Sara Craven.

The Virgin's Wedding Night

Sara Craven



















WHAT do you meanyou cant go through with it? Harriet Flint stared at the flushed defensive face of the young man on the other side of the table. We have an agreement, and this lunch is to finalise the arrangements for the wedding. Im relying on you.

But things have completely changed for me now. You must see that. His mouth set stubbornly. When we made the original deal, frankly I didnt care what happened to me. The girl I loved was out of my life, so the chance of earning a bundle of cash and heading off round the world seemed a fair option.

But now Janies come back, and were together again, for good this time. Were going to be married, and Im not allowing anything to jeopardise that.

But surely if you explained to her

Explain? Peter Curtis gave a derisive laugh. You mean actually tell her that, while we were apart, I agreed to marry some total strangerfor money.

Couldnt you make it clear its not a real marriagejust a temporary arrangement for a few monthsand on a strictly business footing. Wouldnt that make a difference?

Of course not, he said impatiently. How could it? Shed never accept that I could be involved in something so bizarre. And even if she believed me, shed think Id gone stark raving mad, and I wouldnt blame her.

He shook his head. SoIm sorry, Miss Flint, but the deals off. Im not risking her walking away from me again, because shes all that matters to me. Surely you can understand that.

And I have an inheritance that matters to me just as much, Harriet returned coldly. And which I stand to lose if I cant produce a husband before my next birthday. Clearly youve never understood that.

She paused. Consider this. Marriage is an expensive business, these days. Im sure your Janie realises that. Surely you could persuade her that a tax-free lump sum is worth a small sacrifice, especially if I was able to manage an increase on the original fee.

No, he said. She wouldnt see it that way at all. Why should she? He rose to leave, then paused, looking down at her, frowning a little.

For Gods sake, Miss FlintHarrietyou dont have to buy a husband. If you wore different clothesdid something to your hairyou could be quite attractive. So, why not tell yourself this was a lucky escape, and concentrate on finding some real happiness instead?

Thank you, she said. For the unsolicited advice. But I prefer to do things my way. And that does not involve harnessing my marginal attractions to some man. Not nownot ever. I prefer my career.

Well, I cant be the only one who answered your advertisement. Sign up one of the others.

But you, she thought, were the only one that my grandfather would have believed in as my future husband. Youre his idea of the perfect clean-limbed, upstanding young Englishman. Judas Iscariot probably looked like you.

She watched him fumble for his wallet, then shook her head. No, Ill pick up the tab, along with the pieces of our agreement. You see, Id have kept my word, right up to the moment the annulment was validated.

I hope you always feel you made the right decision, she added, smiling as he turned to leave. And I wish you well.

It wasnt true, of course. Shed have liked to kill him. Him and his smug bitch of a girlfriend, who only had to crook her little finger, it seemed, to send all Harriets hopes into chaos.

And what the hell, she asked herself, as she watched him walk away, was she going to do nowwith Grandfathers ultimatum on one side, and thisgaping hole on the other?

Well, for this afternoon, at any rate, she would have to relegate her unexpected problem to the back of her mind. She had a tricky meeting, which would require some serious focussing.

She signalled to the waiter, who arrived, his eyes scanning her untouched plate of penne arrabiata with open distress.

There is something wrong with the food, signorina?

Not at all, she assured him. Iwasnt very hungry, thats all. Something killed my appetite stone-dead.

Quite attractive, she thought, smouldering. And then shook her head. How condescending was it possible to get?

She supposed that, in looks, she must take after her unknown father. Her hair was undoubtedly her best feature, brown as a horse chestnut with auburn lights. And, if shed permitted it to do so, it would have hung waving to her shoulders. Her eyes were clear and grey, and thickly lashed, but the rest of her face was totally unremarkable. Soif this had been Dadwhat on earth had the blonde and ravishing Caroline Flint seen in such a manunless, of course, hed had oodles of charm.

If so, I missed out twice, Harriet thought cynically.

Not that she allowed it to trouble her. She had no wish to resemble her mother in either looks or temperament, so shed been deeply riled by her grandfathers on-going assumption that she couldnt wait to kick over the traces and bring a double helping of dishonour on the family name.

