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Balling the Jack
Frank Baldwin
Sharp, funny, romantic tale of love and gambling in slacker-generation New York.Tom Reasons is a young man who takes his pay cheque every week and bets it all on a Friday night ball game. Then it’s either champagne or pot-noodles for a week. He’s lost his girl because he couldn’t commit to her and now he regrets it. He hangs out at an Irish bar and plays on the darts team with his pals. One drunken night, he challenges the captain of the meanest, dirtiest team in the league to a money-match. And then doubles the bet. Now the race is on for Tom to come up with the $40,000 stake and get his team to win without telling them how much pressure they are really under! Great suspense, lots of laughs, true romance.
BALLING THE JACK
FRANK BALDWIN
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First published in the USA by Simon & Schuster 1997
Published in paperback by HarperCollinsPublishers in 1997
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Source ISBN: 9780006499770
Ebook Edition © MAY 2016 ISBN: 9780008191474
Version: 2016-05-09
DEDICATION (#ulink_9ead86f5-4cba-54c4-a276-06c71484a83b)
FOR LORA
EPIGRAPH (#ulink_340ceff8-9ed8-5eee-8e22-5da023fc6ff3)
I did not care what it was all about. All I wanted to know was how to live in it. Maybe if you found out how to live in it you learned from that what it was all about.
—Ernest Nomingway, The Sun Also Rises
Balling the Jack (slang)–To risk everything on one attempt or effort.
CONTENTS
Cover (#ubafe3f4d-1720-5963-85b5-c291d44db557)
Title Page (#u97d19015-c3eb-5ec5-8f96-cbecee9510f5)
Copyright (#ulink_bc01773a-401b-52dc-a49d-f012fe14131f)
Dedication (#ulink_0ae9aeed-252b-538a-833f-1fa16699ca8b)
Epigraph (#ulink_c703ff45-5538-561f-bdea-2ae44f9eeb20)
Chapter One (#ulink_ae9d1b25-1b34-542a-b927-fadf05ed46cf)
Chapter Two (#ulink_1dab1d15-0710-5b3f-800f-f25240683352)
Chapter Three (#ulink_c82ecf3d-aa45-5e54-be84-5964dc9a5ec6)
Chapter Four (#ulink_e4e2d7b1-cea5-5014-9c74-3810b0207b04)
Chapter Five (#ulink_b5d55ba1-37d8-544c-adc8-ee976b03e255)
Chapter Six (#ulink_769240da-221a-5f90-9ceb-d36c7db8bf3b)
Chapter Seven (#ulink_9a6bc88d-22f5-51db-9d59-bb88e616066a)
Chapter Eight (#ulink_8e14afd2-048a-518f-87ec-197472bc6a66)
Chapter Nine (#ulink_1b39697c-6f4f-5d42-90fe-93dc43b86374)
Chapter Ten (#ulink_ceca3eca-1dde-5371-9c29-2c7217ebbd5b)
Chapter Eleven (#ulink_7337a5d1-e380-5d0c-8871-eaecdc218d88)
Chapter Twelve (#ulink_4dbd72d0-b419-56f1-93ae-6540fad55330)
Chapter Thirteen (#ulink_e66ac6da-1bc2-586d-9520-a490241ad973)
Chapter Fourteen (#ulink_f32e1f11-4918-5038-ad88-d011403010d0)
Chapter Fifteen (#ulink_5aa1f9bf-8403-57bf-9135-9462f5db2c28)
Chapter Sixteen (#ulink_991ab4b3-2f16-5af0-bde7-08d342971830)
Chapter Seventeen (#ulink_0b2dc7b0-07f3-5e5d-a790-2a823197291a)
Chapter Eighteen (#ulink_b548769d-a9a5-56a6-99eb-a33e59584514)
Chapter Nineteen (#ulink_886d0ebf-aab8-55d3-86a1-ebb11bf18885)
Chapter Twenty (#ulink_6915a1db-61f9-5da7-972e-b426d83b7a43)
Chapter Twenty-One (#ulink_d122a98b-e7cf-543d-9c68-9d0964b640a0)
Chapter Twenty-Two (#ulink_763b74de-5466-5212-a9d5-66328d8f9fd8)
Chapter Twenty-Three (#ulink_2dff777b-dc08-5e52-9000-c2a36c7ddcfa)
Epilogue (#ulink_5d2c17e0-55de-5ad8-b2d9-e12e33ece163)
Acknowledgements (#ulink_db0cf750-f002-5b07-b846-1ad58274777b)
About the Author (#ulink_ebc7f1b0-e497-58aa-8cf9-1e2da7fca010)
About the Publisher
CHAPTER ONE (#ulink_d349a6f8-3244-5deb-9874-adecad36158f)
LET ME tell you about the bets.
I work as a paralegal in a Wall Street firm. Every Friday morning they pay me $447 and every Friday night I bet four hundred of it on a ball game. If I lose, I go the next week on the rims. But if I win—and I win a lot—I take on the town.
