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‘It was all I could do.’ The sounds and smell and heat of the fires at Hougoumont returned. Tears stung her eyes as she again heard the cries of men trapped inside.
She forced herself to stop thinking of it. ‘I really have been a gently bred young lady.’ At least since leaving India, she had been. In India she remembered running free.
She tied off the bandages. ‘How does that feel, Captain?’
‘Good.’ His voice was tight.
She made a face. ‘I know it hurts like the devil.’
His lips twitched into a smile that vanished into a spasm of pain. ‘We should be on our way.’ He tried to stand, but swayed and fell against the stall. ‘Ahhhh!’ he cried.
She jumped to her feet and caught him before he slipped to the ground. ‘You cannot ride.’
His face was very pale. ‘Must get you to Brussels.’
‘Or die trying? I won’t have it!’ She pointed to his horse, now munching hay, coat damp with sweat and muscles trembling. ‘Your horse is exhausted and you have lost a great deal of blood.’
Captain Landon tried to pull out of her supporting arm to go towards his horse. ‘She needs tending. Rubbing down.’
She held him tight. ‘You sit. I will look after your horse.’
He frowned. ‘You cannot—’
‘I can indeed. I know how to tend a horse.’ This was a complete falsehood, of course, but he would not know she never paid much attention to horses except to ride them.
With her help, he sat down again and she found a horse blanket clean enough to wrap around him. A further search located a piece of sackcloth that she used to wipe off the horse’s sweaty coat. She removed the horse’s saddle and carried it and the saddlebags over to the captain.
His eyes seemed to have trouble focusing on her. ‘Is there some water?’
Water. She could suddenly smell it from the trough, and became aware of her own thirst. Surely there must be somewhere to get water without sharing it with the animals. ‘I’ll find some.’
There was a noise at the doorway. The little girl was watching them.
Marian gestured to her, pointing to the water and making a motion like a pump. ‘L’eau?’
The child popped her thumb into her mouth again and stared.
Marian rubbed her brow. ‘I wish I knew how to say water.’
‘Water?’ The child blinked.
‘Yes, yes.’ Marian nodded. ‘Water.’
The little girl led her to a pump behind the hut. Marian filled a nearby bucket and cupped her hands, drinking her fill. The child left her, but soon returned with a tin cup and handed it to her.
‘Thank you,’ she said.
The girl smiled. ‘Dank u. Dank u. Dank u. ‘
Marian carried the bucket and cup to the barn. The captain opened his eyes when she came near.
‘Water.’ She smiled, lifting the bucket to show him. She set it down and filled the cup for him.
His hand shook as he lifted the cup to his lips, but he swallowed eagerly. Afterwards he rested against the stall again.
And looked worse by the minute.
‘When Valour is rested, we’ll start out again.’ Even his voice was weaker.
‘Valour?’
‘Valour.’ He swallowed. ‘My horse.’
She laughed. ‘But she was not valorous! She bolted away from the cannons.’
He rose to the horse’s defence. ‘The fire frightened her. She’s used to cannon.’
Then it must have been the flash of flame from the cannonade that had set the horse on her terrified gallop.
And brought them to this place.
She sat next to him, suddenly weary herself.
He seemed to be having difficulty keeping his eyes open. ‘The cannon stopped. It is over.’ He took a breath. ‘I wonder who won.’
‘We shall learn that tomorrow.’ Marian tried to infuse her voice with a confidence she did not feel. Back in England one day had always seemed much like the last, but here, who knew what tomorrow would bring?
The captain coughed and cried out with the pain it created. It frightened Marian how pale he looked and how much it hurt him to simply take a breath. Soon his eyes closed and his breathing relaxed.
Let him sleep, she told herself, even though she felt very alone without his company. Memories of the day flooded her mind. The face of the dying soldier. The fire.
Eventually even those images could not keep her eyes from becoming very heavy. She’d just begun to doze when she heard voices outside. The parents returning?
She shot to her feet and peeked out of the door.
A man and a woman in peasant garb led a heavily laden mule. The little girl ran out to meet them. She pointed towards the barn.
Marian stepped outside. The man and woman both dropped their chins in surprise. She supposed she looked a fright, black with soot, clothing torn and stained with the captain’s blood and the blood of other men she’d tended. She was dressed as a boy, she must recall. They would think her a boy.
‘Bonjour,’ she began and tried explaining her presence in French.
Their blank stares matched their little daughter’s.
She sighed. ‘Anglais?’
They shook their heads.
There was no reason to expect peasants to speak anything but their own language. What use would they have for French or English? At least Marian knew one word of Flemish now. Water. She almost laughed.
Her gaze drifted to the mule. She expected to see it carrying hay or harvested crops or something, but its cargo was nothing so mundane. The mule was burdened with French cavalry helmets and bundles of red cloth.
Loot from the battlefield. Marian felt the blood drain from her face. They had been stripping the dead.
Bile rose into her throat, but she swallowed it back and gestured for them to follow her into the barn.
