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Other friends were married couples she’d known while with Jack. Her divorce had shifted the emphasis of those friendships and she’d felt strange with them for a while—especially when she was the odd one out in a room full of couples. In a sense, she’d been glad of the lack-of-time excuse to stay away, but she’d like to catch up with all of them again. Now, though, when she needed a favour, was not the right time.
In case you need a friend…
The memory of Chase Mattner’s voice made her eyes snap open. She looked straight at the business card he’d given her. She’d intended to throw it away as soon as she’d got home from dinner that night, but something had stopped her. Instead, she’d carried it to work in her briefcase, then brought it home again and tucked it into the corner of the desk blotter in her study where it had stayed all week. And she’d thought about ringing him at least once a day.
Could she ring him?
Just to talk.
She’d been shocked at how easy it was to talk to him, to open up to him. She’d almost forgotten they’d only just met. Almost. But it wasn’t every day a man like him walked into her life.
She reached for the business card with the name of a high-profile city law firm printed in a no-nonsense typeface across the top and, for the first time, read Chase’s details.
Partner?
He’d been a partner? How had he managed the transition from a prestigious job like that to full-time father? And in such a place, too. She hadn’t been to Leo Bay for years but, from what she remembered, there was hardly anything to the settlement—a few beach shacks, not much more. It couldn’t even be called a small town.
Presumably, he didn’t need to work, but didn’t he want to?
Her hand shot out and pushed the card back into the spot it had occupied for a week.
What was she thinking?
She chewed on her lip. The truth was, she was thinking it would be good to talk to him again. It would be good to see him again. It would be good to have Chase Mattner as a friend.
It had been difficult to walk away from him, but she’d reminded herself that she wasn’t a great judge of men, wasn’t any sort of a judge at all. Since that night, though, she’d remembered the break in his voice when he’d spoken about his wife, and the change in his eyes when he’d talked of his daughter, and she’d wished she hadn’t been so emphatic about not calling.
But she’d told him she wouldn’t. What would he think of her if she changed her mind now?
A little voice told her he would think nothing bad.
Her hand crept out again and she pulled the card across the blotter towards her. She could ring to thank him for dinner. She’d thanked him briefly, but it would be polite to do it again. Properly.
And what about rescuing her when she nearly fainted? If it hadn’t been for him, she could have found herself sprawled across the floor of the function room and just the thought of that made her hot with embarrassment. She hadn’t thanked him for saving her from the mortification of it.
She picked up the card and dug one corner into her chin while her stomach flip-flopped with indecision.
She’d do it.
As soon as she’d made the decision, her stomach cramped into a tight ball. She’d never been so worked up about a simple phone call.
Picking up the handset, she glanced across at the boys again. She couldn’t talk to Chase in front of them, even if they’d have no idea who she was speaking to or what she was talking about.
‘Boys, I’m just going into the next room for a minute. Don’t touch anything, okay?’
She waited till they both nodded before slipping through the door into the empty dining room and dialling the mobile number on the card.
‘Chase Mattner.’
Her eyes closed. Until a few moments ago, she hadn’t seriously thought she’d hear his voice again and now it sent a shock right through her. It took her back to the moment he’d first spoken and her first sight of his sun-bronzed face with the kind, understanding eyes.
‘Hello?’ he said, his voice curious at the silence.
‘It’s Regan Jantz,’ she said in a rush before she could change her mind and hit the disconnect button.
‘Regan?’
He hadn’t expected her to call. She could hear the surprise in his voice. She shouldn’t have—
‘Wow. I’m so glad you called.’
A shudder turned into a wave of warmth. ‘You are?’
‘Yes, of course. But I didn’t think you would.’
‘No, me neither.’ Her voice sounded odd and she cleared her throat. ‘Actually, I was ringing to thank you.’
‘Oh?’
‘For dinner.’
‘You’re welcome, Regan. It was my pleasure.’
‘And for your help earlier that evening, for getting me out of that room without anyone noticing. I dread to think what would have happened if you hadn’t been there.’
‘Well, don’t think about it. It didn’t happen; your dignity is intact. None of your potential clients have any idea what went on.’
‘Thank you.’
‘No problem. I’m glad I could help.’
‘I’m grateful and…’ She hesitated long enough for her stomach to lurch. ‘If there’s anything I can do for you in return…’
There was a brief silence.
‘I mean, if I can help you—’
‘Well, as it happens…do you bake?’
‘Bake?’
‘As in cakes.’
‘I used to. It’s been, uh, ages. Why?’
‘It’s Phoebe’s birthday today and she asked me to make her a pink cake for tea. Don’t know why. She’s never had one before so I don’t know where she got the idea. But that’s what she wants and I thought it would be easy.’
‘You’ve tried to make one?’
‘Uh-huh. I’m hoping you can tell me where I’ve gone wrong. I’m running out of time.’
An image bloomed in her mind. Chase in a kitchen. In an apron. Surrounded by baking debris. Before she knew it, a burst of laughter bubbled in her throat and she couldn’t hold it back.