Here’s the system: All week I mull over the matchups, and by Friday one or two start feeling like winners. Friday after work I buy a Foster’s Oil Can at the deli across the street and start the long walk up the East Side to Adam’s Curse, my home bar, where my bookie Toadie waits on his stool. I go over the games, weigh the angles. Nothing too scientific in my method. I’m partial to hot pitchers, even on the road, and I steer clear of the big favorites. Pick them and you have to give away two or three runs to Toadie, runs that always seem to come back in the late innings and bite you in the ass.
Just last month I had the Braves giving three against San Diego. They coasted into the ninth up 8–2. I had the money counted already and was spending it in my head on the blonde at the jukebox. Had the restaurant picked out, the wine, was holding the cab door for her, telling the driver my address, thinking I’d give my roommates a little treat, maybe even put them in the mood.
Then, bam! The rookie that Cox trotted out to pitch the ninth walked the bases loaded, Joyner unloaded them with a shot into the upper deck, and just like that the bet, the date, a week of fun down the toilet, and Toadie clapping me on the back, saying, “Tough one, kid.” That’s one of two phrases he knows. When I win he says, “You were born lucky, kid.”
Tonight I’m going with the Phillies on the road over the Cards. Schilling starts for the Phils and he’s on a big-time roll. It’s an even game, too, so I don’t have to spot Toadie any runs. Just the usual four bills once I’m in the door. Most bookies don’t need the cash up front, but Toadie works the low end of the betting public, and he won’t issue a stub without the dough in his pocket. He’s not much to look at, Toadie. The same combat pants every day, a sweatshirt over his gut, and a brown rug on his bowling-ball head. Coke-bottle glasses that make his eyes bug and lips stretching out of his face like—you guessed it—a toad. A money belt around his waist for the stash.
I don’t think I’ve ever been in Adam’s Curse when he wasn’t drinking bourbon and taking bets. He’s worked some deal with the owner, Stella, who’s in tight with the cops. He can afford to slip her ten percent or so, I’m sure, because Toadie takes down the regulars pretty good. In a year of betting, though, he hasn’t made anything off me.
Tonight he’s in his usual spot and grunts in greeting as I walk in.
“I’ll take the Phils,” I tell him, counting out four hundreds into his palm.
I take a seat at the long oak bar and let out a breath. The sweet release I get handing over the money is the best part of the week. Five days to earn the bread, to agonize over the pick, and ten seconds to put it all on the line. Now my work is over and I’m like a priest who quits praying and leaves the rest to the man upstairs. It’s out of my hands.
Betting all you have cleans the system. Spend enough time in the office I work in and you start to think the point of life is to stay on an even keel all the time. Just today, our receptionist Kay passed around a sign-up sheet for a stress-reduction program the partners are touting. That’s a big theme around that place—avoiding stress.
Me, I think they have it all wrong. I think we need to jack up the old ticker sometimes, like a car needs to get onto the highway and go full out once in a while. It’s good for us.
Don’t get me wrong. I’m all for computers and cash machines. But let’s face it: a lot of modern life isn’t exactly out there on the edge. How many times do you feel your heart in your chest these days? Your first night with a girl, maybe, sprinting From a mugger, I guess, or if the Knicks make it to the finals. But that’s about it. Work? I’ve been there a year now and I don’t think my pulse has topped forty yet. That’s why I bet. I mean, it’s for the bucks too, sure, but not only. Betting it all reminds me I’m alive.
I guess I should have been around twenty thousand years ago. Back then, nobody had to go out chasing thrills. They had all the excitement they could handle just staying alive. Look at the caveman. He could pretty much count on jacking up his heart rate a few times a day. If he wanted to eat he had to kill some beast with two-foot fangs. That’ll get your blood moving. Then there were invasions to repel, the harsh elements to battle, and one wild animal or another set to pick him off if he dropped his guard. Sex, too. It must have been tough enough charming some Jane back to the cave with grunts and hand signals, but if he did win her over, there was always some brute with a club on him ready to knock our boy out of the picture.
Now we’ve gone all the way the other way. We move paper around the desk all day, order in from a deli, and rent a movie with our squeeze at night. If we have a squeeze. But that’s another story.
I just shake my head at these tea hounds who live on the safe side all the time. I can’t imagine never gambling on anything. Never risking the last dollar; the hangover, the slap in the face. Risk and reward, baby. Risk and reward.
These few minutes before game time all the crap in my life drains away. Stella asks who we’re rooting for this week, pours me an Absolut on the rocks, and I feel myself go empty. At peace for the first time all week. My calm holds through the starting lineups and the national anthem.
