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âYou shut the hell up,â Jason growled playfully and Tabatha heard him slam the chair legs down in their right position. âTabatha, Iâll call you later. The child here has decided to start throwing paper wads at me.â
Tabatha giggled and nodded her head, âAll right, Iâll talk to you later.â
She hung up the phone and sat there for a moment before putting the phone back on the charger. Looking around the apartment again, it didnât seem quite so lonely now. Jason would need her friendship now more than ever and being needed helped to make her feel more stable.
Standing up and stretching her arms over her head, she walked down the hall to her room. She got undressed and slipped into a pair of boy shorts and a tank top before sinking down into the cool, familiar softness of her bed.
This time she didnât try to stop the scene from playing out in her mind as she drifted off to sleep. After all, she needed to decipher it and it wouldnât go away until she did⦠so why fight it? She sank into the darkness of sleep still staring across the church and into Kaneâs eyes.
*****
Jewel paced the expanse of Stevenâs bedroom. Her arms were crossed over her chest and she had taken to biting her nails, something she hadnât done since she was a child.
âThis is my fault,â she said softly trying to blink away the image of her father crucified above the alter of the same church he'd attended for most of his life. How many times had he prayed right there below where heâd died? Sheâd known Anthony was twisted but that was sadistic.
Steven watched the woman pace back and forth and could even see her lips moving soundlessly as she ranted within her mind. He reached out a hand and laid it on her arm soothingly in an attempt to calm her down. âJewel, none of this is your fault.â
She narrowed her eyes on his hand then glared up at him. âYouâre partly right. Itâs just as much your fault as it is mine. And now that Daddy is dead, I donât have to marry Anthony anymore and I definitely donât have to stay married to you.â
Jewel turned away from him so his hand would fall. The last thing she needed right now was to be absolved of her sins⦠she was guilty as hell. Sheâd given Anthony the nails to crucify her own father.
Steven wouldnât admit it but her words stung him deeply. He responded the only way he knew how at this point since she obviously didnât want to hear words of encouragement or kindness.
âDo you honestly think Anthony will stop coming after you just because he killed your father?â Steven yelled. He knew he was right and that she wasnât going to listen to a damn word of it.
âHe killed my father⦠I was dancing with the devil because I wanted father safe and alive. If Anthony dares to come near me now, Iâll blow his damn head off.â Jewel felt so strange. It was like she was perfectly calm on the outside, but shaking like crazy on the inside.
Sheâd cried for hours but the anger had finally sobered her up. Sheâd shed enough tears. Now it was time to take back her life. She had formed a plan to set a trap for Anthony and she prayed Steven was right⦠that Anthony would come for her, because sheâd be ready for him.
âI canât let you leave,â Steven informed her. If she wasnât going to protect herself, then as her mate⦠he would have to do it for her. He watched her red rimmed eyes turn and lock with his.
âThen youâre no better than Anthony and I will hate you for the rest of my life,â she said stubbornly. She wanted Steven to get mad at her, to throw her out and wash his hands of her. If he did that⦠then maybe Anthony wouldnât kill him the same way he had her daddy. She didnât want to be the blame for any more horrible deaths unless it was Anthonyâs⦠sheâd gladly take the blame for his.
Steven glared at her for a minute then flung open the door and stood aside. âGo ahead then. Iâm offering to save your ass and you want to go all gung ho? Go on, and letâs see how far you get against something you donât have the slightest idea of how to kill.â Steven smiled wickedly at her, âJust so you know, the movies are nothing but a bunch of bull.â
âI guess youâd know!â Jewel yelled back and took a few steps forward. Why was he still trying to save her? Didnât he understand she would just get him killed?
Steven closed his eyes and looked away. âYeah, I would know⦠wouldnât I?â he mocked then looked back as Jewel tried to dart past him. Panicking, Steven caught her around the waist and pulled her closer, âDamn it, wait!â he conceded.
Jewel started to squirm against him so he pulled her tighter to his chest. âIf you want to set him up then fine, but you canât do it alone. Let us help you.â
Jewel pushed against his chest leaning back so she could look up at him. âWhy? So you can be hung on a cross too?â She wanted to scream as the vision made its way into her mindâs eye. âI donât want that to happen.â
She wasnât sure what she felt for Steven but the thought of him dyeing like that was making her feel like sheâd been stabbed in the chest. âIf you let me go now, then heâll have no reason to come after you.â She gripped the front of his shirt in her small hands. âYouâll be safe⦠and alive.â
âHeâll come after me anyway,â Steven informed her then traced his finger over the mating mark heâd given her. He smiled gently when he felt her shiver at his touch. âLike I said, this is real life. If you go back to him and he sees that mating mark, heâll come after me regardless of what you say or do.â
Jewel leaned against the solid warmth he was offering and closed her eyes. She felt her anger fade in the safety of his arms and wanted to stomp her foot in frustration. The sadness of losing her father was starting to settle in again but she wouldnât cry.