Unlike Caroline Flint, shed never shown the least inclination to indulge in a welter of short-lived and very public affairs with any man who took her fancy, married or single.

Not, she had to admit, that the opportunity had ever presented itself. Shed done a little perfunctory dating when shed first arrived in London, but none of those encounters had ever developed as far as a full-blown relationship. Nor had she wanted it to happen. And recently thered been nothing. Which was fine by her too.

She rose, suddenly impatient to be off, picking up her bag, and slinging the jacket of her dull black linen suit over her arm as she made her way across the restaurant to the desk at the front where Luigi the owner held sway.

Only, he was already occupied with a tall young man whod just walked in off the street, while Harriet had been negotiating her passage between the crowded tables. And the street looked as if it was the place where he belonged, Harriet thought, resenting that she was being forced to wait in line. And by someone like this too.

Because torn jeans, worn-out trainers and a much faded tee shirt were hardly the fashion choices of Luigis usual male clientele. And the over-long, untidy dark hair, and thin, unshaven face hardly struck a reassuring note either.

In fact, by now, Harriet would have expected the newcomer to have been ushered politely but firmly to the door.

Only it wasnt happening. In fact Luigi was all smiles and amiability anddear Godactually reaching for his chequebook.

Paying him to go away? Harriet wondered with wry bewilderment. Luigi ran an excellent restaurant, but shed never gained the impression before that he was a soft touch. Unless there was some more sinister implication to the visit, and the stranger was collecting for some kind of protection racket.

Her mouth twisted in swift self-derision. Dont let your imagination gallop away with you, my dear, she adjured herself.

Besides, people like that probably dont take cheques anyway.

While this particular payment was being accepted with alacrity, she noticed, and transferred to the shabby wallet taken from the back pocket of those terminally scruffy jeans.

A few quick words, a handshake, and then he was turning to go. For a moment Harriet found herself facing him, confusedly aware that, in spite of his outward dishevelment, which gave the disturbing impression that hed just fallen out of bed and grabbed the first handful of clothing he saw, his face was cool and contained, the nose high-bridged, the mouth firm above a square chin. That, if not handsome, he was certainlystrikingmaybe even downright attractive, his shoulders broad, and his body lean and muscular.

She was conscious too of his eyes, dark as a night sky, encountering her glance in turn, and brushing over her with total indifference as he went, and the restaurant door closed behind him.

For a moment, she felt oddly shaken, her hand going up almost defensively to smooth the collar of her white cotton shirt.

As if, she thought, it mattered what she looked like. As if she didnt deliberately dress down every day of her life, wearing deliberately dull clothing, and dragging her hair relentlessly back from her face to be confined at the nape of her neck by an elastic band. Because, with her mothers example never far from her mind, she was the last person in the world to want to attract a mans attention or interest.

Especially one who looked like that, she thought tartly, pulling herself together and retrieving her credit card from her bag.

But Luigis good humour seemed to be universal today, and he waved away the proffered payment.

You ate nothing, Miss Flint, and you drank only water. Your friend did little better. I hope, on your next visit, you will have better appetites.

By my next visit, I may well have lost my entire inheritance, Harriet thought bitterly, as she forced a grateful smile. And the friend in question will not be with me.

As she turned to go, Luigi halted her, his voice sinking confidentially. That man who was just hereyou observed him, I think, and must have wondered.

To her annoyance, she felt herself flush. Its really none of my business

No, no, this will interest you, because you were the first to notice the picture and admire it. He gestured expansively at the expanse of pale lemon wall behind him. I should have told him so.

Told him? Harriet repeated slowly. She looked up at the framed canvas which had been hanging there for the past three weeks, and her brows snapped together in amazement. You meanhe painted that?

Si. Luigi nodded, his mouth quirking in amusement. He looks the part, no? The struggling artist in his garret? Luigi shrugged. Yet, he has talent. You yourself said so, signorina.

Harriet looked back at the painting. It was all perfectly true, she acknowledged with silent reluctance. It had captured her attention, and her imagination, from the first moment shed seen it. Yet it wasnt the kind of thing that usually appealed to her.

