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Lukkas looked up from the preproduction notes he’d been working on. The center of his back was aching, the way it did when he remained immobile for a long period of time. It was due to an old college football injury, reminding him that he wasn’t a kid anymore. He didn’t like being reminded.
He glanced at his watch.
It was past seven-thirty in the evening. More than twelve hours since he’d gotten started. Not that that was unusual. He was used to driving himself relentlessly whenever he was working on a project, especially at the very beginning of it.
He was also used to his people wearing out and leaving before his own day ended.
He had to admit he was surprised that this new woman not only hadn’t said anything about the amount of time that had passed since she’d arrived at his house, but she appeared to be keeping up with the grueling pace he had set for himself.
Empty cardboard containers were piled up in the wastepaper basket beside his desk, evidence of the food they’d consumed. He’d sent out for lunch, but that had been close to six hours ago.
He felt his own stomach tightening in complaint, and he was accustomed to this sort of pace. He expected to hear Hanna’s stomach rumbling at any second. He had no doubts that the woman probably thought he was some sort of an inhumane slave driver.
Pausing, he studied her unabashedly. She seemed to be oblivious to it, but that was probably an act. She didn’t strike him as the type to be oblivious to anything in her immediate surroundings.
“You tired?” he asked her.
“No,” she answered as she went over the notes he had completed earlier and handed to her. He’d wanted her to familiarize herself with what was involved on his end of preproduction. He planned to take her every step of the way just once. After that, she had to sink or swim on her own.
Raising her head for a split second to look in his direction, she assured him, “I’m fine.”
“What did I say about the truth?” he asked her.
“Ah, a pop quiz. You didn’t tell me about that.” Her quick grin faded as she gave him the answer he required. “To never be afraid to admit it.”
He nodded and then said, “Let’s do this again. You tired?”
For a second Yohanna debated repeating her denial, but obviously that wasn’t what Spader wanted to hear from her.
“Maybe a little,” she allowed, even though it was against her nature to complain.
When he kept on looking at her, as if his eyes were drilling right into her mind, searching for the truth, Yohanna mentally threw up her hands and said, “Exhausted, actually.”
The smallest of smiles briefly made an appearance on his lips. “There, that wasn’t really so hard, was it?” he asked.
“It wasn’t actually easy, either,” she told him. “Especially since I wasn’t sure what it was you wanted to hear,” she admitted.
“The truth, Hanna, always the truth,” he stressed. He put his pen down. Right now, this was more important than the notes he was making. “You’re not going to do me any good if I have to read between the lines anytime I ask you a simple question. I need total honesty from you,” Lukkas told her.
She spoke before she could censor herself. “No one wants total honesty. They just want their version of total honesty.”
The words surprised him and managed to catch him completely off guard. He scrutinized her for a long moment, as if trying to decide something. “How old are you, Hanna?” he finally asked.
“Thirty.”
He noticed there wasn’t any hesitation before she volunteered the number. Most women over the age of twenty were coy when it came to the age question. She really was unique, he thought.
“Thirty, and already so cynical,” he commented.
But Yohanna had a different opinion about her view. “Not cynical,” she contradicted. “Being completely honest a hundred percent of the time is really cold and unfeeling.”
He leaned back in his chair, rocking slightly as he regarded her. “How do you figure that?”
“For instance, if a girlfriend asks you if what she has on makes her look fat, she really doesn’t want to know that she looks fat. What she really wants is to hear how flattering the outfit she’s wearing looks on her.”
“But if it really does make her look fat?” Lukkas asked, curious as to what her thought process was. “Aren’t you doing that friend a disservice by not telling her the truth?”
Yohanna shook her head. “If it really does look bad on her, she’ll figure it out on her own. She wants to hear flattering words from you.”
“You can’t be serious,” he protested.
“Completely,” she insisted. “What your friend will come away with is that you cared more about her feelings than making some kind of point by being a champion of the truth.”
“In other words, you’re saying it’s all right to lie,” he surmised.
“If you can’t bring yourself to tell her a little white lie, say something nice about the color. Maybe it brings out her eyes, or makes her skin tones come alive.”
“In other words, say anything but the word fat,” he concluded.
She nodded. The smile began in her eyes and worked its way to her lips in less than a second. He found himself being rather taken with that. “Fat only belongs in front of the word paycheck or rain cloud.”
“That’s two words,” Lukkas pointed out, not bothering to hide his amusement.
Yohanna suddenly became aware that she had been going on and on. Her demeanor shifted abruptly. “Sorry, I talk too much.”
“You do,” he conceded. “But lucky for me, so far it’s been entertaining.” Lukkas grinned, then after a beat, asked, “How’s that?”
She wasn’t sure what he was asking her about. “Excuse me?”
“I just threw in the truth, but then said something to soften the blow. I was just asking how you thought I did, if I got the gist of your little theory.”
For a moment, as her eyes met his, Yohanna didn’t say anything.
Was he being sarcastic?
Somehow, she didn’t think so, but that was just a gut reaction. After all, she didn’t really know the man, didn’t know anything about him other than the information she’d gleaned from a handful of interviews she’d looked up and read yesterday before she’d come in for the interview.
Taking a chance that the producer was really being on the level, she smiled and said, “Very good,” commenting on his “behavior.”
“I wasn’t trying to lecture you, you know,” she told him in case he’d gotten the wrong impression. “I was just putting my opinion out there.” And then she shrugged somewhat self-consciously. “My mother says I do that too much.”
He instantly endeared himself to her by saying, “Your mother’s wrong.” She had to really concentrate to hear what he had to say after that. “There’s nothing wrong with offering an opinion—unless, of course, you’re delivering a scathing review on one of my movies. Then all bets are off.”