She pointed to Captain Landon. ‘English,’ she said. ‘Injured.’ Maybe they would understand something if she happened upon another word their languages had in common. ‘Help us.’ She fished in the pocket of her pantaloons and found a Belgian coin. She handed it to the man, who turned it over in his hand and nodded with approval.
He and his wife went outside and engaged in a lively discussion, which Marian hoped did not include a plan to kill them in their sleep. People who could strip the dead might be capable of anything. As a precaution she went through the captain’s things and found his pistol. Hoping it was loaded and primed, she stuck it in her pocket.
Finally the man stepped back in. He nodded and gestured about the stall. She understood. They were to remain in the barn.
‘Food?’ she asked.
His brows knit.
‘Nourriture,’ she tried, making as if she were eating. ‘Bread.’
He grinned and nodded. ‘Brood. ‘
‘Yes. Yes. Brood.’
He gestured for her to wait.
She sank down next to the captain. ‘We will have bread anyway.’ Her brow furrowed. ‘At least I hope brood is bread.’
The captain opened his eyes briefly, but closed them again. He needed sleep, she was certain, but it made her feel very alone.
First the mule was unloaded and returned to the barn, then the wife brought Marian bread and another blanket. After eating, Marian piled as much straw as possible beneath her and Captain Landon. She pulled off his boots and extinguished the lantern. Lying down next to him, she covered them both with a blanket. With the pistol at her side, she finally fell into an exhausted sleep.
Pain. Searing pain. A throbbing that pulsated up his neck and down the length of his arm.
Allan could make sense of nothing else. Not the sounds, the smells, the lumpy surface upon which he lay. He didn’t wish to open his eyes, to face more pain.
He tried to remember where he had been, what had happened. He remembered pulling Miss Pallant from the burning château. He remembered being shot and Valour running amok.
Valour nickered. He opened his eyes.
‘Miss Pallant?’ His throat was parched and speaking intensified the pain.
She had fallen asleep next to him. ‘Captain?’
Her face, smudged with soot, was close, framed by a tangle of blonde hair. Her blue eyes dazzled.
He caught a lock of her hair between his fingers. ‘Where is your cap?’
She looked around and found it on the floor. He watched her plait her hair and cover it.
Sunlight shone through cracks in the wood. He frowned. ‘How long have we slept?’
She stretched. ‘All night, I suppose.’
‘All night!’ He sat up straighter and the room spun around.
‘The child’s parents returned.’ Her voice seemed tense. ‘I gave them a coin so we could stay in here.’
A stab of pain hit his shoulder again. He held his breath until it faded. ‘Did they know who won the battle?’
‘Perhaps, but they could not tell me.’ She grasped her knees to her chest. ‘They speak Flemish. I don’t suppose you speak Flemish, do you?’
‘No.’ But he knew many Belgians were on the side of the French and despised the Allies.
The door to the barn opened and the peasant farmer walked in. Allan noticed Marian pick up his pistol and put it in her pocket.
The peasant’s expression was as guarded as Marian’s. He nodded. ‘Goedemorgen.’
‘Good morning,’ she responded in a tight voice.
The man lifted a pail and spoke again, but this time Allan could not decipher the words. The farmer walked over to another stall and began milking the cow. The smell of fresh milk filled the barn. He was hungry, Allan realised.
‘Brood?’ Marian walked over to the peasant and showed him a coin from her pocket.
The man nodded and pointed to the door.
She placed the pistol next to Allan and covered it with the blanket. From a basket she handed him a small piece of bread. ‘This is from last night. I am going to get some more for us. Take care. I do not entirely trust these people.’
Allan silently applauded her cleverness.
She left and the man finished milking his cow. When he walked past Allan carrying the bucket of milk, he paused. Turning back, he picked up the tin cup and dipped it into the milk, handing the cup to Allan. ‘Drink de melk.‘ The peasant gestured, and Allan easily understood him.
‘Thank you.’ He took the cup, cream swimming at the top and sipped. His hunger urged him to gulp it all down, but he knew better.
‘The battle?’ he tried asking the peasant. ‘England or France?’
The man tapped his temple and shook his head. Did he not know the battle’s outcome or did he not understand the question? The man shrugged and walked out.
To be unable to converse was a frustration. To not know who won the battle was worse.
Had Wellington won?
It seemed essential to know. Had Napoleon been vanquished at last or were his victorious soldiers now pillaging the countryside? Was Miss Pallant safe here? Should he return her to the safety of her friends or was Brussels under Napoleon’s control?
Allan tried to take stock of his injuries. It seemed a good thing that the ball had passed through his shoulder, although it burned and ached like the very devil.
He flexed his fingers. Despite a sharp pain that radiated down his arm, they worked well. More good news.
He rested his head against the stable wall, exhausted from the mild exertion. He felt hot and dizzy. Feverish, God forbid. He needed to regain his strength so they could ride out of here. He broke off a piece of the stale bread and dipped it in the milk, making it easier to eat. Even chewing exhausted him, but he slowly managed to finish it.
The door opened again, and Miss Pallant came to his side.