Steven wrapped Jewel in a reassuring hug. He couldnât blame her for the way she was acting. If Anthony had just killed his father, then no force in this world or the next would be able to hold him back.
âLook, how about this?â he asked leaning back from her a bit and tilting her face up to his. âWeâre having a meeting in the morning and everyone is going to be there. Weâll help you think of something better than just turning yourself over to him. Either way, with us youâll have an army beside you. Without us, youâll be facing an army of werewolves and no matter what you do⦠Anthony will have you.â He caressed her cheek as he searched her eyes, âAnd I donât want Anthony to have you.â
Jewel lowered her head back to Stevenâs chest and took a deep, shuddering breath. He was right. She didnât want to be anywhere near that monster after what heâd done. She pressed her ear to Stevenâs chest listening to his strong and steady heartbeat. How many times had he saved her from vampires, from Anthony, and now from her foolish self?
âWill you hold me tonight?â Jewel whispered knowing if he let go of her, the horror of the last couple hours would come back to haunt her. She looked up at him and locked her gaze with his steady one. Her lips parted in wonder as a streak of heat shot down through the center of her body.
How could he calm her rage and make her feel like she was on fire at the same time? She quickly looked away not wanting him to read her confusion.
Without answering, Steven lifted her in his arms, kicked the door closed with his foot, and strolled back across the room setting her on the edge of the bed. Pulling her shoes off, he quickly got rid of his own and laid down with her. He heard Jewelâs quick intake of breath as he pulled her against him so he could spoon his body around hers. It would still take time⦠but he would be damned if he let Jewel go that easily.
Chapter 3
Kriss entered the apartment he shared with Tabatha and locked the door behind him. Heâd searched high and low for Dean and hadnât found a trace of him or the demon heâd been chasing.
One thing about their kind, if they wanted to hide, they knew how to vanish and leave no traces of where they were. Heâd been able to sense the demon everywhere though he never saw it. It wasnât until it was freed that heâd realized he had always been able to sense its presence. He could still feel the malicious intent of that dark personality even inside his home⦠it didnât settle well in the pit of his stomach.
Walking through the dark apartment, Kriss made his way back to Tabathaâs bedroom and smiled at the innocent visage asleep in the bed. She was curled up like a kitten around her favorite stuffed animal⦠a Yorkie dog with its tongue sticking out. The stuffed animal was the only remnant of her childhood she had left. A few years ago, sheâd finally broken down and told him the story of Scrappy and how the dog had vanished when she went on vacation the last time with her parents.
Kriss sighed and lay down in bed beside her, curling around her like a security blanket. No sooner had he done so, Tabatha snuggled back against him.
âDid you find Dean?â she asked softly.
*****
Kane had managed to slip away; glad Warren had taken Michaelâs attention long enough for him to do so. Whatever Michael and Dean had done to fix what Misery did to him had given him the mother of all adrenalin rushes. He was antsy now and he wasnât going to work it off sitting in Warrenâs office reminiscing about the soul-sucking demon who was sure to give him a few wiggly-booâs in his nightmares for a while to come.
He glanced up at the overwhelming darkness in the sky and knew the first streaks of dawn werenât far away. Wanting away from the heart of the city, he moved through the streets so fast that if anyone had been watching, they wouldnât have noticed him among them. The down side of that was that he was now miles from Michaelâs home.
He wanted to see Scrappy and curl up with the dog on the sofa with a nice bottle of wine, a ludicrously sized bowl of popcorn, and⦠a disaster movie? Kane shook his head⦠what in the hell was he thinking about? Scrappy would most likely pick the movie, which could or couldnât be a bad thing at the moment. They both liked the movies where the animals could talk.
Kane slowed down and took in his surroundings when he realized something had drawn him in this direction. At first he thought it was Misery who had drawn him here. He shook his head again and discarded the idea when the image of Tabatha at the church flashed through his mind. He could feel her presence and, for the first time all night, Kane forgot about the monsters fornicating under the bed and humping in the closet.
Tabatha was his soul mate and, now that heâd taken her blood, it only amplified the connection. The only reason he hadnât noticed it this last week was because the fallen⦠Kriss... had taken her so far away from him, stingy bastard. He was starting to wonder if he was suffering from separation anxiety.