“Has anyone ever done that?” she asked incredulously. Then, in case he didn’t understand what she was asking, she repeated his words. “Given a scathing review about one of your movies?”
He didn’t have to think hard. He remembered the movie, the reviewer, what the person had said and when. Why was it that the good reviews all faded into the background, but the one or two reviews that panned his movie felt as if they had been burned right into his heart?
“Once or twice,” he answered, keeping his reply deliberately vague. The reviews hadn’t exactly been scathing, but they had been far from good.
“Well, they were crazy,” she pronounced. “You make wonderful movies.”
He laughed at her extraserious expression. “You don’t have to say that,” he told her. “You already have the job.”
“I’m not saying it because I want this job, I’m saying it because I really like your movies,” she insisted. “They make me feel good.”
“Well, that was their intention,” he said, carrying the conversation far further than he had ever intended. He rarely discussed his movies this way. He spent a lot of time on the mechanics of the movie rather than the gut reaction to it. The latter was something he felt would take care of itself. It was just up to him to set the scene.
Chapter Four (#ulink_df76d08f-ca3c-56e3-af15-f8e7ba5c1978)
“Do you get airsick?”
Lukkas’s question came at her without warning.
As she had been doing for more than a week, Yohanna had driven to the producer’s Newport Beach house.
She’d turned up bright and early, ready to put in another long day setting the man’s professional life in order. He was bringing another project to life, and that involved an incredible amount of details that all needed to be attended to. Every day was a new learning experience for her.
She could hardly wait to get started every morning.
When she’d rung Lukkas’s doorbell and he’d opened the door, she had offered up a cheerful, “Good morning.”
Rather than return the greeting or say a simple hello, Lukkas had caught her off guard by asking if she’d ever experienced airsickness.
Stunned, Yohanna looked at him for a moment, then replied with a touch of vagueness, “Not that I know of. Why?”
“Good,” he pronounced. “Because we’re taking a little trip today.”
She hung on to the word little.
“Anyplace in particular?” she asked when the producer didn’t volunteer a destination.
He grinned in a way that made him almost impossibly sexy to her.
“Of course there’s someplace in particular.” He led the way back to his office. She saw his briefcase on his desk. It was open and he’d obviously been packing it when she’d rung the doorbell. “How many people you know fly around aimlessly?”
“Never conducted a survey on that.” She watched him tuck a tablet into the briefcase, putting it between a sea of papers. “Do I get to ask where we’re going?”
Lukkas paused, appearing as if he was trying to remember something. “You can always ask,” he told her, sounding preoccupied.
“Let me rephrase that,” she said out loud. “If I ask you where we’re going, will you tell me?”
“I guess I’ll have to.” He closed his briefcase and flipped the locks into place. “Otherwise, it might be construed as kidnapping.”
“As long as I’m on the clock, I don’t think it can be called kidnapping.” He walked out of his office. She fell into step beside him. “Not unless you tie me up,” she put in as an afterthought.
The description made him laugh. Lukkas shook his head. “Did you talk like this at your last job?”
“Oddly enough,” she answered, amused, “the topic of kidnapping never came up.”
He speared her a long, penetrating look as he armed his security system and closed the door behind them. “So you didn’t talk?”
“I didn’t say that.” She waited as he aimed the remote on his key chain at his car. All four locks flipped open. She got in on her side.
He tossed his briefcase onto the seat behind him, then got in behind the steering wheel. “You ever consider running for elective office? You’ve got all the evasion maneuvers down pat.” Starting up his silver-blue BMW, he commented, “I’ll say one thing about you. You’ve certainly got your wits about you. I like that.”
She assumed that the first part of his comment was somehow tied to his query about whether or not she had any political aspirations. She couldn’t think of anything she would have rather done less than that. Besides, the life she had jumped into, feetfirst, was getting more and more interesting by the minute.
“Then you won’t mind telling me where we’re flying off to.” It wasn’t a question but an assumption.
“Don’t you like mysteries?” Lukkas asked, playing this out a little longer.
“Just to read, not when I’m in them,” she told him honestly. “I like knowing. Everything,” Yohanna elaborated.
“Does that mean you don’t like surprises?” he asked.
Thinking of the way the so-called “layoff” had been sprung on her, there was only one way for her to answer that question. “Only for other people.”
“A life without surprises.” He rolled the idea over in his head as he squeaked through a yellow light that was already beginning to turn red. “Where’s the fun in that?” Lukkas spared her a quick glance. “You do like to have fun, don’t you, Hanna?” he asked.
Finding herself being interviewed for a job by Lukkas Spader had been one giant surprise, but if she said so, he might mistakenly think she was flirting with him. There was no way she was going to allow her attraction to the man get in the way of her working for him.
“Lots of fun to be gotten without resorting to surprises,” she pointed out.
On the freeway for all of four minutes, he took the off-ramp that promised to lead him to the airfield he needed.
“If you say so,” he replied. “You like Arizona?”
Another question out of the blue. And then she remembered. He’d said something about his new project, a Western, being on location in Arizona. Was that where they were going?
Her stomach began to tighten up.
“I really can’t say,” she answered truthfully.
“And why is that?”
“I’ve never been to Arizona,” she told him. He probably thought she was some sort of semirecluse. She hadn’t been anywhere outside of a rather small area while he, she knew, was an international traveler, going wherever the movie took him.
“Well, Hanna, we are about to remedy that,” Lukkas proclaimed.
Her eyes widened just a shade. “We’re going to Arizona?” she asked, doing her best to hide her nervousness.
“That would be the natural assumption to make from what I’d just said, yes.”
Traffic had gotten a little thicker. He was forced to go just at the speed limit rather than above it.
He hadn’t mentioned anything about going on location to her yesterday. When had this happened?