At first glance, it was a relatively simple compositionclearly some Mediterranean scene with a cloudless sky above a crescent of beach, with the blue haze of the sea beyond. In the foreground was a small plateau of bleached and barren rock, flat and featureless, and on it was a table holding a half-empty bottle of wine and two glasses, one of which had overturned, sending a small trickle of liquid, rusty as dried blood, across the white metal surface. Just under the rock, half buried in the sand, was a womans discarded sandal, a fragile high-heeled thing. Nothing more.

It was a picture that asked questionsthat invited speculationbut that hadnt been its main appeal for Harriet. Then, as now, the heavy golden light that suffused it, burning and languid, had made her feel as if she was looking into the very essence of heat. That she could feel it searing her eyes, and scorching her skin, even through her layers of clothing.

And that was what had alerted her to the skill of the painterwhat lifted the picture to a different dimension.

When shed questioned Luigi initially, hed shrugged and said it was an experiment. That he was featuring it to gauge the reaction of his customers.

And shed looked back at it again, and said slowly, I thinkin fact Im sure that its goodand that I like it very much. Adding, If that means anything.

Certainly it was as far removed from the rather conventional watercolour of Positano that had hung there before as it was possible to get.

At the same time, Harriet was aware that shed always found the picture strangely disturbing. That, as well as the faint mystery of its subject matter, it seemed, in some way, to emanate an anger as tangible as the scrape of a fingernail on flesh.

Nevertheless, her eyes were instinctively drawn to it each time she came to the restaurant, and she invariably lingered for an extra moment at the desk to study it.

Now, on a sudden, inexplicable impulse, she said, Is it for sale?

He looked remorseful. I regretit has already gone. But he has other, very different work for which he wishes to find a market, and I have been able to send interested buyers to him. Also he accepts commissions.

He paused. But what he needs, signorina, is a patronsomeone with contacts in the art worldan exhibition in a gallery to make him known.

He delved under the desk and handed her a cheaply printed business card. It carried the single word Roan, and a mobile telephone number.

She studied it, wondering whether Roan was a given name or a surname. Pretty basic.

It is not easy when you are at the beginning of your career.

I suppose not. She slipped the card into a side pocket of her bag, intending to dispose of it later. Asking about the picture had been a pure whim, coming at her from nowhere, and best forgotten.

Besides, right now she had her own struggles to contend with, she thought as she walked out into the sunlit street. And this state of deadlock with her grandfather was set fair and square centre-stage.

Harriet smothered a sigh as she began to walk briskly back to her office. She loved Grandfatherof course she didand she owed him a hell of a lot, but she was under no illusions about him either.

Gregory Flint was a total flesh-eating, swamp-bound dinosaur. Tyrannosaurus Rex, alive and in person. He always had been, and he certainly saw no reason to changenot at his time of life, nor in his current state of health.

And, however preposterous his demands, it was unwise to shrug them off and hope he would forget, as she was now discovering to her cost.

She could only imagine the scene when her mother, eighteen and unwed, had defiantly announced that she was pregnant, that marriage to the father was out of the question, and that she would never agree to a termination. Could imagine too that the subsequent explosion would have rocked the Richter scale.

Certainly the news had created a breach that had caused Caroline Flint to be barred from the family home, especially when shed refused to atone for her sins by giving the baby up for adoption. And it had been six years before contact was resumed.

Your grandfather wants to see you, darling, her mother had announced lightly one day. Which means that the prodigal daughter is being given a second chance too. Wonders will never cease.

Her partner at the time, an unemployed session guitarist called Bryn, had glanced up at her. Dont knock it, Princess. We could use a fatted calf.

They went down to Gracemead the following day, and as the station taxi turned the corner in the drive, and the house lay in front of them, Harriet drew a breath of stunned, incredulous joy. Because it didnt seem possible after the cheap flats she was used to that she could be even marginally connected with such a truly magical place.

In time, shed come to see that Gracemead was not really beautiful. That her Flint ancestor, the wealthy Victorian merchant whod taken a classic Georgian house and embellished it with a Gothic fa?ade, before adding turrets at each end in imitation of his sovereigns Scottish retreat at Balmoral, had actually been something of a vandal.

But, seeing it that first time as a confused and not always happy child, she gasped in wonder as the afternoon sun touched the windows, and flecked the stones with gold, telling herself it was a fairy palace, and that her mother must genuinely be the Princess that Bryn called her to have been born there.