Moving through this part of town, he found himself at her home within minutes. Landing silently on the roof of a neighborâs house, he settled down to watch her through the bedroom window. His sharp eyesight took in the way her hair fell across the pillow and how her lips were slightly parted as she breathed deeply. He had never known such peace as he did right now⦠just watching her sleep.
Kane wondered what he looked like through her eyes. Did he resemble the other monsters sheâd encountered or dreamed of? Did she even realize how deep his emotions for her went?
He almost rose from his crouch on the roof, ready to go to her when he heard her cry out in his mind. The sound had come from her dreams but the mental sound made him stop as it reminded him of the way sheâd cried out as a child so many years ago. To date, all heâd ever done was cause her pain⦠cause her to bleed for him.
Kane turned to leave when he saw Tabathaâs bedroom door swing open. His muscles tensed up ready to attack the intruder when he saw the fallen, Kriss, come into Tabathaâs bedroom and crawl into the bed with her. Kane could tell the fallen was upset but he felt the rage well up inside of him when Kriss put his arm around her, holding her close in a very lover-like fashion.
He felt his peace shatter and more anger rush in to fill him up as he watched. Concentrating hard, his enhanced hearing started to pick up their whispered conversation. He frowned for a moment as he realized his power was stronger than before. He was surprised and his frowned deepened when he heard their heartbeats even at this distance.
âDean doesnât want me to find him,â Kriss sighed wondering if it was the demon Dean was stalking or if it was the fallen that had been down there with it. He wished Dean had waited. There was something about the aura of the other fallen that Kriss didnât completely trust. He secretly hoped Dean would fail in his search for either of them.
âI wonder what happened,â Tabby whispered, âFrom what Envy and Devon said, Dean had been trapped down there most of the day.â She couldnât help but envision Kane knowing heâd also been down there with the demon and almost not survived it.
âIâll be sure to ask him as soon as I find him,â Kriss answered unable to keep the worry out of his voice.
âDean loves you⦠he won't stay away long.â Tabatha closed her eyes hoping for Krissâs sake that she was right.
âSleep now,â Kriss whispered back hoping she was right about Dean returning soon. He hadnât seen what the other fallen had looked like because heâd been moving too fast, but heâd felt him for a moment before the aura of the demon overpowered it. If just the fleeting feeling was haunting him, then he could imagine what Dean was going through.
The fallen were so rare that it took their breath away when they were anywhere near each other. Most thought they were the fallen angels of legend that had been cast to earth to help protect it⦠but legends are often only half truths that are molded by the words of men who crave a hero or sometimes an enemy.
The fallen had come to earth from another dimension⦠same as the demons. The legends called that dimension Heaven but they were wrong.
The myths said they destroy demons⦠again it was only a half truth. The Bible had said the fallen had mated with the beautiful women of earth and been punished for it⦠and that was the closest thing to the truth that the prophets had ever gotten.
The reason the remaining fallen kept themselves from mating with the females of earth⦠was because the product of those matings were the birth of a demons. It was the fallen that created demons.
When the first fallen had appeared, there were many but as the demons were born and began destroying what the fallen loved, they turned on their own children and fought. The numbers on both sides had diminished and the seal between dimensions was slowly closing.
Some of the original fallen had disappeared, thought to have lost their lives to the demons theyâd spawned. Most of the survivors chose to go back home so they wouldnât be tempted by the seduction of the human females. It was those few whom had sent the young warriors back into this world to watch over it⦠protect the humans from the monsters.
There was only one rule⦠they could not mate with the females of this world lest they kill them. One child of the true breed had been placed on each energy spot of earth and only a few of them had survived this long. Legends said they were immortal⦠legends were wrong.
The fallen were not immortal, they only lived for very long periods of time⦠millenniums would come closer to their lifespan. They could also be killed by human and demon alike⦠though for a human to succeed would be extremely difficult.
Syn had known the true legends and passed them down to his âchildrenâ. Remembering those lessons, Kane now understood how much Kriss loved Tabatha⦠enough not to take her as a mate⦠and enough not to let someone he thought wasnât much more than a demon have her. It seemed he wasnât the only one with dark secrets. The corner of Kane's lips hinted at a knowing smile as he turned and walked away.
*****
Envy and Devon were waiting at the bar when the first people started trickling in for the meeting. She and Kat were busy talking and trying to finish catching up on everything that happened while Devon and Quinn merely stood back and stared at them with a quirked eyebrow.