With the first pitch comes the rush and I’m off. Living in the purity of the big bet. Feeling the surge one minute, the clutch of panic the next. I take in everything: the ump’s low strike zone, sure to hurt their starter; the wind blowing out to left, ready to give my sluggers a boost; the first sign of fatigue in my pitcher. I feel every pitch in the gut and come up out of my chair for a rally. I talk to the managers.
“Don’t sacrifice. Not here. Show some balls—play for the big inning. No—don’t walk him—they’ll pinch-hit. That’s it, send the runner. That’s it!”
I rock back and forth, swear at the screen. I’m happy. At stake is the good life. Lose and I’m a drone again, kissing ass at the firm, stuck in the pad all week eating instant noodles, just enough money to live on till next Friday. A schmuck like everyone else. But win and I’m the man. Eight hundred bucks in my pocket and six nights to spend it. The first winning Friday of each month covers the rent. The rest of them I eat well, drink well, spoil my date, if I can get one. What more could a guy want?
Tonight the Phillies do me solid. Down 1–0 early, Dykstra, ex-Met and a bit of a gambler himself, doubles in two in the fifth and seals it with a poke in the ninth. Schilling does the rest. Goes all the way on a six-hitter, striking out the side to end it.
“You were born lucky, kid,” says Toadie, handing over the money with a scowl. I count it out onto the bar. I give Stella a high five and settle my tab, throwing in a bourbon for Toadie and a round for the alkies at the end of the bar.
Man, I wish all you christers who rail against gambling could feel the rush of victory just once. You’d come around. As I leave, Stella calls after me.
“You ready for Tuesday night, Tom?”
“You bet.”
CHAPTER TWO (#ulink_2434d73b-dd3e-595f-a76a-1c5f473d6947)
MY ROOMMATE is the nicest guy in the world.
Fill his hat with piss and he’ll apologize for not owning a bigger one. If the meek ever inherit this place, he’ll be at the head table, wanting a spritzer to wash down his paté—if it’s not too much trouble, of course. As I walk in tonight he and his girl are on the couch, watching the second of two rented Italian films. They started them early, I’m sure, to leave plenty of time for discussion.
If you guessed I don’t like him too much, you’re right. Mike seemed okay when I answered the ad, but that was a year ago and I wasn’t too picky. I was just out of school, staying with my aunt and her brood in Queens. One more night at that dinner table and I would have done myself in. Mike wasn’t queer, I could move in right away, and you can’t beat the East Village. Three stops on the subway to Wall Street and stumbling distance to my favorite bars.
Back then Mike was a regular guy. He’d take in a ball game, get drunk now and then, even chase a little tail, in his own fashion. For him that meant answering the lonely-girl ads in the personals. Three months ago his pen pal Molly moved in and Mike’s been sliding down the manhood tree ever since.
He’s about hit the bottom branch. Won’t touch a drop, can’t waste his time on sports anymore, and forget about dragging him out to see a band. Hell, he won’t put a piece of food in his mouth without clearing it with her first. Hey, if he wants to cut his balls off, that’s his business, but he’s started in on the lectures and between the two of them there’s no relief. On drinking: “Well, of course I stopped. Molly’s in AA. I’m showing my solidarity.” On football: “How can you call it a sport when grown men deliberately try to hurt each other?” On late-night skin shows: “It’s not just the women you degrade, Tom. It’s yourself as well.”
It’d be one thing if they gave me a little show once in a while, since I’m not getting much myself these days. Our rooms are wall-to-wall and there isn’t a concert hall in the city with better sound. Lord knows I’ve treated them to a few duets. Either they don’t fuck at all, though, or they’ve figured out how to do it without a sound. Knowing Molly, she finds the whole business too messy.
What kills me about her is she could be a real babe if she gave a hoot. Her face is out of a soap commercial, country-fresh, and she’s built okay, too. A little wide in the seat, maybe, but nothing a few laps in the park wouldn’t cure.
She’s not interested in a few laps in the park, though, or a few rounds in the sack, for that matter. Molly is one of those girls … well, you know the type. Baggy sweaters, big skirts all the time, combs her hair straight down. Keeps away from a razor, if you know what I mean. Just makes no effort at all. One of these days I’ll have to surprise her in the shower to make sure she’s got the goods down there.
She’s no charmer in the personality department either. Just after she moved in I made the mistake of telling her that with a makeover and some new clothes she could be a real hot number. She’s been one long sermon ever since.
Molly by herself I could handle, but she got the ring in Mike’s nose early and the way she leads him around now is sad to see. First it was music appreciation, then pottery workshop. Now it’s cooking class, and after the last one he’s making noises about going veggie. Next thing you know I’ll have a juicer on my hands.
I tried to clue Mike into my feelings, in my subtle way. Last week was his birthday and I bought him a dress. I think that got to him. He’s been real quiet ever since.
Tonight, though, they’re not my problem. If I’d lost the bet and were stuck in for the weekend we’d probably have it out. But I’m flush, and even the two of them can’t kill my mood.
“Hi, guys. How are the flicks?”