‘I’ll ignore the fact that you just laughed at me,’ he said and she could hear suppressed laughter in his own voice. ‘I’m desperate. This so-called cake is so bad it’s not funny.’
‘Right. Sorry.’ She banished the picture of Chase and cleared her throat. ‘What’s wrong with it?’
‘It’s thin and crispy. Like a pizza base.’
She hissed in a breath through her teeth. ‘Did you follow a recipe?’
‘Yep. I borrowed a book from my friend, Jan. She’s taken Phoebe for the afternoon to give me the time and space to make it. I should have asked Jan to make the cake instead.’
‘But Phoebe asked you to make it.’
She couldn’t remember the last time she’d actually made a birthday cake for either Will or Cory. No, that wasn’t true; she could remember. It had been Will’s first birthday. The only birthday Jack had been there for. Before her life had been turned upside-down. Since then, she’d resorted to shop-bought cakes. Biting her lip, she hoped the boys hadn’t been disappointed. Then she rolled her eyes. They wouldn’t even know the difference—but she’d make up for it. She’d make cakes for both birthdays this year. She’d surprise them with something special.
‘So you see my problem.’
‘Did you use all the ingredients exactly as listed?’
‘Yes. It’s a very old book, though. I had to convert ounces to grams.’
There was always a chance he’d made a mistake there. ‘Did you open the oven door while it was cooking?’
‘Ye-es. You’re not supposed to?’
‘It doesn’t help, but look, there are lots of things that can go wrong.’
He made an exasperated sound. ‘I don’t suppose…you’d come and help me?’
She felt a mixture of sympathy and fear. Calling him was one thing. Going to his house was quite another. But then she thought of Phoebe coming home, expecting her pink cake. And she remembered all the cakes she’d hoped for but hadn’t had during her childhood.
Her throat closed. She was close to agreeing. But could she trust herself to bake a cake after all this time? What if she messed it up?
‘I don’t know,’ she said at last.
‘It’s okay, Regan. I understand. It was too much to ask.’ He sighed. ‘So, what do you reckon I should do?’
She was silent for a long moment. Then she heard herself suggest a solution and could hardly believe it had come from her own mouth. ‘I could buy a plain cake and bring it over there and we could decorate it for Phoebe. It’s a compromise but I don’t think she’ll care.’
‘Brilliant. She won’t care, but are you sure you don’t mind?’
The sound of laughter reached her through the half-open door. ‘Oh, there’s a problem, Chase. I’ll have to bring my sons with me.’
‘You call that a problem? You should see my cake. No, really, it’s fine. Your sons will be welcome.’
She took a deep breath. She was really going to do this. She was really going to decorate a birthday cake for a little girl she’d never met, with a man she hardly knew.
Shaking her head, she said, ‘Do you have candles?’
‘I…um…well, she didn’t ask for them so I didn’t think they were necessary.’
She smiled. ‘But you have to take a photo of her blowing out the candles. She’ll love it. Believe me.’
Regan wondered what had made her say that. What did she know about little girls? Except that she used to be one a long, long time ago. It felt like a long time. She was nearly thirty.
‘Don’t worry, I’ll bring some. We’ll be there as soon as possible.’
‘Drive carefully.’
Once he’d given her directions, she hung up, then pulled the door wide. ‘Boys, we’re going out,’ she said as she walked into the study.
A synchronized groan met her words.
‘It’ll be fun.’ She placed a hand on Will’s shoulder and ruffled Cory’s dark hair. ‘We’re going to a place called Leo Bay. You’ll like it.’
‘What’s there?’ Will asked.
‘Um, not much.’
‘So why will we like it?’
‘Because…’ She paused. Why was she so sure they would like it? ‘Because we’re going to have a good time. Once I’ve done what I have to do, we’ll go to the beach.’
Will squinted at her for a moment. ‘Can we go bodyboarding?’
‘Sure.’
‘Cool,’ he said as he slid off the chair. ‘Come on, Cory. Let’s get the boards.’
As she ushered them both to their bedroom to change into clothes more appropriate to the beach, she spotted her mother packing a suitcase.
Regan stepped into the doorway of her mother’s room. ‘Nearly ready to leave?’
Her mother sighed. ‘Yes. I’ll be gone for a bit longer this time. I’m going to try to talk him into seeing a doctor as well.’
Regan nodded. ‘Poor Pop. He thinks that seeing a doctor is the beginning of the end.’
‘I know, but we have to find out what’s going on. There might be a simple treatment that will prevent him getting worse.’
Her mother tucked a nightdress into the edge of the suitcase and flipped the lid closed. While she fiddled with the zip, Regan rubbed her forehead. She had to remember to take some headache tablets before leaving.
‘Give him my love, won’t you? And take care of yourself, too.’
Her mother nodded.
Regan went to pack a bag of her own, stuffing it with towels, sunscreen and extra clothes for Will and Cory. She would miss her mum while she was away, but Regan knew that their relationship was not a close one and never had been. She knew her mother loved her, and she adored the boys, but Regan had always been aware, growing up, that her parents were busy making the business a success. She appreciated all their hard work now, but it left her feeling a little sad at times, as if she’d missed out on something special.
