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‘That wasn’t in the bargain,’ he protested. But he answered readily enough. ‘Civil servant, definitely. Explorers have horribly uncomfortable lives. I like to be comfortable.’
But there was something about the way he said it—to say nothing of the broad set of his muscular shoulders—that made Christina suspect that she was being teased again. She was not sure she liked it.
He turned compelling eyes on her. ‘And you? How did you become a deckhand?’
‘Oh; that’s easy. It was a bid for freedom.’
He looked astonished. ‘I have heard much about sailing but I’ve never heard that anyone but the owner of the boat had much freedom.’
Christina looked at him with new respect. ‘You’re right there,’ she agreed.
‘But it was still freedom for you? Were you escaping from a convent?’
She shook her head, laughing. ‘Very nearly. A polite girls’ school. Have you ever been to one?’
His eyes danced. ‘I’m afraid not.’
‘Don’t be afraid. It’s not an experience to be envied.’
‘If it was so bad why didn’t your parents take you away?’
‘Parent,’ Christina corrected him swiftly. ‘She thought I was jolly lucky getting a scholarship to a school where the girls passed lots of exams. She could never have afforded to send me there without it. And I didn’t tell her. Anyway it wasn’t bad. Just boring.’
‘More boring than a deckhand’s life?’ he asked, a cynical note in his voice.
Christina gave him a straight look. ‘Deckhands travel. Until I came out here all the travelling I ever did was the journey to and from school.’ She took another mouthful of croissant. ‘But school was a long time ago.’
‘Not that long,’ he said drily.
Christina shook her head. ‘Don’t be deceived,’ she said calmly. ‘I’m older than I look.’
‘That’s just as well. You look about twelve at the moment,’ he said.
He leaned forward and brushed a flake of sweet pastry from her chin. Christina choked. He sat back, his eyes glinting.
‘There. Back with the adults again.’
She was blushing. ‘Thank you. Very kind of you,’ she said furiously, not meaning a word of it.
He did not pretend to misunderstand. He laughed. ‘My pleasure. So you ran away to sea twenty years ago. How have you lived since then?’
Christina sniffed. ‘I earn a decent living.’ She scowled at the sweet roll in her hand. ‘At least, I do when the bank lets me get at my money.’
Luc Henri shook his head. ‘Who on earth is mad enough to employ a girl like you as a deckhand?’
‘I’m perfectly competent,’ she flung at him, annoyed.
His eyes caught and held hers. He had extraordinary eyelashes, she saw now—thick and dark, defining those brilliant eyes like a painter’s charcoal line.
‘And perfectly beautiful,’ he returned softly.
Christina caught her breath. Again! She stiffened slightly. Her eyes slid away from his.
‘You should see me in my working clothes,’ she said, her voice a little strained.
‘I am imagining it.’ His voice was dry. ‘I’d be amazed if the rest of the crew do any work at all.’
Christina sat even straighter. ‘I don’t have affairs with colleagues,’ she said bluntly.
He looked amused. ‘Then who do you have affairs with?’
‘I don’t—’ she began heatedly and stopped herself at once, but it was too late. She had given herself away. He made no attempt to hide his triumph. His eyes gleamed with it.
‘Don’t you? I find that very interesting.’
Christina fought down a blush and regarded him with exasperation. ‘If you say I ought to, a beautiful girl like me, I shall scream,’ she told him.
His lips twitched. ‘I’m not that unsubtle.’
‘You surprise me,’ she said sarcastically.
Luc Henri’s slim brows lifted. ‘Because I pay you compliments you’re not used to?’
‘How do you know—?’ She bit the sentence off—too late again. This time she was furious with herself.
The look he gave her was almost tender.
‘Women who are used to receiving compliments don’t ignore them,’ he explained kindly. ‘You aren’t and you do. At least you try to. How old are you, Christina?’
‘Twenty-three,’ she flung at him.
He smiled. ‘You surprise me,’ he mimicked.
Christina ground her teeth.
‘Now tell me about these boats you work on.’
Christina tossed her head. ‘Private yachts mostly. Or tourist boats taking people scuba-diving. I’m good. I can get as much work as I want.’
‘And you earn enough to keep yourself?’
She gave her bubbling laugh suddenly. ‘When the bank lets me get at it.’
He looked at her curiously. ‘But surely it’s seasonal? What do you do in the winter?’
Christina gave a small, private smile. Here was an opportunity to get some of her own back at last. “That’s my business.’
She found that he was watching her; a frown between his brows. He did not seem to have noticed that she had balked him. He looked as if he was in a quandary—and that he was not going to tell her about it.
‘You’re an odd girl,’ he said abruptly.
‘Woman,’ she corrected him.
His mouth twisted suddenly. ‘An even odder woman. I wonder—? No.’
She was not going to ask. She was not even going to think of asking.
She took a mouthful of croissant. ‘Not that odd,’ she said calmly. ‘I work, I eat, I sleep like everyone else.’