âWhat language are they speaking again?â Devon asked.
âThere isnât a name for it,â Quinn stated. âIt is a ritual females partake in quite regularly. It starts out innocent then, before we know it, theyâre out shopping and weâre stuck outside the changing rooms holding their purses.â
âYouâre also stuck holding the bag while she goes inside girly stores and buys lingerie that youâre not allowed to see until your anniversary,â Nick chimed in with a smirk.
Warren clapped his hand on Nickâs shoulder. âTrust me little bro, youâll happily hold those bags when the time comes.â
A pair of arms wrapped around Warrenâs neck from behind and Michaelâs face popped in between them. âDoes that mean youâre taking me shopping?â
âOf course,â Warren said with a smirk. âIâll take you to that bondage shop you like so much.â
Michaelâs expression became dreamy. âOh yes, whips, chains, stirrups, riding crops⦠leather.â
âWhat theâ¦â Nick suddenly stood up and moved away from them making Devon snort.
âHomophobe,â Devon muttered.
âShut up!â Nick growled, âTheyâre either very good liars or itâs disturbingly true.â
The door opened and Steven stepped in with Alicia and Jewel. Alicia had gone through her closet and found a nice purple sundress for Jewel to wear until she could get some more clothes. Luckily, they were roughly the same size and height so Jewel would be able to make due for now. Alicia had also told Steven that until he could get Jewel more clothing, Jewel was welcome to raid her closet as much as she liked.
Steven immediately stepped over to where Quinn and Devon were sitting with Nick at a table directly across from Katâs bartending area.
âWeâre not late I see.â Steven said smiling inwardly when he saw Jewel smile at Alicia. He realized he hadnât seen her smile until now and he instantly felt a loss when it slid from her lips.
Warren looked around, âActually I think everyone is here.â
âNot quite,â Envy said. âWeâre still waiting on Chad.â
At that exact moment the doors swung open and Chad walked in with Trevor and Zachary behind him.
âWhat the hell is he doing here?â Devon demanded as he stood up.
âChadâs a cop,â Envy reminded him. âHe already knows some of whatâs going on and he saw the tail end of what happened at the cemetery. Heâs in whether he wanted to be or not. Besides,â she continued, âheâll be able to keep the cops off your back for a while.â
âI wasnât referring to your brother,â Devonâs voice had taken on a dangerous edge.
Kat nodded, seeing that Envy was getting ready to mistakenly take up for Trevor as well. Not wanting a full out battle royale to take place, she stepped away from the bar to put herself in their path.
âTrevor can stay too,â she said firmly and crossed her arms over her chest. âAfter all⦠he does play well with others.â Kat finished with a wink to the blonde man who gave her a mock salute.
Quinn stood up from his chair and walked over to Kat, putting his arm around her waist to pull her closer. âIâm going to have to keep an eye on you⦠arenât I?â he murmured playfully, but the look in his eyes told a different story.
âCan we just get on with it?â Kane asked from the shadows.
Everyone except Michael jumped at the voice. Heâd been so quiet no one knew he was there.
âAgreed,â Warren stated. âI think everyone knows why weâre here.â He looked at Chad who nodded once to indicate he understood before moving his gaze to Trevor and Zachary. âBefore we go into what happened at the cemetery, I have a question for Trevor.â
Trevor narrowed his eyes, âLike what?â
âWhat the hell are you?â Devon asked interrupting Warren.
âIâm a shifter just like most of the people here,â Trevor answered.
Kane snorted in the shadows making everyone look his way.
âDo you know something about him?â Envy demanded. It wasnât like she would take Trevor's word for anything⦠heâd already proven what a great liar he was.
âI might, but youâll have to be really nice to me if you want to know,â Kane said with amusement in his voice. He would have blamed his moodiness on getting up on the wrong side of the bed, but hell⦠he hadnât been asleep.
Devon was on his feet and had Kane hoisted into the air by the lapels of his jacket. âI think weâre done with being nice,â the jaguar growled.
Kane smirked down at the shifter, âAw, thatâs too bad. I already told my puppy what a sweetheart you were and he was so happy about meeting a new playmate.â They both knew who the loser would be if they decided to tangle⦠and it wasnât the kitty cat.
âYour puppy?â Jewel asked, her eyes lighting up at the prospect of something cute and cuddly. Her lip twitched at the thought of a dog among all the cats in the room.
âItâs an oversized dust bunny,â Michael grumbled.
Warren pinched the bridge of his nose and Quinn had to fight to keep from laughing at his jaguar brother-in-law.