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Josephine Cox 3-Book Collection 2: The Loner, Born Bad, Three Letters
Josephine Cox
Three dramatic novels about the power of love, from Number 1 best-selling author Josephine Cox.THE LONERYoung Davie Adams is all alone. Devastated, he flees his hometown of Blackburn to escape the memories of the worst night of his life. With little more than the shirt on his back he sets off on a lonely, friendless road, determined to find his father.Two people are stricken by his departure – Judy, his childhood friend who is desperate to reveal a secret she has kept close to her heart for so long, and Joseph, his grandfather, who is racked with guilt about that fateful night.Exhausted and afraid, Davie finds friendship and a place to stay but when fate deals him another disastrous blow, he must decide whether to keep running or return to face his demons…BORN BADEighteen years ago, Harry made a hard decision that drove him from the place he loved. Since then, he carved out a life for himself and found a semblance of peace, yet he is still haunted by the warm, carefree girl with the laughing eyes.For Judy Saunders, the pain of her past has left her deeply scarred. Cut off from her family and trapped in a loveless marriage, the distant memories of her first love are her only source of comfort in a dark and dangerous world.Years later, Harry is heading back. Excited, afraid and racked with guilt, he has no choice but to confront the past, and seek forgiveness.THREE LETTERSCasey’s father is gentle and hard-working and, though Tom Denton has long suspected his wife of having sordid affairs, he has chosen to turn a blind eye to keep the peace. But then, out of the blue, Tom’s world is cruelly shattered when he receives two bits of devastating news. Because of this, Tom realises that from now on their lives must change, forever.Tom is made to fight for his son, determined to keep him safe. But, when fate takes a hand, life can be unbearably cruel.But, unbeknown to Casey, there are three letters penned by his father, that may just change his destiny forever.
JOSEPHINE COX
The Loner, Born Bad, Three Letters
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The Loner first published in Great Britain by HarperCollinsPublishers 2007 Born Bad first published in Great Britain by HarperCollinsPublishers 2009 Three Letters first published in Great Britain by HarperCollinsPublishers 2012
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Contents
Cover (#u3747d735-bf1b-518c-b746-45e137021d61)
Title page (#ub210b991-5cb3-5998-9a48-c80342e8602f)
Copyright (#ub1488ec3-70be-5d02-9285-01681cdadb68)
The Loner (#u3bba4120-2cbd-5362-8f3c-a23678435c5d)
Born Bad (#u2c6603ad-dee7-5c4d-8bd5-a282be286462)
Three Letters (#ub8182634-29a9-56e2-a588-d617e92e6726)
Keep Reading (#u78984a6a-2079-5b7b-91c6-3f8f383542f4)
About the Author (#u91e0933b-864e-5fea-8a81-f33976fde8ad)
Also by the Author (#u50e2ebf3-3a1c-5aeb-8cfb-0de8f6c0fa97)
About the Publisher (#ue8cd628a-8ce0-5764-9eab-550b60973cc2)
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JOSEPHINE COX
The Loner
Dedication (#ulink_0d618407-c710-5831-8092-16fa1b550a47)
This book is for my Ken, as always
My thanks to my large and wonderful family forall the love and support you have always given me.And to my many friends, including the ones whoread my books and write to me. What would I dowithout all of you? Stay well, be good, and if youcan’t be good, be naughty!