The interview between Gregory Flint and his errant daughter was conducted in private. Harriet was whisked off to the kitchen by a plump, elderly woman whod been Carolines old nanny, and plied with milk and small iced cakes with smiley faces that had been piped on to them by Mrs Wade, the cook-housekeeper.

When she eventually joined them, her mother was smiling too, but with a kind of rigid determination, and her eyes were red.

Such fun, sweetie. Youre going to stay here with Grandpa and have a wonderful time. Spoiled to death, I expect, dont you, Nanny?

Arent you staying too? Harriet asked in bewilderment, but Caroline shook her head.

Ill be going with Bryn, darling. He has a marvellous tour of America coming up with a very famous singer. Well be away for ages, so its best that youre here. Its a wonderful place to grow up in, she added, the lovely face momentarily shadowed with something like regret.

And so it had proved, thought Harriet. Because shed never actually lived with her mother again after that, seeing her only from time to time as someone whose visits became less and less frequent.

The house had become the constant in her lifehad become her home. And that initial sense of wonderalmost of recognitionhad never faded. Shed felt from the start that the place was reaching out to her to hug herto soothe away any sense of abandonment she might feel. And shed hugged it back, knowing that it was where she truly belonged.

Accustomed to Londons restrictions, shed found Gracemead and its large grounds had provided her with a magical playground to explore for hours at a time. And Nanny and Mrs Wade had almost vied with each other to make sure she lacked for nothing to make her feel comfortable and secure.

Her relationship with her grandfather had taken rather longer to establish. Hed been awkward with her at first, taciturn and more than a little gruff. And sometimes shed found him watching her as if he was puzzled about something. Then, one day, shed heard one of the local ladies refer to her as Poor Carolines little girl. You would never know, would you? and understood.

It was the day hed found her in his book-lined study, deep in Black Beauty, twining a strand of hair round her finger as she read, that everything had changed between them.

She hadnt realised immediately that she was no longer alone, and when shed looked up and seen him watching her, shed been apprehensive in case he was angry.

But his sudden smile had been strangely tender. Your mother used to do that when she was reading, he told her. And this was her favourite book too.

He sat down in the big wing chair by the fireplace and began to talk to her, listening patiently to her halting replies, and encouraging her to be less shy, and say whatever was on her mind.

Looking back, Harriet could even say with honesty that shed had a pretty good childhood in spite of her mothers continuing and prolonged absences. Thered been postcards at first, and letters from the States, then from Europe, after the relationship with Bryn had finally crashed and burned like all the others, and Caroline had joined up with a professional tennis player, not quite in the top rank.

Eventually, as the years had passed, the letters had become fewer, then dried up altogether. At the last contacta card for her twenty-first birthdayCaroline had seemed to be in Argentina living with a former polo player. But no address had been included, and since then thered been nothing to indicate whether her mother was alive or dead.

Harriet had come to accept over the years that her mother lived solely on her own terms, and that the existence of her child belonged to a long-discarded past. She was left to remember only Carolines beauty and zest for life, however misplaced, and to try and forget the negative elements of their relationship. At the same time, however, her life with her grandfather, though never lacking in affection, grew marginally trickier.

Gregory Flint was clearly determined that Harriet was not going to follow in her mothers footsteps if there was anything he could do to prevent it. Accordingly, Harriet found her life controlled by a kind of benevolent despotism, her freedom restricted and her judgement regularly called into question.

And the fact that she couldalmostunderstand why it was happening made it no less irksome.

The first major clash between them had come when she was eighteen, and had just left her convent school, and hed announced hed found her a place in a Swiss establishment where she would improve her foreign language skills, and embark on a cordon bleu cookery course.

Shed stared at him open-mouthed. You mean Im going to be finished? Gramps, you cant mean it. Anyone would think we were living a hundred years ago.

His brows snapped together. You have some other idea?

Well, of course. She tried her most winning smile. Ive decided to join the family business. Carry on the Flint name for another generation.

Youwant to work for Flint Audley? He gave a harsh laugh. And where did this ridiculous notion spring from, I wonder?

It seems an obvious choice, she countered.

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