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Монолог
A.K.
Сборник стихотворений на русском и английском языках. Произведения о любви, борьбе с собой, дружбе, красоте и жизни.
A.K.
Монолог
Part I: English
«It nearly was a midnight…»
It nearly was a midnight,
I couldn’t close my eyes
Kept thinking, fancying, wondering
Of where would I’ve been tonight.
If I listened to myself
If I trusted my own heart
If I wasn’t so afraid to show what I am really like.
If I got out of my bed
If I practiced, practiced more
If I mastered that piano
'Cause I wanted that for sure.
If I plucked up all my courage
If I stopped rely on luck
If I thought «I’ll make it happen»,
Never tortured my own mind.
If I never doubted my gifts
If I followed my own light
If I fell and then got straight up
But I never really tried.
If I wasn’t fearing future
If I took care of myself
If I asked for help I wanted
I would certainly gain strength.
If I closed my ears when people
Tried to talk me to what’s right
If I could decide for myself
Would it lead to happy life?
If I knew I could’ve managed
To stay loyal to myself
And I know I have what’s needed
To make all of the success.
What a life i would have had?
If I listened to myself.
If I got out of my bed.
Wouldn’t that be really great?
Pine cone
It was such a lovely day
I felt calmness in my veins
Begged for it to never change
Mind set free from all the pain.
I was walking through the trees
Chirping birds, my heart at ease
Digging into memories
I have never felt like this.
No one’s there to crash my soul
Feeling loved all by my own
In my hand – a small pine cone
Causing me to smile more.
Blazing sun, I raised my head
Here’s pointless to pretend
And as my cheeks now turned red
Time to finally go back.
Fracture
Fragile or fractured?
Now hard to tell.
To be a wave
Or to warn and burn like a flame?
To face it all
And no matter what,
Just be brave?
Or run from all,
So no matter what,
Be ashamed?
To fall and fly again
Through the dark?
Or fall and drown in pain
On the ground?
To be alive or to never try?
To never hide,
Or never fight?
Disguise
Bizarre, that’s right
I’m here, I tried
Shot down, I’m tired
Too steep to climb.
I’m out of sight
I’m running wild