Contents
Cover (#u3bba4120-2cbd-5362-8f3c-a23678435c5d)
Title Page (#u6ac70fc2-c279-5c29-aa2c-1ae17c0944f3)
Dedication (#ua1532ea2-84c0-5beb-af97-cbfc9dd7c50c)
PART ONE (#ulink_3fee0a4d-6bad-571d-9001-0fa81364d741)
Chapter One (#ulink_80154ec2-1a68-5821-a324-3832f2aa7906)
Chapter Two (#ulink_8451a878-4d94-54b5-bb7e-32f366813437)
Chapter Three (#ulink_99292760-487f-56b2-8355-e83906e9733a)
Chapter Four (#ulink_372d0985-cf69-5725-b77a-94789d84523f)
Chapter Five (#ulink_b81b735e-39e4-5b1d-933a-05e681f8c1b0)
Chapter Six (#ulink_485a86d1-f988-5adc-a4b9-634f3667611f)
Chapter Seven (#ulink_d3162f85-fb26-5486-abfd-adc1d906759e)
Chapter Eight (#ulink_29be95f2-97f9-5b9e-9717-b2d6282ddce1)
Chapter Nine (#ulink_9c86f86e-0b51-5887-b3dc-8fbde7a2e1fd)
PART TWO (#ulink_376712d8-392e-5316-98c2-c3292fc7cb1f)
Chapter Ten (#ulink_509201d3-4d57-50dd-b755-648813554d55)
Chapter Eleven (#ulink_8effae86-4133-5f1c-a5d6-4df177aad046)
Chapter Twelve (#ulink_c01bb19f-dc31-513a-a50f-42e465c8d3ff)
PART THREE (#ulink_e9c51c1a-d9b7-594f-aa97-fe3caf045981)
Chapter Thirteen (#ulink_b8724f4c-c07c-5c5e-979a-937c2637603f)
Chapter Fourteen (#ulink_49dc9b3c-ef3b-5e3d-8ff7-e9df508311a6)
Chapter Fifteen (#ulink_b28cc255-0706-5548-b4fe-c451f7f0fae3)
PART FOUR (#ulink_0b62263a-8167-5c28-bbff-d09cd1ae94a8)
Chapter Sixteen (#ulink_b31072ff-13d9-5aee-ab97-f7b670c784f1)
Chapter Seventeen (#ulink_75d28da6-c7ab-520c-84f1-747e03d393d2)
Chapter Eighteen (#ulink_eb88128f-06d4-595f-8221-62cd87b3b266)
Chapter Nineteen (#ulink_56521b80-7e9c-59e0-b9ca-f84de9c0f7da)
PART FIVE (#ulink_1f93085d-9be5-54fa-a4b0-4ffc8f2c2383)
Chapter Twenty (#ulink_fca322ea-2353-57f2-965d-279f1a98c220)
Chapter Twenty-One (#ulink_9a9d4d58-29c6-5490-9ca5-b2c41fd7a0c5)
Chapter Twenty-Two (#ulink_743901c5-083b-51c6-858f-f742647d05d2)
Chapter Twenty-Three (#ulink_851c5591-8b1a-5ca8-904d-35c135111201)
Chapter Twenty-Four (#ulink_2e84e10f-f2b6-55fe-ae97-2ed6162856ab)
PART ONE (#ulink_c3fd680a-dfe4-59fd-8ea5-4626780f676c)
Blackburn, 1955
The Road to Ruin
Chapter One (#ulink_96f872ac-4367-5f18-b50e-ddd58399a6ff)
SHE MADE A ghostly figure as she silently wended her way through the dark, shadowy streets.
Late again, she thought. But there was little regret as she recalled the fun-filled evening, with good company and a man’s arms about her. Why should she feel guilty? What was so wrong about her having a good time? She was still relatively young and vibrant. The men liked her and she liked them, and there was more to life than sitting at home and being a good little wife. Life was too short for that.
As she turned into Derwent Street, she thought of young Davie. Only then did she feel ashamed. She hoped he wasn’t waiting up. She didn’t want to see the sadness in his eyes when he saw her arrive home at this late hour, giddy with booze and caring for nothing or no one, except him, her darling son.
‘You’re a bad woman, Rita Adams,’ she told herself. ‘You should have been home hours ago.’ She gave a small, nervous laugh. ‘There’ll be sparks flying, you’ll see.’
Her unsteady footsteps echoed eerily against the pavement as she continued her way past the row of terraced houses. At this hour, most people were in bed and only one house was lit up. This was her home. This was where her family would be waiting and watching. She thought of her child again, and the guilt was cutting, ‘Davie’s a good boy. He doesn’t deserve a mother like you.’ There were times when she hated herself.
Shivering in the cold night air, she clutched the lapels of her coat and drew it tighter about her. ‘Remember now,’ she muttered, ‘you’ve spent the evening with your old friend, Edna.’ Such lies, she thought. Such badness. She reached her gaze towards the twitching curtains and saw the shadowy figure of a man. ‘He’s waiting for you,’ she whispered nervously. ‘Best not let him guess what you’ve been up to.’ She giggled. ‘Best have your story good and ready.’
Each time she had a different excuse, and each time she became a better liar. Tormented, she thought of her long-suffering husband, and her ageing father whose house they lived in. But it was her son she mostly feared for: Davie was a fine and loving boy who did not deserve a mother like her. These three wonderful people were her family and she loved them with a passion, and God help them, they loved her too; more than she deserved.
After an evening of laughter and drink she remembered how it had been, in the back alley, the thrill of being in the arms of a stranger. She didn’t know his name, nor did she want to. They simply met, talked and laughed, shared a moment of frantic excitement, and then he went on his way.
No money ever changed hands on such occasions. It was the excitement, that was all she craved. Brief and sordid, the encounters meant nothing to her. She adored her husband; she cherished her family. But sometimes, for some mysterious reason that she didn’t understand but was powerless to resist, Rita Adams followed the urge to abandon her responsibilities and lash out at life.
