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Cuckoo: A haunting psychological thriller you need to read this Christmas
Sophie Draper
Spooky and absorbing. I was gripped from the first page! CASS GREENThere’s a stranger in your house…When her stepmother dies unexpectedly, Caro returns to her childhood home in Derbyshire. She hadn’t seen Elizabeth in years, but the remote farmhouse offers refuge from a bad relationship, and a chance to start again.But going through Elizabeth’s belongings unearths memories Caro would rather stay buried. In particular, the story her stepmother would tell her, about two little girls and the terrible thing they do.As heavy snow traps Caro in the village, where her neighbours stare and whisper, Caro is forced to question why Elizabeth hated her so much, and what she was hiding. But does she really want to uncover the truth?A haunting and twisty story about the lies we tell those closest to us, perfect for fans of Ruth Ware and Cass Green.Readers love CUCKOO: ‘Spooky and absorbing. I was gripped from the first page’ CASS GREEN ‘A remarkably, taut and chilling debut. I absolutely loved it. Brilliant writing. All the creepiness. A heart-stopping ending’ CLAIRE ALLAN‘Sophie Draper is a remarkable new voice, combining beautiful writing with a gothic creepiness and a level of suspense which will keep the reader gripped to the end’ STEPHEN BOOTH'A brilliant, sinister debut that creeps under your skin and keeps you hooked until the shocking ending' ROZ WATKINS‘Wow! This is what a horror story is supposed to be! Super spooky and absolutely wonderful in all its gothic glory’ NETGALLEY REVIEWER‘The ending was amazing. Psychological fiction at its best. Five Stars’ NETGALLEY REVIEWER ‘I never use the term "jaw-dropping" but it best describes the rest of this spectacular read!’ NETGALLEY REVIEWER ‘Stands up there near to of the top of the pile with narratives like "The Woman in the Window" and of course "The Girl on the Train".’ NETGALLEY REVIEWER ‘The ending BLEW. ME. AWAY. I feel like I’m going to have a book hangover now. SO, SO GOOD’ NETGALLEY REVIEWER
Copyright (#ub9f87679-3196-56d6-b574-aad6379c8172)
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First published in Great Britain by HarperCollinsPublishers 2018
Copyright © Sophie Draper 2018
Cover design © Lisa Horton 2018
Cover photographs © Arcangel Images
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Source ISBN: 9780008311285
Ebook Edition © November 2018 ISBN: 9780008311292
Version: 2018-10-11
Dedication (#ub9f87679-3196-56d6-b574-aad6379c8172)
For my parents.
Table of Contents
Cover (#u0bf18e88-4d4c-5a56-b764-8577c2f08ad9)
Title Page (#u57860526-d0a7-553c-9452-f9fdc7fca5a2)
Copyright (#udcb423e1-f90c-5941-a8e8-a52a2a00ec4c)
Dedication (#u52e338c3-e970-505e-bf8a-12f28d55a255)
Prologue (#udef52aec-9240-59b4-b6d4-abbe281098fc)
Chapter 1 (#ue8b45127-08fd-5917-bb19-c53cc671226b)
Chapter 2 (#ue08a5a1f-1fa4-5765-8cea-99c3da6fca4b)
Chapter 3 (#u421ac1f9-0987-5f1e-91e6-74b23ed428ec)
Chapter 4 (#u6695ecbf-d68a-5546-b4e0-8caf3e953524)
Chapter 5 (#u9a4b632e-dfbc-50c0-b3e7-1e00b16bbefa)
Chapter 6 (#u94311033-3e10-5ef5-88a1-57b7e37ea5d9)
Chapter 7 (#u1c946deb-6c7c-551a-972d-04091e0bd78a)
Chapter 8 (#ub9d0cddc-51b8-544f-80b0-7a39f55cf4e5)
Chapter 9 (#uf1ce9855-23a7-5ade-b2fd-2e3f1d289bd7)
Chapter 10 (#u1e65a2ac-5918-5821-9dc1-48df39f2ce1b)
Chapter 11 (#uce81c665-b51b-5902-a54f-82c275480e16)
Chapter 12 (#u9a19dde3-3a64-5cf6-83b7-449cba12d145)
Chapter 13 (#ue0d680dd-c316-5c3c-a298-46bcd06393af)
Chapter 14 (#u49db506a-97ab-577b-bfd6-49f0f8798450)
Chapter 15 (#u0aebc527-af89-5503-8c0b-a18e68cdd03c)
Chapter 16 (#uea83cc41-1ca7-53dd-b031-e19508e964b9)
Chapter 17 (#ue17b285e-18b4-5853-bf4a-757b0f563c5c)
Chapter 18 (#u6cdb5930-469f-5ff7-9ba8-7ef3bbeb9f4c)
Chapter 19 (#ud5871bee-3520-5f2a-877f-defce52a7369)
Chapter 20 (#ue4a188e8-f136-5ed2-9354-3ac38ea67d44)
Chapter 21 (#u7377eb98-f89c-55db-85bc-518ea2b51659)
Chapter 22 (#uc7812828-45e8-54cb-87ee-021356cc2360)
Chapter 23 (#ue0314f32-8a6c-5ece-ad32-e82568271c4f)
Chapter 24 (#u6d5198be-3e3a-5c43-b2fc-28664f6864bd)
Chapter 25 (#u9715aee4-3b74-55d6-81ed-4b71b9c595d5)
Chapter 26 (#u334ace8f-f832-5b75-b5cd-1a1f6dfce919)
Chapter 27 (#u4d094841-d27b-5f91-8fa6-ca74efba2485)
Chapter 28 (#u575ce214-a31f-5f6d-abae-4cc25db8d731)
Chapter 29 (#u0f1b0237-277d-5285-acfc-fa8d653bc601)