The steeply lidded eyes lifted. ‘How wrong you are,’ he said quietly. ‘Not like anyone else I’ve ever known.’
It was not said provocatively but Christina straightened sharply. Her eyes locked with his. Challenge sizzled in the air between them. Luc went very still.
After a long moment she said, almost at random, ‘You don’t know me.’
His eyes still held hers. ‘Do I not?’
She shivered suddenly. ‘No.’ Her voice was sharp. ‘No, you don’t. This is an encounter out of space and time. Remember?’
He said softly, ‘You’re scared of me, Christina.’
‘Don’t be ridiculous. Of course I’m not. I can take care of myself. I’m not scared of you or anyone.’
Luc looked at her for a moment. ‘If you’re not scared of me, what does scare you?’
She seized another mouthful of croissant and chewed it, avoiding his eyes. ‘I told you, I’m not scared.’
‘Then why won’t you look at me?’
Christina choked. ‘You’re imagining it.’ She met his eyes with a candour which cost her a lot of self-control. ‘Look, I’m not scared of being alone in the city with nowhere to stay tonight. What makes you more scary than that?’
There was an odd look in his eyes. ‘You tell me.’
‘You’re imagining it,’ Christina said again, too loudly.
Several of the other customers looked up, startled. The man at the next table was so surprised that he knocked over his glass of water. He dropped his Wall Street Journal and the liquid began to soak into it. He looked wretchedly uncomfortable as the waiter ran to mop the table.
Christina, who had been aware of the man’s gaze on them for some time, was not displeased. ‘Now he’ll have to find something else to pretend to do while he eavesdrops,’ she said.
Luc Henri’s eyes passed over the dark-suited, middle-aged man without interest.
‘Eavesdrops? I think you must be mistaken. He’s probably waiting for someone.’
She shook her head.
‘No. He came in not long after us and chose this table deliberately. He’s just been pretending to read that newspaper. He didn’t turn the pages once.’
A shade of annoyance crossed Luc Henri’s face. But all he said was, ‘Then he can’t have had a very entertaining morning.’
He looked at his watch, then raised a finger at the waiter for the bill.
‘Thank you for my breakfast,’ Christina said at once, retreating into formal manners. ‘I ought to be going.’
At once he said imperiously, ‘No.’
She paused, one eyebrow raised at his tone.
He smiled faintly. ‘At least let me lend you some money to cover tonight’s lodging.’
Christina looked at him levelly. ‘Lend? You mean give, don’t you, if we’re not going to meet again?’
Luc stared at her, his brows twitching together. He said something explosive under his breath. It did not sound polite. ‘I can afford it.’
‘Ah, but can I?’ she retorted.
His look was quizzical suddenly. ‘No strings.’
Christina’s heart missed a beat. She shook her head decisively. ‘Thank you, no. I should be able to crash on someone’s floor tonight. It won’t take long to get a job. I’ll ask around the waterfront cafés tonight.’
He said quickly, ‘Think of me as a brother. I would hope someone would do as much for my sister—or my niece when she’s older.’
Christina looked at him levelly. ‘I don’t feel like your sister. Or your nice.’
A little flame leaped into his eyes. She saw that she had made a mistake. She pushed her coffee-cup away from her and stood up quickly.
‘I’m grateful for the offer, truly I am. But when I set out on my own I promised myself I’d pay my bills as I went. I always do. So, thank you, but no.’ She held out her hand. ‘It’s been interesting meeting you. Have a nice life.’
He stood up as well. His face was thunderous suddenly. If she had been his employee she would have quailed at that expression, she thought. She was grateful that she did not work for him.
Luc’s face darkened. He flicked open his wallet and pulled out a thick sandwich of notes.
‘Don’t be stupid,’ he said curtly. ‘Take the money.’
The man at the next table did not know where to look. Out of the corner of her eye Christina caught his expression—half wretchedly embarrassed, half fascinated. She found that she sympathised with him. Luc Henri clearly was sublimely unaware of the scene he was making, or did not care what people thought of him. In contrast, the poor man at the next table was acutely aware of both. It made her all the more furious with Luc Henri.
She leaned forward across the table, glaring. ‘Try listening. I am not your sister,’ she hissed.
‘If you were I would have drilled some sense into you by now,’ Luc Henri flung back between his teeth. He was clearly in a right royal rage and saw no reason to curb his temper.
‘You don’t surprise me in the least,’ Christina said with poisonous sweetness. ‘“sense” being anything that agrees with you, I take it?’
He drew an angry breath. Then, even as she watched him, she saw him catch hold of his retort and wrestle it down like a man struggling with a wild animal. He closed his lips tight on whatever it was he had been going to say.
‘You are an education, Miss Howard. My powers of argument seem to be deserting me,’ he said thinly at last. ‘Please be sensible...’
Christina stood her ground. ‘Don’t patronise me,’ she said quietly.
They stood sizing each other up over the table like duellists. Then he smiled. It was not one of his dazzling smiles. It was more like an insult.
