1-b20a-dd3a5b2f97f4)
Chapter Thirty-Two: Overnight Stay (#ulink_8e28cf37-fe24-5370-b106-8d0e16624317)
Chapter Thirty-Three: Goodbye (#ulink_a98429f1-ffbd-513f-a240-ea8f9f7ad6b7)
Chapter Thirty-Four: Progress (#ulink_4fcade4e-392e-5866-8d1d-2202645fc8f1)
Epilogue (#ulink_85e8009e-a9cb-5b07-8e84-d488df897a9a)
Suggested Topics for Reading-group Discussion (#u42a70fc6-a4d4-5fc7-8197-e12d3945fbd3)
Acknowledgements (#ulink_1491b5eb-4504-58d1-8312-1f274433e9f1)
Sample Chapter
Cathy Glass (#u88919bdb-144a-5226-b8e6-c3fbbf3ec400)
Moving Memoirs eNewsletter (#u9ed32a58-a275-5c0e-aafd-e6812cffa2b4)
About the Publisher
Prologue (#ulink_d2bcc1c7-1047-5e84-b731-02ad308374ce)
In Britain today, there are over 75,000 children in the care of their local authority. These are the lucky ones. Concealed behind this figure are countless others; defiled, abused and undiscovered by Social Services, often until it’s too late.
This book tells the true story of my relationship with one of these children, an eight-year-old girl called Jodie. I was her foster carer, and she was the most disturbed child I had ever looked after. I hope my story will provide an insight into the often hidden world of foster care and the Social Services.
Certain details, including names, places and dates, have been changed to protect the innocent.
Chapter One Emotional Blackmail (#ulink_92bb6827-8b08-56bd-a16a-ac4dc5dbc902)
The phone rang. It was Jill, my link worker from the fostering agency.
‘Cathy, it’s not two carers, but five,’ she said. ‘Five, since coming into care four months ago.’
‘Good heavens.’ I was astonished. ‘And she’s only eight? That must have taken some doing. What’s she been up to?’