Chapter 30 (#u49b00f80-6f6c-58b1-b75f-5f2aab8bb232)
Chapter 31 (#udb61f0e8-6814-5bde-b51c-b32ebd46d44f)
Chapter 32 (#uf4cc248a-cb6b-5027-b6f7-b62f55f6dd0e)
Chapter 33 (#ucb045dbc-1d5d-5a05-9bd5-b09628fe195f)
Chapter 34 (#ua639d54c-d643-52a8-b289-98ec67c243d3)
Chapter 35 (#u4ab5807f-9b1e-561c-8455-5cb129d28cee)
Chapter 36 (#u0eb1dffc-9781-5bbd-b255-c5b09fb2f670)
Chapter 37 (#u8b889cb5-749c-513d-abea-13b9aea93702)
Chapter 38 (#ueee2087c-fc6a-54ff-95c1-a2a37987dfe4)
Chapter 39 (#u9f9c5df6-3405-5b37-9f49-ff73813d2e69)
Chapter 40 (#u1c9e2731-2d87-50ea-8ac7-9aaf1dcd9874)
Chapter 41 (#u59a73597-6a13-5e65-b11e-642a2e3e3528)
Chapter 42 (#u1921a42e-5470-58ab-aa98-0ff932c17034)
Chapter 43 (#ub13eef46-d01b-59da-bbd0-17ce51ce4375)
Chapter 44 (#u4376a9b5-ca43-5d9b-8afd-f4a4b5a0a213)
Chapter 45 (#u16d9c2ad-2048-59f0-85ed-24c13c75ea90)
Chapter 46 (#uee3b0138-8e82-58cd-b904-8be497f81f28)
Chapter 47 (#u50ca5169-a35f-5f1e-9041-ee214cbe6007)
Chapter 48 (#u5b0f95db-1bdd-57bf-b826-af88aaf5c210)
Chapter 49 (#u794fcc54-b0b7-5169-8978-815aee684e41)
Chapter 50 (#u7790f8cf-327e-5681-a586-633bdd6cc3ca)
Chapter 51 (#uaddbcef9-7b08-529c-af8b-b30beb67fc1f)
Chapter 52 (#u3fc23052-422c-5ef7-b562-efc407c42649)
Chapter 53 (#ua60059d9-6f92-5bce-b842-49322f57ba27)
Chapter 54 (#u417a92d2-e266-509b-b568-2687ed7b0710)
Chapter 55 (#udab7c9c4-c932-5e73-b18d-76c002c80280)
Author Note (#ueb34c6d0-40e1-5458-a4bb-02751e2a48c5)
Acknowledgements (#u495e9b9f-4e1e-5590-baa0-28ae1cb7909f)
About the Author (#u516e9d51-2158-573f-8029-162ed6315655)
About the Publisher (#u4652ba01-ac9c-5134-a611-a5e54ce36eda)
PROLOGUE (#ub9f87679-3196-56d6-b574-aad6379c8172)
I am floating between two worlds, the living and the dead. As I lie here in my hospital bed, the faces shimmer above, voices distant and unfamiliar.
Slowly I return. I cannot move. I am a doll, placed exactly as they choose. They’re quite unaware that I’m awake, that I can see and hear – the machines, the trolleys on their wheels, the tubes wriggling from body to bed, the clicks and beeps that mark each breath, each beat a ticking clock, each sigh discharged as if my last.
Today I can see the table. Someone places a small painting beside me. It shows a boy. He sits on a grave under a tree, ivy coiled around his feet. He holds a pear drum.
I know this object. Not a drum, but something else. The shape appals me, a large pear-shaped box, too big for the boy’s lap. The strings that stretch across, the handle at one end, the strange creatures painted on the side. An instrument. It plays the devil’s music. My heart jolts, leaping against my ribs, hammering like a condemned man. The machines fill my lungs with air. I feel my chest expand, stretching until it is so taut I think my body will burst. But no, the machines deflate. Once more I hear their steady beat. I watch the drip, drip of the feed that punctures my arm and my consciousness fades away.
When I wake, I hear hushed tones, regret. They’re talking about me. My mind is surging, willing myself to move, to make one small sign that I’m alive. But the feeling dissipates like smoke in a chimney. I watch the boy. He winds the handle on the pear drum, round and round …
The hours turn into days, then weeks, time sliding between each heartbeat. Slowly memory returns. When I see the sky, it’s white or grey, reflections of the room bouncing off the window glass. And black. Sometimes against the grey is the tiniest streak of black, one small bird buffeted by an invisible wind.
As I lie in this bed, they all think I am as good as dead.
Except I am not dead – not yet. How disappointed they must be.
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She was watching me, my golden sister. Her eyes were dark; her hair long. She stood opposite me on the far side of the grave.
The black earth stained my fingers. I folded them in as if to hide the weight of the clump of soil sitting in my hand, damp and clammy against my skin.
My sister had come, despite all expectation.
She held her head upright and her gaze was unwavering. The flaps of her calf-length coat were caught by the wind, revealing a flash of red, her dress, her perfect legs sliding down into perfect shoes, heels sinking into the thick grass. I pressed my lips together and lowered my head. She was like a designer handbag lit up in a shop window on the King’s Road, glossy and beautiful and out of reach.