If she lost control, it wasn’t her fault she told herself – it was not her fault. Life was wonderful, and then it became too mundane, and then she began to wander. But it was wicked. She was wicked; a loose and shameful woman. And afterwards, she was always sorry. But ‘sorry’ was never enough. She knew that.
Having searched for a plausible excuse for coming home so late, Rita had hit on the idea of Edna Sedgwick. She had been meaning to go and see the old dear for some long time now, and what was more, Don knew that. He was aware that her old friend had been poorly. She’d tell him that she’d rushed round there when she heard that Edna had worsened … and had spent more time with her than she should have.
Plain and outspoken, with a mop of bleached hair, Edna had been a good neighbour, and when she moved away, the whole family had missed her. It was the most natural thing in the world for Rita to go and see the sick woman.
Surely her Donny wouldn’t argue with that?
Rita felt a pang of guilt at using Edna as an alibi to lie her way through this night – not only because she had promised not to lose touch, but somehow, two long years had passed since Edna and Fred had left the street, and Rita had never found the time to pay her old friends a visit.
Her part-time job at Michelle’s Hair Salon, doing all the perms and the rest of it, kept her occupied. It was murder on the feet though, she thought, fishing for a cigarette in her handbag. Somehow, she managed to strike a match and light it. Taking a deep drag, then stumbling on, she said loudly, ‘I will come and see you soon, Edna mate, I really will. I’ll be on your doorstep tomorrow, an’ that’s a promise.’ A hollow promise, she knew.
In that moment, between three and four a.m., she felt as though she was the only person in the whole world. But then suddenly, it was as if this world was awakening; house lights were going on as people got ready for early shifts, and dogs were let out to relieve themselves against the lamp-posts. Best get home, Rita thought, quickening her steps. Falling this way and that, she found it highly amusing. ‘Yer drunken beggar, our Reet,’ she giggled. ‘Stand up straight, will yer.’
Squaring her shoulders, she pushed on, one hand steadying herself against the walls of the houses and the other keeping her coat tight about her.
In the distance, she could hear the faint clatter of horses’ hooves against the cobbles. That would be Tom Makepeace, on his way to the Co-op Dairy depot to deliver his milk churns from the farm and to collect the crates of bottles for his round. Tom knew all and sundry hereabouts, and everyone liked the man, Rita included. Her son and Tom’s daughter Judy were the best of pals.
The clattering grew louder until he was right there beside her. ‘Good God, Rita love, what are you doing, wandering the streets at this time o’ the morning?’ he asked, reining the big horse to a halt. With a gruff manner and his homely face worn by the elements, Tom was in his mid-forties and as decent a man as could be found anywhere. Like most folks he had heard the rumours that circulated about Rita, though he had learned never to make hasty judgment. All the same, he suspected she would have a plausible lie in answer to his question.
‘I’ve been to see Edna Sedgwick,’ she fibbed. ‘Got talking – you know how it is.’
‘Oh, aye, I know how it is, and I heard she’d not been well. Has she improved at all?’ Tom knew something about Edna that Rita obviously didn’t, but he played along with her lies.
Anxious to get home, Rita cut short the conversation. ‘Oh, yes, she’s a lot better, thank God … only I spent more time with her than I should’ve. Got to be getting home now.’ Moving on, she made every effort to walk with dignity, but her head was whirling inside and her feet seemed to go every way but forwards. Instead of sobering up, she felt worse than ever, and what’s more, her hangover was kicking in now. Rita Adams, you’re a born liar! she thought. One o’ these days it’ll be the death of you.
Feigning a smile, she called after him, ‘Bye then, Tom. Stay well now.’
Turning his head, Tom noted how she swayed from side to side. ‘Drunk as a skunk and a liar into the bargain!’ He clicked the old horse on, and shook his head forlornly. ‘Some folks never learn.’
He thought of his own family, and felt like a millionaire. Although his wife Beth was neither flamboyant nor striking in her looks, like Rita, she owned the prettiest eyes and a smile that could light up a room. An admirable cook, despite all the rationing they’d had to get used to, during and straight after the war, she thought nothing of cracking him over the head with the mixing spoon whenever he got under her feet. He chuckled out loud. Many were the times she’d chased him down the path after catching him with his finger in the mixing bowl or pinching some crust off a newly-baked loaf.
Their daughter Judy was an added blessing. Deeply thoughtful and gentle in her manner, her laughter was like music to his ears. But she could also be outspoken and strong-minded. When championing any particular cause, she possessed a temper that could shake the foundations of the earth. Her friendship with Davie Adams was deep and abiding; he was the brother she had never had, the apple of her eye. It was a good job the young ’un took after his father, Don, and not his mother, Tom thought.
