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Tell Me
M. Jane Colette
This: this is about us. Always. An opportunity. A gift. A chance to come together again. And you want it as much as I do.“Thank you for unhinging my sanity, threatening the stability of my life, with one text. Because that’s how it begins, one text, one message. “I’m coming to town. Would like to see you.”And I think, why not? Old friend. Oldest of friends. Favourite of ex-lovers. Married now, as am I. Both anchored in lives full of obligation, responsibility to others. Safe. What’s the harm? We’re neither one of us stupid enough to risk our marriages, our families, our real lives. Are we?”As Jane “sexts” her lover and attempts to figure out how this aspect of herself fits into the obligations of marriage and motherhood, other relationships around her strain, fracture, and collapse.Her best friend is recklessly pursuing a series of cyber-affairs, while another friend attempts an open, polyamorous marriage. Her next-door neighbour is planning a wedding with her on-again/off-again lover—but will it really happen?Meanwhile her lawyer-husband is exchanging a lot of texts with an adoring young associate. Does Jane care? Or is she too engulfed in her own sanity-straining cyber affair to really notice?
Tell Me
M JANE COLETTE
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Contents
Cover (#u6c37d683-6b91-5bb7-93dd-7001fe51083b)
Title Page (#u69539cae-fb1d-5cd5-93d0-4222793e8589)
Copyright (#u5c2761e8-ca16-50da-a618-5fd6791ab801)
CAST OF CHARACTERS (#ue511bc1a-65ea-5cd6-942c-464a8d49182b)
Before (#uf36bc709-012c-5618-870d-6acb2b8c80a6)
Day 1 – Maybe (#u5f2238ff-0030-59f1-a8be-c2de1c8c2ab8)
Day 2 – Did she just? (#u73c5a4e5-997c-5d84-a064-2ecf28f73274)
Day 3 – Fuck Foreplay (#ub93fe9d4-78b8-5087-9168-d69fe3a640df)
Day 4 – Fatherhood (#u6c52f895-c171-50d0-81cb-2086efe3b715)
Day 5 – One night (#u1848a90a-6d20-5d6e-9e1f-367176726db9)
Day 6 – Obsession (#uc976fbca-fcac-5fca-bb6c-0db7a49a3ccf)
Interlude: She only belongs to those who take (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 7 – I hate you (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 8 – Too far (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 9 – Jonesing (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 10 – Thrice Broken Home (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 11 – Unconditional (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 12 – Depraved (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 13 – Obligations (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 14 – Do what you’re told (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 15 – Spent (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 16 – Perfect Trust (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 17 – Interview for an affair (#litres_trial_promo)
Interlude: Practice (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 18 – I take good care of my possessions (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 19 – Generous (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 20 – Rage (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 21 – Permission (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 22 – Striptease (#litres_trial_promo)
Interlude: I’ll let you play with her (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 23 – Worst Christmas Ever (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 24 – Six Hours (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 25 – Evidence (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 26 – Blame (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 27 – Endurance (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 28 – Utilitarian Sex (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 29 – For you (#litres_trial_promo)
Day 30 – Unresolutions (#litres_trial_promo)
After (#litres_trial_promo)
More from Mischief (#litres_trial_promo)
About Mischief (#litres_trial_promo)
About the Publisher (#litres_trial_promo)
CAST OF CHARACTERS (#u433b8edc-fe1b-5067-8913-7b44cc7efb39)
Jane: protagonist-narrator. 38. Married. Four children. Works from home erratically as a financial analyst. Analytical, realistic, rational, almost detached…until she gets that text from Matt.
Matt: hero/anti-hero in one. 41. Married. Childless. A lover from Jane’s past who re-enters her life and shakes its foundations.
Marie: Jane’s best friend. 39. Married. Two children. As emotional and volatile in her expressions and search for passion and romance as Jane is controlled and restrained. Actively and constantly searching for affairs; failing to consummate any of them.
Alex: Jane’s husband. 40. Lawyer. Workaholic. Good father. Affectionate but perhaps unexciting. Except to his young associate, whose texts he reads in the bathroom…
Lacey: Jane’s next-door neighbour. 53. Gorgeous, sexy, confident and loving. The only person Jane comes close to confiding in. In a twelve-year-long, on-again-off-again relationship with Clint.
Clint: Lacey’s lover and father of her ten-year-old son. Player. Engaged to Lacey, but still involved sexually with the mother of his other son, who becomes pregnant (by him? Or her other lover?) while Clint is wedding planning with Lacey.
Nicola: Marie and Jane’s friend. 40. Two children. In the middle of an acrimonious divorce from Paul, her husband of twelve years. Angry, resentful. But also…hungry.
Jesse: Jane and Nicola’s personal trainer. 26. Eye candy. Not very bright. Taken for granted by Jane. Coveted by Nicola.
Jane’s mother and father: In their 60s, spry and attractive. The tensions in their 43-year-old relationship, a defining feature of Jane’s childhood, reach a breaking point as Jane begins her mindfuck with Matt.
JP: Marie’s husband. 45. Lawyer. Works with Alex. ‘King of foreplay’, but otherwise thoroughly unsatisfactory.
Paul: Nicola’s husband. Referred to by Nicola and her friends as cheating rat-fuck bastard so often, Jane forgets what his name is…until he starts sexting with Marie.
Colleen: Nicola’s best friend. Long divorced. Appears intermittently in role of ‘Greek chorus’ to offer unconditional support to Nicola and vent against all cheating spouses.
Melanie-Susan-Shelley: Alex’s associate, whose name Jane refuses to remember. 28. Has a huge crush on Alex. Not sure how to deal with the fact he has a wife and children.
Craig: Married. 45. Attractive, restless. Minor character who enters Jane’s life and is passed on to Marie.
Alex’s mother, father and assorted stepmothers: Alex’s mother was ‘the first wife’, and she’s still not quite over the divorce. Neither is the second wife. The third wife wants to have a baby. His son desperately wishes he didn’t have any of his genes.
Before (#u433b8edc-fe1b-5067-8913-7b44cc7efb39)
2001
Recovered from the exertions of your wedding night, lover? And the honeymoon?
—Fuck off.
Of course. Tell me next time you’re in Montreal.
—I will.
Good.
2002
Jane, what the fuck happened? What did I do? Tell me.
—Nothing. It’s not you. I have to be done.
Clarify.
—I can’t do this. I can’t be – his. Yours. And now the other. I can’t. I have to be done.
I don’t understand. But you know I won’t chase. I’m gone.
—Go. I’ll miss you. But please go.
Gone.
2002
Congratulations.
2004
Lover. Are you all right?
—I’m alive. Don’t fucking call me that.
2008
More new baby pics have made it my way. Congratulations, lover. You look happy.
